>> Wednesday, June 08, 2005

WEILING. THIS MESSAGE IS FOR YOU K. PLEASE REPLY ME. SHEAREN HAS JUST TOLD ME EVERYTHING. WE ARE REALLY UPSET NOW. PLEASE TELL US WHERE YOU ARE AT LEAST. WHY DID U HAVE TO JUST LEAVE LIKE THAT? WHY? YOU CALL THIS OVER? YOU CALL THIS SEPERATION? NO ITS NOT.THATS WHAT YOU THINK. THE THING IS ALL OF US DONT FEEL THAT ITS OVER NOR SEPERATED. HOW COULD U DO THIS TO US? HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?? BY FIGHTING WITH ME BEFORE LEAVING SO THAT WE CAN MAKE A CLEAN BREAK? HOW COULD YOU?? YOU KNOW HOW HEARTBROKEN I AM NOW?? JO AND SHEAREN CRIED LIKE WHAT N I PUNCHED MY FISTS AGAINST THE WALL BLAMING MYSELF WHEN SHEAREN TOLD US. U THINK HIDING IN THAILAND IS GONNA HELP?? YOU THINK ESCAPING IS GONNA HELP?? IM NOT GONNA STOP U K..JUST TELL US THAT YOU'RE FINE. TAKE CARE N ALL..DONT FORGET. WE 3 ARE ALWAYS HERE. WE ARE LOOKING FOR YOU. T.T CALL ME..98322705.


T.T rmb the -her- i was talking about..it was weiling..we fought on the day she was leaving for thailand..no wonder..that day when shearen n jo they all returned..it was the 5th..shearen was gonna stay over in jo's hs n i was gonna meet them the next day..6th. tat morning i fought terribly with my mum..she hung up on me 5 times but i wasnt gonna avoid the problem so i keep callin her back but i couldnt take it on the 5th..she totally suck..anyways..i went jo hs early morning..spent my whole day..they were so delighted to see me.. so did i..they were soo nice. brought me souvenirs. imee my dearest ah gu shared one with shearen. thanks guys. i love you all. den rmb i said tat jo accused me of sumthing..ya..we decided to settle it n so we talked it out with shearen's presence..den weiling was involved actually. i told them my quarrel with her and hoped shearen could do something about it.. den shearen cried..T.T she said something thay stunned me n jo..
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she said that weiling was gonna make a clean break with us and decided to hide in thailand with her friend as she doesnt want to be in singapore..so..it shocked me n jo..especially me..i was the one. i was the target. weiling knew how much we mean to each other..so she didnt tell me. she told shearen only. she knew tat i will do something about it so she didnt dare to tell me..instead. she wanted to make a clean break with me. what the hell? weiling i told u alrdy. ure part of my life. i'll keep looking for you no matter where you are. jo started crying too..i went to the toilet n cried my heart out..den went back to the room n started punching my fist against the wall. weiling why are u so cruel? how could u not tell me? do u know ur actions are affecting everyone of us now?? I WAS BLOODY HELL THE LAST ONE THAT TALKED TO YOU BEFORE YOU LEFT. AND IT WAS A FIGHT DAMN IT!! WHY DIDNT U TELL ME?? YOU WANNA KNOW HOW MUCH IM BLAMING MYSELF NOW?? HUH?? HOW COULD YOU??

...just..tell me where you are k..please read this..and to those who might know where weiling is..plz tell me k? thanks.. den..after crying..i wanted to go out again..haha the door knob was loose. all of us couldnt go out..jo,me n shearen were stucked in jo's room. we laughed alot on spending our life in that room..den had no choice but to ask her maid to hammer the door knob off the door..her maid damn power..knocked it off..but after a gruelling wait of an hour..we are finally free. haha i nv knew that a dining table would look so beautiful suddenly..we were out n we ate n all..watched divergence. IT ROCKS. DANIAL WU IS SOOO SHUAI. aaron kwok suddenly looks like a downright uncool despo jerk. haha paid millions to do tat role..den we watched tv and ate and bla bla..ya..i had a great time..coz i could see my darlings again..missed them so much..well..went home late..i am working now..earned 46 dollars today..this morning mum was gonna pick a fight but i dun care her..just dun fight back..let her repeat the words i hear everyday on me not helping her..ya whateva..ok i just wanna say i love you 4 k. imee,jo,shear n weiling.


i'm looking for my lost baby. can you all help me find her please? her name is weiling..

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> Rachel Ng
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