>> Wednesday, August 16, 2006

idiots. lol..

its been tiring but fun these days. i stayed up one whole night to think about all the problems i had and decided to stop worrying about it alrdy.. leave things as it is then haha. why does it seek my attention when they didnt bother to look for me so rachel stop worrying.

chemistry with gino is FUN. its like totally lame and i love to irritate him.. re-enactment

gino: ok..heyy. daryl you have long eyelashes.
me: OH MY GOD. why are you looking at daryl'd eyelashes?? (shouts across the room) FARHANISSSS. IT IS WRONG FOR A GUY TO LOOK AT ANOTHER GUY'S EYELASHES RIGHT
farhanis: haha who
gino:don't listen to her se's talking nonsense.
me: im nottttt. haha ok whats the experiment about.........(we continue discussing la)
daryl: OH YA HOR. Why i never thought of that. oh no..
gino: its ok daryl we still love you
me: OH MY GOD. you just said i love you to daryl. which guys does that??
gino: noo. as in a friend. people say that as a nice way..
me: FARHANISSSS. WHY GUY WOULD SAY I LOVE YOU TO ANOTHER GUY??
farhanis: haha gino say to who??
gino: you LOUDHAILER. stop repeating all i say to farhanis!
me: hahaha.. (continues discussion)
me: gino you watched click right?
gino: ya i cried in it.
me: OH MY GOD!
gino: (starts slapping my hand frantically and saying "no! no! no!"
me: FARHANISSSS. GINO CRIED IN CLICK

hahaha im the best irritator in the world. like how i one day suddenly tell EVERYONE to look for serena. i will tell whoever walks past me that someone is looking for them and then when they go look for the person, the person will be like, "huh?" and so thats a classic. haha you shld imagine how irritated mariam was when i told like many netballers that she was looking for them..

anyways today i had peer leader meeting. something i really wanna vent my anger about now and so haha.. SORRY. i love my group la. when ms heng show me the list of people allocated, i look at mine and i was like, I LOVE MS HENG. coz my grp is the best and most "workable" with la. me, daniel, serena, zhi hao, nicholas and salbiah. very nice and co-operative people. im not saying the others are not easy to work with la but these grp overall is well coordinated than the others. i totally love daniel la. im very impressed by him. his my head and im his vice head and we work well together and respect each other's decisions alot.

only certain people will earn my full respect when they are my head and daniel is definitely one that i totally will put my trust and "loyalty" to la. as in whoever of higher position than me will definitely get my full support and co-op but only certain people will get my admiration and respect at the same time that on other occasions even if its not about the same issue that he or she is higher than me la. for daniel its peer leader la. he will get my respect and support too in other issues and situation beside peer leader. LOVE YOU DANIEL. and also to mariam and eileen. you have my utmost respect in and out netball too k =))

ya back to the meeting. after outward bound singapore meeting i went for peer leader meeting. it was very smooth and even though sometime got distractions we immediately realise that its of no link to what we were discussing so we go back to the issue which was really good and productive. good job people! well next block was a TOTALLY different scenario. we heard screams and alot of noises from the other groups and our grp know very well that THEY are DEFINITELY not getting it done on time and NOT even halfway through. very un co-operative. and i was spot on. i went there, it was pretty chaotic and someone even complained and blamed us for walking in and making noise. EAT SHIT LA. for your defence you guys are difnitely tired and want to go off terribly as your meeting was too draggy, unproductive and draggy.

understandable as at the rate you were going, its so obvious its geting on everyone's nerves. but DONT push the blame on us because you guys are the cause of the delay as you guys keep talking and TALKING during the meeting with all the small TALKS among yourselves and bla bla. dear people who read my blog, have you ever get caught in a position when 1) you are up talking, everyone is just talking among themselves and ignoring you. or 2) you are one of the annoyed people who wants the thing done yet always get held back by the disrupting people.. or worse still, 3) you were the distracting lot. things like these happen so no one is to be blamed and expected by me and daniel alrdy so we went there to offer our help.

