READ. for fun joy n laughter. :))

hmm

2008-03-12T14:26:00.002+08:00

Big Brother: OI FAT BOY GO DO YOUR HOMEWORK. PLAY PLAY PLAY..
Kenneth: ok.. OR HORRRRRR! FAT IS A BAD WORD. you owe me fifty cent.
Big Brother: OR HORRRRRR you just said the "F" word too. so you owe me also. ok cancel it. go do your work.
(after awhile of stoning)
Kenneth: adrian gor gor i dont know how to do.
Big Brother: go ask your fat sister wasting her life at the computer.
Kenneth: RACHEL JIE JIE ADRIAN GOR GOR CALL YOU FAT. HE OWE ME FIFTY CENTS.
Big Brother: aha you said it yourself again too.
Kenneth: oh man..
Me: eh hello, i just came back from a rough day of work, slogging my guts out.. providing for my family.. i need a break to ease the tension.
Kenneth: rachel jie jie fifty cents. you said a bad word.
Me: huh? when did i?
Kenneth: you said the "S" word..
Me: slog is not a bad word you goon. it means work very hard. Aiya show me the question.. Rachel jie jie very smart.. Got A2 for maths ok?
Kenneth: then you not number one what.
Me: SHUT UP.
Kenneth: fifty cents!

......

CHARLOTTE WISHES TO BAKE 5 CAKES FOR HER MOTHER BUT SHE REALISES SHE IS SHORT OF 100G OF FLOUR. IF SHE BAKES ONE CAKE, SHE WILL HAVE 700G OF FLOUR LEFT. HOW MUCH FLOUR DOES SHE HAVE?

.................... why do primary 2 kids have to go through such madness maths question. i solved it only through algebra. how do i explain algebra to my 8 year old brother?? madness. so it was tossed back to my elder brother haha..

anyway please visit the zoo. its so fun.. the rain spoilt it though. WE MISSED THE ELEPHANT SHOW AS A RESULT =(. its nice naming the animals according to your friends who bears similiar/identical characteristics. much thanks to rong and bev for making the zoo trip so enjoyable.

yty night i hung out with my netball peeps. the lovely mariam and try bought me balloons to cheer me up however up to now, im still wondering if they picked it up from somewhere.. haha i love you two. then boon joined us at astons, then we had fondue, and sat in marine parade hawker centre. PLEASE, CONFIRM THE FRIENDLY MATCH SOON. IM IN NEED OF MY WEEKLY COMPETITIVE SPORT FIX. im like dying off now.. thank God for mahjong with the ladies (and sometimes melvin and jason) that there's some competition in who wins the most money occasionally even though its not considered as a sport.

and lastly, to him, i miss him like crazy still.

crazy

2008-03-11T11:54:00.002+08:00

Come Here baby
You know you drive me up a wall the way you make good on all the
nasty tricks you pull
Seems like we're makin' up more than we're makin' love
And it always seems you got somn' on your mind other than me
Girl, you got to change your crazy ways
You hear me

Say you're leavin' on a seven thirty train and that you're headin'
out to Hollywood
Girl you been givin' me that line so many times it kinda gets like
feelin' bad looks good

That kinda lovin'
Turns a man to a slave
That kinda lovin'
Sends a man right to his grave...

[Chorus:]
I go crazy, crazy, baby, I go crazy
You turn it on
Then you're gone
Yeah you drive me
Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby
What can I do, honey
I feel like the color blue...

You're packin' up your stuff and talkin' like it's tough and tryin'
to tell me that it's time to go
But I know you ain't wearin' nothin' underneath that overcoat
And it's all a show

That kind of lovin'
Makes me wanna pull
Down the shade, yeah
That kind of lovin'
Yeah now I'm never, never, never, never gonna be the same
[Chorus]

I'm losin' my mind, girl
'Cause I'm goin' crazy

I need your love, honey
I need your love

Crazy, crazy, crazy, I go crazy
You turn it on
Then you're gone
Yeah you drive me
Crazy, crazy, crazy, for you baby
I'm losin' my mind, girl
Ã”Ãƒause I'm goin' crazy
Crazy, crazy, crazy for you baby
You turn it on, then your gone
Yeah you drive me

boy, im going crazy for you.

lala

2007-07-23T15:31:00.000+08:00

i have decided to blog! haha many events happened, don't know which one to begin with.

ok first up, CAREER SEMINAR!

it was pretty much a bore and the "not so high" heels i wore gave me two frigging blisters on that very morning when im not even done 5 minutes wearing it as i was running around looking for the cab serena is in that is supposed to pick me up. darn it.

but can la, i already know that i wanna be a deejay so thats good enouugh. but im seriously afraid that im not up to the challenge on being a deejay as speaking on air can get really freaky at times, say, you get throat infection out of talking to a mike for too long. ya, woes of a deejay.

anyways we cam-whored all the way as its not everyday you get to look so office-y in your everyday life as a 16 year old right! mummy keeps saying i look like im going clubbing which i violently objects as it means that all this while i have been wearing office-y clothes to clubbing! mothers.

we are simply good in doing this face

i love you girls to bits and pieces!

see! the before and after photos.
serena & her housewife wannabe image
me & my deejay wannabe image

my favourite segment of any day! xi nu ai le!

(the following photos have been "gop-ed" from serena's blog. go her blog to see more okays?)

in short, i had lots of fun. will update the photos we took for harry potter too! must wait for serena mah. serena and i sleep for like ten minutes of the show la. haha dont know why sia! its pretty boring and in the words of Austen Campbell, "ITS A BLOODY SOAP OPERA FOR 2 HOURS LA". haha i love him and i love 4e1!

ok is the entry long enough to push the video down?
anyways i have a new fave song. its called i've been trying to reach you by saosin and it look me quite a while to finally fall in love with it. haha

next i have alot of homework due. but i lazy to do. anyways, congrats to GRACE KE! Grace has finally found a Chinese boy to like (haha nola im not racist) but i like to joke about it. HOWEVER, its not the guy i hoped it would be. i wanted it to be her childhood bestfriend! GO GAIUS GO! whoever you are, GO GO GO!

oh oh ballet under the stars! xin yi and ama, you make kick ass cookies sia! haha i shall have a showdown with you guys. i don't mind paying for your cookies if its ever on sale too. i had so much fun that night too cause it was a lovely night and the performance was really good. i really enjoyed it and im glad that xinyi has exposed me to this genre of dance which i always had a stereotypical image of it being simply slow, boring and too standard at times. but i was really wrong and it takes so much effort in adding perfection to that elegant dance and im glad to be aable to witness it. go next year too!

with my lovely ladies, xiangluan, rach, michelle, serena, xin yi and ama, we conquered the land with our huge ass mat, to much annoyance of other people envying our massive space to even stretch out our legs, haha it was a great night and one to remember! my chicken wings were nice hor! made from love! serena's sandwiches were surprisingly good as there were no eggshells in heer egg sandwich, drinks were plentiful and chips were brought! jelly was wonderful therefore GOOD JOB GIRLS! haha photos uploaded when serena does.

munchydonuts! the top 5 reasons why Vast Army will fall
1) attendance is just plain BAD.
2) we are not moving anywhere
3) we are not say, driven to get a breakthrough
4) we just pig out.
5) we are not say, serious in our attitudes during cell.

HOWEVER, the top 10 reasons why Vast Army will rise through the circumstances
1) Cause we truly believe God is going to make that breakthrough in our lives.
2) Jesus is our Saviour and he will save our cell from falling
3) Despite our attitudes, deep down our hearts are genuinely purely for God to take
4) We are waiting for our calling and will emerge as soon as we identify it with our hearts
5) We have kickass Auntie Sheena that is annointed by God to be our leader
6) God will deliver us through this time of uncertainty using Auntie Sheena as His messenger
7) Vast Army faces no internal disunity as we are always honest with each other
8) Vast Army has always been close and carries a strong bond, stronger than metallic ones.
9) Vast Army has no corruption and has an effective tax system where food (the massive amount of it) is distributed evenly and well all the time as we love each other very much
10) small as we are in numbers, but big are our hearts to conquer the obstacles with this big God implanted in our hearts. FATHER WE LOVE YOU. WE ARE YOURS TO TAKE!

we can do it sheena!

oh ya to my dearest boy boy, i know things have been tough between us. we have alot of misunderstandings about each other many things have happened and we ahd a rough first month. but im glad we never fail to talk it out and i really appreciate you for always being my man, standing by me throughout all and to let me know you are not going to let me go just like that.

our fights can get pretty ugly at times, with us yelling at each other and sometimes in public, with us totally ignoring each other for and getting angry despite the fact that i was about to cook chicken wings for you, with us not undertstanding what each other is trying to say and refusing to take a step down, with me walking off as i cannot take the angst and you grabbing me back, refusing to let me just walk off, boy i love you. i love the sweet little things you say to me everyday. i love the little surprises you create to make me happy or forgive you. i love the way you try to make me happy even though the plan backfires sometimes as it was wrongly done, i still love you for trying.

thanks dear.

hey hey

2007-07-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

hey hey im back!

after so long ~

tag replies!:

to shireen, mariam and try: haizz so sad. had so much fun with u girls during the hols! boon is still pissed though we went out without her. hahaha anyways even if we are all leading our own lives, do be aware that you lovely seniors have already gotten a special place in my heart that will never be replaced ok? wish you guys all the best, and lots of love.

to darren: yala yala going now. haha

to monkeyboy: me love you.

to xinyi: thanks for the thought!! tau huey wan sui! ok i update le.

yay! today p.e. was on soccer and i had alot of fun. despite the fact that there were two severe casualties, (yeon ju and elizabeth that had a similar way of getting injured which is having the ball rammed into their face), all was good. I DAMN ANGRY WITH KAR WAI LA. kau he so desperately wanted to score and keep kicking the ball against yeon ju's leg cause the ball is caught in between the deadlock of her as the goalkeeper and him as a desperate scorer. she's a lady after all yet he so rough on her, kicking her shin and left a swollen mark. GRRRR..

anyways debate was good. yea it was. one thing is for sure though, that being a the first speaker of the opposition is NERVE WRECKING. being on stage to host an event in front of the whole school was not as terrifying as a panel of judges scrutinising your every movement and giving a grade of it. SHEESH. and the thing is i had to make an impromptu rebuttal right on that spot! haha i can do that well everyday but not when people are watching though.. i also was the only one who spoke without my own notes. haiyoo so scary.

earlier on..

(in the car where jem's dad was sending me home)

(at the driver's seat)jem's dad : so rachel where do you stay?
(at the rear with jem and jovin)me : oh marine drive. right next to ntuc at parkway parade there
JD: oh.. good good. so when they move house, it will be nearer to walk to your house alrdy ah
me: err.. haha..
jem: ya it will be
(stares at jem and whispers)me: you told him alrdy ah??
jem: ya
(awkward smile)me: oh..

upon reaching..
me: thank you uncle. bye auntie
auntie: you stay which floor ah? haha cannot go up ah? haha
me: err.. haha..

tyk

2007-07-03T21:48:00.000+08:00

tyk singing!

happy first month

2007-07-02T12:41:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FIRST MONTH =DDD

Collide lyrics

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face

Light up again
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
Your always on my mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

thanks for everything =)

haha after playing lan with darren and jeremy last saturday, we were making our way home during the wee hours of the night, 1am i think. and jem suddenly decided to hail a cab cause he wanted to bring me somewhere. i of cause was shocked la so i just hopped onto the cab. his attempts to blindfold me was foiled cause he thinks its too outdated liao so throughout the cab ride he was contemplating.

its pretty funny though cause i knew he was gonna take me to his house after all and yea "surprise surprise!", i winded up waiting for my surprise to come at his swimming pool. so there while waiting for him to prepare, this time round i was really blindfolded alrdy and wondering why is there a sudden surprise going on and then i realised.. "OH SHIT IS HE CELEBRATING OUR FIRST MONTH NOW? OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT".

you see.. we got together on the 3rd of june. at 1.34am, so it was technically a Sunday. and last Saturday happened to be the last Saturday of the month and so his thinking that we are going to celebrate our anniversary on every last Saturdays of every month. which was NOT what i was thinking of. so im totally caught off that night as my own surprise was not say exactly completed alrdy and prepared for the 3rd so i started to feel the guilt.

then he came out and while i was still blind, i asked "err jem.. are we celebrating our first month now?" and he was like, "huh? ah wait. its not time yet." and i was like.. OH SHIT HIS WAITING FOR IT TO BE 1.34 AM. and then he accidentally bang his guitar to a chair and when i said "haha guitar!", he went on cursing cause thats part of the surprise.

and then he sang collide to me. =)

when i take off my blindfold, in front of me was a bouquet of tissue rose that he made and a adidas bag. i was stunned cause im damn scared to know what it was. and YES it was, the same orange jacket with blue stripes that i saw in the cathay with him and how i really liked it. and YES, its over a hundred bucks and i couldnt stop screaming at him for buying me such an extravagent gift. what he doesnt know is that the one i wanted was with black stripes. hahaha! but its the same. i love it and i love him =)

it was really sweet of him for preparing all those stuff for our first month and i am really touched by his actions. but im confident of my own gift too that will not be too shabby because its the best i made so far and alot of damn effort ok. a span of 2 weeks u know have been placed in it! haha not exactly la but still can.

i folded 134 paper hearts, 37 of them made out of bus tickets which is the best i can find and out of contributions from my friends. i mass messaged people to find them for me yet haha most of them saw tickets lying around but they always go "IM SORRY RACHEL" and flee from the sight of it as they are afraid people will think of them as weirdos to pick up tickets from the floor. haha.. i love you guys. thanks to xin yi, xiangluan, grace, michelle, serena and jem himself for the contributions!

and so the rest is out of graph paper. HAHA easier to cut out mah! exact le, 2.8 width and 5.7 length in cm. mwahaha. i pasted construction paper all over this big ass red board and pasted the hearts onto it, forming another huge ass heart. bought cotton wool and paste it all over as a frame. now i have alot of cotton wool left as i underestimated the power of one big roll. dip some of them in red watery paint and started writing sweet stuff on them.

next would be im make jelly! sudden urge. haha so i just give them to him la. shapes of hearts of cause, but first i had to find the templates for it. sadly, THERE ISNT. so not making in those shapes lor. and i bought this huge ass milk bottle to stuff all the random sweets inside, so to have a fatty boyfriend grow fatter. mwahaha voila. im contented with what i have. i win ur adidas jacket lor! hahahaha nola.

anyways, thanks for everything still. you rock my life =)

happy bile day

2007-06-29T10:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BILE DAY! ( the following content may cause certain side effects like nausea, loss of appetite and permanent traumatising images for the next 5 mins upon reading)

i am one of the most depressed person currently living now. today is the annual road run at bedok reservoir and every year i will always take part in it.
sec 1: 6th
sec 2: 1st
sec 3: 4th
sec 4: absent.

i am uber depress now. because, i have been training for this year's road run. its my last year in bedok view and i miss that estactic feeling on getting first.

have you ever emerged victorious in something hard fought?

during sec 2, i was so paranoid thinking that elizabeth was in front of me the whole while and i was one of the last girls left so i kept running and running through that 4.3km circle. the moment i reached the finishing line, i was greeted by cheers and interviews (by the school newspaper la of course) and it was then realised i had just won the race. that feeling was undescribable. its one of the most treasured feeling i ever had.

therefore i was looking forward for today. i have been running in east coast park for the past two weeks and since yesterday morning, i was plagued with stomach flu. misery follows. (i am currently taking my medication and i just swallowed magnesium carbonate. as a chemist, i believe its alkaline to neutralise the acid in my body)

yesterday morning in the bus, i was uber dao. i could not bring myself to smile or talk to anyone i know. i just felt really weird. and so i skipped morning assembly and head to the toilet and just stared at the sink. in 10 secs, i see broccoli! semi-digested ones along with some grains of rice. YESTERDAY'S DINNER! wowwww, makes me hungry. T.T..

i guess i felt better after that, since i know what was bothering me the whole while after that exciting discovery. life goes on and then comes recess, i suddenly burped out something that smelt of half-digest food and when i approached the toilet, i knew what was coming.

"WHAM-BAM-ALAKAZAM!"

whoopee.. the whole sink was filled with WATER! and no no, it was GREEN! green precipitate is formed upon standing. and alongside with phlegm of cause. i could not believe that i just vomited out all the water i drank earlier on in the day. i skipped P.E. because mr azmi knows i'm running for road run thus he wanted me to rest for it and now.. GRRRRR.

life goes on yet again. i thought my sickness was merely because of my over-anxiety for the o' level chinese oral that was impending later that afternoon. i broke my fast early, apologising to God of cause because i feel weaker than usual and its not God's intention at all for me to faint. CHINESE ORAL WAS.. T.T depressing too. i believe i screwed up at my conversation yet again

examiner: ni ren wei zu wu qu de da ji chao shi shi hao de mah? qing ti chu ni de kan fa (do you think shopping malls built around hdb/residential areas is good? state your opinion)

me: STUNNED. (i didnt know what the question meant) dui bu qi, qing wen ni zhi de shi bu shi.. err.. hao xiang pasar malam huo carnival na yang? (sorry, do you mean it as.. err.. err.. like pasar malam or carnival?)

examiner: bu shi. shi xiang na zhong tampiness mall de, zai zu wu qu de fu qi suo kai de (no, its those like tampiness mall, built around housing areas)

me: oh! yuan lai shi na zhong. (oh! so its those type.. i smiled broadly to cover up my embarrassment. )

i so screwed it up. but i was not really bothered by it cause i alrdy felt lousy throughout the day so i cabbed home (first time in a long while) and slept all the way till 8. i ate cereal to make sure i get carbs for energy to prepare for road run after the obvious dehydration i suffered for the day and vomitted out everything i ate. after 30 mins, i went to the toilet and all i see in the sink once again is cereal. GROSS.

gor gor brought pork porridge for me and after eating it, i spent the time scraping the pork off the sink as it flowed out my stomach once again. THATS IT, i'm bullimic. in between watchin harry potter till prison break, i see my running to the toilet suddenly to either vomit out more bile/ shit out water / gag and gag and nothing comes out. WOW so fun. i lost a few gazillion calories by then. MY ROAD RUN T.T

i downed 5 capful of bo chai pills at one shot and slept, made one last final attempt to get well for road run by waking up at 4am to down another 2 more capful of bo chai. but when i wake up at 6, i was too weak to go to the toilet alrdy much less run a 4.3 km race so.. mission aborted. but whatever la.. dont care alrdy.. only consolation would be i can get to meet jeremy later since i have been too busy to meet up with him. sorry monkey

this blog entry made me run to the toilet 3 times and i will avoid telling graphical details. kenneth is the sweetest thing in my life

me: (looking depressed) kenneth.. i am very sad
ken: why?
me: jie jie today got running competition. (his eyes widens) can win big and tall trophy le.. then can give u when i win.. but now jie jie sick so cannot
ken: huhh..(face seriously sympathise with me)
me: can you give me a hug..
ken: (gives me a really nice good and tight hug and even pat my head and say) never mind la jie jie.. you drink more water, eat more food than next time you will win one.
me: =) (then he said something that left me pondering where did he get the from)
ken: dont go church and eat eat ah.. stay at home rest.
me: why u say i cannot go church?
ken: u always go there and eat alot ah. now u sick
me:!! (now to think of it, his right ah cause vast army is always us fattys pigging out during cell. haha and kenneth has seen that sight one too many)

i love kenneth so much la.

well whatever it is, i thank God for giving him to me. i will get over oral and road run in due time, looking at the trophies i alrdy have, i just need to thank God for giving me so much opportunities after all and i am indeed contented. since i alrdy had that estactic feeling before, i shall let this year's winner have a feel of it too. =) good luck to all.

2007-06-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

lehcar? tissue roses says:
eh try u know we're meeting tmr right?
tryphoza says:
uyp wad time and where huh
tryphoza says:
i maybe must go sch submit proj first. HOPEFULLY I CAN FINISH PROJ TODAY LAH
lehcar? tissue roses says:
WALAU U NERD.
lehcar? tissue roses says:
we meet not like damn early like
lehcar? tissue roses says:
*that
tryphoza says:
WHAT NERD
lehcar? tissue roses says:
so u can go school first then meet us la
tryphoza says:
IF I FAIL PROJ I FAIL LEH
tryphoza says:
hahaha
tryphoza says:
AND WE HAVEN STARTED ON OUR PROJ ):
tryphoza says:
SAD
lehcar? tissue roses says:
huh?
lehcar? tissue roses says:
wa u better get it done today
lehcar? tissue roses says:
EH WE SHLD GO JOGGING IN THE MORNING TMR
tryphoza says:
yah thats why
lehcar? tissue roses says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
tryphoza says:
HUH
tryphoza says:
DONT WANT LAH
tryphoza says:
YOU ALL JOG I BLADE
tryphoza says:
AND I BRING UMBRELLLA TO BLADE
lehcar? tissue roses says:
biggest irony.
lehcar? tissue roses says:
u go die la
tryphoza says:
hahahahha
tryphoza says:
SO HOT LAH OMG
tryphoza says:
aye your picture damn action
tryphoza says:
HAHAHAHAHAAHHAA
lehcar? tissue roses says:
the eileen-ness in u is coming out.
tryphoza says:
HUH WHYYY!!
lehcar? tissue roses says:
WHAT ACTION
lehcar? tissue roses says:
PRO OK
tryphoza says:
you actoin but miss the ball
tryphoza says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
lehcar? tissue roses says:
"SO HOT LA OMG"
lehcar? tissue roses says:
SHIT U LA!
tryphoza says:
yah the weather hot right?
tryphoza says:
HAHAHAH
lehcar? tissue roses says:
at least i TRIED
lehcar? tissue roses says:
not like some bloody centre always walk walk walk
lehcar? tissue roses says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA
lehcar? tissue roses says:
RMB GOT ONE MATCH
lehcar? tissue roses says:
BOTH OF US WALKED
tryphoza says:
HAHAHAHAAHH
tryphoza says:
got meh
tryphoza says:
so many match
tryphoza says:
aiya i walk every match one lor
tryphoza says:
i appear at the right time ^^
tryphoza says:
HAHAHA
lehcar? tissue roses says:
ya so we switch right?
lehcar? tissue roses says:
i become centre u become wa
lehcar? tissue roses says:
then both of us walk and we look at each other
lehcar? tissue roses says:
"eh u walking ah!? hahaha "
lehcar? tissue roses says:
then u were like "oh ya im a wa!"
lehcar? tissue roses says:
then u ran after the ball.
tryphoza says:
HAHAHAHAHAHA REALLY MEHH!!
tryphoza says:
wah aye i damn cute lah
lehcar? tissue roses says:
...
lehcar? tissue roses says:
im gonna jump off the building now.
tryphoza says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
tryphoza says:
aye okay lah. i need to shit
tryphoza says:
HAHAHA
tryphoza says:
and den i go do proj ready
tryphoza says:
byebye see yout rm
tryphoza says:
tmr
tryphoza says:
d=tell me time hor
tryphoza says:
!
tryphoza says:
maybe we can go arnd collecting bus tickets
tryphoza says:
:x
tryphoza says:
HAHAHA I GOT BUS CONCESSION
tryphoza says:
HAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHHAA

try and i. dumb senior. hahahahaha you see her tag! is it me or is she more BHB NOW!?. haha nola just kidding. love you try!

anyways i had a call from wendy yty which had me jerk out of my seat immediately when i realised it was her. i thought it was jason who was supposed to call me for studying so i was like lazying going

me: hello..
woman with chirpy voice: hello rachel?
me: (jerks and clears my throat) err ya?
woman still with chirpy voice: this is wendy ah.
me: oh hi wendy!
wendy: hehe got sore throat is it? same as me hahaha.
me: haha ya. so what's up?
wendy: are you coming for the bbq this saturday? is anyone coming with you?
me: bbq? oh.. sorry i didnt know of the bbq thats happening. this saturday is it? ya i didnt know
wendy: oh we announced it before what.
me: you did? when?
wendy: two weeks ago. in church..
me: two weeks? *flashback* oh! sorry i wasnt in church two weeks ago. ya i wasnt in church.
wendy: ya you werent in church and i know why..
the music JANG JANG JANGGGGGGGGGGG repeatedly playbacks in my head
me: oh.. haha sorry wendy..
wendy: its ok.. so u coming?
me: haha.. err ya
conversation goes on.

walau. i immediately call my best buddy de rong everything the panic button in me is pressed

me: RONG OMG OMG OMG. IM GONNA DIE IM GONNA DIE IM GONNA DIE
rong: what what what? what happened?
me: wendy just called me! *narrates the whole story*
rong: haha oh shit. its the first time we are going to see them ever since the hotel incident right?
me: omg omg ya. the first confrontation! haha nola.
rong: hmm. then we have to face it lor. i mean we made a mistake right so we should admit to it and see whats the punishment that follows.
me: haii you're right.. BUT OMG IM DEAD. they know about jem and i! the leaders are going to suan us.. oh no oh no oh no.
rong: relax la..
conversation goes on.

ok saturday is impending. its ok i will be fine. hahahah.. anyways peps, im gonna hang out with my seniors tmr! so excited. but then again, we will prolly do some inert stuff like sitting around below a shelter cause people like EILEEN AND TRY will complain complain complain about the heat. hahahaha ok take care people!

bus tickets

2007-06-18T10:39:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE OF MY BLOG. I URGENTLY URGENTLY NEED BUS TICKETS TO GET SOME PERSONAL PROJECT DONE. haha. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME PICK THEM UP FROM SEATS OR ON THE GROUND IN BUSES IF YOU DO CHANCE UPON ANY. URGENT! haha YOUR HELP WILL BE DEEPLY APPRECIATED! pass them to me the next time you see me. thanks all!

ok back to blogging. i was just blog-hopping around the blogs in my links and i saw many different styles of writing which is quite surprising actually.

xinyi: the layout is really nice but its SO hard to read! haha woman i had to focus on every single word la if not i will just miss it lol. very organised like cause the woman always write in summaries cause there's too much to write about. pictorial-like and also with vids. filled with dance/ballet stuff. haha

serena: pictorial-like blog too. very random squeals and bimbotic speeches from time to time. HAHA yes thats my pal. ya its seriously bimbotic. hahahaha i love you serena ALTHOUGH YOU SIGNED UP FOR CHURCH CAMP WITHOUT TELLING ME AND WENT TO KL DAYS AGO WITHOUT SAYING BYE TOO. YA I SO LOVE YOU LA. ass. hahahahaha

mann: personal diary-like. yea she's starting to blog now! mann i shall see how long you can keep it up HAHA. pretty interesting though

weiling: dead. i miss the girl like crap. but still.. everything has changed. the formal ahlian of our group has turned into the most sophisticated speaker among us which was a horribly shocking drastic change out of her ever since she got into boarding school in thailand. even her blog entries tell so

jo: dead. haha she sounds bimbo-like too. alot of !! hahaha.

