>> Sunday, May 29, 2005

status: slacking at work
song of the moment: dirt off your shoulder
fave person on the moment: jason
reason: he damn funny..haha
status on hw: whoah..theres alot..ITS HOLIDAYS!
phrase of the day: good things has to come to an end


haha..lots of things have happened..really..haha..i cant rmb exactly what happened but i try la..on de 22nd..we keep thinking whats on tat day ah..got something on..and den after tat day we realised it was jun xian's bday..aww we didnt wish him happy birthday..jo was in bible camp..she behaved like an arse..totally ignoring me..just because she's having fun..i cried on tat night coz of her behaviour..cried ALOT. anyway on the 23rd..my eyes were a lil swollen..it sucks..T.T haizz anyway..went to pasir ris with jason,mel,nana n luan..to book the chalet! haha anyways..something happened..tat affected us..i dun wish to say it but..i didnt like what happened..neither do they..tat day jo came back from her camp..but like she bothered to say anything bout it..nv receive a msg at her..basket..pretence. i hate u. anyway i sat on a sharp object in the bus n there was a hole in my pants..haha den i borrowed luan's bag to cover..den bla bla..book alrdy me,mel,jason n nana took a taxi to bugis..where we shop for a bag which i wanna buy..den after tat go home lor..i went mum shop n help alot..den came the moment tat was totally...it almost killed me. T.T my hamster died..T.T i was in total shock n i screamed n cried like a crazy..i dunno how to describe but..i cried so much..tat my eyes were even m,ore swollen..T.T..its alot..i was grieving. den i had no choice but to talk to the person who broke my heart earlier on..coz shes after all my confidant..jo..i told her tat my hamster died..T.T she cried coz she see me grievin..T.T tat night i couldnt sleep at all..i just kept crying n crying..kept thinkin of the hamster..T.T..i took care of it..T.T
~ i love you ~
My tribute to Jo..my treasured Hamster.
i used to sing to u with my guitar..
always bring you to the tv front n talk to u when
i reach home..
u were my listening ear when i fought with josephine..
u were so cute tat lookin at u whld appease all anger in me..
u responded when i called u "jo"..
u no longer sharpen ur teeth when u see me..T.T
u always run in ur wheel..T.T
u were always there to talk to when im down..T.T
im sorry to have not shown you enough love. i blame myself for ur death. i cried so much after it happened. i wanted you back. T.T rest in peace ok..T.T for u will be my only treasured pet. i love you jo..T.T God will let us be reunited in heaven. T.T
~ T.T 23th of May ~
i'll always pray on the 23rd for jo..T.T haiz..grieved alot..but josephine and i patched up after tat day..what a sacrifice..T.T haizz..on the 24th..things were really really hard for me..T.T kept crying and crying..in de bus..eddie was so scared coz i was crying..he didnt noe what to do..i told nigel,imee n mann..T.T den kept crying..imee made me cry most..T.T she was so nice but i was just really hurt..she said i was a good master n i couldnt stop crying after reading it..T.T i suck as a master..T.T i quarreled with mann..i said tat jo was so poor thing to die early....den i kept crying..den mann say with me as the master surely die early..T.T i was so hurt but i dun shift the blame. i dunno why jo died but it must be due to my negligance tat caused it..i dun blame anyone but myself..but i was unstable den i went crazy n blamed myself den i didnt feel like talking to her..T.T still grieving..den nigel comforted me by saying sayang n all..haizz..he helped alot too..thx guys..the moment i went to school..saw serena they all..i cried even more like what..they all comforted me too..they were obviously shocked too..den in science lab mrs tan comforted me coz i cried alot again..haizz..after tat day..nana wanted to buy bag..but i was supposed to go out with jo..den we all went out and mich k also came..den we happened to go in a pet shop n i cried again..haizz..nvm..we went orchard den..haizz..yala..i love my hamster.
~ 25th n 26th ~
i lightened up a bit coz it was my baby bro's bday n imee's bday respectively..i was totally broke so i didnt buy anything for my bro but..haha he had gotten lots from me before..i love u kenneth!

happy birhday!

haha..den celebrated..on the 26th..imee's bday..what a busy but definietly fun day..morning in school, all of us didnt had school n instead we r supposed to go to the beach n read a book there n have a picnic..had fun there definitely..we oso cycled n bowled..im really broke..borrowed lots from nana..anyway after tat, nana,mel,jason,mich k n me went to pp..i was supposed to go to jo's dentist appointment with her but her mum wanted to go with her instead..so..too bad..den shear was with jo..we all celebrating imee's bday ltr at night in pastamania..den i spend the day with the bvies lor..haha it was sooo fuunnnnn! i actually fall off the chair out of laughing..imee saw me coz she was also in pp with nicole. haha i was colouring a figurine with my frens..i felt like a kid..all of us were doing stupid things n childish for our age..walau! embarrassing..haha but it was so so so fun..something tat made me got over jo's death..haizz..den very late alrdy..i meet up with jo they all in pp den we went to look for cakes to buy for imee..den decided to eat first but in the end..we couldnt celebrate coz the next day..they are flying off to china liao..so must go home early..i was wacky as i kept yelling imee's name n its her bday n all tat..her phone number..haha she was embarrassed..anyway had fun on tat day..but cried too..coz they are leaving..really missed them alot..
~ 27th n today ~
they left yty..it was meet the parents day too..i wasnt gonna go school in de morning coz i going tth for a checkup..but i woke up especially early yty coz jo's flight is at 8.00 am so she whld call den yala..i talked to her..den her bat was low..so had to hang up..T.T haizz..cried again la..but..its ok..she had to leave anyway..den now they r in china..will be back at the 5th..i had to carry on life so i went for the checkup liao..me n my dad went to meet the parents session..i think i did ok for my mid year..BUT I FAILED MY ART. T.T walau..haizz..de damn thing tat pulled me down..n many of my classmates..WALAU WE LOST TO 2E2 COZ OF ART LOR. WE DIDNT BOTHER TO PASS UP A SINGLE ART WORK. walau..so we got zero for everything..walau lame la..but my fault coz i nv pass up..but mr tock oso like nv rush us..act like no need to pass up liddat..sucks la..haizz..den my dad was like acting idiotic liddat sia..walau i told him to speak intelligently n act like a well mannered father den he look at me n gave tat witch laughter n slowly put his last finger towards his nose like phua chu kang liddat those type..den my heart skipped a beat n screamed at him..den he laugh..anyway after everything..we had the pw exhibition..bla bla..den in de end we stayed till 4 plus..walau..anyway..me,luan,nana,mel n jason went to storm the salon coz luan n nana getting a haircut..laughed alot sia..den while they cut hair, me,jason n melvin went to mcds to eat..den we chat alot..den finish eating den we go back to the salon,they still not done..den we eat again..finish cutting, we decided to go bowling so me,nana,jason n mel went to the one in katong..walau nana won both rounds..she point the bowl to go where den it really goes lor..lame. haha anyway nowadays we 4 keep going out together..den we went to eat dinner la..den go home..haizz..so now today dunno if going out again..wanna go plaza sing n watch movie..not confirm..anyway im working now..ok ciaoz..

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