me, daniel, gino and jason stayed back after gino dismissed the meeting.. i immediately gave gino a consolation hug as i can totally see the weariness on his face as he tries hard to get the meeting going despite people not listening to him and his unstopping pleas for attention. screw you guys la.. me and daniel were there for our dear friends as gino is the 1) while jason is 2). m and dan provided a listening ear for them as they spilled out their emotions and unhappiness. dan and me totally saw it coming.. poor boys la as they suffered so much.. 4 of us spoke very long with me and dan giving suggestions and let the two worn out men pour their hearts out. i love you two la jason and gino. all the way k!

gino was saying that one of them ( i wont mention their names) will like "eh serious la!" then 5 seconds later go back to talking.. one will be like talk talk then sees everyone seem to be serious and discussing and will be like "eh why never discuss with us" when in the first place that person kept talking and didnt bother. another one worked very well but unwilling to have a second opinion to it. zzz.. so sad la. gino worries that if he raises his voice, more agressive or strict the others will turn black and be pissed at him. jason also dont wanna tell them of their behavious as his not a head or vice head and if he say something the others will also not happy.

i feel for them totally.. and its like 4 of us talked seriously as how to improve the situation when me and daniel had no business in it and also the other heads were not around and so.. haizz yala. so we just encourage them la

me and jason then talk alot and we walk to bubble tea shop real slowly and go to bus stop and talk more. both of us had a reallllllyyyy hearty chat. saying each of our problems out and yala. long time since we talk and how things are no longer the same.. =)) friends always.

yty! training ended at 5 and let me tell you.. i had alot of fun. why?? coz of mariam and eileen LA who else. boon and june contributed to the fun coz oh my god la..

(june and i doing passing)
june: eh zhao ying sexy sia
me: huh? (totally stunned by the comment as its sooo random)
june: what? really what zhao ying very sexy
me: huh? (still stared in wonderment)
june: oh nothing nothing she very fat
me: huh?? (why the sudden change)
june: ah no no no im not a pervert!
me: huh?? err.. stay away from me..

haha she panic like siao la. then anyway we and mariam had alot of laughs. tryphoza my dear, the last paragraph of the people whom i love alot is a disappointing lot now wasnt refering to you , lar. dont worry.. that girl wanted mariam to call me and ask if they done anthing wrong and all. i love you guys la and im not angry with you all. its another group that saddens me. and so anyway, the following are whacky moments that occured during the journey to roti prata with my seniors and boon

mariam: rachel.. what shall we eat today.. waffles are at half price today le
me: oh ya hor.. giordano..
mariam: HUH

...

mariam: eileen do you wanna walk to simpang?
me: she surely dont want la
mariam: eileen you want?
eileen: want what?
mariam: walk to simpang
eileen: SIAO AH!

(hahaha)

...

mariam and i looking at the menu

mariam: shoud i have one or two pratas?
me: yes!
mariam:.. YOU STILL HAVEN ANSWER MY QUESTION

haha i love them la. reason y marr,eileen and shireen are my fave coz i nv need to the go an extra mile to make them smile. im always the clown making people to feel happy and smile. always pleases me to see them happy so i always think of way to make them laugh so its tiring sometimes.. as its not appreciated sometimes and its very disappointing as no one has ever been a "rachel ng" for me before.. making lame things and making sure i smile so the appearence of these 3 people totally brighten up my life alot as i cannot simply stop laughing at them and how they make me roll on the floor. these 3 rock my life =))

well im done with the blog. btw the recent singapore idol trailer is just kickass. the one which they highlight that IT IS A SINGING COMPETITION made me laugh alot as they are trying to stop those screaming girls to actually stop screaming and actually listen to the singing of the person they have been screaming for lol. JOHNATHAN LEONG IS VERY DAO. very disappointed in you.. i dont wanna scream for u liao la since you no response at all and keep looking away. haha vote for MATHILDA! buh byes

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