>> Thursday, August 11, 2005

i wont pretend tat im very happy now coz im not. i wont pretend im havin a great life now coz im not. i just wanna ran away..


yty was a great day..totally..but great things come to an end easily..mornining met up with the gang..jason,mel n mich k..they were 15mins late..we met in mcds for breakfast. just nice..it was 11..den maybelle came later..breakfast was funny..as in..laughed alot..maybelle den came..acted like a stalker when she saw her primary school best fren..we all kept laughin..den we wanted to watch a movie but cant decide or where n which threatre to go..den we went to the bus stop and check..den i blurted out "why dun we go kbox?". den it was so sudden. all of us decided to go kbox..haha..it was a pubic holiday so its damn ex..$14.50 and no meal but its ok..we used it to 4..den had alot of fun..really..we whld squeeze the person by putting all our body weight on him or her whenever he or her gives attitude or talk about flowers. haha which was me all the time..den squash her until she cant breathes. haha its damn fun..after 4 we went to parkway walk walk..its national day! den we all had the same mini converse shoe. they got theirs alrdy den i brought mine. real cute..we all den went food court to eat..my mee rebus was really spicy and alot..but haha i finished it..den went mph to buy scoopz. melvin's one was really nice. made me go crazy..his flavour was durian. haha it tasted exactly like durian? lol. den we decided to walk to east coast and see fireworks lor..ya we walked there den it was cool..it was 7 plus alrdy n we decided to settle down in one place..they were many ppl too wanting to see..we sat down n waited and talked..haha real nice n cosy..den the fireworks started! real real nice. beautiful..if only we went nearer..haha..den finish alrdy we walk to this TurQiose or something n had a drink there..it was 9 plus alrdy and melvin had to go..so we walk la..all of us reach my hs first n i wanted to go play lan but the ppl were shoving me to the lift. haha they wanted me to go home..so i go la..
~ haizz.. ~
yty was great..i called my best fren n talked here and there..den call again at intervals..everything worked out until today..haizz..somethin major happened today..but im not gonna say..i really freaked out over it actually..not like ppl care..told them n they gave chill response..its like if it happened to u,im so sure u wun react so cool. precisely it didnt happen to u tats y u so cool with it..sheez..my life kinda suck..theres no one to rely on when there's trouble..i will end off here den..

thx alot..for teachin me a lesson..u taught me how life is always changin and ppl closest to u can turn out to be the worst enemies in ur life..they devastates u make it seem like they did nothing..den say stupid things like much thought shouldnt be spared to them as we shld pay our attention to God..i think its an excuse for all the things they have done. they hurt someone,den say ppl shouldnt take it to heart. God shld be taken.perfect excuse. thx. i learn this alrdy. ure such a trash pot. i really wished i nv knew u. i hope she backstabs u multiply times one day till u cant even inhale the air God has given u and u know wat is retribution den. i hope wadeva u done to me be done to u too. so u noe how much pain u have inflicted on others. in fact me. ure biasness n excuses are too absurd. i seriously detest u now. if u think using God's name can be used as an excuse for all u've done,ure wrong. tats y i say dun u dare use God as it doesnt link. u hurt me,den u say listen to God. it all doesnt link. God is just an excuse for u to get out of wad u done. i seriously hope u get backstab by her and regret all u had done coz u ditched me for another trash pot. i hope u will stay in dilema n confusion of ur dentity and not know who ure frens are. coz u just threw away a fren who was going to be faithful n loyal to u throughout for ur obsession. u disgust me as much as u disappoint me. i hope u die.

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> Rachel Ng
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