i will skip those i dont have the links or i know are dead or im too lazy to go into.

beverly: flowery-posts. aalot of her entries are based on love like with poems or lyrics with references to the certain someONES in her life. haha right bev? quite a number of them you have to worry about that you have to pour your woes out on the blog right?? hahahaha.

imee: a people's blog. as in directed to the people around her so people will be interested to visit the blog as there are direct references to themselves. pretty much like my own blog cause people like SHIREEN AND EILEEN always do that to my blog. only xinyi and marr has been loyal throughout i think, HAHA. very nice photography attached to it, so artsy-fartsy type. good job ah gu!

eunice: very God-wards blog. full of inspiring and encouraging words with every line thanking God for his wonders. HE IS THE ALMIGHTY AFTER ALL WHAT. blogs her worries and how she will eventually be comforted by God. good blog for all to see testimonies in eunice life.

mariam: from political to people's blog. haha marr both is good ok! just that when i first started reading your blog, it was damn interesting as you talk about current affairs and bla bla and i learn alot from your vocab displayed on your blog. there are also good laughs found as u talk about ur life. i guess there's not much stuff to talk about now so your own life is the only thing to talk about la. haha i guess im turning into people like SHIREEN AND EILEEN hence, go to ur blog just to see myself. "such is life", right marr? very pictorial too. i love you woman!

shireen: new blogskin! surprisingly proper english was displayed. in fact it was pretty good but its makes me wonder how does she juggle her double life as a real life minah and a reel life good english-speaking blogger. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. its getting pictorial too! and she's starting to blog again.

boon: looks damn classy and posh which is totally different from the ahlian she is. HAHAHAHA joking. ya ah, it looks nice. her english is also not bad. probably under the influence of mariam and the fact that she is 1st in normal, (i think) she's not bad after all but very emo in her entries. BUT STAY OFF THE VULGARITIES IN REAL LIFE LA. we netballers should change our language since we look sexy with balls hahahahaha.

try: TOTAL OPPOSITE OF HER OWN SELF. she types well in her blog le! and sounds very God-wards too! but the moment she starts to yabble about food, i feel more comfortable in my seat as i will not believe that her style is quite prim and proper. not like mine with random HAHAHAHA.

sheena: God-wards blog too. with really nice photography in it too and her worries that will eventually be conquered. you are our woman of power, sheena you have always been one.

darren: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA emo emo emo. now with bess, love love love. talking about rights, standards and all, all the way darren =)

i hope im done. my own blog tend to be a people's blog too. i try to spur people's interest by doing random shoutouts to random people i think of. if there is any issue going on that raises my objections to it, i will then yabble about it on my blog if i could still maintain my anger, if not i will just forget it and let the matter rest. yea pretty much.

im gonna start working on my holiday assignments alrdy so i really hope that i will not spend 2 hours on a single A maths question and complete most of it by today. OCEAN'S THIRTEEN WAS GOOD. IT REALLY IS. if anyone even considered ocean's twelve to be good, they do not appreciate such films at all la, much less compare it to thirteen. 12 was better than 13? LOL. what a joke. 12 is nowhere near la.. its pretty good but not up to standard. 11 is still the best though but 13 is next best. YES I STATE MY STAND ON THAT.

rong thanks for the thought! he was in town and did not wish to go home that early so he wanted to drive to my house and pass me krispykreme which his friend got from overseas. SO SWEET LA. but of coz i will say no to it as its too much of a hassle for him. love you rong!

and to that special one, dear i love you. i thought i wouldn't but every day spent with you makes me realise that i am indeed falling for you every moment and i hope we will prove the rest wrong that this is not a game for the two of us. =D love you once again.

tag replies:

to monkey: i love you too.

to Lynn: haha so its you! waa im really surprised that you guys are related.

to mann: ya you better miss me coz i miss you alot too haha.

to marr: WHO'S FAULT?

to xinyi: it was the amazing race! WE GOT 3RD! you guys must win also k!! i look forward to your pictures too!

to marr: it was INSANE. within a short span of 5 minutes, the whole conver was flooded and all 5 of us were typing in caps and no one was listeninng to one another! HAHAHAHAHAHA its so us. omg i miss you guys so much and so do the rest of you all towards each other but no one bothers to do anything about it. haha i shall! see you guys soon!

grr.

2007-06-12T00:51:00.001+08:00

me and the boyfriend just had our first fallout and i refuse to talk to him now.
period.

grr happy anniversary anyways monkey.

its not today la, i wont fight with him on our anniversary of coz.

bev! oh my gosh i so have you to thank for the great day you gave us! ORCHARD HOTEL! haha bevie got a free night over there by her mum and she decided to spend it with me,rong, jem and herself which was of cause, EXCELLENT CHOICE. haha it was great and fun, we spent the whole day in the hotel just eating, rotting, watching movies, making random "stripteases" at the see through toilet that could be covered by blinds of cause.. what a lovely saturday. of cause sadly we slept through service which was of cause very bad of us and definitely i felt bad about. God i so love you for sticking with me nevertheless.

i loved every moment spent with this guys and yes, you guys rock my life! after checking out the hotel, i went over to the boy's place and we watched benchwarmers and played winning eleven on playstation. walau he so tyco la.. benchwarmers was very funny, but i was really looking forward to watching wedding crashers as its alot on witty talks and its really humorous after i watched a few parts of it on hbo at the hotel room earlier on.

i headed home and hugged my kenneth for hours (nah it was just a few minutes as i was blocking his view of the tv) and did my usual stuff. take my chemistry textbook, revise on it, do some questions and headed to the computer to compile all the stuff i have learned earlier on.. NOT. haha obviously i just bath and went to sleep immediately la! i'm far from study materials. hahaha

oh my face is burned. went to sentosa yty to do our CIP. it was just sentosa amazing race to raise heart awareness and we just had to compete to get our CIP. 8 hours sia of fun. it was abit disoriented throughout as its organised by some JC students and at some points of time Hanis and i will look at each other and go "err..?" and the we-so-can-do-better-look. anyways all in all it was pretty good as the games they came up with was pretty fun. but some of them looked conspicuously bias as they knew the other teams as acquaintence. GRR. then serena talked being cutely irritating as she asked really random retorts

dude explaining the game

dude: oh so you collect as much water as possible to fill up the cup. using whatever you have on yourself.
hanis takes off her towel
dude: waa that towel can or not ah? abit unfair. ok then only you can use that towel
serena: WHY!?
dude: err coz thats the rule!

serena: WHY!?

dude: err..
me: relax la serena!

after losing a challenge, we had to do a forfeit

dudette: ok all of you shall stand in the water, not allowed to move and let the winning team take a water bomb and shoot at you. you cannot evade ok

me: ok

serena: can we squat?

dudette: you don't mind getting wet?

serena: no as in can we duck the water bomb?

dudette: err no.

serena: WHY!?

me: its a forfeit serena!

serena: so we can't evade it at all?

me: ya..

after the throwing

dudette: hey there are two more bags that are unburst. you wanna shoot at them again?

serena: WALAU SHE LIKE AGAINST US SIA. faster burst those bags

haha monkey la she. and we took nice photos around and made quite a number of friends but i made an arch enemy. she scolded chen peng a fucker in one of the games and kept staring angrily at me whenever i get the ball. i had nothing against her initially, just thought that she was competitive in a good way. didnt expect her to be so over-competitive and unsporty as she started turning rowdy when her team was losing. its good to be competitive but you don't have to get so personal in a game right, after all everyone has a winning mentality in them so you can't blame them so putting their all in a game. moreover my team always apologises for every small incidents we create while you losers at that moment just flare up. grow up la, to think you are from vjc, a school that many of my friends and myself look up to. vulgarities and ah lian-ness in a game? sheesh.

war of words flow indirectly between herself and i and i cannot believe that she can't be bothered with a childish person like me. lol.. i can't be bothered with a self-absorbed person like her. she's pretty immature and uncivillised for her age to be so bothered about losing in a game. she started it all and started blaming people for every loss that happens. cocky. HAHA WE BEAT YOU ANYWAYS. overall we took 3rd place in the amazing race and had a cute trophy which was very consoling. we were the youngest in the race but had the best mentality of all as we had fun, made friends, tried to be as friendly and glad we left a good impression on the organisers too as they found us to be the cutest and most chirpy of the lot. yes, they came to me and told me that haha. so yay! team yellow bananas has left a mark in people's life and we aim to inspire as much people as possible in our lives!

well life's still awesome. i hope you guys are doing well too. take care all and i sincerly wish you all the best. =)

tag replies!

to manda: hello manda! what a lovely surprise to see you here. really sorry for not going that sunday as i was still down with throat infection. you take care manda and i have you in my heart too for my walk with God =)

to xinyi: haha be prepared for NUTELLA!

to darren: yes. you're sexy. hahahahaha

to ed: haha hi ed! sorry but im not sure which ed are you. but anyways my friend's name is Shireen something something Ramly which is pretty funny as it reminded me of Ramly burger. so everytime i scold her, i will revert her back as a burger which is pretty funny so ya, i deliberately called her a burger haha.

to marr: YOU COME VISIT ME IN BV FIRST THEN TALK LA. SO LONG NV SEE YOU ALSO. MONKEY.

to Lynn: hello! sorry but which lynn are you too ah? haha really sorry of the mixup. oh you mean sam and daniel are your cousins!? what a small world lol. clarify who you are and i go ask them! haha

to shireen: i don't want to talk to you. HAHAHAHAH. you owe me siew mai. eileen alrdy buy for me.. you haven. T.T you have been relegated from the best senior to the WORST. rachel's annual awards shall have no place for you!

shishi

2007-06-01T19:22:00.000+08:00

Shireen, the Ramly and I

lehcar? says:
EH RAMLY
lehcar? says:
GO BV BIZARRE TMR LE
lehcar? says:
I WANNA KA-CHAO YOU
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
tmr ah? alamak u tell me today. -.-
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
i cannot! got project
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
MISS ME THEN SAY LAH.
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
hahahah
lehcar? says:
I CALLED YOU LE
lehcar? says:
ya la ya la miss you la heartless burger
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
oh ur the 911 ah
lehcar? says:
hhahahahahahahahahaha
lehcar? says:
ya.
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
CHEH
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
i cannot!
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
got proj.
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
lehcar? says:
go die la.
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
eh wahlao
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
u come dmc. then u see how hard. hahaha.
lehcar? says:
dun talk to u
lehcar? says:
waaa life is hard in sp.
lehcar? says:
ok i going tp liao
lehcar? says:
hahahahaha
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
WAH LIKE TT
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
haha
lehcar? says:
i ask mariam hows tp without biasness whatsoever
lehcar? says:
she can only say it rocks.
lehcar? says:
HAIYOOO. eh! are you takin diploma-plus??
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
see my gpa at the end of year ah. if qualify, then yes i want. ahaha.
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
u wana come dmc ah?
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
come lah. its much better then cmm! haha
lehcar? says:
hahaha bias!
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
nono really. lol
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
i didnt apply for cmm cos i dun like the atmosphere over there
lehcar? says:
huh? serious?
lehcar? says:
whats the atmosphere?
lehcar? says:
they fog the air frequently ah?
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
go and die lah
:] SHIREEN Take me down to paradise city says:
hahahahha
lehcar? says:
hahahahaha

KENNETH I LOVE YOU

2007-05-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

im sooooooooo tired.

just when i can finally sit down and take a break, to my horror the skies are dark and its currently drizzling. dear Lord, don't do this to me.

i kinda conquered the whole of marine parade, (some say katong) cause i was runnoning around on errands that had to be completed. paper plates, 2 kg cake, brush, satay etc. Yes,

today is my dearest and most beloved BABY brother's birthday!

time really flies. the brother i remember loving every single day of my life, taken care of and playing with, you are seven now. i just want you to know how much you mean to me, how much you changed me, and how much i love you.

you taught me responsibility, you taught me patience, you taught me generousity and most of all, you taught me to love selflessly.

in church i always break down and cry when asked the question "who do you most want to see to be saved by our Lord Jesus Christ in your life" and think of you and mum. would you turn away from Him like mum? would you be just as nonchalent as gor gor and jie jie? would you seek wealth like dad? kenneth, you and mummy are my everything and i can't imagine how empty my life would be without my family and you two fulfill my life.

now that you are seven, i will wait patiently for the day where you can make your own decisions and think for yourself whether is Jesus Christ your Lord and Savior. don't be like me, always indecisive and unappreciative towards him, and not cherish him and take him for granted like many others. instead, be steadfast and a warrior for him because you deserve the best and God can give you the best.

kenneth i want you to know that the whole family loves you more than anything and even though you give money to your girlfriend more than me, i will still not get angry. i will just throw you into the toilet bowl.

just kidding. darling i love you and i wish you blessings after blessings as you proceed on with life and i know you can read this but although you may not understand what jie jie is saying, i hope that someday when i leave you, you will chance upon this blog and know that your jie jie has always loved you, even before you were seven.

you're the best thing that ever happened to me kenneth. the fun and joy you brought to my life was priceless. the support and love you give me when you see me cry is heartfelt. when mum and dad fight, im just glad i have you to hug as you make me strong and let me know that i have a brother to take care of and i need to stay strong. thank you kenneth =)

so everything i have done today is definitely worth it.

ok enough of the emo-ness! haha point taken. i love kenneth, and kenneth better loves me back as much but not the same as how he loves strawberry milk.

this morning was meet-the-parents. i was awfully shocked that ms tan had nice and constructive remarks about me. THANK YOU MS TAN! she made me look good in front of my dad. haha.. but she is still quirky to me. haha

oh ya, that BIATCH. YES. an A attached to it, referring to what an ASSHOLE you are along with being a BITCH. you, you, YOU. what RIGHT do YOU have to say that of me? how dare you create any false assumptions about me, saying that you have seen people like me and absolutely know what kind of person i am. you are a piece of shit do you know that? you are a piece of one-sided, annoying, SELF-ABSORBED, YES THATS THE BEST WORD, rude and ridiculous shit.

WALAU. i soooo dislike you even more now. bias, display favoritism so outrightly and unfair lump of dung, can you please get swallowed by a rhino?? you are so proud of your damn self, instead of spreading false impressions to other people and trying to pull them into your gibberish-filled beliefs on people whom you dislike or that are more loved than you ever got in your whole life, try engaging in more responsible activities like having a reality check on your own heartless life.

YOU, should stop picking on me, treating me like a punching bag that you can give sarcastic remarks on whenever you are pissed and start behaving like a impartial adult. yea i saw the look on your huge and cruel eyes before how pissed and annoyed you are when you see teachers close to me. you can't take the fact that how can teachers can students have such close bonds and why are they behaving so closely. maybe if you start being nice, maybe you will be able to receive at most 3 cards for teachers' day.

YOU, also should start being more respectful with your words and comments, say more constructive remarks instead of words that weren't processed through your brains, maybe i will be able to stop getting irritated the moment i step into your class.

YOU, should start learning from mr yong. mr yong and i had our own conflicts before but the moment he offered to clear it up and let me know why he was doing what he was, i knew then things were going to be great and how determined i was in earning his respect back. he was a gentlemen when he acknowledged my effort in class and although he made a wrong judgement on oliver who is not as humble as he thinks oliver is and i do not agree on some of his beliefs like "make an explosion before you leave", i must admit that his a good teacher and is really underrated for his capabilities.

mr yong im sorry for being rude in class on occasions, by sleeping or doing my own work while you teach social studies and i always being able to get away with it. i just wish i can take back my actions and make it right again by getting the results you expect me to get. thanks for the "hidden" supports, the indirect speech addressed to the class although directed at me and i understand your actions.

i hope you still read my blog, haha and see that i truly wanna make amends for what i have done that have contributed to the problems of both of us and get you the marks you truly deserve for the work placed in the students. i apologise once again and seriously appreciated that time when i entered the staff room and you said "hello rachel!" in a joyful manner. i guess, i proved to you that im willing to work hard on the day that i got an A2 for my social studies in mid year exams when all along i was struggling to pass due to wrong techniques and all. i have you to thank for.

and also ms heng and mdm yani! ms heng ah, you are SOOOOOOO dao in school la. SOOOOOOO dao. hahahahaha BUT THEN, you are SOOOOOOOOOO awesome. thank you ms heng, you don't know how much your support means to me. i will make sure all your efforts won't go to waste =). your messages are always sweet. mdm yani yani yani yani~ (the way i always sing it). just to have you smile back at me brightens my day la! its like seeing you walking around looking stern and stopping students in their tracks to catch them for their attire, you never fail to shed that image the moment you see me waving hysterically at you. and as godmother of your child, you have been a great mother and teacher. i love you two!

oh ya p.s., mr yong, can stop gossipping with the teachers about me or not! it terrifies me. haha mr yong, once again thanks for everything.

oh ya RONG RONG IS BACK! walau i missed him like siao la. its always different without him and when we spoke last night, i was really happy for him to see that he enjoyed himself. the guys are coming tonight for the bbq! haha looking forward to see whether has japan made him fat.

teachers who contributed to SSS, thank you so much for your hard work. mr sunny chong has left the school and i really wish him all the best cause his a terrific teacher. mdm teo you really helped me tremendously in my chinese. my report card stated that common test i got an F9 for chinese and now that you inspired me, i have improved so much that i can never believe i get ever see a B3 again. from 23.3 to 65.5. thank you so much. i will build myself up as fast as possible so as not to disappoint you all. thank you so much, and all the other chinese teachers for your efforts.

been hanging out with xinyi and grace alot too. my dears you two have been awesome. xinyi, thanks for being so encouraging and believing in me. and thanks for sharing that same adventurous spirit when looking for Anything and Whatever in bedok market! ahaha we had such wonderful times, (HAHA SEC 1 TOO) and i also wish you all the best in o levels dear! gracie baby i love you lots too. you have been so awesome and hilarious that you never fail to take the smile on my face off me. let's do our best to prove everyone wrong and do great in o levels ok! especially chinese!

and to my always-loving girls, xiangluan, rach, mich and serena. you guys better do well ok because i want nothing but the best for all 5 of us. i love you girls to bits!

GO DIE LA JASON AND MELVIN.

hahahahahaha ok. i wanna watch death note now. MELINDA DOOLITTLE, YOU ARE MY AMERICAN IDOL. imee anra lim, I HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU, your birthday tmr, i will whip something up. =). i love every single one of you guys in my life, my seniors are dead and im a mugger now. take care everyone!

tags replied:

to xinyi: hahaha im backkkk! thanks for the compliment! letter reading was fun!

to luan: eh you also stupid like me.

to marr: YOU MONKEY LA. its seriously hard to find you guys la. haha anyways i miss you! thanks for your support and i wanna ask how's mass comm in tp. haha and of coz my brother is cute.

to rach: =D

to shirla: haha, no.

to darren: how long ago is this tag? lol

to A: ..!! are you who i think it is? if you are, you better give me a call!

and lastly, kenneth i love you.

=))

2007-05-22T16:37:00.000+08:00

serena's bday

2007-04-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

happy birthday serena.

sickos

2007-04-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

to HELL with you sickos.

that bastard posted photos of us in bikinis into that unsightful site without any of our knowledge.

to HELL with you for grabbing unaware people's photos and doing whatever you want with them.

GRRRRRR.

anyways, fight club is awesome. best and most screwed up show ever. lol.

NEW PICS

2007-04-10T21:23:00.001+08:00

NEW PICS! lazy to resize though. haha

maid ran off/ napha day

2007-04-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

i am sooo overwhelmed and touched now.

i never thought the day where my mum and dad can talk properly and nicely to one another would come..

i just overheard a conversation between my mum and dad on the phone with the loudspeaker regarding a female customer looking for my mum and the problems she had with some of the lights. then my dad was asking my mum about it and my mum explained everything to my dad and he was like "ehm.. oh.. orh.. ehm.. ok.." like his really listening and understanding and my mum was like talking really calmly to him.

i was just stunned but pretended to be doing my own stuff and all but deep inside i was crying of joy that the possibility of my parents being able to start behaving rational towards one another was growing. i dare not wish for too much, keep my hopes so alive of them loving one another but i just wish that my family will always be together and i never have to have a family thats seperated. whatever it is, God thanks for making this day possible anyways.

things are going damn funny today. i had a great "dinner" with my beloved friends aka xiangluan, rach, serena and michelle. enjoy every moment with them as we do stupid stuff, laugh at ridiculous things and most of all talk about everything that revolves round our lives and in school. hey girls i love every moment with you guys. even though its our last year together in one school, the memories will always stay close to my heart and we will always be friends!

today was napha 5 items test. not so bad after all and i am pretty much contented with everything.

last year's this year's
standing board jump 189 188 (GRR)
sit up 50 52 (YAY)
shuttle run 10.9 10.72 (OK)
sit and reach 56 57 (YAY)
incline pull up 26 29 (YAY)

not bad la. at least serena and i maintained our perfect 30. great job girls! i heard quite a number have outdone themselves too this year so keep it up! oh ya i realised i didnt blog about sports day.

SULTAN SHOAL WON ALL FOUR MAJOR TROPHIES AGAIN! =) and i had the honour to collect them as house captain which is something i feel very privilleged for. we won the house champion for 3 years in the running, most improved house for two years and best b'division champion and c'division champion for 3 years in the running including this year too. it was an awesome time and i am sooooooo proud of my house on the good job they have done. good job people! serena and her cheerleaders were the cheerleading champions and i am also very proud of her regardless of the different house. she put in alot of effort so she deserved it. walau then some sore loser wrote in her blog that "raffles won because of some guys throwing them around thats all". so ridiculous..

yea life's good. pray that my studies picks up. pray that my family picks up. pray that God will always show his everlasting love even to those who walk away from him. =) take care all!

yo

2007-04-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

hello people! i decided to give up on the upcoming mid years too therefore im blogging!

NOT.

haha i decided to blog coz of xinyi (yes u had that big of an impact) and to idiots like darren and the rest who wants to see me talking about them and how much fun we had. haha

DADDY IS COMING BACK FROM THAILAND! i bet he will never expect this side of me. im always the dao daughter at home like "yo dad" and go bath and mind my own business. he might be surprised to see that i actually missed him. Hmmmmmm God works in his own miraculous ways.

today is the THANK YOU POST.

oh ya. news flash ! im back on track with God once again. i realised how unreasonable and unfair i was to Him all these while and finally came to my senses on opening up to him. we humans are always skeptical, asking for it yet not believing it will happen. whats the use of asking then?

like that once i was sitting at the bus stop waiting for 31, which usually takes donkey years to come and i will just pray like "Oh God.. let 31 come now please.. " and when is does not come, i will be like "haha i knew it. expected though".. its the behaviour of some people who pray for the sake of giving false assurance to themself temporary before blaming it on something else when it does not turn out the way it should be.

another behaviour is that you will be like "Oh God.. please please let 31 come now" and then that very moment 31 comes and you will be like "oh.. coincidence." and think nothing about it. WHAT THE HELL. you ask for it and when you get it, you didnt believe you could get it that easy. But our faith is THAT easy. believe people believe! i was that skeptical of a person. i asked God for stuff and when i dont get it, i will be like gloating on how sensible i was to know that things dont just happen and how God does not seem to work. and yet when things do, we will just shoot them down, degrade the nature and wonder of what has happened as we refuse to believe that something that should not be happening, just like that would happen.

yea so i thought about it in the bus. those two scenarios did occur. me going "HAHA I KNEW IT" and "ITS A COINCIDENCE LA" made me realise how unfair i was to God and understood that many people have that mindset too. something as small as waiting for the bus is important too as it slowly builds up someone's foundation. and so i decided to be fair for once, opened up my heart and acknowledge that God indeed sent the bus right on the spot when i prayed to prove a point. and im glad i snapped out of it.

and also temasek match! MY GOSH. WHAT ARE THE ODDS OF BEDOK VIEW WINNING TEMASEK SECONDARY AGAIN, BY A ONE GOAL LEAD?

i was praying and praying that we win. but if we manage to win them by one goal again, just like how we won them in the east zones, then i will bow down before Him and truly hail Him as king as the possibilities of winning them or getting a score difference of one goal is very small and we DID IT AGAIN AGAINST TEMASEK. the look on their faces.. priceless.

glory to you God.

next that night i was out late with darren. just chilling and me playing on his skateboard outside asteroids and mummy called. i was like shaking my phone around contemplating whether to answer or not. then i said " Oh Lord give me strength " and i answer the phone. the conversation goes like this

me: hello..
kenneth: rachel jie jie! where are you!
me: im outside.. why..
kenneth: so late already never come home
*mum whispering words on what to say to him
me: im coming home soon la..
*kenneth pushes the phone to mum
mum: rachel ni zai na li (rachel where are you)
me: wo xian zai zai katong chi xiao ye. chi wan jiu hui jia (im in katong right now having supper. will be going home when im done)
mum: orh ok. zhao dian hui jia (oh ok. come home early)
me:oh ok bye bye..

stares at darren in a bewildered manner. i told him what happened and he was like

darren: call your mum back and ask WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO MY MOTHER

and i started to praise God once again. we should always learn not to ask so much. i really feel lighter and unburdened now that i stop questioning and doubting his powers. leaving it as it is and that He has done it makes me feel a lot better and more relaxed that im no longer fighting against my heart whether are we just hallucinating and lying to ourselves that a spiritual force is actually helping us. haha i hope these encourage all those whose hearts are cold.

anyways life has been good. has its ups and downs. downs definitely being the lack of time and discipline i have in focusing on my studies. im trying but i think its not good enough if i really wanna do well for my o's. but im very thankful to all those who have been very encouraging. people like michelle definitely. and also rach yee and xiangluan and dearest ms heng. jason also has been sweet and many others that help to pull me through. like during social studies period, i try to not get so affected by mr yong's personal attacks and im glad that grace and hanis was encouraging me throughout to ignore him and prove him wrong. thanks to fadhli for being such a serious teacher when needed. thanks to fiona and yeon ju offering your help to me whenever im im having any difficulties in maths. thx to kiat huei who never fails to wake me up when i was asleep in ms goh's chemistry class.

