The dawn is breaking A light shining through You're barely waking And I'm tangled up in you Yeah
I'm open, you're closed Where I follow, you'll go I worry I won't see your face
Light up again Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to rhyme Out of the doubt that fills my mind I somehow find You and I collide
I'm quiet you know You make a first impression I've found I'm scared to know Your always on my mind
Even the best fall down sometimes Even the stars refuse to shine Out of the back you fall in time I somehow find You and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes Even the wrong words seem to ryhme Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide You finally find You and I collide thanks for everything =)
haha after playing lan with darren and jeremy last saturday, we were making our way home during the wee hours of the night, 1am i think. and jem suddenly decided to hail a cab cause he wanted to bring me somewhere. i of cause was shocked la so i just hopped onto the cab. his attempts to blindfold me was foiled cause he thinks its too outdated liao so throughout the cab ride he was contemplating.
its pretty funny though cause i knew he was gonna take me to his house after all and yea "surprise surprise!", i winded up waiting for my surprise to come at his swimming pool. so there while waiting for him to prepare, this time round i was really blindfolded alrdy and wondering why is there a sudden surprise going on and then i realised.. "OH SHIT IS HE CELEBRATING OUR FIRST MONTH NOW? OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT".
you see.. we got together on the 3rd of june.at 1.34am, so it was technically a Sunday. and last Saturday happened to be the last Saturday of the month and so his thinking that we are going to celebrate our anniversary on every last Saturdays of every month. which was NOT what i was thinking of. so im totally caught off that night as my own surprise was not say exactly completed alrdy and prepared for the 3rd so i started to feel the guilt.
then he came out and while i was still blind, i asked "err jem.. are we celebrating our first month now?" and he was like, "huh? ah wait. its not time yet." and i was like.. OH SHIT HIS WAITING FOR IT TO BE 1.34 AM. and then he accidentally bang his guitar to a chair and when i said "haha guitar!", he went on cursing cause thats part of the surprise.
and then he sang collide to me. =)
when i take off my blindfold, in front of me was a bouquet of tissue rose that he made and a adidas bag. i was stunned cause im damn scared to know what it was. and YES it was, the same orange jacket with blue stripes that i saw in the cathay with him and how i really liked it. and YES, its over a hundred bucks and i couldnt stop screaming at him for buying me such an extravagent gift. what he doesnt know is that the one i wanted was with black stripes. hahaha! but its the same. i love it and i love him =)
it was really sweet of him for preparing all those stuff for our first month and i am really touched by his actions. but im confident of my own gift too that will not be too shabby because its the best i made so far and alot of damn effort ok. a span of 2 weeks u know have been placed in it! haha not exactly la but still can.
i folded 134 paper hearts, 37 of them made out of bus tickets which is the best i can find and out of contributions from my friends. i mass messaged people to find them for me yet haha most of them saw tickets lying around but they always go "IM SORRY RACHEL" and flee from the sight of it as they are afraid people will think of them as weirdos to pick up tickets from the floor. haha.. i love you guys. thanks to xin yi, xiangluan, grace, michelle, serena and jem himself for the contributions!
and so the rest is out of graph paper. HAHA easier to cut out mah! exact le, 2.8 width and 5.7 length in cm. mwahaha. i pasted construction paper all over this big ass red board and pasted the hearts onto it, forming another huge ass heart. bought cotton wool and paste it all over as a frame. now i have alot of cotton wool left as i underestimated the power of one big roll. dip some of them in red watery paint and started writing sweet stuff on them.
next would be im make jelly! sudden urge. haha so i just give them to him la. shapes of hearts of cause, but first i had to find the templates for it. sadly, THERE ISNT. so not making in those shapes lor. and i bought this huge ass milk bottle to stuff all the random sweets inside, so to have a fatty boyfriend grow fatter. mwahaha voila. im contented with what i have. i win ur adidas jacket lor! hahahaha nola.
anyways, thanks for everything still. you rock my life =)
12:41 PM
; always and forever.
>> walk in the light
> Rachel Ng
> 19 Feb 1991
> Christian
> Bedok View Sec
> Netball.
> short but nevertheless high self esteem!- imee.