>> Thursday, June 08, 2006

i'm recovering from a ton-ed night.

i love weiling. don' know why i suddenly miss u so much. =)

lol yty was the first time i toned with my bv friends. only 5 of us. serena, luan, chun and jason. had lots of laughs as we sat through the night in east coast. singing L.O.V.E. and Goodbye my lover in the middle of the morning actually. haha coz serena was doing her trademark "head loose" sleep and so i sang such a draggy song. lol chun was going on about his racist jokes and luan at some point stood there.. AND SLEPT. jason kept complaining saying they girls were the ones who suggest toning YET 2 out of 3 of the population was dying when the clock passed 3. lol..

we had 2e1 bbq! AGAIN. yesh i know.. had laughs too and angry moments. boys are such slackers.. all were dying to find our pit. i was talking to peng peng when i saw myron chewing on this corn! then i called out and shengquan and nico were like "rachelllll!". the totally ah beng and such to make people turn style. haha idiots.. they were having a bbq among their ngee ann friends too haha.. it RAINED when we were bbqing. lol.. all carried the uncook chicken and bee hoon and ran to the sheltar.. haha. den mel took an umbrella and ran over to salvage the charcoal. an act i deemed heroic and promised to not scold him until 12am. i couldnt keep it. he keep telling me to shut up and took the advantage of SCOLDING ME when he knew i am not going to SCOLD him until 12. daryl amused himself throughout everything. lol..

well many things happened in the past few days thats why i was unable to blog. like how i skipped two days of chemistry remedial and ms goh called up my parents and said "do you know it is called pontank?" haha i laughed out loud when mum said it. sis made it worse when she was like, " why u so stupid? next time sms a friend or doodle la. dont make so obvious by sleeping in class!" and mum was shocked by that comment. coz it was an advise from a NUS student. lol..

then sunday market! i had one of the most hilarious moments. two days before was my friendly matches in kallang. it was like a free for all to play and my team played against bedok north, dunman sec and anglican high. GOSH i was so freaking rusty. i couldnt even grip the ball! SEE RACHEL. NOT GOOD TO SKIP TRAINING K. haha well we won both of bedok north's teams, lost to dunman sec due to SOME REASONS hahaha and tied with anglican. ridiculous right? i know. coz of SOME PEOPLE LA.. haha yes its u. u read my blog. lol u lousy netballer.

well as i was saying.. i was like "you know.. shireen.. i'm like the 'apple' of the team right.. the cute apple..the only sec 3.. ok got june and wiwin but i hang out most with u all right..so this cute apple is like being sayang by the team right? right? so at sunday market.. u guys have to show support to this cute apple.. im WORRIED for u all k.. so must buy drinks from me or will get dehydrated.. ok??" haha i keep acting cute la but i am HAHA and so.. yep yep. *vomits* is the reaction u guys must be showing now. lol..

well i was so happy to see my netballers indeed came and support sunday market. it was a success for my stall! and huge one! although 3e4 had the auction things of that bouquet of chupa chups, which fetched a ridiculous $170 dollars, LORD OF THE DRINKS PREVAILED ALL! we were very hardworking and the first stall to finish selling and packed out. but we continued for more profits like EVERY PHOTOGRAPH WITH FADHLI THE MASCOT IS WORTH ONE DOLLAR. haha and my shrewd but evil marketing ways of selling the two bottles of unopened chilli. im still very ashamed of myself till now

me: eh shawn! buy chilli sauce for your mother one? haven open le. and very nice. buy le buy le. $2 only!
shawn: huh? $1 can?
me: kk! thank youuuuuu!

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me: eh ms tan! i got an unopened chilli sauce bottle! very cheap. i bought it at $2 dollar 30 cents. now i sell to u at $2 only k! must buy! plzzzzz ms tan.
ms tan: really? erm ok. thank you
me: noo i THANK YOU.

mwe and chen peng keep laughing. why? firstly i sold it at one dollar to shawn. secondly the actual price of the chilli sauce is 95 cents! AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. im such an ass. i love u ms tan! well tons of laugh. i resorted to selling serena for extra cash. but haha she never agree.. we walked around begging for extra coupons for people to donate if they have nothing to buy. everyone was like "aiyo no one will donate." but guess what? my megawatt smile and act cute again tactic got our stall at least $110 worth of donations from many many people! hahahahahahahaha

shah was impressed and he got dunked. i saw ms heng's fiance and others. WE WON! its not official but shah said we won. =)) eh shit la. the price is what you know? its a FREAKING 200DOALLARS MACDONALD VOUCHER. omg what shit is this la? nabe. nvm we won! to hafizah and nadia, sorry for having to turn u all away despite coming to support me by buying drinks as my stall ran out of drinks alrdy. to eileen and shireen for being lovely seniors who keep making me laugh and support me too! to mariam and keith for ur generousity for both giving me ur coupons worth $20. haha in the end u all used $10 and i was left with $10. still good enough! and to everyone who worked hard and to customers and esp ms tan, thank you and well done!
me and chen peng did many MORE despicable stuff which should not be mentioned in these blog to protect ourselves.
well life's great. but tiring. haha being a nice friend, after waking up at 5, i rushed to gamers to pick up the icebox that jason left there to return to rach yee and paid the guys membership fee coz they all forgotten. thank you.. i deserve an award. lol and so im slacking here in red hot cafe. later giving joseph a surprise!

i have been leading a double life. to some of my friends i have a nice and fun loving side and all. i still am on the other side. but the other side is a side i will not reveal to my "good" side friends just to keep my image.. only imee and shear knows roughly what i do in my other side.. i feel bad keeping things from u guys. i hope that if u guys ever chanced upon the other side of me, we all will still be friends and not be alarmed by that side. =) coz im always rachel. your friend always.

and this is to weiling. i dunno why, it beats me too. i knw you wont read this, coz we lost our contact since a long time. you never tried. i never wanted to look bothered in front of you. so i left it these way.. cme to think of it.. its partly my fault too. although i spoilt you, but thats what i liked about you too. spoilt brat. lol.. we knew each other in p4. became like best friends in p5. always messaging one another every single day of our lives. you were always angry at me and haha im always giving in to u. every single day. even when everyone else says its not my fault, i still was the first to say sorry. haha we had lots and lots of fun and laughs together. imee,shear and jo are testimonies to the fun. we two shared everything. until it all changed in p6.. i couldnt take u always having a foot in all i do and i started confiding in jo. you turned and speak to shear more about my changing behaviour. although we all still hung out, we hardly msg one another alrdy. you look like you never care, as usual ever since p5. like im the only supporting pillar of our friendship. so i just let it collapse as it appeared too hard to withstand. and the i chanced upon a neoprint we took before.. before you left for thailand without a word. before everything changed. the neoprint. taken in sec 1. when i was still with my specs and you shorter than me.. haha you wrote there "ex.." on the neoprint. it meant ex-best friends. shear was like, "why write like tat. remind of the past like tat".. when she said that i never though much about it. now as i look into that neoprint, i finally realised you cared. i remember what shear said. you did care. but you werent used to talking about our friendship to me tats why so u nv said much. it did bothered you.. and for the change in you. all that booze and all.. im sorry. its partly my fault. coz if the pillar still stayed on, i knew things wont be like this. you wont find another pillar. a different coloured pillar. i was like, "why she like that now?" yet then again.. i gave u up. i regret now too.. not becoz jo has got another pillar then i finally realised how u must have felt but its that damn neoprint la. make me realise all. so when theres a chance to meet u again, =) i just wanna say you will always be a best friend to me and although its been a year plus plus we never met or talked, u will always be remembered. definitely. and im sorry too. =) love you always.

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