THANKS TO MDM YANI FOR BEING SUCH A CONCERNING AND LOVING TEACHER/MOTHERLY FIGURE in netball to me that it was very very sweet to hear such advises and positive comments from a very serious teacher in school yet very funny and sweet when talking to us. and also the most touching one i ever got was mdm teo walking to my table and said that "xiu zi, wo men yi qi chuang zhao ge qi ji hao ma? wo zhi dao ni xing de." (rachel, lets create a miracle together ok? i know you can do it" and handed me my chinese mock test paper which i got a A2. i was just shocked. coz im in the last class of chinese where everyone should be aiming for a B in chinese for their o's. thx mdm teo. and from there we took another mock test paper and when i was done, i handed the paper to her and "hen ren zhen. hen hao xiu zi. ni de tai du gai bian le hen duo. ni xing de. wo men yi qi chuang zhao qi ji ba"(very serious. very good rachel. your attitude has changed alot. you can do it. lets create a miracle then.) was her parting words to me. i got a boost in my life.

so i will try la. even if it means im gonna disturb michelle for the rest of her life by studying in bayshore. bwahaha coz i really wanna do well and not regret that i will just cry all day long when i get my results that all my haard work has been paid off. jia you.

i wrote the whole netball team notes on the notice board as encouragements. i teared after the chong boon match that after 7 years of commitment to the sport i love so much, it was my last competitive match as i will not take up netball as a cca anymore again. stepping down and concentrating in my o's, netball will be cast aside and i was just sad to think that i will not be playing it anymore. in a sense that i will be playing in competitions and actually fighting for a goal. and so i hope the girls will enjoy themselves, cherish the time they had in playing the sport and all the best for their life ahead. as how my seniors have always motivated me, i shall do the same to the ones followed by me and instructed zhao ying to continue the good job that has been past down from generations and to keep the netball spirit alive. i wish you girls all the best

haha okies for something lighthearted, i watched "Meet the robinsons" today! it was good la but haha i slept for 5 mins coz the middle part of the show was pretty boring. but it was a funny show la i laughed out loud many times..

3 shows that are definitely making the mark for my annual awards for movies. Pan's labyrinth, Protege and Loving Annabelle. yea this shows were great.

de rong, jeremy, darren and i went to tampiness after the church today as rong was very secretly and discreetly psy-ching us to go and we finally decided. then it came to us as a very pleasant surprise that de rong had his stylo milo van with him today so he was driving us there. what an awesome road trip. we just screamed around, trying to distract him as he damn "stressed-outly" paid all his attention to driving than us.

we were at the mrt and rong and i were talking then he just walked towards a magazine stand that had prominently men's magazine in them and i thought rong was gonna grab one of them. then he bent down and reached for this magazine at the corner and got the " PCGAMERS" mag and i was like "WHAT!"

me: walau rong are you a man?
rong: what are you talking about *browsing through the mag*
me: i thought you were gonna take the FHM or something sia.. rong are you a man? you took PCGAMERS!
*rong ignores me and pretends he didnt hear it
me:...... eh you dont watch porn ah?
rong immediately whacks my head with the mag and says WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT and i just went hahaha.

yea life's funny. oh ya, SHEENA YOU ROCK MY LIFE. you are one of the angels that God sent for me to overcome the obstacles in my life. i truly and deeply am thankful for everything and Vast Army loves you to max.

lastly, to you.

your identity is kept unknown all these while so as to be protected. you know very well that you are my closest friend and one that i shares all my secrets and insides with. and i for one, knows for sure too that i am your most trusted and closest friend too the day when you let out the BIGGEST secret of your life to me and confided in me ever since. it took me quite a while to get my head straight and to comprehend what was going on but im glad i did not just push you aside. im glad that i handled the situation as matured as possible and that this HUGE step taken by me paid off so much that i had found myself a confidante, one that i will never find again. you have been great and i accepted you for who you are ever since. i have understood your actions and reasons but although i do not approve of it, im glad that at least it does not come in between our friendship that much as you are truly a good friend. and so whatever it is, as long as we are honest to one another still, this friendship will go a long way and i promise it will be treasured. =)

taggies:

ok there's alot as since my blog was dead for a period. and so i might skip some

to xinyi : thx for the nice words. you are officially the nicest tagger i have in my blog haha. but really, thx.

to darren: OK MONKEY.

to marr: ITS APRIL ALREADY LA. WHEN ARE WE GONNA CELEBRATE EILEEN AND MY BIRTHDAY? monkeys. but i miss you too haha

to de rong: haha yes my favourite geek.

to jason: why were YOU NOT in school too?

to Joe: who the hell are you?

to aisyah : hey you keep pushing ok! you can DOOOOOO IT!

to mann: imy too! be good ah.

to shireen: OMG YOU ARE ALIVE. haha i never heard from you ever since your birthday la stupid monkey. birthday celebrated so run away la! haha thanks for the luck anyways.

Jesus i surrender

2007-04-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DPwo7TDizCE

this is an awesome Christian song intro-ed to me by Grace. its so heartfelt and good. Praise God =)

hmm

2007-03-14T21:12:00.000+08:00

i am not gonna blog anymore.

haha i guess so for now at least. im failing in everything and screwing up many aspects in my life that i really need to prioritise alrdy before everything seriously screws up.

check out www.rachnthejammers.wordpress.com

de rong created it for the band before it takes off. haha nothing much there yet but we will do our best by putting more effort into the band. =)

i was bored so i yahoo-ed a"rachel ng bedok view secondary netball" hoping to see if the search engine is good enough to link me to my blog. WALAU most hilarious thing to happen was only 5 results came out and 2 of it was mariam's and try's blog. and they were nothing close to what i yahoo-ed. the link was that try had a post entry that went "it was a bad VIEW of things. rachel could not stop laughing" and something like that. thats how my search got linked to hers. WHAT THE HELL. lousy. but it was funny. mariam was talking about "rachel started rolling on the floor laughing" and i got linked just like that.

haha i should be off the net now and working on my chemistry. whatever it is, everyone of u stay alive and good ok. take care all.

2007-02-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

haha

2007-02-23T17:42:00.000+08:00

yes it took us forever to remove it. and we then went to the resort lobby and played pool and photo hunt which de rong and i RULED in. took us 3 dollars to finally get into the top ten haha. great job rong!

and then sheena suddenly came with a taxi and we were like "can you tell the person next to you that ...." and "can you tell the person in red that...." haha totally not talking to one another. and then she left to meet her "boyfriend" and we all continued what we were doing la. then when it was time to leave, they blindfolded me and brought me around the LONGEST TRIP i ever walked and haha here they go!

today sucks

2007-02-23T16:55:00.000+08:00

oh ya before i forget

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOR.

my stupid elder brother's birthday happens to be close to mine so im pretty guilty about it as i haven got him his present when he alrdy had mine. but he shared it with his gf so no count HAHA. jokin la. later i go buy.

today sucks big time man. i sooo screwed up on e maths and chemistry. i did both papers as fast as i could as i really felt so tired and nauseous that i couldnt be bothered anymore.

sorry sheena, i vomitted out your tang yuans.

zz. this morning i woke up and i alrdy knew it was not going to be a good day. my whole body was aching. THAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU SLEEP SO LATE AND WAKE UP SO EARLY WHILE HAVING A FULL STOMACH STUFFED WITH NUTS IN BALLS.

anyways i had a rough day. glad im feeling better now. almost collaspe a few times in school but its ok la. can take it. im waiting for the guys to call me.. yes the same bunch of goons. really wonder what does serena and they rest have up their sleeves coz today is chun tuan and my birthday celebration part 2 so i hope they really prepared something stupid. im totally depressed that jason will is going for his cousin's birthday instead as that means that melvin and chun are the only guys around for today and all they are gonna talk about is borat. haha..

anyways about yty. i had some of the best times in my life. =) thx to sheena, darren, de rong and jeremy. yty was CNY cum my birthday celebration day and i met the boys at around 6 where we all turned up accurately late. haha then we had a meal in Jin Wee coffeeshop and ordered lots of stuff and we share share. of coz darren and i went off to buy yu sheng and it was pretty embarrassing as we were the only ones going "HUAT AH!" in the coffeeshop and standing and lao-ing the yu sheng. haha but it was fun.

anyway darren then got excited to give me my birthday present so we sat in this corner and i opened up my present. i was DELIGHTED. they got me a my chemical romance shirt, wristband and a Le Coq jacket (orange and brown) and i just couldnt stop screaming for the next 5 minutes. awesome stuff from awesome friends. THANKS GUYS.

then i called sheena cause that stupid woman (then) did not CALL OR MESSAGE me on my birthday, neither did she say ANYTHING when i returned from indonesia. bloody hell i was soooooooooo disappointed when i realised she didnt do any of those stuff that i told darren to message her saying i was never gonna talk to her anymore. then haha i called her just to let her know that.

sheena:hello?
me: IM NOT TALKING TO YOU ANYMORE.
sheena: really ah? then why you calling me right now?
me: I REALLY NOT TALKING TO YOU ALRDY LA BYE BYE
sheena: bye bye
me: GRRRR (hang up)

walau i was going sooooooo crazy that i told darren i was gonna skip cell alrdy. haha but definitely it was a joke la. but i was just angry then. and we walked to cheesecake factory for dessert but unfortunately it was closed so we decided to walk to the beach. GUESS WHAT. i saw mr njoo and some other tkp teachers. then i told jeremy. AND WE DISCOVERED SOMETHING. they were SMOKING. haha naughty teachers. i never expected buff mr njoo to smoke le seriously. jem and i just laughed at the sight of it.

so we took a long walk over to the beach and we decided to go catch prawns coz de rong keeps saying how pro he was. i came SOOOO close to catching 2 prawns but both got away each time i pull. thing was, both of that prawns had their legs stuck to my hook. CRIPPLED PRAWNS NOW HAHA. WHO ASK YOU NEVER GET HOOKED.

anyways we were gonna prawn for one hour only and our hopes dwindled towards the last 5 minutes. then de rong went, "hey i got it." and he drew out this BIG PRAWN and we all started screaming and yelling in rejoice over our first prawn haha! $14 for a damn prawn. but it was hilarious. then came the challenge. which was to pull off that prawn. darn the prawn kept squirming around and it took us ages to finally unhook it! haha

wonderful tonight =)

2007-02-23T00:52:00.000+08:00

its 1am. and i just reached home. and tmr is e maths and pure chem common test. i spent the whole day out not studying.

but. i don't regret at all for missing out on my studies.

SHEENA,
DARREN,
DE RONG,
JEREMY..

words simply cant describe how i feel right now. right this moment.

because what you guys have put together tonight is simply incredible and you guys have given me some of the best memories i could ever have.

and i say thank you to every single one of you from the bottom of my heart, with much love and gratefulness, for making me feel special even though my big day was over 3 days ago. thank you so much. really. you all simply left me in tears and speechless as how wonderful God has been to have given me you 4 such awesome friends who always make me feel a part of everything.

thank you .

will blog what these lovely people have done tomorrow =)

..

2007-02-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

news flash.

that bunch of goons just appeared at my door step 10 mins ago with a happy meal.

IDIOTS. walau its a misunderstanding apparently as . didnt know i was coming thats why he wanted me to stay at home. so that means that THEY REALLY WERENT WAITING FOR ME LA. i knew it. i alrdy told ****** that i knew they werent waiting for me yet she say "no! we were waiting for you" . if thats the case how come . didnt know he was waiting for me. idiots.

whatever it is im alright again. coz i just nice was craving for french fries and the bunch of them turned up just like that at 10.45pm like that totally surprised me. im damn sure it was ******'s idea as no one could come up with such an *act cute* method. but it worked la. not so bad after all,good job people. BUT STILL YOU ALL NEVER MESSAGE ME ON MY BIRTHDAY. haha ok la good luck tmr. i shall enjoy my french fries now. see ya

f*ed

2007-02-21T21:05:00.000+08:00

rachel you must always set your priorities right

i hear these words so many effing times that i got fed up as i feel i know best what should be first for myself. but now i have come to realised that i was wrong. so FUCKING WRONG. why? because my priority is wrong all these while. my priority was you guys. YOU GUYS. THE ONES I SEE EVERY SINGLE DAY. YES, YOU GUYS. what is it you all want? why cant you all decide on one thing? why cant you all see whats in front of you? fuck i feel so effing shitted out ok.

i just came back from indonesia. had the WORST 16TH BIRTHDAY EVER. where no one cares whether is it 19 feb or not. and my mother being a complete bitch about it still even on that day itself. and had to go through a 2 hour boat trip home, followed by lugging of luggages through customs and into taxi where i can finally rest. then lugging of luggages up home again. then downstairs to rush to a handphone shop to fix my effing phone. then a money changer to exchange my rupiahs. then to an atm to deposit all my money.

and i received a call to go meet some of my friends. despite my weariness from a long day i still decided to go meet them. even though common test is tmr but since those "friends" were studying and said they were waiting for me, therefore i decided to kill two birds with one stone. so i went home and get my books and get changed, argued with my parents quite a bit as i just got home and now leaving to meet my friends at 9 o clock, walked to effing east coast park and looked for effing number 15 bbq pit, walked around somemore and decided to call. WOW those friends have decided to go mcdonalds for a meal.

first of all, my phone rang 20 times when i got it fixed. those 20 rings were from different people wishing me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. how sweet of them. oh my god, my heart broke. NONE of them, YES NONE, were from you guys. YES MY PRIORITY. none of them were wishes from you guys. i had a voicemail from one of them at 11.43pm at 19 feb itself. not 18 feb. 19 feb. thats y i had to wonder WHY.

second, i got false hopes thinking that "wow! i actually had friends waiting for my return at east coast." delightfully yet painfully rejected the moment i got there.
me:eh where you guys?
.: dont tell you le. eh why you not at home studying? go study la
me:quick la. where you all now
.:we in east coast. why you not at home studying?
me:aiya i also in east coast alrdy. how come you all not at pit 15.
.: huh we at mcdonalds
me: why you all in mcdonalds?? i thought you all studying at piy 15?
.: no we go alrdy.
me: huh? but ****** say you all waiting for me in pit 15 while studying. and i go find you all now in mcdonalds to study also the same what.
.: huh nola. we eat in mcdonalds then go home alrdy. aiya you go home study la.
me: ok then i go home alrdy
.: ya ok bye bye

FUCK. firstly you guys called me saying you all waiting for me in pit 15 while studying as my void deck too small to hold you guys. next i rushed there and i get the feeling of "why the hell is he like chasing me off? keep telling me to go home when they said they were waiting for me to reach singapore? if you had the good intention of wanting me to study in the first place at home because of common test, why firstly you call me to say you guys waiting for me, secondly when aware that im coming to meet you guys, you guys go over mcdonalds when i was going over that very minute. thirdly, not apologising yet telling me to go straight home when i have reached. im not a effing robot ok. im tired YET i came to meet you all. then my birthday also not a single message from you all. even darren was going crazy about rushing to indonesia to celebrate my birthday. you guys cant even drop a message. referring to MANY of you guys coz none of you ALL did. you ALL did not. the whole cohort of you.

I ALSO HAVEN HAD MY EFFING DINNER AND I WENT TO MEET YOU ALL. happy go mcdonalds and have your own meal. fuck. tired and depressed. more i think about it, the more i feel like crying. im surprised i have not. i doubt i will. coz all that happened was just me making a mistake. me making a mistake of caring so much about you guys.

if this blog entry has caused myself a birthday celebration to be put to risk, i dont care. you guys celebrate my birthday well and fun every year. it is postponed this year as im away in indonesia. so if this entry has caused some distance between you guys and i, so be it. coz im too depressed to say or worry other stuff now, much less study for social studies test tmr. im just gonna sleep and fail coz i dont care. because you guys, ONCE AGAIN disappointed me greatly. yes thats me, emotional rachel. once again being depressed because her friends have let her down once again. when will she start getting depressed over something else? i wonder.

babble

2007-02-17T21:16:00.000+08:00

a group of climbers were on an expedition. an expedition to climb mount everest.
they worked very hard, perspired alot, had injuries but they continued to push themselves on to complete the expedition.
and when they were one step away from the peak, one of the climbers jumped off the mountain and died.
why?

haha should i say the answer out now? the effect wont be there if i say now lol.

IM SOOOO FULL LA. aftermath of a really good steamboat dinner that comprise of chicken, duck, yu sheng, abalone, and many many many more seafood. awesome stuff =))

anyway the answer is the climber got high.

HAHA.

anyway this i met up with melvin, chun tuan and serena and we had a mini part 1 birthday celebration for both chun and me. we ate at swensens and melvin asked the waiter what would we get if it happens to be our friend's birthday and the waiter said we would get a free birthday cake. and so aafter our meal, we had a surprise birthday cake, courtesy of swensens! haha so chun and me happily ate it up along with the other two pigs la.

then chun, mel and me went to katong to play lan. i was surprised that i could still play a little o2jam at hard level. i am of a higher level than chun but that stupid pianist thrashed me in all songs. CHEATER. then we lost in 2 dota matches against these other people which was pretty lame but haha nvm. i have not played a proper game of dota since last december.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUN TUAN! =)

thx people for a lovely today =D

the week had its up and downs for me. valentine's was lovely. the day before valentine's i went out with dear mann and we shopped for valentine's day stuff. and then i went home and had a bath before receiving a call from shearen that she was in parkway so i decided to join her with donna and jo. i created really idiotic moments for those three that they got pretty irritated as its been so long someone amongst them behaved so silly. and i got them on-the-spot chocolates as valentine's gifts so they better be happy.

valentine's i got a big lollipop from jason. haha i doubt i will eat as past experiences had me tortured as my tongue got so tired from licking that i always forget to eat it again after putting it back in the fridge. also got alot of other stuff. boon's strawberry chocolate was really tempting as she made it herself and i really wanted to try it. but i forgot all about it that when i left my bag of goodies on the table for hours, ants were crawling around the strawberry and i had to throw it away =(

haha anyways i met up with darren in parkway before going to suntec to meet de rong. they gave me roses much to my delight but then it was short-lived as the roses died yesterday. SORRY BOYS. i tried my best. haha i guess u guys will only find out after reading this post. then we went to carl's jr. (yes, that place for valentine's) after spending a gazillion years walking around and trying to decide what to eat. initially we walked into country manna and drank a glass of water each but the set dinners were 30++ so we decided to go off. it was such an embarrassing moment and de rong did the explanation to the waitress while darren and i ran off first hahaha

carl's jr was crazy la. we did alot stupid stuff with our leftover food. definitely there will be leftovers. carl's jr. le! then came the most disgusting moment in BlingedOut history. gosh, a stake of 6 dollars for darren if he drinks a cup of ice lemon tea with SAMBAL CHILLI SAUCE, MAYONAISE, SALSA VEGETABLES SAUCE, LOTS OF SALT AND PEPPER, a little cabbage with mayo and THE BUN AND THE PATTY OF MY BURGER. he either drinks the damn gross looking drink which makes me puke at the smell of it or eats the bun or patty that has been soaked with the drink. either ways, i feel like puking at the thought of that.

while we were walking off with the disgusting concoction as darren was afraid he would puke, i bummed into imee and the rest of the tk people at cafe cartel. haha it was great seeing them and im sure they were having a good time. haha of coz i could not let abigail off that easily after seeing her for so long.

me: eh since when your hair so long?
*donna gives a shocked face
abigail: ya its that long what. if not short ah? so long already still short like you
me: ya maybe so. oh abigail. so long already your boobs actually have gone flatter ah.
*all go ha ha ha

anyways darren ate the patty but to my shock. he said it was damn sour and had a really had time chewing it down. i was so close to vomitting coz i think it was really gross. of coz i will hand him the 3 dollars as promised coz it was great entertainment however i had no money so i will pay him another day haha. good job darren! then beverly joine us at topman while shopping for darren's stuff and we had a good talk at the esplanade, talking about past loves. and jeremy joined us. haha so we proceeded to fullerton hotel and had a drink and ate the cake bev brought to celebrate valentines. thx bev! awesome night as i reached home at 2am and was scolded by my mum and she said i will get it from her if i dont wake up in time for school. haha so i HAD to go.

and so i was really tired in school. but guess what, i spent the whole day standing outside the staff room. during a maths period, i made a silly mistake by going "ezekiel, whats for literature common test?" across the classroom and that pretty much infuriated ms goh as i was being rude so i had to stand outside the staff room from 9.30am to the end of school.

i know i was wrong that isnt that too harsh of a punishment? its quite crazy as my other subjects will get affected by this incident. i missed like 3 periods of other subject lessons and recess and subjected to many teacher's questioning. every single teacher that walked passed me asked me what happened and there were like 30 over walking past me that day. i was also not allowed to do anything productive while standing so i felt really useless as i was literally standing around and doing nothing. but of coz i wont allow my fate to go that way so i read my history book when ms goh was in class and kept it when she was coming. anyway the purpose was for me to reflect and i alrdy had realised my fault so i didnt see any wrong in reading my history book.

then mr shah was chatting with me as i was "reflecting" and he made me laugh so hard that i cried. mr angulia was walking past and he went like

mr shah: so rachel. you must always listen in mr angulia's class ok.
mr angulia: she's not even in my class! haha wanna action bede only
mr shah: damn it.

then many teachers said many stuff to me la..

ms ong: rachel.. you are a peer leader you know. and leader of many other things. you must learn how to watch your words. avoid all this things ok.

....

mr chong: aiyo. avoid all this unnecessary trouble la. all this not good. you need to study for your exams.

....

mrs lai: come i give you a hug.

....

mr yong: you being punished ah? by who?
me: ms goh
mr yong: HAHA.

....

mr zainie: how come you are punished? oh no.. try to keep it down. you are a leader so avoid all this things. im surprised.. it must be one of those days where unfortunate things happen. try not to do it again ok.

....

mrs lee: what happened?
me: i was being disrespectful in class as i asked about literature across the room during a maths class
mrs lee: ... too bad.

....

ms heng: girl you ok? later i talk to you ok. *pats my head
me: i need a hug..
*ms heng gives me a really warm hug that i almost cry after staying strong for the whole day.

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mr azwan: what you doing here for?
me: haha punished.
mr aazwana: you getting punished? for what? punished for blinking your eye ah

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mr su: hey you are here. thats rare..

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mr angulia: eh you are still here!

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mr i-dunno-who: you speak so well.. try to learn from your mistakes and be careful ok. im sure you didnt mean it so avoid doing so again.

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haha and many many more. but this experience allowed me to see many things. as how the teachers behave. coz apparently.. the teachers do gossip alot. it was quite a big hoo-ha to them in the staff room to see me stand for one whole day and as news spread from one person to another, the story got worst that it becamae "rachel was very disrespectful as she was shouting across the room, disregards the presence of any teacher." ANY TEACHER. zz whatever la. say what you teachers want. you guys are humans anyway. natural for u guys to bitch while trying to teach people about morals. one of them WHOM I WONT NAME wanted to strip me off my emcee role for CNY concert on friday as my actual punishment which is ridiculous as an incident like that got blown up to a point like as though i was smoking in class and shouting vulgarities. what i did was bad in a way but i think i have gotten a really harsh punishment by standing for so long outside staff room and he thinks thats not good of a punishment? 9.30am to 2pm ok. doing NOTHING. you go stand for yourself la. still wanna strip me off my emcee role.

thank god for some teachers who pleaded for my case if not i really would missed another opportunity. once again, i know i was wrong in what i did in class to ms goh. and im not denying it one bit as it was indeed rude of me to ask across the room. but still? think about it la. make me miss my lessons and standing while doing nothing? and still not make me emcee for the concert? walau. to that teacher who wanted that punishment to be added, i lost all respect for you already. i could tell from your face that day you were having a rough day but venting it on me is just stupid.

zz forgetit. anyways CNY concert was pretty much a success. i screwed up a bit in the introduction coz i forgot my lines pretty fast. i wasnt nervous or scared or anything but i was more of.. speechless as i really DONT DO SCRIPTS. i always use my own stuff but apparently that day i focused too much on my script that i made a few blunders

the scripts says: today we have exciting and riveting performances by various performing arts groups lined up for you to enjoy for the next two hours.

what i said on stage: today we have riveting and exciting performances by various performing groups for you to enjoy......today!

stupid la. hahaha.

but i had fun. mr chong is a wonderful and caring teacher. he should get ready for a teacher's day gift. after the concert i met up with 4e1 as we were all going to gino's house for our 4e1 bbq and grace, mrs lai, serena, elizabeth, hanis and i brought our bikinis for tanning. but serena and elize joined us at the later part so the four of us went crazy first.

