>> Monday, December 18, 2006

time has past so fast that im not even sure this 2 year old blog can keep my memories intact..

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
When after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

My Chemical Romance's I Don't Love You

im not exactly pleased now coz the thought of me turning 16 next year just brings me back to fear and uneasiness.. being older means a whole new different thing that needs to be explored.. im afraid of taking the O levels next year.. afraid to leave bedok view after 4 years in it when it feels like only 1 year has past.. afraid to leave lovely childhood memories as i rise up to challenges in work and the future thats due to come.. afraid of unable to make time for myself, together with family and friends that can be spent carefree-ly like now.. haizz.. God, i need you now.

wow this past month has been filled with events. from bbqs, to outings with my good friends, to lots of outings with my church friends, to lots and lots of music pract in preparation for church camp, to church camp, to more outings with church, to RACHEL YEE'S BIRTHDAY in her house, and to more shopping with church friends coz of christmas! wass this year ah.. terrible sia.. im buying stuff that are of huge difference to wat i brought last year man..

last year i only took 2 hours to get everyone something and its all hershey choc bars.. this year, WALAU. jia lak.. im spending for then 50 for 3 person today.. zz. anyways me, jeremy, matthew and darren wanted to have band pract today and met at 11 to jam. to our disappointment once again, all jam studios were closed so we spent the time lan-ning.. haizz so sad. but we will prevail someday! haha wanted to sing creep today..

then jonk, steph joined us and we went on shopping spree again in bugis to buy stuff for others for christmas.. lots of stuff happen, lots of stuff bought bla bla bla. then dinner together and two gentlemen send me home once again (aka hot guys jeremy and darren HAHA) which was very nice of them. however i suspect that jeremy is just doing it to gain points from me so that he will be my man-of-the-year for the upcoming Rachel's Annual Awards where he is met up with strong competition.

ANDRE TONG DE RONG IS CURRENTLY LOSING THE BATTLE. he is very very nice to me BUT a few mins ago he didnt wannt disclose something to me so im using his christmas gift as hostage now. never stand in the way of the wrath of women! jeremy also. u better stop calling me short and fat or ELSE. you DIEEEEEEEEEEEE

church camp was AWESOME too. i had a ball of a time and i really have to praise the committee for creating such a wonderful and eventful camp this year that wins hands down on all i been through. i really wanna say of my experience in it but its such an fun filled 5 days 4 nights camp that i dun even wanna bother coz it will take a staggering 2 hours to just complete talking about it. haha..

but this camp apparently allowed me to see another side of life.. actually.. another sight of crossover ministry.. i made close frens.. but i also made frens i ought to be precautious of.. in anyways, who doesnt have them? its just that i learnt that not everyone is as nice as they seems. but i still love crossover very much and God above all =)

rachel's birthday party was fun too. only like her close frens n band frens invited so we felt privilleged haha. made a heart out of fireworks again! and many others haha. oh no.. i feel an ache in my wisdom tooth area. DAMN. and i gonna have it plucked out??? oh nooooooooooo. sadded.

well anyways im gonnaq start talking crap soon coz im quite disappointed man u lost to west ham. and im starting to lose interest in ozzy alrdy coz he from super, has fallen down to mild. whatever that means.. coz he almost fell for parvati's flirtations! zzzz yul all the way. whatever it is, the show is just awesome la. survivor.. anyways

RACHEL'S ANNUAL AWARDS 2006 WILL BE SHOWCAST WILL BE PUBLISHED AFTER CHRISTMAS AND SHE WISHES ALL THE BEST TO THE NOMINEES! haha this year there will be videos and special effects. I HOPE. haha and phone recordings (probably) from winners. yea so stay tuned!

>> walk in the light

> Rachel Ng
> 19 Feb 1991
> Christian
> Bedok View Sec
> Netball.
> short but nevertheless high self esteem!- imee.

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