>> Sunday, June 26, 2005

tis goes to the person who had been heartless to all who cared for her.

we are the very hurt you sold
and what's the worst you take
from every heart you break
and like the blade you stain
well i've been holding on tonight

T.T u suck. u broke all our hearts. mine esp. i was devastated after hearing ur words. u have no sense of guilt nor shame in u. why do we still care so much bout u? u dun deserve it. like what others said, ure sick. mentally. get a grip. the booze and the piercings will just afflict more damage on u. but do u care? shld we care den? im trying. im trying to give up on u.


~ sad huh? ~
yep. someone broke my heart like shit yty. she broke me and shear's heart. not tat she cares. anyway i had lots of fun for the past few days but had a total shity day too. well on the 22nd i cant rmb what i did.. oh ya! i went mummy there and work..miserable 20 bucks..but im used to it..den reach home so bloody late..the next day got netball somemore. OH YA. FOR DE FIRST TIME. NETBALL WAS ACTUALLY FUN WITH THE SENIORS. haha in fact. there were not much seniors. -hint- hahaha. there was only mariam ( i keep threatening to send her to the maid agency if she bullies me), eileen (my idol who suddenly consistently act dao to me.) , shireen (my total target to bully as she always fall for my tricks) and suhara (keep screaming and laughing at my retardness) ! haha den there were like only 15 ppl there lor! miserable number! but very fun~~ haha i think its coz i was high on tat day den i keep laughing so its fun but others find it fun too for the first time coz -SHE- is not there! hahaha GREAT. *evil* no one likes her. we all think she whld spoil all de fun if she was there. anyway i was VERY high tat day..haha behaving totally NOT like a captain. i was den punished to do JACKPOT even though i win coz of my retardness. walau when we play the numbers game, after the team was selected, eileen shouted "WE ARE SO GONNA WIN!" HAHAHAHA. IN THE END. MY GROUP WON. 3 CHEERS! haha den me and shireen keep repeating what eileen said la..haha nvm. den after training, it was the FIRST TIME EVER we had went out with the seniors to eat. haha i wanted tau huey but dun have.. we went eastpoint the banquet there and laugh like idiot..esp me and shellyn. i was still ~high~ den mariam shared juicy gossips with us and shireen was making remarks out of it tat me and shellyn were like vomitting our food out of laughter..den after tat i went home and was really tired and my boss called to ask if i could take over for a few hours..i just take over lor..i was going out later to watch initial d..i wont comment more on what happened.. INITIAL D ROCKS. JAY CHOU IS SOOO CUTE but stiff.. AND EDISON!! AAAHHHH SOO SHUAI AND AAAAHHHH!!!
~ MOVIE MARATHON ~
haha well danial from church called to tell me there was a movie marathon going on the next day from 5.30 pm all de way to the next morning.. 24th. well on the 24th my maid was sick and i had to babysit my bro for a while while she gets well..tat morning i bath him and all and i was suppose to meet collin for lunch so i had no choice but to bring kenneth along..haha den while waiting for him, i met up with shiina and eunice first. they were with 2 girls called vicky and i dunno the other..den all of us talk la..den my bro was so shy he didnt wanted to talk at all..den finally collin came..we were at laksa stall btw..kenneth and collin gel so much so fast la..collin is childish and his a father and kenneth is a typical little brat..so they mix well. haha den kenneth liked collin alot..well we went back church and his was running about..eunice n col keep playing with him..col showed his latest movie..den i had to go to pp to buy shoe n contact lenses before the movie marathon as im meeting imee at 5. hehe i asked her to tag along..den just nice she was at church gate and apparently she was going to "study" with her school frens. den yala wanfong was there den hi and soon later bye..i brought kenneth off with me to pp. THEY WERE HAVING AN INSTANT LUCKY DRAW! I SPENT 90 BUCKS AND I WON A PEN AND 2 DOLLAR VOUCHER! haha lame..well fun la..den i buy my stuff alrdy den go home..left kenneth with my maid den i rode my bike back to church to meet up with imee again..then there were 3 guys..kenneth,cliffton and justin i think if tats their names..imee frens..den yala..they quite noisy..haha well i had fun there..den its time to have dinner den the whole church ppl went off for it..the tk ppl gone off alrdy..dinner liao den it was movie marathon! it was really nice to me. the first show was left behind. really nice. den it was 9pm so i had to send imee home which i really did. downstairs.. den i went off!
~ phone call ~
haha i called donna..we chat..before tat i alrdy called shearen house to see if shes back from indo..SHES BACK!!! AAAHHH! haha..but at the later time la..den all of us did conference with donna phone..i couldnt define their voice actually..we planned out todays activities which we didnt go as plan but watever..abby did join the conference but had to hang up soon when she was suppose to talk to yan ying..den..something happen between me and -her-..she broke my heart. anyways..cried like what yty night..whateva..we 3 still talked..until my bat no more..so i had to hang up..den i slept..crying..
~ today ~
today ROCKS TOTALLY. i had so much fun..well first todays outing was -ALMOST- cancelled..bloody hell..den master planner rachel planned something den we still went out..me,donna nad shearen went to pp for lunch..we shop around..brought op shirts and ate pastamania and had lotsa fun..coz i was ~high~.. den we went for the instand dip thing and i won A 2 DOLLAR VOUCHER. ^^ easily satisfied. shearen won NOTHING. well we went church after tat..i did lots of introing and all..den we played the never ending uno game which had lots of screamings and laughters..haha it was fun..den cell started..donna n shearen go shear's hs coz shear haven unpack..den cell was quite long today..we talked about like..fishing..haha den ok..JEREMY IS SO THICK SKIN. but nvm..heck. haha den finish alrdy donna and shearen was at 7-11 waiting for me and abby joined them..den they came to church where we played MORE -uno- and omg..it was really a blast..damn fun..i got sabo-ed. andy was DAMN cocky. he say he will surely win. but he lost 2 rounds consecutive..i screamed alot..anyways den we played the master game..so fun..den aaww..the fun just end..coz jeremy and jovin got to go..HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIINA BTW! AND JONATHAN! haha den me,abby,donna and sherry went to pp..donna cant join us for dinner so she went pp with us den went off..there was like a rock concert going on and it was quite cool..me, abby and shear had no place to eat and we finally ended up in the ramen place..not bad la the food..laugh alot..coz i mixed up marilyn MONROE with marilyn MANSOM. hahaha den we went to pee den the lucky dip again and abby got NOTHING. hahaha im sooo lucky..well the day ended..tats y im here. i love today. hehe well enough said. imee's waiting to read..hehe ciaos!

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> Rachel Ng
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