XINYI EVEN THOUGH YOU COULDN'T COME, OUR HEARTS WERE STILL WITH YOU =)

gino is an awesome but forgetful host. his very caring towards his guests although his quite forgetful as to what to get. stupid boy. oh ya and i heard him running back into the house after seeing us in bikinis going

WESLEY GO OUTSIDE SEE THE GIRLS. MRS LAI VERY SEXY

haha that stupid boy.

had alot of funny moments during the 4e1 bbq. during the afternoon we were tanning and all. ordered canadian pizza. had a fun time talking to fiona and the rest. then gino's younger siblings myra and figo came home and i had a great time trying to talk to them. they are soooo adorable! especially figo.

elize: figo whats your brother's name?
figo: my brother name is figo..

and myra was like : waa you all so sexy. wear bikini.
me and elize: haha
myra: i also have bikini.
we went haha even more.

then myra had swimming lessons. A PERSONAL COACH OK WHEN SHE'S ONLY FOUR. so freaking rich. and figo was wadling in the pool. only fadhli could communicate with figo as his intelligence matches the size of a two year old too. figo just makes my heart melt. his so adorable.

me: figo can you be my boyfriend?
*figo looks away
myra: cannot. figo too young.. can i be your girlfriend?
me: cannot. its wrong.

hahaha. then figo's behaviour just keep making me melt as his sooooooooo adorable. ezekiel and i were thinking of keeping him in our bags and bring him home. then i screamed for serena to take a photo of me and figo and when i entered going "figo! take a photo with me!" HE RAN OUT CRYING LA. i was soooooooooo affected by it. sooooooooooo emotional. i sat in the pool being really really sad as i watched figo cry. kiat huei they all were like laughing but also consoling me not to be so sad. but i alrdy was as i sat stoned in the pool, guilty that i scared figo. but fadhli and gino made him happy again by doing some stunts into the pool. then ezekiel was like "figo go kiss jie jie. go go. go kiss jie jie." i was still emotional about it so i just sat going emo. then figo walked slowly towards me.

he reached out his hand, like wanting to pull me out the pool. i sat there really shocked and was like "figo? really? you not scared of me?"
then i held his hand and stood up and he gave me a kiss on the cheeks.
it was such a touching moment. just so beautiful. everyone was like " aww.. "
and figo went to his maid for a shower.
i sat there still stumped over what has happened and got so overwhelmed, i cried.
i was so touched by that little boy's action as earlier on i scared him and i got really sad that i have. and then he came to me, reaching out his hand and gave me a kiss. my god.. i had to cry.

i love kids la. the most wonderful thing God can ever give. thats why i hate to see people in the world actually mistreating them as they are so innocent. so innocent. haha and that was the highlight of my life. figo giving me a kiss. =) how angelic that was.

and then the stupid thing happened. i was walking to grace after some time, and i fell into the drain by the swimming fool. F*** was the worst word that came across my mind when i plunged into the drain. my shin was punctured. against the drain. against my old wound.
it hurt so bad that as hard as i try to hold back the pain my gritting my teeth as tight as possible, tears just keep flowing out lovely and caring people came to attend to me. hanis, gino, ezekiel, elizabeth, michelle, fiona, maria and others were really caring and serena suggested all of them to scream along with me when the ice was pressed against my wound.

but i tried to bear the pain la so went on with the bbq. i kept rejecting elizabeth's offer to wash my wound as i felt that it was needless. i eventually got it washed as maria, fiona and elizabeth was nagging up to my throat to get i washed but to my really really shocked surprise, it felt so much better i went to play soccer with the guys! haha. then during the match jasper's leg kicked into my shin DAMN HARD that i knelt in agony but forgot about it immediately when the ball came rolling to me again. soccer makes you forget everything. kiat huei was like " rachel sit out the match! " and i told her not to worry.

after the match, most of the teachers came already. mrs lai, mr shah, mr angulia, mrs hua and mrs lee reached already. and we were all waiting for ms tan to come to start the yu sheng celebration. haha alot of funny moments as we started the fire at 4.30, but we couldnt get a single flame going at 7.30. mrs lee had to come in do the job and she has done really well. we couldnt have done it without her. mr shah and angulia left at 8.45 and the guys pushed both of them down the pool first before allowing them to leave.

ya it was fun. =) and i will start talking to fiona, maria, michelle, giat kuei and yeon ju more now. because i never knew they were such funny people. last time they were like -nerds-. just plain nerds. and boring. now they are stupid people who are willing to do stupid stuff. yeon ju HAHAHA has been changed by me as she sat next to me during a maths and i keep disturbing her. i keep teasing michelle about her ambition to be a model and maria, for just being a maid. HAHA joke. and kiat huei for looking so much like johnathan leong and fiona being paired up with keith by me. they are so funny and it has been proven on the night everyone had to draw lots to do stupid stuff.

the boys of 4e1 are pathetic. serious. they are really immature. the girls are so much more daring. even fiona they all did whatever stunts laid out. i had so much fun. yeon ju picked out "pour a cup of syrup on yourself". and she agreed to le! omg without much hesitation. walau i was so shocked la. so i poured the orange syrup over her head even though she was dry and all. I LOVE YOU YEONJU. then michelle had to make a love confession and she picked the worst one by going "fadhli i like you" and we all roared with laughter. elize had to "drink something MADE" and i made the worst orange syrup drink ever as i put two spoonful of oil and one spoon of the satay sauce inside along with chunks of butter all mixed and elize drank a spoonful. it was gross but she got my respect for doing it without any violent protest.

fiona ate a marshmallow with fried rice, bee hoon, butter, satay sauce grossly mixed together in one big spoon and she held it in. maria was lousy as she was suppose to "catwalk round the swimming pool" yet ended up WALKING around it. idiot. kiat huei and i just got away with everything as we both picked out "ORANGES!" so that means we got to eat oranges. hahaha so lucky. you girls are awesome and you got my respect. look forward to having more fun with you guys ok! =)

well i have blogged too much. theres alot of hw to do although im gonna be in indonesia doing alot of visitation. God be with me to escape the wrath of teachers who are out to get me.

then again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

tag replies:

to xinyi: haha congrats for being first!

to darren: lamer la you

to shawn: hello!

to mann: haha happy chinese new year!

to xinyi: dont announce it to the world la!

to shawn: eh im only sec 4 this year. happy chinese new year!

to nana: ok i dont mind. daniel wu is hotter than ronaldo hahaha

to xinyi: happy v day and chinese new year! leave ur hands off my daniel haha

to darren: yes u are lame.

to imee: his such a ladies' man

daniel

2007-02-13T22:55:00.000+08:00

daniel wu. tmr's valentine's.

be MINE LA

2007-02-10T22:52:00.000+08:00

"mummy im hungry.." the girl said to her mother with a grumbling stomach.
"ask the maid to cook for you la," replied the mother while they were in the kitchen.
the girl then went to the toilet and relieved herself.

she came out and saw her mother frying some rice, with the intention of making fried rice.
"who you cooking for?" the girl asked.
"your gor gor is hungry," you're brother is hungry, replied the mother as she beated the eggs.
the girl then walked away, filled with disappointment.

yea. mum treats me like that now.

i should stop crying over my mum. even if she insists on having an argument with me. i need to hold on

well anyways i decided to blog today as many of my friends have been complaining that my blog entries are very accumulative so the entries are very long whenever i post and it gets really hard for them to read. haha well friday was a great day. i had so much fun coz its the first time this year we all hang out after school so i was looking forward to it.

initial plans were to catch a movie. then as i was hanging out with very random people, the idea immediately shifted to something else like settlers cafe. anad while we were in the bus the idea switched to thai express in siglap. then back to settlers cafe. so when we reach katong, we were standing around at the bus stop wondering once again where to go. jason as usual was a pig by going " eh will you STOP TALKING AND DECIDE WHERE TO GO NEXT??" and then after 3 seconds of silence, he will come up with a new topic to digress. such a pig ahaha.

then in the end we had a high tea buffet at this thai restaurant in parkway next to mini toons. it was pretty cheap, $7.80 for students. we ate alot. it was pretty good for its price. we stayed there all the way till 5.30pm and had alot of laughs. i was the "judge" for the red ruby dessert contest which serena, jason, melvin and chun tuan took part in. haha serena's first attempt tasted very bland as she didnt add the sugar syrup so all there was was coconut milk. but it improved alot at her second attempt. melvin and chun's were alright but their ice shavings were a lil coarse. jason's one ah.. WAS THE WORSE. his bowl was like bloodied la. it not only contained alot of red ruby and all, he added sugar syrup AND rose syrup that was meant for ice kachang as he wanted to use it as colouring! walau i almost spat it out.

FAIL. haha oh ya and i learnt something new that day. that TAF was a better way of catergorising those in need to be trim and fit compared to calling them FAT. haha TAF is the inverted way of the word FAT. sorry im slow and i only realised it now. but i never stopped laughing after hearing it.. anyways back to the buffet. due to melvin' ridiculously high sensitivity towards serena and her every ways, jason and i had a good laugh at his wacky paranoia.

melvin sits down next to serena and places his plate of tunghun on the table.
jason and i were just stoning right opposite looking at them
melvin takes serena's chopstick
"yours ah? i use ah."
serena nodded her head a little. anyways it meant ok
melvin then went " don't want to use. its dirty " with a smirk on his face that he said it cause serena used it therefore it was dirty. and he pushed himself off the couch
"then don't use la" serena retorted nicely
melvin stood up and goes "EH WHATS YOUR PROBLEM"

jason and i looked at it with much annoyance and goes "YOU THEN WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM LA MELVIN."

haha we laughed like mad at his madness and keep teasing about it. that day was of so much fun. chun went home and we 4 ended up downstairs my house chatting our way through the night. we seriously talked alot and were negotiating how many secrets must serena and i tell the two of them in order to get the secret of who does jason like. the whole night was just crazy and we had a good dinner in the coffeeshop. it was late so they decided to go home and i went off to meet de rong and jeremy. had some laughs before heading home as rong rong gotta be home. small boy..

yea. today was alright. i brought kenneth to church and everyone was very sweet to him. thx vanessa for babysitting him. =) oh ya.. the cat died. as in the 3 kittens. they died on the ceiling. something i was so expecting of. the stench was unbearable but i doubt its going to be removed anytime soon. gross. well cell was stupid in a good way and i had frustrating moments with my mum after that and i cant be bothered to blog about it.

well o'level results are out. i was so excited. now i feel equally sad as those who didnt do so well. but it has however encouraged me greatly to do well for my own paper this year to avoid the disappointment and regret i have seen so far from my friends. dont be discouraged my friends! im sure there will be light at the end of the tunnel for you guys! hang on there! and to those who have done really surprising well, (tim john had 12 OMG. leona, kester and elliot i think had 11! leon had 10. good job church!) congrats! well life goes on and i hope you guys will always be doing great and i wish all the best for you guys. love you all

tag replies:

to shireen: hahaha ya i alrdy kept my fingers crossed for you. dont be disappointed over your results k. you've done your best tuition girl. =)

to darren: thx.

to other senior: not bad.. you found out your own identify real quick. haha i love you so be happy ok.

to xinyi: haha here you go!

sheesh

2007-02-08T18:56:00.000+08:00

weiling, i f-king miss you like hell. thing is, you didnt exactly treat me very nice after our "fallout". but you are still very much in my life coz u were such a rare friend. and i blame myself for the fallout and now. sheesh i haven seen you like 2 years and we are leading our own lives still. me in singapore and you in thailand. sheesh i hope theres a chance for us to meet again. once again, i just got flashbacks on all the awesome times we had. if you see this, bear in my mind that you are still in my mind. the one great friend i had. one great f-king fun friend.

hmm i have not blogged for days once again. lol..

i went to shireen's blog and she wrote really nice stuff about missing netball and all. what was depressing was i WASNT IN IT. haha honestly speaking i was disappointed la but i didnt thought much of it. i just sent her a msg "scolding" her but all in a joking manner. the poor girl thought i was angry and msg me the next day with a apology and a list of things on all i had done for/to her that she also misses me alot. i laughed like siao when i read the msg as she was really panicky about it and also had blogged to say sorry to me. its just an "honest mistake" that she forgot to write my name.

my dear shireen, yes we known each other "long" and well. haha you stupid ramly burger. you are the senior i never had, the one that always never fails to make me laugh. and you know that you and the rest of the seniors mean a great deal to me so im glad that you sincerely feel happy at my presence too. haha i was just joking but im glad that this incident allowed me to know what you feel and at the same time feel happy and strong too for this tightly bonded team where i can always be proud to say "i love my seniors". i do not like want it to be a case of "i love my seniors but.. we have problems with one another" therefore TRYPHOZA CHAN I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TOO.

haha whatever it is, shireen i "forgive" you and haha i really pray that you will always be having that great smile on your face coz you are really one of the best minahs i ever met. HAHA. joking. and so my fingers are crossed for your results tmr!

to my other senior, i told you before you have always been my role model. it breaks my heart to see you cry. it takes tons and tons of strength to break a strong woman like you down and it must be really difficult for you now. i just want you to know that whatever it is, the rest and i will always be there for you to make you laugh whenever you want and i hope i never have the chance again to see you cry coz your eyes are meant to light someone's life up and not for tears. you've been great and i just wanna let you know you are greatly loved by me and im sure many others too. pull it through ok?

to my family/mother, i cant bring myself to talk to you guys anymore. mum you break my heart every single time you speak. i love you very much because you always show me your love through your actions and im able to interpret them very well. but there are too many instance where you had to just be "over-loving" and say things purposely to hurt me, so that i may learn. but i dont want that. i dont want those words out of your mouth. you love me through your actions but seem to detest me with your words. and its always the words that pierce my fragile heart.

mummy, you once in a while will cook the family's favourite herbal chicken which is stuffed with cashew nuts and stuff and steamed for long hours so that the chicken would be tender and all. each time you put it on the table, we all would excitedly reach out and fight for the most valuable part of the chicken. the drumstick. you never fail to put one on my plate. i have a granddad, dad, two bro and a sis. so theres 7 people for two drumstick. always daddy and i get one. and i always love you mummy for a small incident like that.

so plz dont ruin that image everytime you scold me. that night which you caned me was one painful night. i had to endure you sarcasms and ventings as i was too tired to argue because you were stubborn and putting words in my mouth and would not listen to my explanation at all. you hit me so hard that i lost all my love for you. i cried to myself, grit my teeth, unwilling to make any noise of pain as you hit me. because what was more painful was that you werent the mother i loved, the one that i always picture of. that night, you were like a monster.

dont blame me for not talking to you mum. deep down i love you. and i know i will have to talk to you eventually. but.. not now mum. not now. coz i need to pick up the pieces where you last broke..

to the brother and sister i once loved very much, you three just changed with time and i no longer feel attached to you all. we are all individuals now and have our own lifestyles now that its weird to even talk to one another now. why cant we make things better? why must it always be so practical between us. i hate the state we are in but.. i also dont have the courage to change it coz it has been a long time..

to darren and de rong, thank you so much. =) you make me feel like a very close family and sister. i love you two very much and you guys have brightened up my life very very much and you two know it. haha you two really made my life alot sweeter and nicer to go through now. thx for always flowing me money unconditionally and generously without qualms each time i do not have. thx for being unselfish towards everyone and helping in whatever way you guys can for me. thx for always being there for me, through my matches and through my life and problems.

thx for washing up the dishes that night after a night of movies where i was just too tired to help you guys out and dozed off at the couch. thx for letting me have the bed which you guys slept on the couch or floor. thx for respecting my every decision and always giving me priority in whatever i want. you two are perfect gentlemen and im sure whoever you end up with, the girl must be truly blessed as my two great friends are simply heavenly. love you two always.

lol the other night where i led you guys through orchard towers was hilarious! those transvestite just made me laugh so much as the horrified look on you two faces just crack me up tremendously. remember the one with bulging boobs that her/his nipples could be seen? lol

the same night at regents hotel was awesome too. the hotel bar was great and the jazz music was awesome. the atmosphere was just superb and i never felt some comfortable in my life before. it was a wonderful place and the best chilling one i ever had gone. the house wine was bad though, Black Label. its so.. not to my liking. the choc martini was strong but i like while darren's Swing was good too but the vodka aint that strong. haha what to do when we are broke.

then it was really late and i had to cab home but the problem is, i do not wish to spend more than seven on cab fare. haha something im really confident about that i will most definitely be capable of getting. POWERS OF BEING A GIRL. THE ADVANTAGES OF BEING ONE. i told darren to do it for me first coz i was lazy and he hailed like 4 cabs and all turned it down saying its too cheap. haha so i decided to step forward and do the talking. true enough, my first try along with a bit of "sound sweet" voice got me such a cab that was willing to take me home for seven bucks.

"uncle sorry to bother you but theres no bus around now and i only have seven dollars with me. you thinks its possible to take me to Marine Parade with that amount?"
"your two boyfriends there no money ah?"
"no uncle. we three can only fork out seven."
"... seven ah? ok then"

haha the boys faces were stunned la. the trip most probably cost twenty bucks so i was really satisfied getting it at seven. anyways moving on, the netball season is pretty much over for me. im not gonna be play for the netball challenge league as im suppose to be stepping down alrdy so i guess i just had my last touch of a competitive game i will ever have again. =) after 7 worthy years, its time to take a break. good job rachel..

teamsek secondary netball team's jacqueline aka GD, trash talk you another time at any given opportunity ok, haha im rachel and i will never bite my tongue to say something.

like today. xiangluan and i were ordering chocolate ice blended from the cafe and this guy called Hafiz was really loud and rowdy. kept talking and yelling to his friends as he made our drink. i got irritated by it but i didt give much thought. i looked at the colour of our drink and i knew it was not gonna be good alrdy coz it looked really diluted. we waited long for our order and when it finally came, it sucked big time coz it was indeed diluted. me, along with yvonne, randy, erwin and xiangluan were unhappy over the drink. and they keep grumbling about it. randy was damn act about it seriously. he was like " walau! so diluted how to drink! go refund la!" and swing his hands about. then when we walk there he just stood behind us like waiting for something to happen. so i was like "zzz.."

so i just went over to the counter and asked for an explanation or a possible change for a better one. the girl looked at me innocently and pointed to Hafiz as his the one who made the drink. then Hafiz looked at us and walk off. i was jus pissed at that attitude but i didnt wanna blow the matter up as elizabeth alrdy tell me not to pursue it but the thing was i didnt exactly mind what was going on. its because xiangluan they all keep talking about it and were pissed so i decided to do something about it to make them satisfied if not it will always be bugging them. but none of them were gonna make the first move of coz

so i stopped when elize told me too so i walked off with xiangluan and we all throw our drinks. but xiangluan was still talking about Hafiz's lousy attitude and i could hear randy they all still talking about it as i walk off so i stopped in my tracks and asked if xiangluan wants to do anything about it. coz i dont want her to keep thinking about such lousy service and affect her day so i decided to walk back and seek an apology from that guy. yes, randy talk like his gonna beat the guy up but.. lol?

Hafiz was no longer high and mighty like he looked earlier on. he was pretty much afraid when i spoke to him and he kinda argued alot but i was putting on a very stern front and tell him that he was giving really bad service and should never behave like that again. but haha no worries i didnt frighten the guy coz i said "hey we are cool ok? we are cool. just dont ever do it again. walking off like that." and i was like "and now for a situation and time like this, whats the most appropriate thing to say now?" and he was like "what, you all want a refund or.." and i interrupted saying " no thats not what we want. the point is what should be said now after all this has happened?" and he was like " im sorry."

then i looked to yvonne and xiangluan and asked if thats good enough and they nodded their head so i guess they wont be bothered over it anymore alrdy. anyways my neighbour aka Mr Zaldy hasnt been to school for two days and it seems like 3 periods of physics have been missed for 4e1 and thats terrible i supppose. jia you 4e1! today was a very united day for 4e1. pe was of great fun as quite a number of us came because we were gonna play soccer! had so much fun and grace, hanis , xinyi and esp serena were screaming their way thru. good job girls anyway!

my team lost and had to do ten push-ups and such love from grace and the rest insited that we all share the punishment, in the end the whole 4e1 girls did 5 push ups each only. love you girls. then for the first time, the whole class of 4e1 decided to delay ms Goh lesson ten minutes by "hiding" in the lockers. what a hilarious moment. and as a class, we walked to her homeroom in single file according to register number. the classes that we past by were like " what are they doing.. "

its my last year alrdy and i will be going towards another level of my life soon so im trying to cherish every single moment i have in school. great moments and i just wish time will just stay as it is. take care all =)

tag replies:

to LOL: i love you too.

to darren: haha stop being lame in my blog

to R: you are rico right. zz

to ZHAO: haha you sound so lame in my blog! lol no worries. i love you very much little twin sister and your senior can pull through anything

to try: LOL. hahahahaha you are right. look4rach9@hotmail.com

to xinyi: love you too siao cha bo

to serena: go blog la

to darren : yes im alright dear.

to shireen: haha die girl! joking.. the show rocks la

clarification

2007-01-30T20:54:00.000+08:00

lol lots have happened. time to clarify

tag replies! :

to tryphoza: hey girl.. ya thx for the "encouragement" after proclaiming you rock. HAHA ya you guys do. hey thx for helping out in the shireen thing. the "SURPRISE BIRTHDAY" thing. haha its good to receive messages from u once awhile. hope to see you in 3 years then =) haha ya i dont have u on msn LOL. irony.

to m-chelle: go away girl. u broke my heart today in chinese lesson. LEAVE ME BE~ hahaha

to marr: ya still hanging on!

to darren: you monkey! haha

to mann: yea we fixed it on the 16th right? eh sorry but may change again coz i think i have plans on that day. will let u know okays. love u girl! thx for your concern

to syafiqah: i alrdy tagged your board saying that i can still remember vividly what you said so if u insist u did not so we leave it as it is. whatever it is i hope things are settled soon so we can move on. u are having a rough time in your blog too so whatever it is, take care.

to imee: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA coz there is the word nigger inside? lol.

to darren: forget about it darren.. thx though =)

to LOL: .. LOL. dont be so mean

to jason: thx for your concern too.. but why u talking like a gay boy? hahaha "mi". but dont worry. i try to settle it myself

to R: hello! haha welcome to my blog. sorry that u have to witness all these but u know life better than i do. haha see ya

to darren: hahahahahahaha TOO BAD.

thx for your concerns. really really greatly appreciate. i received some nice messages too that comforted my soul greatly after having such a rough time

imee messaged me something to show support in me with the netballers but i cant write it out. so i replied this

me:.. thx imee.:) really. at this point of time, im really in need of support for my actions. Thank you for making me feel supported. Take care dear.

then then on sunday after service, darren, jovin and i indulged in lan gaming and chicken rice at katong shopping centre with meeting de rong and others at plaza sing. we played alot in the arcade and me and darren had the time of our lives playing this "shoot spiders and bats" game where i screamed like siao each time i got injured. hahahaha

then we watched this show called Pan's Labyrinth. i never heard of the show before so i was rather "hmm" about it. haha but de rong was persistent about it and said it won some best foreign movie award and all therefore i decided to watch it over blood diamond as i trusted his taste that much. it was nc16 so only me and jovin didnt qualify. haha but we had the looks so we got in still. anyways we were hanging out with people alot older! suvie,sheena,jeremy,darren,jason and de rong. haha good enough.

the show.. how was it? .. WALAU ITS AWESOME OK. i believe its going to be my movie of the year alrdy for this year's annual awards. serious.. ITS AWESOME. i teared at the last part.. its a really good show and i just love the special effects of the show. its so real and good. awesome. really worth spending any amount on. PLEASE CATCH IT IF YOU ARE WATCHING A MOVIE ANYTIME SOON. my word is on it, if its not good, come looking after me for a refund. its that good.

anyways it was pretty late so sheena sent me home on a cab along with the two brothers. i appreciated it greatly so when i messaged her with thanks, she replied

sheena: no worries dear.. you are having a rough week and tomorrow also will be for you. but dont forget.. you're rachel, a fighter.

it touched my heart so much that i felt a surge to fight on. coz sheena, thank you so much for always believing in me. =) you are one of the best things God has ever sent.

yea i received alot other stuff from different people showing their care and concern and i love every single one of u. really do. but whats hurting is.. the people im "closest to".. the ones i see every day.. they kinda dont seem to care. are we used to each other's comfort that we tend to neglect it alrdy? like what i said to michelle today.. "we all have established a friendship.. that it reached to such a level that every praise seems like sarcasm." haha coz we are so close to one another that we dont exactly mind what was said.. but i feel that.. we no longer express our care anymore too. is that the case? i wonder..

anyways i had a ball of a time watching Singapore vs Malaysia semi finals on tv. after cell, sheena and i decided to abandon the plan of going national stadium to catch the match as we believed its sold out. so me, sheena, darren, jem and jovin decided to watch it at their own house. haha as in the seng's house. we had our dinner.. THEN we went to cold storage to buy more stuff. Lays, Rice ball with Peanut and Sesame stuffings in them, japanese nuggets and a Whole Ready-Made Chicken. the best combination ever haha..

we cook them all during the match and had so much fun changing shifts. sheena was the awesome host of being in the kitchen the whole while cooking for us and making my favourite rice balls. then we ate the cooked food on the table like a really happy family. joel came and joined us while we glued on to more action from the match. me and darren screamed like a bunch of monkeys, unable to keep our cool when Lionel Lewis slipped the ball off his hands and into the net.

the whole match we were making alot of noise until the seng's mother came home and was like

"why are you playing in my house?"

and we nervously replied that we were not playing but watching soccer. hahahahaha me and darren was so scared, we kept quiet and giggling throughout. got one point we were standing out, pulling our hair for a wasted opportunity by Indra as we did not want to make anymore noise, the seng's mother spoke to sheena while in her room and me and darren immediately sat down like some guilty kids about to be scolded. haha we were that afraid! so fun..

anyways life is up and down now. miss goh is starting to get really proud of me. which im enjoying every moment and motivating myself to continue to make her proud. i love mrs lai alot and so does she. im still hugging her 5 mins every day haha. but mrs lee hates me. HAHA she keeps throwing sarcastic remarks at me. the whole class can vouch. so does mr yong at times lol

social studies period

mr yong: i have friends who are brash and loud too.. like rachel.
me: did he say my name?
mr yong: yea i said rachel.
me: ok..
mr yong: but they are always the first ones to get married
(whole class goes ohhhhhhh.. hahaha)
me: haha ok..
daniel: ....... jason!
(the whole class roars)
me: WHAT. HIS MY BEST FRIEND LA.
mr yong: thats always where everything starts.

oh ya im the emcee for chinese new year concert. DONT WORRY im the english one. haha i will die trying to be the mandarin emcee. xiangluan is gonna emcee with me on stage which would be a cute sight as we are gonna do really stupid stuff. we are really fighting against the case of cheongsams to be worn and haha. ya.. oh ya im house captain for sultan shoal again. im so happy and honoured to be in it again. apparently i left an impression as one last year so they want me to continue this year. and im glad my speech to sultan shoal members had inspired people and they came talking to me with really really nice comments. thank you so much sec1s. and sec2s and some sec3s. haha

i enjoyed "dinner" with jason, melvin and chun tuan. had alot of laughs, mostly out of borat and teachers with hilarious antics. oh ya the badminton boys are doing well in their e-zone as they are in the top 8 alrdy so i wish them all the best! as for my e-zone, i just pray for the best. even though we lost to tampiness, i believe we can fight on and perform more stunning performances that surprised all our opponents and in the end bringing glory to ourselves. =) lets work hard for tmr's springfield match!

and so my life goes on with alot of stuff to work on. i hope the inner conflicts in netball will be solved. i hope the love will between me and my close friends will surface once more and i hope my walk with God finally takes shape again coz im alwas walking off the path many times. thx for bringing me back.

ps. haha i did some stuff to my blog. BUT I DUNNO HOW TO RESIZE. noob. i spent two hours once just to resize a photo. became the butt of ALL jokes when boon and marr heard of it. de rong in the end did it for me in 2 mins. im THAT pathetic. you guys be good and take care!

netball post

2007-01-27T13:44:00.000+08:00

the NETBALL post.

im gonna talk alot about netball. this days my temper has been flaring alot coz im getting really annoyed by the fact that when i talk to people nicely, they like to disregard and either ignore it or reply me with a really bad tone. i know why coz im always the clown in their eyes that wouldnt mind what they were saying. you guys are taking advantage of my patience and the last straw has been pulled yty. im fucking annoyed with the way things are going.

