>> Saturday, April 08, 2006

today "saddens" me.

anyway international friendship day was not really very friendly. HAHA coz during physics, we laughed at mr gan wearing that weird looking japanese coat thingy and did our a maths hw during his lesson and ended up getting caught by mr shah who confiscated it. lol that was funny.

well me,jason,mich k and serena had a hell of a time laughing at "settler's cafe", the new boardgame paradice for us and at the price of 6 bucks only haha. free flow of drinks! i kept peeing and peeing.. we went to bugis with melvin and chun tuan joining us at six o clock and began shopping for kar wai's bday present! serena bought her dreamed nike handbag while we FINALLY brought chun tuan's birthday present which is this really really cool red nike bag. AND GUESS WHAT. ALL THREE BAGS WERE CHARGED ON ME. FREAKING 200 DOLLARS AND 60 CENTS. chun tuan and kar wai's birthday presents, i will collect from the lads while serena borrowed 80 bucks from me for her bag. T.T 200 dollars gone just like that. but i employed loansharks alrdy who will be collecting the money for me. chun tuan and jason!

then i went to find mummy and gave her a early mother's day gift although its just a free gift from seiyu for spending for than 80 dollars. haha quite productive after all.. dinner with imee and shearen was fun as usual but last week we had a special guest, edward who joined us and i was an ass as usual to him.

me: yaya and u lost your first kiss alrdy
shear: haha SHE HASNT (pointing to imee)
imee looks down and edward laughs at her
me: laugh wad laugh? you worse right? never even touch a girl right?
everyone laughs.
me: hah sorry la edward..who ask u to be weiling's ex.
JAW DROPS AND THEY TWO LOOKS AT ME. haha then imee n shear started laughing hysterically.

lol lol lol. erm wad else.. ok the following things im gonna say about is netball le.. one of the reasons why today saddens me..

firstly THREE CHEERS FOR OUR NETBALL TEAM! WHOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO. match against woodlands secondary at their school, we had 7-6, 13-16, 16-24 and then 29-31. HORRIBLE RIGHT? although we won, we were having a lead and got complacent and in the end won by 2 balls only. WALAU. this always happens. but first 2 quarters were really good. good job team! mariam and eileen are honestly one of the most credible shooters i ever seen. yep. cant survive without them. especially mariam.
suhara is improving greatly each day and as i see her play, it encourages me tremendously as how she gets fitter and jumps higher each time. haha.. shireen u are awesome too. how you give commands within the semi circle ALTHOUGH WE ALWAYS CANT HEAR YOUR SHOUTS ON COURT really helps when you wanna communicate with suhara as to defending the opponents. and u always make me laugh on court no matter how piss i am at the moment. try is getting more confident each day and her passes are getting better too especially when she is pressurized. its not easy at all being a centre but you are doing a great job in it. wiwin you too! you maintain the standards of our team and position yourself well but as long as you work out those butterfingers, you will be perfect too! well and also to june who always support the team. i realy love this team. you guys really made fond memories for me as to how underdogs are also a threat as long as they are passionate about it.
woodlands sec is ONE SCHOOL I NEVER WANNA STEP IN AGAIN. honestly. it left such a horrible impression on me that i dun wanna have anything to do with them anymore. its the first school who made me feel so strongly against. their team is so freakin racist and the poor only chinese was the target of all critisism even if shes doing a great job. and the teacher in charge was also a bitch. thankfully we managed to win and so..haha good job team! and also shellyn who supported us all the way.

but then again.. not everything is perfect at times. today's match against PLMGS showed everything. haizz.. we drew against them. honestly, i think we won. i was very confident that we won when the whistle was blown.. but then..haizz. the score did not tally with one another and it actually showed we lost? by one point. 29-30. me and wiwin broke down upon hearing the score. then again, we decided to fight for our points. we spent a long time arguing with PLMGS for the draw.. really long. although to me, we shld win.

firstly today's match was really unfair. umpire was really bad.. my wa broke the line many many times every quarter yet umpire never foul her. first few times i keep quiet.. then she actually said " haha i take such a big step they also nv see" and thats when i decided to be serious and tell the umpire liao.. its like still can laugh about it la.. we played really really well today. one of the best. wiwin was however often blamed even though sometimes i know its not her fault but they still scream at her.. but all only in the spur of moment. den pooor shellyn also as umpire.. got one period everyone lashed out at her too..
haizz.. but it showed how much we really wanted to win it. june also got blamed during the end of the game because of the uncertainty between the scores. haizz.. so tired.. and the grudge against me which i always suspected was accurate as she confessed it today. aiya today alot of things happen la.. but everything is nice and calm now.
i dunno la..it feels damn weird.. i know i seem to look very bo song on court especially against umpires when they dont blow for obvious fouls.. if ppl got the wrong idea that im simply pissed and cant control my temper then leave it like tat la.. i just want ppl to be intimidated of me then dont dare to guard against me all.. and also tell umpires its time for them to straighten up and do their jobs. but ya i admit i might go overboard sometimes and for the benefit of my team i will try not to look so obvious and change alrdy k.. but haha to my own defense, i believe that 75.999999999% of my shoutings did get us the fouls we deserved. seriously. haha.. well ya.

and so i wanna say sorry to my team. for everything. and also praise my team on today's performance becoz u guys r really great. i also wont trade this team for any other better teams in the world simply becoz.. T.T i love this team on how the way they work. or how bout i love them for simply being them, not the best but excel for the best. thats the purpose of life right? i really love you guys! and im tearing now HAHA. first time sia.. nv expect this before.. haha.. i really dun wan the seniors to leave la.. BV NETBALL ROCKS FOREVER. phamilia.

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> Rachel Ng
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