>> Monday, May 30, 2005

status: utter sadness
song of the moment: im not okay
fave person of the moment: jo..finally.
reason: we just msged..shes still in china
phrase of the day: people change.


haizz..im officially having a war with her..haizz..disappointing..heartbreaking..and unbelievable..things are not going ok..this is so disappointing..we are using our msn nicks to talk back at one another..i wanna just talk to her properly in a conversation but the tone i get is always -off- and definitely will fight..might as well leave it as msn nick..im damn sad now..but still..fighting with her..T.T since p5..i've been giving in to her..she was really cute n fun..T.T but now..she changed alot..shes still cute n fun..but attitude wise has turned to the worst..T.T imee's bday tat day..she kept asking me to ask -her- to come den im like, "imee y dun u ask urself?" haha..she replied saying shes afraid coz -her- always give replies tat will make ppl pissed off..i understood wat imee mean. all of us love her lots..treat her very well..when shes bullied or got scammed by some idiot..i immediately stood up for her..when we go out (rare) i made sure she is not bored n happy n pampered. but..haizz..nvm..devastated enough..den now..before shearen left for china, she told me to put up with -her- and treat -her- like a baby..haha for de past 5 yrs i have been treating her like one..but -she- is spoilt now i guess..her words pierced us. one word replies. heck care tone. haizz..we've been friends for years! why must things be like tat. why must -she- change..i get what jo means now..haizz..i just hope they whld be back soon..-she- is leaving singapore today..T.T wanna tell her to take care..but..talking to her now..she also not replying..whats the use of telling her to take care den..
~ haizz ~
im working now..actually till 9.30..but coz today of infernal affairs! so i work till 8..yty!! aaaahhhh! feng yun! wateva storm raiders la..in english..damn nice!! walau damn play girl sia tat idiot!! cheating on 2 hot guys!!! haha but if me ah..i also dunno who to choose..anyways..eating now..tmr going with nana to buy bg..AGAIN. but tis time is "travelling bag"..lame. tats the prob with girls la! we must buy something nice and attractive n suit us..haizz..im involved. nvm..mel told me something yty..haha something tat he has been worrying about..haha! im not gonna say. a promise is a promise. ^^ anyway by thursday. everyone whld know. ^^ im hinting..now i very optimistic..instead of thing " walau! still got 7 days den they come back!" im thinking.."yay! only 7 days left!" haha..i love them..really missed them lots..5 yrs u noe..haha..well great den..k i gtg..ciaoz

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> Rachel Ng
> 19 Feb 1991
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