my school life is great still coz im always fooling around with my friends with my char siew bao and muffin joke. i dont mind being a lamer as long as it puts smiles on people faces. but you girls, are getting too much. my classmates sometimes do it on me too, the attitude thing, thinking they can vent it on me and i express my frustrations very obvious. but i forgive them as they dont know me well. but u girls are people im seeing very often now due to netball commitments and if i dont settle it, you will see a total different side of me.

im not bitching about my netball girls now coz they are fun people. but maybe this fun has crossed the boundaries of respect and manners without realising. i try my best to keep my cool and not blow my top but i think its time to spare eileen from listening to my rants. she herself also got stuff to say about the team but i wont say it for her. actually there are more people who have something to say. im utterly disappointed about the way things have been going.

training
after running ten rounds round the court, i was first one to reach. then i sat down anad catch my breath

syafiqah: you all just started running?
me: yea.. i finished alrdy.
(boon and rest comes in)
syafiqah: what the hell sia. never wait for us. (referring to herself and nazreen) we always wait for you all then now never wait for us. next time dont wait for you all la! (storms off)

i just kept quiet and smiled to myself. what went through my head was "what? i reach first so i get the scolding? ridiculous behavior.." so i forgot about it

me: eh nazreen. is that your water? (pointing to a ice mountain bottle)
nazreen: (snatches the bottle away. yes, SNATCH. rolled her eyes. REALLY WIDE. uncapped the bottle with the most screwed up face you've ever seen and drink before slamming it on the table)
me: (stared in disbelief and disgust. i looked at boon to make sure its not just me seeing her behaving like that. boon returns with a puzzled look, affirming that she doesnt know whats wrong with nazreen. i waited for ten seconds to make sure she wasnt like joking or anything. but nazreen said nothing. and so..i said this)
me: fucker sia. what kind of fucker would do something like that. walau.. cannot believe it sia. got a fucking problem sia you. fucker (walks off)

that day, was the day i spilled vulgarities. it has been a long time since i last gotten so angry and used the f work in every sentence. im sorry to all that im accounted to as im not suppose to be behaving this way but.. im sorry. she was such a bitch.

whats ironic
doing ball drills

nazreen jumps past me and says : oh rachel! you can have my water alrdy
me: what? thats not the point. (totally thrown off in disgust by the change of behaviour)

end of training
i was tying my shoe lace

nazreen comes over and hugs me: oh rachel i love you. (and runs off)
me: she's sick. two sided.

the seniors and i alrdy had a problem with nazreen. she's evil one moment, rolling her eyes at every one she sees then when she sees we have a problem with that, she says she loves us all of a sudden. then the same cycle happens again. please la dont use the word love readily if u dont mean it. its discriminating.

before trainings
canteen

me: eh so bla bla bla bla (cant rmb what i said but i was asking something)
aisyah and hafizah just looks away
me: attitude sia..

look. i love this two girls coz they are great players and fun at times. but i cant take the sudden mood swings and it happened so many times that i dunno whats the shit going on. i feel really offended. they are all so jumpy when they are in good mood but so damn cold when in bad mood. whatever it is, plz respect the fact that im trying to talk to u guys and the least is reply. at least i tried bonding and u guys shouldnt not respect the person trying to talk to u all. but seriously speaking, the whole team haas a problem with that. except zhao and welly la.

eileen: i feel so lonely..
me: why?
eileen: everytime go for training always only me and you. last time got mariam they all around to play with. now so boring..
me: eh! im not human ah. lonely like im not around like that. haha stupid eileen. aiya our team is very clique-qy so confirm the two of us is not inside as we dont hang out with them alot what..
eileen: sighs.

see.. me and eileen has such talks. its like we go training just for the sake of the tournament. look im not saying we dont have our flaws. right after the netball selection for the team, people like wiwin, eileen and me got into the main seven and twelve rather than the ones that come for training. look im sorry ok but i wasnt the one who choosed the people. why blame us? its not our fault we are qualified for the team. IM NOT THE MOST DESERVING PERSON TO BE ON THE TEAM. I KNOW THAT. i tell my friends that too. i dont go training often and all. but, why did i still make it into the team? could it be im good? no. i think im average coz of the lack of training. could it be we are older so we are in as its our last year? no. welly is playing more than wiwin. or could it be that even though u guys went for training, you guys werent exactly training hard to improve on yourselves? im sorry but to me, thats the one with the highest possibility.

look, its seriously not in our hands on the selection and things going on k. so STOP BLAMING US THAT WE ARE INSIDE. give us attitudes and critics on every single mistake we have made. ask the teachers or something. blame everyone else on what has happened and how unfair it is to you. im damn sorry about it ok. but at the same time ask yourself. why arent you chosen? there must be a reason why they chose us instead of u guys.

seriously, im damn thankful for having a chance to be on the team. coz i seriously dont think i deserve it but i have proven myself enough to show i want to be in it. each time when i train, i try my best to catch up on what i missed out. learned what does coach exactly want out of me. try to adapt to aisyah and zhao ying's playing. i love netball. i love playing with people. the girls in the main 7 are talented people and i really love to play with them. i feel contented just to play netball.

but you guys from what i see, come for training just for the sake of it. alway running after guys that walk past. do unnecessary screams and shouts. i dont have a problem with that actually. coz we are girls and maybe its in our nature. but as long as you got focus the moment you train, i doubt there would be a problem in your growth as a netballer. so what went wrong? how the hell would i know. so dont blame people. and even call coach a chi bai. coz she has her reasons. and she mentioned before that yours was cause of your lousy attitude.

now, why dont i come for training since i love netball. i love to play with people bla bla. it seems ironic right? maybe its because i dont feel part of the team anymore. last year i went for every training. at least most of it. coz i felt really part of the team. boon also. i would enjoy playing netball so much that i pangseh my friends just to be with my seniors and all. my b div last year was so bonded that i cried at my last match coz it seems like the end of this phamilia. maybe why this year's b div, me and eileen dont feel a part of the team might be cause everything is too late to be amended.

me and eileen are the only seniors left. the rest are all sec threes and twos. we tried talking to u guys but sometimes it ends up in vain. you guys are good and comfortable with what you alrdy are so no use breaking it out. i understand that. maybe last year, the b div and c div have bonded within themselves respectively that its quite hard to break. im sorry ok but im trying now. actually i tried last year too. but nvm..

basicly what im trying to say is that i dont feel motivated to go training. but feel ousted sometimes to go for it. after the team selection i walked to nadiah and hafizah and seeked their most honest opinion about it. i asked if they were alright with it coz i totally know three of us dont exactly go for training. and eileen made captain is also a question mark on people's heads. they said they didnt care as theres a reason for the teachers to choose. so i guess its cleared.

back to trainings. the attitude of the people pissing me off. i head alot of discontentment by three such people on the selection and all but i dont intend to address the problem. coz they are just interested on gossiping and backstabbing people. i dont care. then theres this nasha who keeps running after the boys, wasting lots of time in her antics for attention during games and all. which were getting pretty much on everyone's nerves. and then when it comes to the number game

me: (accidentally hits the ball of nasha hands) eh sorry sorry haha
nasha: walau. what sia. what what what (like some wannabe tyrant)
me: (couldnt take her behaviour and thrust my chest against hers to intimidate her) WHAT WHAT WHAT.

then she shut up and we all continued playing. the thing is..stop it la.. im sick of all this crap. why cant we just play properly? stop wasting time. so pissed coz i felt like killing someone. the whole day's drama was getting on my nerves so much and when we had to use the "black or white game" to decide on which 7 vs 7, i had displayed my anger once again. sia la that day was when rachel breaks her silence.

oh ya be ya some. (no 7vs 7)
oh ya be ya some ( still dont have)
oh ya be ya some
oh ya be ya some
oh ya be ya some

it was going nowhere. and i saw a pattern.. nadiah, hafizah and aisyah came out together, all the same, black white black white. it seems like such a familiar trick.

nafisah: aiya faster la! we just choose la
me: no no forget it. might as well the three of them form a team against us la since they alrdy decided so. (in a bosong tone)

then they got the hint and aisyah changed hers. after that she came to me and told me to relax. then i told her i was tired of all this things in netball alrdy and she said sorry. and she talk nicely to me alrdy after that day. haha finally someone who has heard my cries for respect. thank you aisyah.

yty.. tampiness match. fuck it. me and eileen just knew something like that will happen. anyways thx to hafizah for plaiding my hair. really appreciate it. buy u drink next time. first quarter was 4-7 to tampiness. then i think we lead by 6 goals the next quarter. then the third quarter they came back and we leading by two. i felt that f*ed up alrdy coz my team was so afraid of a teamsek case heading our direction where we lost in the end. i promised junting and jiahui that i will do all my best to prevent that from happening. but at the fourth quarter, everything crumbled. we were so pressurized that everything crumbled. we were so demoralised each time they scored a goal and it was just bad. just bad..

i dont wanna blame anyone coz i think we all have a fair share of faults in that quarter. but then.. "she" failed us alot in that quarter. but its alright la.. i hope i can get over it. the umpiring was bad.. it was just bad. there were so many contacts i suffered yet overruled. so many sia.. darren and derong who came to support me saw one such incident. haha then darren was like

umpire run past him
darren: referee kayu. bitch.
umpire stop and look at him.

haha that was funny. but anyways the match hit me like train after it ended. so disturbed and disappointed and pissed. really was.. but i was more of frustrated than sad. hafizah and aisyah had tears welling out in their eyes and my heart goes out to them really. i was soo disappointed. i couldnt talk to my team as the quarter was just so thrashy that i just dont wanna think about it. i walked to derong and darren to vent out my frustrations and despair but also thank them for coming down.

i was soo angry with myself and the rest. i wasnt complacent but i was just pressurized. my team was more pressurized than me. i squatted and covered my face with my uniform reflecting on the match and now how drastic things have changed for us as we were doing great, winning chung cheng and temasek yet now losing to tampiness. de rong and darren kept consoling me and encouraging me not to give up. i kinda have alrdy as.. we still haven fought against tkgs and anglican. they just kept telling me to keep my heads up

then i saw mann and she so could see me gonna cry and all but i said i was ok and ya.. i went back to my team and they didnt say much so neither did i. then i went back to darren and derong as i dont wan them to feel awkward or anything.. so they did all the could to make me happy again. and yea they were successful of coz and i just manage to come out a laugh as i got to hit darren with a bun to vent my frustrations at. but they could tell im not over it.

then i received a message from ******.

"=.= the sec3s are angry with you now coz they cant believe you are still smiling after the match. i dont like it even though they are my peers."

i saw the message and was infuriated. then i yelled: WHO. WHO SAID THAT. (looking at the direction of the person who messaged me" WHO.
person: (used her eyes and rolled to the two person next to her)

and without a doubt, it was the same two shit who was pissed over me and the rest getting into the team. it was the same two that were rude to me in trainings. then immediately i yelled in that direction like a maniac that stunned both derong and darren wondering what was wrong with me. actually the whole team stared at me wondering who im scolding

me: WHAT. TELL IT TO MY FACE LA. WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO. CRY AH? YOU GO PLAY IN THAT MATCH LA IF YOU ARE SO GOOD. KAU. IM SAD OVER THE MATCH TOO K. WHAT YOU WANT ME TO DO. HUH. WHAT. MOST I SHOW IM UNHAPPY IN FRONT OF YOU ALL. I CRY NOW LA IF YOU WANT THAT.

then junting and all asked me what happen. and i was still fuming. then the bus came. i called out

me: syafiqah. SYAFIQAH. SYAFIQAH.
(after pretending not to hear, she finally turned back)
me: what was it you were saying? im sad about the match ok. but do i have to show it to you? now thats its over, dont you think im qualified to smile abit?
syafiqah: (nods her head and says ok and walks off pissly)

darren and de rong consoled me once again, while being equally pissed as i was as it was ridiculous on crying over what has happened. and they were the ones busy trying to cheer me up so to hear that i was happy seemed stupid to them. i wasnt able to get over that thing for a long time. i went out with them to suntec and in the best they tried to make me get over it. what de rong said made sense

de rong: since you alrdy know your team is like that, why get bothered over the things they say? she has an attitude problem so ignore her.
me: its hard la. my own teammate saying something like that about me. i think its ridiculous.
de rong: ya so forget about it. not worth getting upset over a person like that.
darren: which one ? is it the monkey face one?
de rong: ya i also think she looks like a monkey
me: =.=

then i called boon and she said the team's bus ride back to school waas very quiet. as in no one spoke. i felt sad after hearing that coz im sure the team is equally disappointed as i was. with that, i hope the next match we will do our best again ok =) then de rong they all brought me to raffles city to queue for the newly opened "donut factory" and we queued for a damn 2 hours in the end. it was damn slow. after a match i stood for 2 hours for this darn donuts. 5pm-7pm. haha but it should be 3 hours. coz sheena was alrdy queing an hour before us and we came to accompany her. so its 4-7pm before we finally got our donuts. we felt like we survived a war

i finally got over the match and the issue of smiling when i ate the first donut. it took away my pain. it was so good.. it was worth the wait. then we walked around before deciding on thai express. the green curry was simply heavenly. when i reach heaven, the first thing i ask God is.. "hey God.. you have green curry in here?" haha joking. but it was really that awesome. then we went esplanade walk walk and finally decided on a spot to savour our donuts. it didnt taste that good anymore. haha maybe coz we were too full.

then we finish a dozen of it and after that i felt really nausea. as we set off for home, we walked to the toilet so i can vomit. i vomitted out chunks of donuts haha. i was grossed out by the sight thus vomitting out more. but sadly only half came out. i still have stuff in my stomach. EEWWW. haha then the trip home, i was just so tired and sick that i kept quiet. darren and de rong were really understanding and so after sending me home, i bath and slept immediately. thx boys.

and i saw what was on shafiqahs blog. it had this really ugly skin. i felt turned off by it. her blog entry says this " and rachel, thanks for the shit yoo told me after the match. you should have told the whole team actually. =.= " well excuse me, the whole team isnt made up of u and your pitiful self denial friend. both of u are in self denial. gee i hate using my blog to say of people like that. but today is the netball post. haizz.. im so sad that it has come to such an end. but if i shut up more, i will get more slanders from not understanding people who thinks im ok with with it.

i dont think what i said to u was shit. i think it made sense. i found it hard to get over that match. but is it wrong of me to laugh about something else? if everyone is like you, wouldnt there ever be a good loser to prove that defeat is sometimes good? fuck off. sheesh. i extend my apologises la really.. im sorry to zhao ying, welly, wiwin, eileen, junting, jiahui, nadiah, hafizah, aisyah and others that maybe at some points in this entry, you guys might be implicated as i used "netball" which may mean you guys. but its only certain people la. i hope that you see this from my point of view and understand what im going through and we all work out something better together. im willing to try again, would u?

tag replies:

to xinyi: hi xinyi! haha thx girl. will fight all the way

to darren: lol.

to derong: we should do that song next time!

to marr: .. thx. i wish you were here.

happier times
at training
break

eileen: eh you wanna eat? (offers me pineapple tarts)
me: ya i want.
eileen: i make one.
me: serious?? haha nice le.
eileen: you believe ah? hahahaha
me: walau! bluff me sia. no wonder this one so nice
eileen: siao. where got people make such things for their friends one. and if i make, i will keep at home give myself.
me: nabe! hahahaha you idiot sia!

at playground
slacking with sheena

me: sia la.. my birthday is on a holiday..
sheena: ah? why?
me: 19 feb what.. chinese new year
sheena: oh.. doesnt exist to me. leap year

=)

2007-01-23T12:28:00.000+08:00

Prime Artist:The Foundations
Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby,
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby,
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you)
more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

"I'll be over at ten", you told me time and again
But you're late, I wait around and then
I run to the door, I can't take any more
It's not you, you let me down again

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time,
and I'll make you mine
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby,
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby,
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you) more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

You were my toy but I could be the boy you adore
If you'd just let me know (bah-dah-dah)
Although you're untrue, I'm attracted to you
all the more, Why do I need you so

(Hey, hey, hey!) Baby, baby, try to find
(Hey, hey, hey!) A little time
and I'll make you mine,
(Hey, hey, hey!) I'll be home,
I'll be beside the phone waiting for you
Ooo-oo-ooo, ooo-oo-ooo

Why do you build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, baby,
Just to let me down (let me down)
and mess me around
And then worst of all (worst of all)
you never call, baby,
When you say you will (say you will)
but I love you still
I need you (I need you)
more than anyone, darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

I-I-I need you-oo-oo more than anyone, baby
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

haha.. still into it. =)

tag replies! :

to shireen: haha of coz u do. and im soooo sure that u are just reading my blog now just to see your name you idiot. haha

to marr: haha you guys ARE stupid lol!

to try: yea.. see you in five years. =)

to darren: those nuts in balls were awesome right! haha we LOVE nuts in balls.

to shawn: haha thx for tagging! play dota again next time =)

to xinyi: haha love you too. its just very random and serena's loss that she doesnt appreciates it. haha she USED TO GO ON THE NET AND CHECK OUT THE HUAN ZHU GE GE'S CHARACTERS! HOW WEIRD IS THAT! hahaha

to beverly: FINALLY you are blogging again. haha i will tag there soon

to tms: hey.. thx. really appreciate it. you too fight on! good luck!

well its netball season! haha NETBALL SEASON. lol i have tanned marks alrdy but.. its all FKING WORTH IT HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. why am i in such a good mood.. haha hmm i wonder why. maybe its coz im still not over the incredible won my team had over temasek secondary? LOL. ok apparently one of their players visit my blog so i wont be too complacent about it but to be praised for my performance despite their defeat, i supposed this girl has sportsmanship in her so i think im able to gloat out loud about the match. sorry. hahaha

well weeks before, i went for the daisy tan carnival and the main 7 played all 7 matches. it was a really screwed up day coz we were winning those we werent suppose to win, losing those that we ought to win and lost the ones that we thought we alrdy won at the last 5 mins but everything went wrong in the end.

commonwealth sec 11-1. lost
hwa chong intl 16-3. won
hillgrove 16-4. won
north vista 10-4. lost
punggol sec 11-7. lost
crescent girls 13-3. won
east spring 8-7. lost

quite crappy results. didnt expect ourselves to do well at all for the upcoming east zone. eileen shared the same thoughts too and expected us to lose every single match we were going to play lol. but the twist of events is very much enjoyable coz for the first match of the tournament, coincidently it was with my dearest friend mann and i wanted it to be as friendly as possible. it was as i didnt retort much during the match and played my own game as much as possible and dont allowing myself to be affected by umpire's decisions and opponent's conduct. all for dear mann. haha but some stuff are unevitable la

after the match eileen was very pissed with her gk as she felt that yee loo was too aggresive and keep pushing her. i understand that but i know how yee loo plays her game so i didnt say much. but that match was great. it was a good fight from both teams. honestly chung cheng didnt play to their most ability that day but im sure they could have won it if they did. but not degrading my team in the process, they did an awesome job too that day with hafizah and nadiah safe guarding our post. the defense was really tight thx to them. attack side got some screwed up moments which im glad was amended on the temasek match.. alot.

well chung cheng led for two quarters and bv kept fighting on.. leading to our first win with a scoreline of 22-16. =) good job girls! chung cheng team was very glamorous in their defeat and im glad im friends with most of them. you guys jia you for the remaining ones k. and of coz.. that day i had a HUGE BOOST. hahahaha because.. the two man of my life currently appeared to give me a plus ten to my strength, my agility and my intelligence so that i will play well. haha as so they proclaim. yea darren and de rong came! my third man which is jason never came but its ok. i dont expect jason they all to come anyway..

haha those two were really sweet. i was just sitting around then wiwin gave me a 7-up and i was like "so nice ah you?" then she said it was the two guys sitting there that gave it to u and my body went all fuzzy again as i got reminded of the angels and mortals game we played in church where gifts turned up unexpectedly in front of you. haha i love u guys and thx for coming. greatly appreciated =)

that day i had a great dinner with eileen, marr, try and boon. had so much laughs as usual and until 9 plus. so i reached home, bath and all and went out again to meet de rong and darren. we rotted at my playground i think. haha we always do. then we had some of the most simple yet delicious dinner ever. we sat at katong mall, the spot where i used to always hang out with joseph and the rest.. we ate cup noodles BUT with canned tuna and pork. hahaha it was nice ok! then we talk alot of shit until 1 plus where jem joined us at my playground again. love you guys

haha then the next day cell was awesome. so much fun coz jason and alicia joined us! haha no more threesome cell of me, sheena and serena again. lol jason ure an idiot still. well whatever it is im glad to have all this people in my life and after cell we had our usual pigging out sessions which means we cook prata and eat it with all sorts of nonsense. like nutella, honey, cheese and did we have garlic? haha oh we had ice cream on top! haha yea.. then we all went to parkway

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVIN! sorry we all didnt know about it. you have a blessed life ahead okay! ate swensens with michelle. then had lots of roaring moments with jason pms-ing on us. then 3 girls and a pig went off to my void deck where we saw my family one by one at different intervals. best part was when my dad came and gave my ten bucks to buy my friends a drink which i pocketed it immediately mwahaha.

sunday was crazy. day spent with darren and jem and de rong as usual. this time was more crazy coz dunstan and his bro dillon was with us. we ate bak kut teh! so nice. then was the best anad highlight of the day was the awesome durian puffs. gosh it melts in your mouth.. and the brothers and jem went to lan while me, darren and de rong had the most bizarre idea of doing work in the library. haha i tried but it didnt work coz i didnt know how to do my a maths so i gave up. time passed quickly then and de rong was really into his laptop in completing his work.

then when we were done, we went back to smokers paradise to meet jem they all who were lanning and de rong went off home to do his stuff. nerd! then we lan until 10 plus and i realised i need to get back coz i have school the next day.. haha.. i met up with them in the beach at 5am the next day. they ton the whole night. that night i was in my house watching the man u match which pissed me off greatly that they lost. but its ok.. im a good loser so forget about it. so that means i slept at 2am , and woke up at 4.30 am to meet jem and darren. two hours for the whole day where i had temasek in the afternoon!

haha it was crazy but i love the challenge. the thing was i had the best bus trip i ever had in years. darren fetched me to school and it was really crowded and all and there was this guy playing promiscuous girl by nelly furtado and he got really pissed as his a rocker kind of guy and that type of music is definitely not to pleasing to his ears. hahahaha and he went berserk. in the bus he shouted.. "will you please shut that fucking music up?" and everyone was staring at him and i was covering my face.

then again.. he shouted it coz the guy hasnt realised darren was referring to him. darren kept scolding out loud and it was hilarious but the guy didnt stop. then there was this chinese song sang by some act cute singer and it drove him nuts. he was like.."rachel. call my handphone. now" then i was laughing and i just call la. then a underoath screamo song came out and darren raised his phone up to compete with the guy and i couldnt stop laughing as everyone was staring at him. then i quickly hang up and tell darren to forget about it

haha and other stuff la that was damn embarrassing. but it kept me awake. then school went on as normal and i slept in chemistry lesson. my first this year. lol.. anyways that morning i had a big scolding from mr shah and he wanted me and some others to stay back after school till 6 for not attending this ngee ann poly thing then i was so distraught that my face was black the whole day as i walked around looking for mdm yani and haida to plead for me to let mr shah make me go for the temasek match. then during recess i gathered as much courage as possible to call mr shah and apologise. i didnt dare coz he was pretty fierce that morning.

and i talked to ms deepa too while being apologetic and yes! they allowed me to go but i have to stay back another day to make up for it. whatever it is, im GLAD i had gone for the match. i played my best and im sure my team did too. it was 9-4 to temasek in the first half i think, then 12-8 to temasek for second quarter, then of coz the best comeback quarter 17-15 to temasek and the third quarter and the deciding and most kan cheong one ever, 23-22 to bedok view. WHOOHOO! i was still caught in a daze when the whistle was blown as i didnt know what it meant. then i saw mdm yani and the rest screaming thats when i realised we won!

haha awesome feeling. the most amazing one ever. some of them cried after winning the match, i just yelled in truimp like some dude that fought the world war 2 and finally its over. haha.. everyone was really happy. the temasek match was very eventful coz apparently the ah-lian ness in me came out once again. i hurled abit of vulgarities and yelled throughout the whole game to encourage my team coz temasek was being really cocky by going " come on girls! its OUR game. its OUR game. dont lose this. " and i was retorting out loud saying " COME ONE BEDOK VIEW. ITS OUR GAME. ITS BEDOK VIEW'S GAME. WE WONT LOSE THIS" coz its anyone's game! what makes them so sure temasek will win it?

then there was a brawl between aisyah and her gd then i kinda was pissed about as i witnessed the whole thing. so i stood up for her when aisyah said it out. haha it was 2v1 on the gd who looked like this basketballer. then the game turned pretty ra - ra so i decided to step up my game. i never liked body contact in a netball game coz its a bit disgusting as two players sweat mix together and all and its eew where certain odour can be smelt hahaha. but i heck it la at third quarter. i defended my player so tight that i didnt care if her boobs were touching my back. glad it paid off =)

i looked at the score and i was sitting down with hafizah and nadiah during the 4th quarter break and i asked them.. "nadiah. how? two points. you think we can?" and she answered back immediately "can..". haha that was all i needed. someone who feels like fighting. and im sure everyone else was also gonna give it all out. and so we chiong all the way. hafizah and her gs was just yelling throughout the whole match cheering for their respective teams which was hilarious. i clenched my fist each time we scored. it was so close that the two ball lead was maintained all the way to the last 5 mins where it became one goal lead. then i intercepted a ball outside our semi circle and passed it to aisyah where she brought us to a draw with temasek.

then it was their centre pass and i was so afraid that the vicious cycle was going to be played and so our team really needed to get the ball from the opponent. then welly did the honours and grabbed the ball from her opponent and passed to me and i bring it to eileen where she did the finishing blow of putting us in a lead, the first time in the whole game, into 23-22. awesome stuff. then we defended our lead as much as possible and hooray! temasek was left disappointed and some of them cried. but bv couldnt care less as we won and we all certainly had a smile throughout the bus ride and back to school.

in the bus

me: WHOO! WE WON. ahahaha! eh.. come to think of it ah.. we are quite a bunch of assholes.
nadiah: why? (hafizah listening too)
me: put ourselves in their position now. if lets say we have been leading for 3 quarters, leading an average of 4 goals per quarter and then suddenly losing without a hint at the last goal by one freaking point. wouldnt we feel like complete f*ckers now?
hafizah: oh.. ya hor..
me: so that means..
hafizah and me: THEY FEEL LIKE COMPLETE F*CKERS NOW HAHAHAHAHA

ok we are NOT turning complacent. we are NOT turning cocky. its just that we are happy that we put up a good fight. and temasek crumbling at the last moment showed that they should have never underestimated us. even though bedok view doesnt sound as intimidating as tkgs and anglican, im sure whatever it is, we shouldnt be thrown off. well we will fight on and haha.. good day to all! meeting sheena for dinner now. ciao

2007-01-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MY SONG OF THE MONTH HAHA

love fool is awesome too!

haha i love music.

life's been fun

2007-01-12T17:16:00.000+08:00

tag replies! :

to de rong: haha you then crazy k.. you are crazy for eating like 10 eggs a week lol

to vai: see! always so sweet. love you loads too

to luan: HAHAHA CONGRATS BOOBY GIRL. i love you too la

to Tyre: haha oh ok

to marr: HAHAHAHAHA another victim

to nana: hehe me <3 you too

to shireen: you then nb la. everytime come my blog just to see your name only. dont have then go. you go die la minah! hahahaha

to jem.s: err.. ok..

to rin: hahaha i haven play with my band yet la! im IMAGINING

to hanies: yes hanies! you guys are the faves!

to de rong: i alrdy gave you lol! passion ~

to Abby: haha you finally made it stupid girl LOL

to darren: try next year darren. lol!

haha life's been a roller coaster this days.. i have turned over a new leaf =)...NOT.

haha i had so much fun this days i dunno where to start.. erm ok school's on again and even though i still feel blue about it, im quite satisfied with my performance in school as i have managed to attend school for the whole week! serena skipped two days and i must hand it to her. oh ya xiang luan gave me a BIG bolster as my belated christmas present which i tugged around the whole day in school, causing lots of stares at me carrying it. haha attention seeker lol

i solved 4 a maths question!! WHOOOOO! 4 LE! NO JOKE OK! last year, it took me 6 months to actually start listening in a maths class must less solve one question and this year im off to a good start! haha coz i got new strategy to keep myself awake alrdy..

