nothing will be the same /now that You save me
>> Sunday, July 17, 2005

status: painnnn
song of the moment: like i love u
fave person of the moment: none
reason: haizz..
status on hw: cant rmb them..
phrase of the day: thank God. i won.


quite some time..been busy..lots of things happened. and i mean lots. well..wednesday after school..me,nana,daryl,melvin n jason went all de way to hougang to deal with our class t shirt thing..we got it at a price of 14 bucks..and got others la..tat day very fun..had a great time..den we reach home like 9 plus even when its a SCHOOL day. haha anyways thursday we went singapore poly! tat place is big and pretty cool..we went for treasure hunt n all..walau theres this school ah. NORTHBROOKS SECONDARY. which i prefer to call north BOARS secondary had a bunch of totally posers,rude,impolite,scums of the society ppl.dey r so like gangsters,making rude comments in front of even the speaker who was the manager or something of sp..crap sia they..they keep going to the toilet den the speaker was like"ok.no more going to toilets. one go everyone goes. come back now." den 3 guys were like "not happy ah!" in de auditorium n their voices were totally audible. jerks. den they almost got into a fight with bartley n still refuse to relent even when bartley's teacher was screaming at them..augh. for de first time. i tot bv was great. haha anyways..yty..haha was bv cross country.
~ ^^ ~
i dun really noe the exact distance..but i think its 4.5km..well..haha..it started late n all..it was thankfully a great day..den when it was de sec 2's turn..den i decided to listen to my mp3 n have a towel n run through the entire race..the race started even when i haven put on my mp3..den run la..i keep pushing myself..i said tat i wun stop untill i hear at least 3 songs..den 3 songs finish,i said"one more!one more!" den one more..haha when it finish i was like "final! final! promise! and den i'll stop" haha den one more la..at de end of 5 songs i cant take it alrdy..haha but i was near the finishing line alrdy! den i realised tat i past by a lot of sec 3's who were supposed to run bout 10 mins earlier den us n apparently they all were walking..haha den they were cheering for me but i was listening to my mp3 so nv hear them..haha but MARIAM. I HEARD U SAY U WILL TREAT ME TAU HUEY IF I WIN AH. haha u owe me one..wel..de finishing line tat part..i chldnt run at all..den i saw from far tat elizabeth was coming den i decided to pick myself up again n run. its totally wasted when u come so far n u decided to stop. haha den chen peng was walking with me. den i was like, lets run. and for de last 100m..WE SPRINTED. YES. SPRINTED. haha i won him in tat and i dunno wat was in dat damn brain of mine..haha but it was useful. i sprinted..michelle was screaming into my ears to grab the card tat i apparently sprint "over". haha den i took my card..and it said..#1. T.T i stood there in disbelief and i yelled "yes!!" haha..den i got interviewed and for de first time i was camera shy. hahaha well..tat period was great. absolutely. i owe it all to God. but..i couldnt celebrate it or anything..i have frens feelings to spare..so..ya..i love u guys ok. den tat day me,mel,nana n jason went to luan house to shower..after tat we met daryl,junxian n mich k at 1.30 in bedok inter..we went to orchard n watched fantastic 4..haha jason slept during de movie..haha den tat day was really fun..until..haizz..
~marina bay~
we went there to eat..it was ok as usual..also fun n all..one huge mosquito or something flew into daryl's drink..haha gross. den we ate n all..it was 8 plus and me,jason,nana n luan wanted to play bowling. den de rest had to go. we were all discussing in a circle den luan wanted to go to the toilet..nana n i followed her..i guess they didnt hear tat we were going to the toilet and the toilet was in the bowling alley..so we just walk in la..they tot we were angry so they just went home like tat..after the toilet. jason called me n told me the rest had gone off alrdy. as in mel,jx,daryl n mich k. i was totally..T.T upset. i was very shocked k. its like they left without saying bye..wad a great day it had been and to end it like tat was totally undeserving..n i dunno why i became really emotional about it..because..weiling did the same thing before..weiling left for thai without saying bye..and..haizz..i got reminded of tat..jason stayed behind with us. den we explained to jason n it was like..haizz..i was very upset n quire pissed..its like..ya..left without a bye..den..jason called them to tell them to wait for us at the mrt n explained to them also..we went to meet them and i totally expected us to be divided..den ya..i started explaining to them and in a moment i cried like what in front of them..what a moron..cry over something like tat..but its like de past few days all of us were like close n how chld we just leave without saying bye..
~ haiz ~
ya den in de mrt..melvin n jx n mich said sorry..den mel sat next to me and explained along with jx..den i also explained my side..all a misunderstanding..den once again. my uncontrollable tears came out again. it was worst. den xl came n comfort me..haiz..den the stop was paya lebar..me n nana had to get off..den mel n jas n luan tag along..den we talk n all..den things were brighter so i felt better..den i went home n msged mel..told him not to freak out n all n ya..*peace*. den damn jo..i had not replied her and when i did. she was bloody hell still in frens hs. shes ALWAYS not there when i need her. n she sucks in conversation when we talk. nothing pleasing to hear. idiot. den le called n i felt guilty turning the poor cat away coz i was talking to jo as she just reached home..he said what he see me cry den he also wanna cry n all n he was sorry den i was like "u dun gay la! cry what..i dun intend to blame anyone la..really.." den yala..i think we're cool..i hate jo. augh nvm..den donna gave a good piece of advise..told me to sleep over it.haha and shes right..this morning i woke up,all i could think about was i won de race. thank God again. walau! my WHOLE BODY ACHES. PAIN. I CANT BEND DOWN NOR SQUAT. T.T price to pay..haha well i will continue to train had for next year's cross country..coz yty was very competitive. very. next year i know they will want revenge. n i know they will be great. haha i must fight to the end! jia you everyone!

3:02 AM
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