Rachel's Sleeping Logic

due to the fact that im insomiac, i have decided that i will wake up at 4.30am every morning now and cook breakfast and all until its time to school. when i reach home, (which most probably be 6 or 7 plus) i will do my homework and all and be really tired and sleep real early like 11! compared to the usual 2am. and the cycle repeats as i wake up 4.30 again!

explanation: because the more you sleep, the more you wanna sleep. the lesser u sleep, the lesser u feel like sleeping! thats why pigs sleep such long hours as they have nothing to do and sleeping was all that they could have done thus they keep doing it that it turns to an habit. lol..

anyways i just reached home from a long chinese day from school and had a lot of fun talking with jason and playing snap and the "abc" game. haha his such a funny guy and i absolutely love him to bits. melvin should seriously start liking another girl.. im starting to worry for him and his endless love for one girl who's already very much in love with someone else hahaha.. melvin is such a stalker LOL.

the past few days was very NETBALL coz of combust where i had to help out at the netball booth for the sec 1 cca option day. to say the truth, the main reason i actually go there is cause of my favourite seniors in the world and they would be coming to oversee the thing. haha and yes, we had dinner almost every night. sarpinos, banquet and mcdonalds take consisted of 38 PACKETS OF SAUCES WE USED FOR OUR MEALS. we are the fattest netballers you ever seen. and yes, im fat. i put on alot of weight for this december holidays and im currently making up for it by training alot with the team now.

back to dinner with netballers. haha its sooooo fun and crazy that within 5 mins, lots and LOTS of things can happen and we will just keep laughing non stop. haha things like..

jia hui: breewe werree lleee drreew
me, eileen and shireen: huh..? what did she say?
marr: eh seriously u know. people with braces should have subtitles when they talk. you absolutely have no idea what they are talking about!

......

jiahui: eh the dessert store halal or not?
rachel: halal la.. dessert le..
eileen: yala! i saw this indian man buying also
marr: HAHAHA AN INDIAN MAN DOES NOT MAKE HIM A MUSLIM

......

eileen: its nice! try!
jiahui: eeee dont try. taste very salty and sour
marr: hmm. i dunno who to trust
jiahui: really! taste very salty and sour.. like sweat.
me and everyone else: HAHAHA WHAT?

......

me: eh i take photo of you! *flash
marr: eh.. cannot take photo in the night..
me: why? got some story right?
marr: ya.. cannot take photo in the night you know.. especially when in a vehicle (very serious tone)
me and the girls waiting what she's gonna say next..
marr: cannot take photos.. if not got flash then got accident.
me annd the girls: WALAU CHEH. WE THOUGHT WHAT. GOT GHOST STORY..

......

shirren: eh not bad what the drink.. where got salty and sour..
jiahui: aiya you minah what. minahs everytime lick their boyfriend one
all of us: HAHAHA

and ya there were many other stuff la that we talked about. like how people from other countries think their thumbs are gods and they wroship their thumb haha.. its just so funny hanging out with them la. in anyways im pleased to be having fun with them again and i hope to see you guys soon =)

oh ya! mann message me yty exclaiming about e-zone. i had a strong feeling this days that her school will be in the same group as mine. hahaa true enough, she messaged me that bedok view and chung cheng are INDEED in the same group. but then.. to our disappointed and devastation especially to my fellow teammates.. we are met with very strong opposition. zz

tanjong katong girls
anglican high
temasek sec
tampines sec
chung cheng high
springfield

haizz.. so darn dead.. but never mind lets keep our chins up. im sure something miraculous will happen.. haha.. i have been rushing homework like siao too this days and literature has been killing me. but the lessons is just so funny!

half way talking through the joy luck club..

zhi hao: TAKE MY BREAST!

rach: omg what did u just say hahaha? did he just say take my breast?
ms liew: *rolling her eyes
daniel: haha we are re enacting macbeth!
serena laughing like siao liao as we were all shocked to here that
ms liew: its take my milk for galls la

zhi hao: oh ya hor. TAKE MY MILK FOR GALLS

......

ms liew: she was a good wife that was committed to serving her husband
zhi hao: yes, she STRIPPED OFF HER CLOTHES for him
serena bursting into laughters again to be after being shocked again
me: hahaha what the hell

5 mins later..

ms liew: ya and then she
zhi hao: PAGE 55! SEE! "I TAKE OFF MY GOWN BUT HE DIDNT REACT" she stripped for him!
serena laughed out loud again to be appalled by his behaviour
me: eh today you horny ah! its very weird to hear all this from you sia haha
ms liew: ya he just received his sexual awakening..
the bunch of us goes ha ha ha ha

so fun right.. and ms tan is just simply WEIRD. i want you back mrs lai. theres a reason why i spent 5 mins a every day hugging you okays. you better appeal to get back to 4e1 with us. stupid woman.. well life's fun and i gotta meet the boys soon. haha haven seen them for days! wonder how they are lol. ok take care all

hey hey 2007!

2007-01-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

dreaded day of my life. its the FIRST OF 2007! omg time really flies. dont really remember much on what happened before haha.. but ok la.. dun ruin the new year's spirit for u guys. haha HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!! MAY 2007 BE NOTHING BUT BLESSINGS ON YOU GUYS MY DEAR FRIENDS!

haha ok now for tag replies:

to darren: haha darren, ego is what BlingedOut is made out of what..

to jem.S: WILL YOU STOP SAYING SUCH THINGS OF ME IN PUBLIC. AND NOW IN MY BLOG? YOU WANNA DIE AH STUPID BOY

to MaidenBoy: haha hi shawn =) maiden boy because of crystal maiden right.. lol

to jem and darren: CAN U TWO DONT BE SO GAY ON MY TAGBOARD

to marr: hahahahahahahahahahaha ok

to vai: daniel vai vai vai vai vai ~ love u too!

to Abby: hahaha hello stupid lady! i dont think i saw u at all this year la. ahha how to give u booby award then lol

to xinyi: hello! ok link liao

to shawn: haha hi again!

okies thx for tagging guys =)

wow.. 2006 has ended.. what a ride.. well my annual awards is coming up soon to highlight those that contributed to the fun in my life so stay tuned. meanwhile, check out this song i just wrote in 30 mins when i was practising on my guitar and just came up with tabs for it. maybe i can actually record it some day but for now, im still fixing on the melody. its a slow start before the drums and electric guitar hype it up turning to catchy tune. here's the lyrics

Already Left Alone by Rachel Ng

Take me away from here
Only known to me and you
Far from the sights of those
Whom said we can't make it through

Pick me up where i last fall
Hold me tight never let me go
This is strange because i just know
You already left me here alone

(drums go pa pa pa pa then its electric solo and all)

I should have known from the start
And walk away when i had the chance
But now its just too late
My heart's broken and it can't be mended

I'm still living in the past
Memories i can't let go
And who's to take the blame
It doesn't matter anymore ~ ~

Hey hey hey ~
it doesnt matter anymore ~
hey hey hey ~
yea it doesn't matter anymore

chorus

i dont care anymore
you aint here all the time
i dont care anymore
you left me all alone

disclaimer: it does not show what im feeling ok

i like slow and emo songs but as its my first, i want it to be more catchy. well anyways photobucket is not working so this year i can't work with photoshop and all that so i guess its gonna be another boring annual awards. well anyways, good luck to all nominees! =)trust me, u REALLY get something

welcome welcome welcome! to the most anticipated event in the year... NOT. haha thats so borat.. ok i hope u guys had a great new year but lets get down to business alright. first up would be

Movie of the Year

nominees: green mile ( i watch only this year lol )
click
mission impossible III
scoop
the pink panther

this is pretty hard coz.. yea. haha its hard.. but then again we meed a winner so its..

CLICK forever and ever

Male Lead of the Year

nominees: adam sandler
tom hanks
leonardo dicarpio
ian mackellen
andy lau

they are all so awesome and i just love every single one of them. but i really have admired

LEONARDO DICAPRIO for the longest time for being so wonderful in acting

Female Lead of the Year

(cancelled)

because i cant think of much! i nv watch much movies this year man..

FAVOURTITE TV SERIES:

nominees: prison break
america's next top model cycle 6
survivor: cooks island
the L word
lost

this shows rocks! but then the only one that kept me glued to youtube HAS to be..

SURVIVOR: COOKS ISLAND no doubt. its the best

FAVOURITE CHARACTER/PERSON:

nominees: Yul Kwon ( Survivor )
Oscar aka Ozzy ( Survivor )
Katherine Moennig ( the L word )
Joanie ( AMTD )
Micheal Scofield ( Prison Break )

i love them all! they are such great people and definitely the major reasons why i watch those shows! but the winner.. darn its hard.. but it shall be sweet girl

JOANIE =) daniel cher! you agree right!

FAVOURITE BAND OF THE YEAR

nominees: my chemical romance
all american rejects
radiohead
paramore
the cranberries

haiyo.. this one hard also.. but then.. i have always been a true blue

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE fan. and they still rock

FAVOURITE SONG OF THE YEAR:

nominees: i don't love you ( my chemical romance )
creep ( radiohead )
linger ( the cranberries )
like a stone ( audioslave )
the scientist ( coldplay )

lol.. this songs are some time ago but only this year i actually appreciate it. and so this is difficult as they are good songs but it has to be..

CREEP ( radiohead )

MALE HOTTIE OF THE YEAR:

nominees: takeshi kaneshiro
daniel wu
wang lee hom
cristiano ronaldo
johnathan leong ( haha )

the last one is for fun and for the sake of bev and me. lol la.. well anyways, my heart only belongs to one person after so long and he is

DANIEL WU haha as always

FEMALE HOTTIE OF THE YEAR:

nominees: kate hudson
kate beckinsale
jessica alba
kate moennig
angelina jolie

haha i wonder who. this is a really good list huh? but sorry.. we have a new winner this year!

KATE HUDSON haha our new hottie!

..........................................

THE COUPLE OF THE YEAR ( sorry i dont have photos of them! )

nominees: serena and weekian
mariam and keith
desebelle and darren
shearen and david
mann and ivan

hahaha this is a good list too. the thing is that, they are all still on solid state but the only one that prevailed the curse of my gamblings definitely is

MARIAM AND KEITH haha

MY MAN OF THE YEAR

nominees: jason lian
tong de rong
daniel vai
darren tan
jeremy seng

the most challenging one ever! they ALL have been great guys. sorry but i dont have a single photo of u jason but i still love u k. so guys.. the winner is..

it will break his heart if he didnt win. haha i love u jem and u won!

MY ANGEL OF THE YEAR

nominees: serena, michelle, xiangluan and rach yee
de rong
daniel vai
sheena seng
collin see

i love every single of them and it doesnt matter who wins coz in my heart u all have a special place. =) but the winner this year, will have to be my dearest

TONG DE RONG

BOOBY AWARD OF THE YEAR

nominees: xiangluan
xin yi
mariam
shireen (silicon paddings hahaha )
beverly

hahahah im so gonna die for putting this award up. but haha the winner will be my dearest

XIANG LUAN hahaha have u seen it? lol!

=) ok all! here's my annual awards! its a bit rush and short coz im pretty busy this days. whatever it is, i love every single one of u and hope a blessed new year be on u!

to my netballers,
my peer leaders,
my bv friends,
my BlingedOUT,
my band,
my church friends,
my childhood friends
and many many many other lovely people,

THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING 2006 SO BEAUTIFUL AND MEMORABLE FOR ME!

haha

2006-12-29T01:20:00.000+08:00

sorry guys! will be published at a later time due to unprectiable circumstances like the internet killing me. haha so u guys take care in the mean while ! =)

hehs

2006-12-22T01:04:00.000+08:00

tag replies! :

to rin: haha theres nothing horny about it! its a dare lol..

to aisyah: excuse me, im not F**

to luan: haha im sure u do. HAHA joking joking.. i miss u too

to shearen: go away la! hahaha

to imee: haha thx for tagging

to darren: yo fellow bling bling!

to de rong: eh i dunno how to le.

to jem seng: SHUSH. you are NOT gonna win my man of the year award if u keep calling me fat. you DIEEEEEEEEEEEE

to darren: hahahahaha lame la u.

to dan vai: honestly, other than the fact its a song, i dunno what are u talking about hahahaha

to mann: hey gurl!! yea hope to see u soon too!

to derong: GO AWAY. horrible man

to marr: hahahahaha what did i ask? ohhhhh haha i asked if u broke up with keith alrdy HAHAHA

lol crazy people! well i love every single one of u and as christmas looms, i will try my best to get something for everyone of u guys! HAHAHA darren, jem and de rong shld be laughing their heads off coz they most probably have guessed whats their gift this year. anyways, the current fave song of my band now

Creep
When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so f*king special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.

I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so f*king special,
I wish I was special.

But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here

She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.

Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so f*king special,
I wish I was special,

but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.

hehe done! dan vai also taught me the chords for this song alrdy so im always playing it that i forgotten every other song i learnt. my mummy is making tang yuan now at 1am and ask me to help her roll the balls and im like.. "what..? now..?"

anyways the past few days have been fun. tuesday i was happily sleeping at home throughout the thunder and rain. then night time i went to meet daniel in orchard and we had a fun time. the sweet guy treated me to vil'age and i in return treated him for starbucks hahahaha. contrast in price. ya and the sweet guy waited with me for bus 36 where the half an hour long wait for the bus kept me repeatedly annoyed and assured that ITS A SCAM. theres no 36 at all going to the bus stop in front california fitness! haha in the end 36 really came after a thousand 164 went pass. haha the poor man had to run through the rain to the mrt =( love u dan!

the next day was AWESOME. it was shopping/ celebration for darren's N LEVELS RESULT! haha he passed 3 subjects which came as a shocker to him therefore we were very pleased for him and decided to hold a celebration! it was very eventful. we went queensway and IKEA. IKEA. IKEA. IKEA. OH MY GOSH. IKEA. the food there was great! the dining experience was wonderful! we had a wonderful time there also with hotdogs. we also got ourselves "makeshift pets for the day". it was this long curly toy snake which we grown very attached to and seriously considered of buying. but its 8 bucks for one so we decided to console ourselves with the hotdogs instead of the snakes haha.

then chinatown to go kbox. k box was awesome as we sang our hearts out again again and again. hehe so fun. but we had a minor bust up with the manager over some money stuff that pissed us off but we didnt allow it to dampen our spirits for long. and then we went to lan! that day there were alot of good quotes that was mentioned haha..

jem seng: i have to control my body temperature.. if not i will burn my whole house down..

me: sorry la.. but my existence causes global warming..

darren: what are u guys talking about? i made the sun.

haha and also..

steph luo: eh why u pierce you mouth.. so disgusting.. do u intend to cover the hole up?

darren: ah? no la i wont.. then u le? when are you gonna cover that hole up? oh sorry thats your mouth.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..

(on the phone)

me: hello

derong: eh where are you guys?

me: walk towards the construction site there

de rong: what?

me: walk towards the construction site

de rong: praise the lord

me: HUH??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA apparently he said something else n i heard wrongly. but i couldnt stop laughing on the phone coz i couldnt believe he said something like that.

anyway today me and jem decided to go through what darren goes every day.. we decided to go his house haha. it was a horrible 1 hour and a half journey and me n jem's butt were aching badly and we couldnt walk properly after getting off. darren took us around the west area and we had fun n i had a very very productive shopping spree for christmas! haha my list has alot of cancelled names now mwahahaha.

then we bought stuff from giant so to cook dinner in his house and we watched Green Mile acted by tom hanks and it was a very touching n awesome show. definitely in my top ten movies this year. dinner was good too and darren was a very good host. then it was 10 plus and we headed home coz it takes another one and a half hour back so me n jem kept ourselves occupied with his guitar! =) great day and great people. tmr the BlingedOuts will reunite and de rong shall stand in as the drummer! we will walk around with our bigass metal cross which is our lastest bling n i wish everyone an advance MERRY CHRISTMAS!

woot

2006-12-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

time has past so fast that im not even sure this 2 year old blog can keep my memories intact..

Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
When after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

My Chemical Romance's I Don't Love You

im not exactly pleased now coz the thought of me turning 16 next year just brings me back to fear and uneasiness.. being older means a whole new different thing that needs to be explored.. im afraid of taking the O levels next year.. afraid to leave bedok view after 4 years in it when it feels like only 1 year has past.. afraid to leave lovely childhood memories as i rise up to challenges in work and the future thats due to come.. afraid of unable to make time for myself, together with family and friends that can be spent carefree-ly like now.. haizz.. God, i need you now.

wow this past month has been filled with events. from bbqs, to outings with my good friends, to lots of outings with my church friends, to lots and lots of music pract in preparation for church camp, to church camp, to more outings with church, to RACHEL YEE'S BIRTHDAY in her house, and to more shopping with church friends coz of christmas! wass this year ah.. terrible sia.. im buying stuff that are of huge difference to wat i brought last year man..

last year i only took 2 hours to get everyone something and its all hershey choc bars.. this year, WALAU. jia lak.. im spending for then 50 for 3 person today.. zz. anyways me, jeremy, matthew and darren wanted to have band pract today and met at 11 to jam. to our disappointment once again, all jam studios were closed so we spent the time lan-ning.. haizz so sad. but we will prevail someday! haha wanted to sing creep today..

then jonk, steph joined us and we went on shopping spree again in bugis to buy stuff for others for christmas.. lots of stuff happen, lots of stuff bought bla bla bla. then dinner together and two gentlemen send me home once again (aka hot guys jeremy and darren HAHA) which was very nice of them. however i suspect that jeremy is just doing it to gain points from me so that he will be my man-of-the-year for the upcoming Rachel's Annual Awards where he is met up with strong competition.

ANDRE TONG DE RONG IS CURRENTLY LOSING THE BATTLE. he is very very nice to me BUT a few mins ago he didnt wannt disclose something to me so im using his christmas gift as hostage now. never stand in the way of the wrath of women! jeremy also. u better stop calling me short and fat or ELSE. you DIEEEEEEEEEEEE

church camp was AWESOME too. i had a ball of a time and i really have to praise the committee for creating such a wonderful and eventful camp this year that wins hands down on all i been through. i really wanna say of my experience in it but its such an fun filled 5 days 4 nights camp that i dun even wanna bother coz it will take a staggering 2 hours to just complete talking about it. haha..

but this camp apparently allowed me to see another side of life.. actually.. another sight of crossover ministry.. i made close frens.. but i also made frens i ought to be precautious of.. in anyways, who doesnt have them? its just that i learnt that not everyone is as nice as they seems. but i still love crossover very much and God above all =)

rachel's birthday party was fun too. only like her close frens n band frens invited so we felt privilleged haha. made a heart out of fireworks again! and many others haha. oh no.. i feel an ache in my wisdom tooth area. DAMN. and i gonna have it plucked out??? oh nooooooooooo. sadded.

well anyways im gonnaq start talking crap soon coz im quite disappointed man u lost to west ham. and im starting to lose interest in ozzy alrdy coz he from super, has fallen down to mild. whatever that means.. coz he almost fell for parvati's flirtations! zzzz yul all the way. whatever it is, the show is just awesome la. survivor.. anyways

RACHEL'S ANNUAL AWARDS 2006 WILL BE SHOWCAST WILL BE PUBLISHED AFTER CHRISTMAS AND SHE WISHES ALL THE BEST TO THE NOMINEES! haha this year there will be videos and special effects. I HOPE. haha and phone recordings (probably) from winners. yea so stay tuned!

2006-11-27T15:08:00.000+08:00

wang bu liao

hahahaha for the mastermind behind the performance in national day by 3e1 which won first place, i came up with this mini stupid performance by me and xiangluan to entertain the cameras. haha we laughed alot though

2006-11-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

Mr grey

haha a video taken in our 2e1 chalet when i was bored!

aaahhh

2006-11-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

shit sia i overslept. nv go service =( and also nv play foosball. i cant reply tags now coz the tagboard is blocked and thus i have to see it only after posting this entry lol.

THEY GONE PERTH. haha mel and serena and many others have left us on thursday morning where me and jason woke up at 5am to send them off. i skipped training for that. anyway they are coming back on tuesday so we are looking forward to that day! mainly coz of to see what lies inside their bags. hahaha

friday was really tiring. woke up at 9 to meet obs friends at harbourfront. i tot we were going to vivocity to catch a movie or something however i saw us heading towards the direction of sentosa. lol.. so i bought a 30 dollar ( @%$!#&&$#) pink polo shirt. had a good time n good tan period. time flies and it was 6 plus and i had to go for dinner at st hilda's so i went off with my seawater filled clothes and went off.

it was a great night. food was good. people were fun. God was there. had a ball of a time =) but hours went by and i see myself turning red. many of the churchies came across me and were like , "u look scarred." or "why are you burnt?" or simply "u look like a cooked red turkey!". haha stupid people. but one good comment out of it which is from ever nice beverly! she said i look pretty with rosy cheeks like im blushing! haha yay finally something aside from comparisons with animals lol.

it was 11pm and we all decided to go bev's hs to chill coz her hs is a very nice and spacious place and has everything! we love her hs! ahaha and de rong and i and bev cooked a meal for two piggies aka jeremy n jovin seng. its was just indomee but we cooked egg with cheese on it and egg with bacon lol. and also toasted luncheon meat! and these uber thick ice milo is a jar. what a meal. haha but it was getting late n the fun had to stop as both the seng brothers and me mothers' were screaming le so we had to go. thx de rong for paying for me!

when morning came, mum came on thrashing all on me. yell yell yell and dun wanna listen to my explanations. whatever la coz i think she quarrelled with my dad so im just a punching bag. well i cried alot. walked to church had tears dripping and a red nose AGAIN. then knocked on the door pretending to be ok and wendy opens the door and say de rong last min cancelled the drama practice so i went to the toilet and cried again. not becoz pract is cancelled la but coz i was containing it like siao and need to RELEASE. then steph and matt luo came, also did not realise pract was cancelled and we played foosball! lol then wendy was like "sleepy rachel" and i just told her i cried so we went to the office and prayed with me la after hearing what happened earlier on with my mum. love u wendy!

de rong came and was apolegetic and thus he brought us to caffebar in parkway for a treat! all hail de rong! haha jonh koh joined us and we happily said lame jokes. next time if u see me, ask me bout the man and girlfriend joke. its currently one of my classic jokes list. lalala.. cell we ate prata! p-r-a-t-a! its the BEST. the thing is, we cooked the ready made pratas! its soooo much better than handmade ones lol. what was more sinful was that we ate it with nutella and honey. gosh.. the slime on our hands made sheena go,"i have created a monster." hahaha

i love church. its part of my life. i love my friends. they are part of my life. i love my family. although they hardly are involve in my life. but most of all, i still wanna say i love God, because he made all that i love possible.

2006-11-14T22:54:00.000+08:00

rachel

LOL. yty at peer leader camp, i was facilitating the games and WALAU i lost coz the stupid sec 2 peer leaders were like tryin to spot my every mistake to make me do the forfeit!! then i needed to lead by example so i was trying to be sporty THEN SUDDENLY everyone was like, "rachel doing pole dance rachel doing pole dance!!" and the guys came with their phones and even serena with her camera to take a video!! haha bloodied ppl LOL. the cheers u hear in the background were made by the small peer leaders so HAHA. things i actually do in the name of fun. they didnt want my butt essence to be in the new netball pole though!

2006-11-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

K-BOXING !

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA so funny. i saw this on serena's acct! its so long ago lol!

2006-11-13T00:45:00.000+08:00

michelle's video

ladies and gentlemen. the moment ppl shld be waiting for.. our video for MICHELLE KUNARDI. hope this is special enough for a special person like u =)

lalala. haha thx to shearen, saying the *TABOO* word, aka me being a lazy fat pig, i decided to blog. haha its 12am and i really really in need of sleep but heck la. i dun wanna be called a fat pig. haha

life's been moving alot n once again! i haven blogged much. well i do rmb some stuff.. like how i skipped carol's wedding for dota. HAHA wad an ass i am. ppl were like screaming into my ears and saying, " YOU SKIPPED YOUR FRIEND'S WEDDING FOR DOTA?" and haha im guilty.

i rmb having a match against sengkang which was my first touch with a netball after 3 months of mugging. i played all quarters and im very much surprised that i could still hold out as a center for 3 quarters. im still able to run! haha

went out with dearest ms heng! coz me, wall, pig and cat were having a meal at pizza hut and got reminded of her and decided to pester her. then we all decided to meet up the next week at pizza hut again! WE ARE GOING TO BE HER BRIDEMAIDS! haha although i seriously have no such experience of being on. nope i do not have. we r going to her house warming like next yr and i think its gonna be great coz her hs is big le! 5 rm flat for a newly wed couple? shiok le.

SHEENA THE BANANA "BIRTHDAY"!!!!! hahahaha.. ok firstly. SORRY sheena for totally forgetting your birthday. one day in cell i was like..

me: sheena my birthday coming le!
banana: really? when?
me: its coming!
banana: ya when
me: coming!
banana: ok WHEN
me: haha february
banana: basket
me: hahaha..
: eh? i dont remember celebrating your birthday le. did we serena?
serena: hmm.. no?
sheena: it was in june
me and serena: *STUN.*

walau! i felt like the most horrible person on the earth. the lovely sheena didnt get a celebration! so best organisers me and serena decided to do Project Impossible that within a week we must prepare ready something special for sheena! waa we shopped alot and went all sorts of places and find find find alot of crap for her. hahahaha in the end! we bought a book, magic ball from toys r us, nail polish, head scarf, mini mini bible, massage stick in strawberry form, giant pen, a big cushion, a cake AND A NGEE ANN POLY NOTEBOOK! haha the thing is we changed all to NUS and we wrote in whole notebook very very very lame stuff and how good is sheena!alot of pages sia! all in a week. so stressed out over the notebook lol.

then yty after celebrating sheena's birthday we went on to celebrate michelle's birthday! because she is leaving for indo therefore we decided to celebrate yty.

me: eh chun. tmr can u come to celebrate michelle's birthday?
chun: huh? i got training
me: i know i know. its at 5 in katong.
chun: ohhh ok ok.
me: ya melvin also coming so you come la
chun: ya ok. got bbq also wad
me: huh?
chun: got 2e1 bbq tmr also wad
me: err no its cancelled.
chun: WAT?

ahahaha so funny. well yea 2e1 bbq is cancelled! however we have a chalet coming up on 23 nov! and those going perth n hongkong better get me something OR ELSE. haha.. DIE. i need a life. no more dota plz. ok back to michelle's birthday. we went to fish n co! then go bowling! then me, wall, pig and cat spent the night in cat's house. i had a uber time. WE had a uber time. we started wrestling at 3am? HAHAHA. it was girls vs guys and we won!! teamwork baby teamwork! me and serena won against the big and the strong. HAHAHA idiots. then we slept till 8 plus where i work up late and stood derong up for breakfast. IM SOOOOOOOOO SORRY DERONG. coffee for u next time!

to my dear animal friends, i love you guys and thx for making me such an abnormal kid. an unable to have a moment of peace but pain in my jaw and stomach every single minute with u guys. i thank God for u all. hahaha.

drama pract is sooo professional. haha it kinda makes me laugh. well anyways SURVIVOR. SURVIVOR. SURVIVOR. SURVIVOR ROCKS. because singapore decided not to show it, i therefore turned to youtube. now that they r starting to show it, TOO BAD. viewership will be bad. why? too late! im soooo hooked onto survivor that i wait excitedly for every next episode aired that i wont bother watch singapore's telecast of it coz its 7 episodes back!!! lol. OZZY YOU ROCK. YOU ARE SOOOO GOOD. and yul too. ok i dunno who to like now. ozzy is not handsome or muscular but his the best survivor castaway ever. serious. he owns challenges! i scream each time aitu wins. soooo happy. to candice and johnathan, like what ozzy brazenly says.. "MUTINEERS ARE FIRST TO DIE." haha u rock!

tag replies:

to shearen: bloody woman. hahaha

to marr: ya i miss you too! come for training la. tues and thurs still

to yanjun: haha i also dunno! anyway thx for tagging! you be good girl ah.

to serena: THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUU. thank you thank you thank you! and GOOOOOOOODDDD JOB!

yay

2006-10-23T12:29:00.000+08:00

Closing time
time for you to go out, go out into the world.
Closing time
turn the lights up over every boy and every girl.
Closing time
one last call for alcohol, so finish your whiskey or beer.
Closing time
you don't have to go home but you can't stay here.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time
time for you to go back to the places you will be from.
Closing time
this room won't be open 'til your brothers or you sisters come.
So gather up your jackets, and move it to the exits - I hope you have found a
friend.
Closing time
every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.

Yeah, I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time
time for you to go back to the places you will be from...

I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
I know who I want to take me home.
Take me home...

Closing time
every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end...

my new fave song. haha

thats a LONG time ever since i blogged. lots of events definitely. i skipped school today coz i guess i sub-conciously off my alarm so i didnt budge when it was time to get up. anyway the night before i drank a good serving n im not surprised i couldnt get up. yty was daniel's late birthday party as he turns 21! we all went to his house for the party with the presence of his NUS friends and we all catched the man u against liverpool match. so excited for it before it started coz there were very good man u supporters for my companionship. marcus! melanie! haha had so much fun talking to them n making fun of crouch and luis garcia. serene also. austen n nick were hilarious la.. coz they were sitting next to me and they are not soccer followers so eveytime i talk about man u, they will keep quiet and then go.. "ya ya! walau! why liddat!" hahaha.. MAN UTD ROCKS. they will stop chelsea this season coz only man utd can achieve the feat of winning three epls in a row! scholes has always been my favourite player and football idol so im very proud of him!! i practically watch him play as i grow up!

walau i love it la. so much energy when man u miss the shot or scored. coz dan's friends also were man u fans and it was really fun. nigel kept drinking and drinking beer that im surprised y he isnt drunk at all. bevie is still a sweetie and i really like talking to her. u rock girl!

well ed chak and crystal's wedding was on saturday and i had a great time there. great food. great place. great ambience. great union from God. praises to u father! i planned to meet my dear cell leader at her house and go together coz i dun wanna be seen such a formal dress walking arnd to church so i wore home clothes there and she told me she had to be church early and thus go with her brothers. its soooo awkward la. getting change in her house without her and with jeremy and jovin arnd. lol..

anyway their jaws dropped when they saw me along with everyone in church. they were like "rachel's in a dress!" and haha i coolly replied "lets go play soccer now". well it was a great experience. its at Gran Hyatt and the place is simply posh and i love it. we went photo crazy taking pictures after pictures and ya its all so whacky. all the best ed n crystal! next is carol and isaiah's on the comng saturday and me n serena been through lots of shopping liao and finally its completed so we just wait for the big day. everyone looked great that day and of cause my pretty good friend serena.

i remember having lots of laughs with bev one day as i said that i really need to go for a tan coz i have some tan lines caused out of obs and she said she will go to the beach with me.

me: i need it coz during obs i lift up my shirt so there are lines now.
bev: .. oh..
me: ..
bev: ..
me: HAHA did i sai i lifted my shirt?? haha no wonder u looked stunned. haha what i meant was i lifted up my sleeve.. haha..
bev: hahaha oh ya ok..
me:..
bev:..
me:.. HAHAHAHAH sorry sorry sorry what i meant was i rolled up my sleeve
bev: OHHHHH hahahaha

oh ya in case u still dont know. i failed 5 subjects for my EOY exams. i was shocked and totally devastated. especially when i saw my english paper. i never thought of myself getting a c5 much less failing. i counted my scores and i had a 49/100. i cried and cried coz i was totally taken aback. then i saw a mistake and it got me a mark and in the end i got 50/100. i still wasnt happy with it coz to me it was unbelievable.. literature i was the only A kid yet i failed english. THAT CLOSE OK THAT CLOSE. i was doomed and off to be retained. well nothing to rejoice about coz i failed my major subjects.

e maths 49/100 (very disappointed)
chinese 48/100 (only failure)
chem 43/100 (improvement but i studied really hard for it)
physics 42/100 (surprise surprise)
a maths 18/80 ( ... expected. when am i gonna do well for this)

.. i guess i have to rely on my mid years then. =)

social studies pissed me off coz i got ripped off 5 marks once again for not writing a single word again. which is to say YES or NO. apparently smart ass me gave a very good explaination yet nv state what was my stand. therefore i get 1 mark for the whole question. SMART ASS. zzz depression. i will chew on myself alive la.. so not motivated to go school la. then history i was really ashamed of it. in a way coz i scored well for it but i totally dont deserve it coz i never listen to a single lesson. then i ran to mr yong to blame him for social studies coz it pulled my history marks down

me: you pulled me dowwwwnnnnnnnn ~ (mourning to him)
mr yong: eh! i know that song!

you pulled me down

~ (singing)
me: its a song? theres no such song. im not singing a song
mr yong: yes it is! you pulled me downnnnn. i heard it before.
serena: .. i thought its you raised me up?
mr yong: aiya similar wad

hahaha his quite an idiot. but a very nice one. exams pisses me off. btw i catched a movie with my childhood best friend shearen last last saturday. what was the highlight was that the movie rob b hood that we watched, was the first movie i cried in. SERIOUS. FIRST. i slept in armmageddon, watched titanic, moved in click but yet no movie was able to make me cry. but the BABY. the BABY WAS SOO CUTE. then when it was dead and jackie chan and ever hot louis koo tried to revive it desperately tries to revive it, i was soooo afraid for the baby that i started crying la. the baby is soooo adorable and i truly have soft spots for children and i do not wish to see them suffer. thats y i bought egg tarts for my baby brother that day to make him happy. such a leaf i turned over to.

best part was i was shocked to see nicholas tse and daniel wu to have a cameo in that show!! I SCREAMED IN MY HEART LIKE SIAO and pinched shearen alot to contain my desire to want daniel wu la!!! he was acting gay yet his still so hot. gosh. im sorry daniel vosovic btw. i love u too. and yul! from survivor. NOT from princess hours. his cute but i think the story is quite boring at times. survivor cooks island rocks. seriously it does. its the best season i watched so far and it never fails to surprise me and intigues me coz of how scheming and unpredictable the people and producers are. i love that reality show and this season is the best. interested, plz go youtube to watch coz singapore wasnt showing it then and only starting this friday. but TOO LATE. its too exciting to wait so i wont bother the singapore telecast but watch the us one. youtube, go search for the guy TheRoundPeg and he has uploaded every episode for survivor cooks island and his efforts have been greatly appreciated by thousands including myself. ITS NOT TOO LATE COZ THEY ARE ONLY INTO THE SIXTH EPISODE. i always close my eye while i search to prevent spoilers on who was going out HAHA

america's next top model! haha wonder who is going out tonight. i knew brooke was and told everyone she was so gonna and she did! tonight my fingers are crossed for sara and joanie and danielle. i used to love nnemia but i didnt realise she is quite an ass ah. daniel cher keeps calling furonda as boobyless and i cannot stop laughing at that. love reality shows. oh ya project runway right, i am soooo sad for keith coz he was really good. as in he was seriously good la and i love his designs. quite sad that he had to leave that way instead of a more honourable way. too bad i guess but im going all out rooting for uli! luckily me and daniel didnt bet on keith to go final two. haha

yu jun THANK YOU for sending me the mirc containing zion stuff in it and thus i am able to play dota right from my house. thx! along with jun yan too. u deserve compliments for sending those stuff too and playing with me online! haha hamachi rocks. so do zhi hao. and also daryl. well see u guys later to play!

ok im done. anyone interested for a game of dota with me just give me a call k? haha tmr is mariam's open house and i really looking forward to see my dear senior again. well love u all n ciaoz. btw HAPPY HARI RAYA TO ALL

heylow

2006-09-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

oh my gawd. i just realise that i seriously never blog for sooooo long! so many things happen and so many roll on floor moments, i totally forget all liao! crap.

anyways tags replies first.

to sheena: hahaha i think this is a berry berry long ago tag la. haha ok advise heeded. to everyone who still hasnt realised, i changed my number and lost everyone's number alrdy. =)

to mann: shush nerd. hahaha jokin dear. thx for your many gifts anyway!

to marr: HAHA i know la. its really big. look at our thighs!!!

to jiahui: hahaha yesh i look you guys to bits. good luck for your exams ah every single one of you =))

to shireen: hahaha i feel like an ass. coz you seriously look retarded in it!! like some..haha shy monkey HAHA

to yanjun: heylow "little" junior! haha i love storm la. she's hot and can sing bloody well sia. ure right the judges rock too.

to a'an: welcome to my blog! haha yeah lukas won. i wasn't really surprised but i heard supernova is not allowed to be called "supernova" because of some court rules le..

to zhaos: linked! btw nice video! eliz and kar wai parts made me laugh out loud

to lydia: heylow! haha sorry but are you the one i met in obs "lydia"? haha if you are, how did you find me! or are you someone else haha

to marr: THANK YOU BEST SENIOR. i think the rest dont even know if im still alive la. waa you know im away! haha take care yeah. see you in jeremy's soon =))

to lynn: linked! welcome btw!

ok tags done! im slacking now. later then continue with chemistry haha.. *stares arnd for fear of de rong and mariam*

haha they are the new mothers i have in my life. keep encouraging me to study hahaha.. anyways life is rocking. had fun. just came back from obs and i brought back many stuff. more fats, sunburn, many many mosquito and sandflies bites (37 to be exact) but also friends, memories and experience. although it was a bit slack, but i learned many new stuff there and had alot of fun. loved kayaking the whole day and truly loved and enjoyed the morning. breathed in deeply each time on that beautiful morning as it seems like im peddling towards the horizon. absolutely magical

alot of food in obs. haha ate alot and therefore i think i put on weight instead. skin is peeling off from my body even from this moment that im talking. haha obs was great. but i think its too overrated. its not exactly AWESOME like how others describe but it gave me great experiences. i love you Cheng Ho people =))

made lots of new friends. best moments is during the nights.. all the fun comes out. i remember there was once, we were making so much noise, the instructor came and was like,

instructor: why are you all still talking at this time
guy's tent: ....
instructor: what group is this
guy's tent: ... CHENG HO ROCKS! (wilson shouted)

the girls couldnt stop laughing sia.. such an idiotic moment.

day before i left for obs, studied one whole day in church with some of the best people i ever met in my life. we all have been studying after service in church for the past few weeks and each time is productive and fun. the guys went grocery shopping with me in cold storage and giant for my camp stuff and i really appreciate it. thx guys! and also on justin's bday, thx to de rong, austen and nick for sending me home and waiting for my mum with me in the coffeeshop. =)) thx ah you sweet guys

oral started yty. was pretty confident coz it was english. but smack right back to my face, the teacher keep interruprting me when im talking that until now i feel uneasy over yty. sad.. me, mich k and xiangluan went BM after it and i had a hell lotta laugh with those interesting creatures. today me, serena, mel and jason went to pizza hut. had a nice talk and clear up stuff, now we are all good and cool with one another alrdy. haha or so i hope.. but i guess things are better le la. how we are celebrating mooncake festival this year together again haha

i have been bringing my baby bro to tao nan on saturdays for tuition the past few weeks and each week i need to swallow insults.

1st week

teacher: hello. are you kenneth's mother?
me:... im not.

2nd week

chinese teacher: kenneth! your auntie is here
me:... im not.

T.T such is life.

oh ya. hady is the new singapore idol. me, shearen, claris and bev were unable to smile and were speechless for the next 10 mins in our respective homes. we love johnathan leong la so it was pretty sad for us that hady won. but anyways its done la and although i garnered 108 votes for him, i guess it didnt help much coz john was only at 30% in the end. its ok we still love u john! haha so do jiahui

i better study now. everybody TAKE CARE and good luck for exams! muacks to all

storm large!

2006-09-07T15:48:00.000+08:00

YOU ROCK.

Storm Large

u are officially my rock idol. gosh u rock.

http://video.msn.com/v/us/v.htm

can catch her performance in this link. walau i just watch supernova just yty which means its my first episode and wow. this show blew me away totally. it beats singapore idol hands down. every single one of them, i can confidently say are better than whoever the singapore idol is gonna be sia. but i will still watch sg idol la coz.. its my country. lol.. but while supernova is great. it really ROCKS.

on my first episode, i love storm large and decided to support her. today i visit the site, she is out! walau.. like that time i vote for mathilda and she's out. im like jynxing my idols sia! sad sia. anyway storm rocks la. btw, doesnt she remind u of lindsay lohan? they look really alike la but storm doesnt have freckles haha

its intensive finsh homework for the past few days. studying in marr's hs was useless coz with such fun ppl i cannot study. then i went to library for the next two days and it was very productive! thx to mann and long yao. eh its 4 plus alrdy!!!!!!!!!!!! gosh gosh need to prepare. meeting my cell at 5 for our first ever "Vast Army" bbq! haha thats our cell name. see ya

DEPRESS

2006-09-04T13:04:00.000+08:00

DEPRESS.

sia la my mummy just change my number and i accidentally deleted all my contacts!!!!!! therefore, im pratically an UNKNOWN. i dont have people number nad neither do they have mine. T.T..

so now u know. the sad story of rachel and her always switching off her phone. its CANCELLED.

sadded. what an idiot i was to overwrite my contacts when i wanted to move it to the phone. ass la! from 300 contacts to 10 now as they are all i remember, KAU BEI LA.

mummy poko pants.. ive been listening to paris hilton's stars are blind. hahaha i know im gonna be stoned if i get caught listening to it coz its paris hilton lol.

ok to make myself feel better.. allow me to say funny moments of my life once again..

(me, marr, eileen, shireen and jiahui in canteen eating mee soto)

marr: eh you know what, there's this weird indonesian guy in my class and his so weird oh my god
me: yes yes.. nico right?
marr: ya! his like.. weird la! he composition is like. i think his crazy!
me: what he say?
marr: he wrote something like, Jia Qiang is like a an asshole. practically a (.. continues with the story)
*me, eileen and shireen alrdy burst out laughing when she said Jia Qiang
marr: (finished the story) what kind of person would write something like that!?
me: hahaha what kind of person would name someone with a stupid name like Jia Qiang!??
(eileen, shi and i laughs on)
marr:.. but.. its keith's chinese name.
(me, stunned. and then.. HAHAHAHAHAHA)

...

(perfects investiture)
(mr benjamin low in his speech)
mr low: i always like to say this to my prefects..putting on a tie.. does not make you a leader. its like going into mcdonalds. going into mcdonalds.. does not make you a big mac.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

...

(marr and i in canteen)

marr: eh i got a new pair of specs!
me: i see i see. u put it on
marr: its super fugly la!
me: just wear!
marr: i dun wan la. its seriously fugly!
me: i dont care i dont care
marr: its damn fugly la
me: whats fugly? how to spell it
marr: F-U-G-L-Y
me: oh... what does that mean?
marr: fucking ugly.
me: !!! walau

(what a name.)

...

(bro came home)

brother: im back!
mum: wah.. handsome ah. you look nice
brother: of course.. its a formal party by my company
mum: you go disco ah?

HAHAHAHAHA that means he was wearing not as formal as he thought

stupid people of my life. haha i need to study.. meeting ama later. tmr meeting mann. haha nerd heads. see ya!

tag replies =) :

to marr: im done smiling to you all the time. hahahaha

to nasha: haha see you pic is up! thx!

to try: HAHAHAHAHA we should seriously have a ramly party on her birthday!

to marr: yes i know that dear senior haha

to bev: heylow for coming! haha thx i will take that as a compliment. ironic thing is i didnt get the ball in the end hahahaha

to graco: hahaha ok i will link you when i have the time =)) see you in school

to yanjun: you always pounce on me what haha i remember duh. ya that netball pic is indeed cool

to donna: HELLO. and when are you gonna reply me you stupid fellow.

haha anyways tkps have been welcoming. the teachers day concert in bv was really boring towards the end and i only have one word to describe.. "racist". haha it was the word of the day.. it was a very malay-ly concert haha. well it was fun la.. i love talking to mrs singh. she's still the best teacher in my heart and irreplaceable. had funny moments in tkp with andrew as we were determine to prove that each other was more memorable in school than the other

(we walked past mdm rita)
*that day i admit, i look like some minah or ah lian coz of my shades, tote bag and bra revealing shirt that andrew keep making fun of.
me: bye mdm rita!
mdm rita looks closely: oh gosh.. terrible ah this girl. mrs lee look! look at this girl. terrible..
me: hey hey mdm rita! im still the same. how can you call me terrible!
mdm rita: look at you! haha ya im sure you are still the same. you in bedok view right? hows it there
me: haha its good there. but not as welcoming and cosy as here in tkp la.
mdm rita: (nods head with impressed look)
me: see im still the same. good with words haha
mdm rita: who's this
andrew: me la mdm rita. andrew
mdm rita: (?) errm..
me: HAHA she does not remember you hahaha
mdm rita: OH ANDREW! haha how can i not forget andrew
andrew: in your face rachel!

...

andrew: lets visit seelan
me: haha you go ahead. i think he forgotten me.
andrew: haha he caned me before and you were the reason i got caned! he definitely remembers both of us
seelan: hey andrew. (bla bla bla) hey rachel. still in bedok view ah?
me: wow!! mr seelan you still remember me ah!
seelan: haha of coz. mr khairunan right? ya we talked about you before
me: HUH? mr khairunan? he knows me too?? i nv speak to him before la
seelan: he knows he knows
andrew: ah ha. naughty ah
me: ..?

trauma

2006-08-28T22:05:00.000+08:00

im officially traumatised now. so much scandals revolving me now.

my msn acct got spammed, all my contact list gone and someone posing as me asked my friend for sex.

the stalker said he posted a video of me on a porn website.

life does not get any more freaked out for me at this point.

well anyway.. my favourite photo. sorry but i will reply tags another time k.. not exactly in the mood to reply now.. sorry..

token of appreciation

2006-08-26T12:44:00.000+08:00

thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
RACHEL I HAD A NIGHTMARE. THAT WE WERE PLAYING NETBALL & ALL THEN ON COURT YOU STARTED YELLING AT ME FOR LIKE TEN MILLION REASONS I DUNNO WHY YOU WERE SO ANGRY NOBODY KNEW WHY YOU WERE LIKE THAT
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
& I CRIED LIKE MAD AFTER THE MATCH I FOUGHT WITH YOU & WE WERE LIKE JUST SHOUTING AT EACH OTHER & YOU PUSHED ME A MILLION TIME & I JUST CRIED MORE & MORE.
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
):
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
wait is this rachel. ya okay it is
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
not funny okay it was all very real !
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
thats fast typing.
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
ohh. awwwww sorry but its not real and it wont happen la k?
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
i damn angry with you seah in the nightmare. like you were really shouting at me scolding me about ten million things & im like just ?! what did i do?!
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
idiot. LOL.
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hahahahahahahahaha
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hey marrrrrrr
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
if we ever have an argument, it wont be cause of something on court
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
next i will never push u coz i got utmost respect for u
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
ok? =)
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
okay ;D HAHA.
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
haha WHAT WAS EILEEN DOING??
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
just sittng there comforting me
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
i remember msyani going up t you scolding you
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
& THEN HAHAHA YOUR HANDPHONE WENT ON FIRE
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hahahahaha
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
like you just left it on the floor then the sun put it on fire.
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
HAHAHAAH
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
... u are a really stupid person.
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hahahahahaha
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
!!! ): im not stupid oky!
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
okok very smart
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
but yala the dream wont happen
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
mmuch less my hp caught on fire
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
u shld stop thinking about me. ))
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
*=))
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
dont wory i hardly do HAHAH

( msn between marr and i )

so much "love".

darn! nasha is not online if not i can post my fave photo up. nvm i post another one which amanda made and its reallyyyyy nice and i saw it on sheena's blog!

haha i was posing as rahimah while sasha was as paul twohill. apparently EVERYONE else forgo their identity and became plainly themselves. lol

ok tag replies!

to bev: heylow!! haha you're sick now right? take good care ok fellow timbakthree? or is it two? haha and fellow baby spice! love ya tooo

to sectwoFAN: aww so sweet. thank you so much for the encouragement! really appreciate it alot. you too jia you for your streaming k? thx alot

to sheena: shee shee na na haha you FOUND me! lol thanks for everything la. you've been the best cell leader ever and so you keep it up too k! lets always hug our mummies!

to nasha: you crazy little person. haha yesh i love you even though you are the most crude person alive hahaha. high school musical always lol!

to sasha: hahaha you gong. u kinda lost your way in sheena's blog while looking for the link to mine right? haha well welcome you here!

to yanjun: YESH i still remember you, you always bullying me junior.

love all these people la. well anyway this week has been very tiring.. cannot complete hw or get started with revisions.. always got netball, peer leader meetings back to back. kinda sick of these hectic life thats why i decided to leave the stall to the sec 2s. sold alot of stuff and i guess we are doing well for the stall la. although i hate the weariness of this week, i got many heartwarming moments of it that i will always cherish. love you guys to bits for contributing to the special moments of my life =))

today is token of appreciation entry! so impt people in my life will be mentioned. everyone is ok but i dun have much time to squeeze all so sorry but i will say yours another day k!

love mrs lai as she has been a very very sweet teacher. always always acting cute and denying it. always pardoning me for my disrupting antics.

love ms heng. always always showering me with concern like i really am her little sister. haha what a patient teacher

love amalina always. we had one misunderstanding before which left her in tears in sec 1 and sec 2 another one but now that we have made up, we are closer than ever! thx so much for the hugs as it gets more comforting each time and i loveeee the message in the bottle and the bouquet of folded flowers you bought from the peer leaders and my heart goes out to you for the money spent on it. haha hope u like the heart i made with our neoprint on it! girl you rock

love mann aka wee peng for always being so nice and letting me not lose hope of what the root of friendship is about. no one else seems to be able to treasure things like you do anymore and it astonishes me as how humble you can get and enjoy life as it is. your friendship is a gem to me and i will not let it slip away k! thx for the pencil box and souvenir you got for me from gold coast coz its lovely! it seriously is and its motivating me to write things alrdy hahaha.. n also the dreamcatcher. the one which captures all my bad dreams while guiding me to the good ones. so thoughtful of you

love serena, rachyee, xiangluan and michelle. (later say i unfair treatment) haha to serena thx for being a fuse as sometime you go high and it scares the hell outta me but at the same time creating laughs for me. and trying to solve the thing between me and jason now but its very hard as i doubt neither of us is gonna make the first move. to rachel for being so simple too that things dont get too complicated as it seems and that warm smile and greeting i get from you every morning that brightens my day =)) to xiangluan for being the idiot who does stupid things that made me laugh and allowing me to make you the butt of jokes to make me laugh more. haha you've been fun and i appreciated the things you done for me ALTHOUGH sometimes its for another motive hahaha. to michelle, thank you. for simply being you all these while. =)) innocence and all. haha stay that way

to sheena for always being gentle and nice. for always being funny and lame. for always being caring and patient. for always being crazy and stupid. you do whats right at the right time. and i thank you for the love and concern as there is an affinity between the two of us as our similar our fates seem to be and being your disiple simple makes me proud to be what i am. love ya

to collin for being such a dear godfather and guiding me through all the highs and lows in my life. from char siew noodles to frog porridges, thx for feeding me not only in the stomach but also spiritually with God words. you are the best!

to imee and shearen. for being wild and tolerate all the ridiculous things i done. to our friendship which is maintained and still fun and happy encourages me. although we are still far apart, memories of the past always brings us together although we are not physically near each other. you guys be good k!

to MY NETBALLERS. (i know you've been waiting to see your name ) the juniors you all have been a fun and stupid lot. making stupid unpredictable remarks which make me stunned and laugh out loud. to my seniors especially. for never failing to make me smile and be delighted. just at the sight for you guys. i will never fail to roll on the floor literally.

to marr, thx for being caring and generous i everyway which i feel precious and people should appreciate and treasure. for being such a fabulous example as how life should be walked and wonderful icon i can learn form in my life. to the most commited player i ever met and the best all-rounded one, you are great.

to eileen for being my idol. seriously speaking you been my idol for 2 years now. haha although you are always complaining and whining, haha you are always laughing at everything, able to keep yourself happy and real and for being such a great shooter and defender.

to shireen for being you again. stupid and full of sauce HAHAHAHA (ramly) for making things funny as it is despite being simple and totally full of surprises. things i never expect you to say, you said it all. things i never expect you to do, you done it all. what else can i expect from you? oh i know.. more laughs

to try for being one of a kind. so dumb hahahaha.. making me laugh AT you for the stupid things you do and how you fight for food. you've been fun and i hope you do well for your exams ok! distinction for chinese oral siaaa

to timbakone to timbaksix and the other spices, you guys rocked my life!

im sure i missed out alot more but due to time constrain i gotta stop now. haha sorry.. appearently my money was stolen on one peer leader meeting and jesslyn had two hundred dollars gone. it was during the sec 2 peer leader meeting where we had to manufacture stuff and people being busy and all.. and our money is stolen. i wont say more.. but i was utterly disappointed and my trust in them cannot be retrieved anymore as they are.. afterall.. peer leaders.

thursday was mah match against chung cheng which me and mann arranged. haha results was what i expected. i played centre sia! haha sprained my ankle and got kicked twice and scratched there. haha you rough girls. had lotsa laughs as its my second time there and i alrdy know the girls so it was a lighter occasion. mann is taller than me!!!!! walau. i need to grow badly.

the match that had me and the sec 2s saw us lost to them while me and the seniors who have not played for berry berry long gave us some face as we won. but chung cheng improve alot so they are up a notch compared to us. but we bv netball will still go all the way right! haha later going myron's chalet. its his birthday celebration.. dunno buy wad. haha see ya people

lalala

2006-08-20T19:27:00.000+08:00

!
what a productive week.

ok first of all its reply tags time. haha this time round, the tagboard totally had tags i totally expected haha

to frost: haha i will ask around who you are but thx for dropping by.

to ?: heylow and yea its a cool concert and yea planetshakers were all christian songs. haha FYI sorry that i was just mentioning the first moments when me and my church went in and forgotten to add the point that its turnout was great and praising God way in the end. im a very forgetful person and many people can testify that haha.

to anon: hey i guess you are pretty subjective. totally appreciate your tag coz i was expecting a tag that was crude and offensive. but i guess you contained yourself pretty well. haha when i wrote that entry on the peer leaders, i was voicing out my friends's frustration. well its my blog anyway and i believe i can say something out considering my friends read my blog and they agree to what i say as thats what they feel. it might make them feel better that im sharing their woes and that i appreciate their work alot coz we are all friends what.

you see on blogs i understand we also have to consider people's feelings before publishing it out therefore i did not mention names. i respect that too. i read many people's blogs before and they were alot worse, cursing and scolding the person out loud in their blogs and screaming out their dissatisfaction. some agree with them some do not. so its unfair to me if you say i dont respect them blog it out just because you dont agree with what i say and you want me to take it back when others agree to what i say. you wouldnt have said anything if it wasnt that what i said was something you didnt agree with.

and thus people are entitled to their own opinions. you tagging in my blog lashing it out to me is also contradicting as you are telling me your opinion to me too and in public right? haha i love bedok view. i love my friends. i love my peer leaders. we have fun and laughs. but we are all leaders. every single one. i can say the peer leaders, every single one of them are powerful in their own way. what makes us a leader is that we have our own mindset and direction and thus we can lead people into there so differences are bound to appear. thats why my entry said that
things like these happen all the time mah and i was just stating one occasion out.

everything in the world has dark and bright surfaces. everything. sorry if you felt that i tarnished the image of peer leaders but im sure every aspect of life, schools and friends there was definitely once a ugly moment. nothing is perfect ok..? bedokview is a great school. but sorry that i showed a dark side of the peer leaders but nothing can be hidden forever. other schools also have departments that have ugly moments and i heard plenty alrdy. the peer leaders are great but nothing is perfect still and i shouldnt be condemned by you just cause i was frank about it. see even though theres so much love between the netballers, haha there WERE bad moments too.

im not trying to defend myself or anything actually i alrdy expected a "hate" tag but i guess you read too much into the issue. you didnt have to point out that you are not a peer leader coz i wont put much attention into what you just said. in fact i hope after this there are no more hard feelings alrdy. keep your head high for us peer leaders coz we will set aside our differences for the best things ahead for you guys in school and move forward and compromise. lots of things are coming up for the students and hope you participate in it. if you are still uncontented, you can come up to me personally and i will listen to your opinions and see if things get better. but like i said, just cause what i said is not what you think should be, it doesnt mean im wrong. and summary of all these, my entry on the peer leaders was not meant to say how shitty they are but just simply blogging what happened in my daily life! and those are common stuff. ok?

(sorry to people who read my blog that i spent a few paragraphs on replying to his tag but not writing of exciting moments involving you guys and i in this blog)

to zhaos: hahahahaha you still remember what look i gave ah?? haha anyway good job on ps!

to daniel: haha thx! FANTASTIC JOB TODAY in buying the stuff for sale. its so last minute and in the end only two of us purchase it but in the end! we got it down. whoohoo!

to marr: you know very well youself how much i love you too. HAHA its a GODZILLA size compared to your dinosaur one

ok done with tags! moving on.. ok thursday training was stupid, crude and hilarious once again. nasha once again was CRUDE.

nazreen: hey theres a feather on your shorts!
me: why is there a feather on your shorts? haha
someone: theres a bird
nasha: I F**KED IT.

hahahaha omg la. i was like WHOAH. haha stupid girls. friday was lovely. although i went to anglican high for the workshop and i dozed off almost half of the session, i went to meet jason and melvin as we were going out. tons of laughs which brought back memories of the past and serena met up with us. we then head to lagoon village along with michelle who caught up with us for dinner and we had even more lame and funny moments. i kept pushing michelle to say whether she liked anyone and she said no one seriously and i had the conclusion that she has no hormones. HAHA melvin said that it was simply not strong enough. cabbed home with serena as her blister was swollen and she cant walk.. i tried carrying her as i couldnt take her limping but she was screaming so i didnt dare alrdy.

had result slips back. im like last in class? even though i passed all this time round but chem and a maths.. its ok. work harder la. sorry mariam.. let you down. im going for obs some more la. its from 18 to 22 sep and end of year exams are on 28 sep. sheesh.. but this opportunity is too hard to turn down..

saturday was tiring sia. pesta sukan was on and had to be at kallang netball centre at 7.20. not bad performance by our team.. held st nicholas girls to a tie. we were leading throughout until we slack off for them to come back to a tie. not sure if thats their first team but fair enough that our team was good. other matches were high and low but then again, good job girls in any ways k! st nicks gave a good fight too. nasha did the greatest thing she ever done for me before by taking a candid shot during that match. and when she showed me the photo, i was so delighted that i could carry her on the spot. it was a very natural photo of a good netball game and happen so i was jumping for the ball. its my photo of the year man! will post it up another time.

then i went to find sheena to past her a card i made for her at kampong arang as she was helping out at the national day parade march by our church. was there to sit around and didnt expect myself to be part of the telematch. got ALOT of good stuff from there and the budget this year was surprising high that yea i had a free giordano shirt and lots of other stuff. what a tiring day but had lotsa fun.

we went to macs for dinner and thats where i cried twice. we were eating and talking and i told them a dream i had that morning. it goes like this..

i was in a excursion bus. suddenly i heard people exclaiming that "oh my god.." and "look!". i didnt get to see the faces of the people who said that and i peeked out to ifnd out what they were looking at. there, i saw amidst this bunch of clouds, there was a dark purple heart. it was very dark but i could tell it was purple. and then a voice so clear said, "its the sign of goodwill." and then in the dream i blacked out..

as soon as i blacked out, i immediately rose from my sleep. my heart was pumping so fast that i was close to shivering. the first thing that came to my mind was "oh my god is jesus here?? oh my god oh my god not now. is it the end??" and i uickly turned to my right. whew.. there it was.. my mum sleeping soundly next to me. thats when i realise.. the sense of urgency. i was so afraid and relieved that it was not the end as my mum was still unsaved. i never shared the gospel at all to her and i will blame myself forever if it was too late. i laid back down on my bed trying as hard as possible to calm down and that things were ok alrdy..

in literature class on thursday. i told ms liew i was thinking of getting a job fast and once i have the money, i will do missionary trips to somewhere and preach. i know its only a dream and i try to think that its not anything. but then again.. faith is based on what you cant see too right? so i believe theres a link.

so at macs i broke down coz i was so afraid that my mum would go to hell and thus resolved to bring people to Christ alrdy esp my love ones. people i so desperately wouldnt want to be separated from. so yty was a day i woke from my slumber and laziness and got motivated by the time that is running out. then me,bev,eunice and sheena shared very interesting things of our lives and just praising Him for everything and we decided to pray in macs. haha despite many people around us and when they pray for me i cried more as i love my mother so much i will never wanna see her suffer. i love you mummy. always

today i went to service and during worship i cried again. i was totally afraid once again and totally thankful to God for so many things he has done in my life.. i love you too God. im not a good child. im not a good christian. im not a good disciple. and so i seek your forgiveness and to change me. thanks for everything

i went to meet daniel after service.. gosh. gosh. gosh. in the end no one was able to turn up. serena legs was infected while nicholas relative gave birth. haha so it was me and daniel that was gonna conquer all woodstuff, glitter and chupa chups! we went bras basah and we bought this

2 stacks of construction paper.
10 wooden heart on sticks
5 wooden badges
box of glitter
1 piece of glue stick
3 big wooden crafts
5 bags of sand

dont underestimenate the weight of them. i went home and bought 120 chupa chus while he went to buy 100 glass bottles. great job la daniel. we couldnt have done it so quick if not for the co-operation we had and definitely your organisation. ok now dinner time. take care people! love you all

bleahs

2006-08-16T19:30:00.000+08:00

idiots. lol..

its been tiring but fun these days. i stayed up one whole night to think about all the problems i had and decided to stop worrying about it alrdy.. leave things as it is then haha. why does it seek my attention when they didnt bother to look for me so rachel stop worrying.

chemistry with gino is FUN. its like totally lame and i love to irritate him.. re-enactment

gino: ok..heyy. daryl you have long eyelashes.
me: OH MY GOD. why are you looking at daryl'd eyelashes?? (shouts across the room) FARHANISSSS. IT IS WRONG FOR A GUY TO LOOK AT ANOTHER GUY'S EYELASHES RIGHT
farhanis: haha who
gino:don't listen to her se's talking nonsense.
me: im nottttt. haha ok whats the experiment about.........(we continue discussing la)
daryl: OH YA HOR. Why i never thought of that. oh no..
gino: its ok daryl we still love you
me: OH MY GOD. you just said i love you to daryl. which guys does that??
gino: noo. as in a friend. people say that as a nice way..
me: FARHANISSSS. WHY GUY WOULD SAY I LOVE YOU TO ANOTHER GUY??
farhanis: haha gino say to who??
gino: you LOUDHAILER. stop repeating all i say to farhanis!
me: hahaha.. (continues discussion)
me: gino you watched click right?
gino: ya i cried in it.
me: OH MY GOD!
gino: (starts slapping my hand frantically and saying "no! no! no!"
me: FARHANISSSS. GINO CRIED IN CLICK

hahaha im the best irritator in the world. like how i one day suddenly tell EVERYONE to look for serena. i will tell whoever walks past me that someone is looking for them and then when they go look for the person, the person will be like, "huh?" and so thats a classic. haha you shld imagine how irritated mariam was when i told like many netballers that she was looking for them..

anyways today i had peer leader meeting. something i really wanna vent my anger about now and so haha.. SORRY. i love my group la. when ms heng show me the list of people allocated, i look at mine and i was like, I LOVE MS HENG. coz my grp is the best and most "workable" with la. me, daniel, serena, zhi hao, nicholas and salbiah. very nice and co-operative people. im not saying the others are not easy to work with la but these grp overall is well coordinated than the others. i totally love daniel la. im very impressed by him. his my head and im his vice head and we work well together and respect each other's decisions alot.

only certain people will earn my full respect when they are my head and daniel is definitely one that i totally will put my trust and "loyalty" to la. as in whoever of higher position than me will definitely get my full support and co-op but only certain people will get my admiration and respect at the same time that on other occasions even if its not about the same issue that he or she is higher than me la. for daniel its peer leader la. he will get my respect and support too in other issues and situation beside peer leader. LOVE YOU DANIEL. and also to mariam and eileen. you have my utmost respect in and out netball too k =))

ya back to the meeting. after outward bound singapore meeting i went for peer leader meeting. it was very smooth and even though sometime got distractions we immediately realise that its of no link to what we were discussing so we go back to the issue which was really good and productive. good job people! well next block was a TOTALLY different scenario. we heard screams and alot of noises from the other groups and our grp know very well that THEY are DEFINITELY not getting it done on time and NOT even halfway through. very un co-operative. and i was spot on. i went there, it was pretty chaotic and someone even complained and blamed us for walking in and making noise. EAT SHIT LA. for your defence you guys are difnitely tired and want to go off terribly as your meeting was too draggy, unproductive and draggy.

understandable as at the rate you were going, its so obvious its geting on everyone's nerves. but DONT push the blame on us because you guys are the cause of the delay as you guys keep talking and TALKING during the meeting with all the small TALKS among yourselves and bla bla. dear people who read my blog, have you ever get caught in a position when 1) you are up talking, everyone is just talking among themselves and ignoring you. or 2) you are one of the annoyed people who wants the thing done yet always get held back by the disrupting people.. or worse still, 3) you were the distracting lot. things like these happen so no one is to be blamed and expected by me and daniel alrdy so we went there to offer our help.

me, daniel, gino and jason stayed back after gino dismissed the meeting.. i immediately gave gino a consolation hug as i can totally see the weariness on his face as he tries hard to get the meeting going despite people not listening to him and his unstopping pleas for attention. screw you guys la.. me and daniel were there for our dear friends as gino is the 1) while jason is 2). m and dan provided a listening ear for them as they spilled out their emotions and unhappiness. dan and me totally saw it coming.. poor boys la as they suffered so much.. 4 of us spoke very long with me and dan giving suggestions and let the two worn out men pour their hearts out. i love you two la jason and gino. all the way k!

gino was saying that one of them ( i wont mention their names) will like "eh serious la!" then 5 seconds later go back to talking.. one will be like talk talk then sees everyone seem to be serious and discussing and will be like "eh why never discuss with us" when in the first place that person kept talking and didnt bother. another one worked very well but unwilling to have a second opinion to it. zzz.. so sad la. gino worries that if he raises his voice, more agressive or strict the others will turn black and be pissed at him. jason also dont wanna tell them of their behavious as his not a head or vice head and if he say something the others will also not happy.

i feel for them totally.. and its like 4 of us talked seriously as how to improve the situation when me and daniel had no business in it and also the other heads were not around and so.. haizz yala. so we just encourage them la

me and jason then talk alot and we walk to bubble tea shop real slowly and go to bus stop and talk more. both of us had a reallllllyyyy hearty chat. saying each of our problems out and yala. long time since we talk and how things are no longer the same.. =)) friends always.

yty! training ended at 5 and let me tell you.. i had alot of fun. why?? coz of mariam and eileen LA who else. boon and june contributed to the fun coz oh my god la..

(june and i doing passing)
june: eh zhao ying sexy sia
me: huh? (totally stunned by the comment as its sooo random)
june: what? really what zhao ying very sexy
me: huh? (still stared in wonderment)
june: oh nothing nothing she very fat
me: huh?? (why the sudden change)
june: ah no no no im not a pervert!
me: huh?? err.. stay away from me..

haha she panic like siao la. then anyway we and mariam had alot of laughs. tryphoza my dear, the last paragraph of the people whom i love alot is a disappointing lot now wasnt refering to you , lar. dont worry.. that girl wanted mariam to call me and ask if they done anthing wrong and all. i love you guys la and im not angry with you all. its another group that saddens me. and so anyway, the following are whacky moments that occured during the journey to roti prata with my seniors and boon

mariam: rachel.. what shall we eat today.. waffles are at half price today le
me: oh ya hor.. giordano..
mariam: HUH

...

mariam: eileen do you wanna walk to simpang?
me: she surely dont want la
mariam: eileen you want?
eileen: want what?
mariam: walk to simpang
eileen: SIAO AH!

(hahaha)

...

mariam and i looking at the menu

mariam: shoud i have one or two pratas?
me: yes!
mariam:.. YOU STILL HAVEN ANSWER MY QUESTION

haha i love them la. reason y marr,eileen and shireen are my fave coz i nv need to the go an extra mile to make them smile. im always the clown making people to feel happy and smile. always pleases me to see them happy so i always think of way to make them laugh so its tiring sometimes.. as its not appreciated sometimes and its very disappointing as no one has ever been a "rachel ng" for me before.. making lame things and making sure i smile so the appearence of these 3 people totally brighten up my life alot as i cannot simply stop laughing at them and how they make me roll on the floor. these 3 rock my life =))

well im done with the blog. btw the recent singapore idol trailer is just kickass. the one which they highlight that IT IS A SINGING COMPETITION made me laugh alot as they are trying to stop those screaming girls to actually stop screaming and actually listen to the singing of the person they have been screaming for lol. JOHNATHAN LEONG IS VERY DAO. very disappointed in you.. i dont wanna scream for u liao la since you no response at all and keep looking away. haha vote for MATHILDA! buh byes

yoyo

2006-08-12T23:17:00.000+08:00

this is the song track played in click that made me smitten till now. =))

haha to continue my post.. i have not been blogging much about the funny stuff so i shall now. haha.. i remember the night i slept next to my mum and she tucked me into the blanket when she reached home. i was asleep alrdy then when she put the blanket on me and i was in a daze la and i looked at her and i was like.. "ni shi shui?" .. HAHA my mum was shocked. ni shi shui means who are you..

then another time my sis told my mum my elder bro brought home his gf and my mum started nagging and was like " YOU AH. EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD ONLY SHOULD BE STUDYING. NOT BRINGING GIRLFRIENDS HOME. " and my bro cool-ly said " but you got married at eighteen right." hahaha i burst out laughing.. i have serious family issues.

that time dinner with imee and shearen had me rolling too.. imee told me the "your mother is so fat , when she steps on the weighing scale she sees her phone number" joke. i also couldnt stop laughin.

that national day spent at bev's house was great. you shld see her blog on her description of the cockroach incident. hilarious.. then on planetshakers's ultraviolet concert, it was totally ROCK. i skipped school that day coz i went to the balloting with my mum, sis and baby bro at tao nan primary. TAO NAN. imagine. rachel's brother.. that irritating boy.. TAO NAN. T.T i wanted him in tkps.. my primary.. ala whatever la. we were sitting there as people started drawing out the lots and we sat there for quite awhile la.. it's like 76 out of 107 applicants. \so mummy was pretty confident of her chances coz she remembered that time for me in northland primary there were 300 over applicants and they only give out 10 and she remembered the total shock she was in when i was picked haha among the ten. so kenneth's chances were high..

hopes dwindled by the 37th chosen one.. haha we were like zzzz..then our number finally called out and we 3 cheered out loud and went out the hall lol.. well anyway back to planetshakers. its soooo ROCK. we went for laksa before that and alot of games in the bus. SORRY DEAR NETBALLERS. the burger burger game has been spread tremendously coz i taught my classmates too. well jonk was like "eh play chi ko ba!" and bev was like "okok!" and she looked at him and a moment she said "how to play?" and i burst out too.

ok ultraviolet was really coool. all purple like and they were playing non-christian songs made me wonder if we were at the wrong concert. and we had white lipsticks in our goodie bag and we wrote all sorts of stuff on our hands and faces while i wrote mine on my SHIRT. haha can wash la.. i hope. crossover always! we then all went to airport for popeyes and it was great. me, bev and peiqi also left to take 36 and made a MAD DASH for the bus we saw before realising that it was a 34 in the end! haha then we stood at the bus stop, and two 36 just go past us ignoring our waving hands. so rude! thats when we realise the 36 bus stop was a few metres before the one we were standing. irritating bus uncles.. rude crap. nowadays i have so much conflicts with them that today onwards i wont have any more respect for them.

once with serena and xinyi to pizza hut, i paid 60cents and waited for my ticket to come out. the uncle wanted to see my ezlink and i said it was retained then he insisted and i repeated that it was retained. i was wearing my red t shirt as it was national day celebration and the uncle kept quiet. then i said "i want my ticket uncle" and he said "you answer for yourself". then i just walk off totally pissed coz its like i paid yet he doesnt wanna give me a ticket? losers.. then i just might as well board the bus and dont pay since im gonna ANSWER FOR IT ANYWAY.

zz. well i went for the singapore idol thingy at parkway yty. walan johnathan very dao.. T.T me and bev kept screaming la but he nv turn.. then joakim the one we hate was very engaging with the crowd. i believe thats y he gets so much votes although he sucks la.. well rahimah is out a.k.a. my lookalike. SEE SINGAPORE. tone-deaf. she's not like very good la but then again she's better than some others who are still in the competition right.. well wadever. tired to blog..gonna play dota now. see ya

tag replies -

to marr : i know. im irresistable la.. haha so im not surprised. what you mean what shireen said?

to aisyah : maybe its coz YOU NEVER LEAVE YOUR LINK?

to imee : HEYLOW

to shireen : all i can say is i wasnt refering to you la =))

to luan : yaya. that time you sms me all that crap. "rachel!.. dunno y suddenly miss you. wednesday no school then you friday also never come! stupid girl.. why you never come? anyways.. i accepted hanliang." and then i replied " i think you message is not coz you miss me la haha i think its just you wanna tell me you accepted hanliang regardless i ALIVE OR NOT LA haha. well no matter how much i HATE him, its your choice and i will just support it la =)" and then you stupid woman replied " ooohhh.. okays love you lots! okays!" see! WHAT A GOOD FRIEND. that means you really dun care i alive or not la. T.T idiot

to shearen : haha whatever you call it.

zz

2006-08-10T13:26:00.000+08:00

i failed chemistry again. i was very disappointed.. but delighted for e maths. haha.. and thus, to coincide with my previous post, whatever!

WE WON THE COMPETITION!

haha we are the coolest 3e1 ever la.. win all sorts of competition.. i was darn nervous la when me and wesley have to sing in front of the school and i had to dance with the girls.. thats qite alot to do. haha had very nice comments after emerging winners and i like to thank everyone single one of them.

it happens that my register number is 7 and mrs lai made her jersey number 77 coz its like God's number so when we go collect our prize, we turn around and show "77" and "7" like giving glory to him la with 777. lol ya very pleased that day.

watched click yty. very nice.. sheena and serena cried. its a really good show as its typical adam sandler's jokes but the dog scenes very unnecessary sia haha.. and kate beckinsale is gorgeous. we watched in cine and i saw junting. wave here and there then we go watch the movie. after the movie i was stretching and so was this girl in front of me and she turned and i realised it was junting! haha so all the while she was sitting in front of me la..

then we went bev's house where i had a really fun time in.. we screamed after flying helicopters going across us and i love the choc fondue.. we watched two dvds, "hot chicks" and "50 first dates" and so its like three times adam sandler for the day. haha all were hilarious. the crowd went off at bout 12 plus where me, de rong ,sheena ,jeremy, jovin,nick and beverly la. got one part made me "err".. de rong had to give a pet talk to him la coz his like ranting about like a spoilt kid that he wants to go out instead of slacking in bev house when all of us had not much intention on leaving.. then keep complaining his going home soon and all and jovin was like "it wont be the same without you" and i thought to myself that it would be better.

well he went off and the rest of us crammed in bev's room and watched 50 first dates where halfway through, de rong saw this thing crawl past him and he started yelling cockroach along with nick and jo switched the light. HAHAHA me, sheena and bev were screaming and screaming while the guys were like ," WHOAH" and ran off. its damn hilarious la coz its like 7v1 and yet we are still afraid. lol.. in the end the cockroach was annihilated by de rong. his went bangkok this morning! take care

well anyway thx sheena for the lift home with the cab. i was left with two bucks lol.. reached home mum screamed like wad to me and haizz.. wadever la.. today im grounded. zz..

ps. im starting to dislike you guys alrdy. you guys are so ****** , that its so disappointing. the people whom i used to love alot, you guys are starting to make my life suck. if you think its not you im talking about, think again.

yo

2006-08-05T12:25:00.000+08:00

im gettin shearen's sickness. IM LAZY TO BLOG ALRDY!

hahaha common tests are OVERRRRR. i kept screaming and jumping around after a maths was gone. even though i lost 14 marks for it as i didnt had enough time but who cares la. and i didnt fill in 30 words for my chinese compo.. i dont care la. hahaha ok im done with my blog. LOL

hmm

2006-07-22T13:10:00.000+08:00

i got this from mariam's blog. haha thats me in the book. it was given out during excelfest and me holding the house champion trophy. a very natural and candid shot. thats y i like it.

well first of all, i must mention grace and gino. due to the lack of attention given to them on my blog, they did stuff to make me hate them so i can bog about it. DESPERATE PEOPLE. hahaha joking. grace ure r good dancer k.

many things happen that make me laugh alot. stupid behaviour from my stupid friends. we were studying in bayshore one day and theni took out poker cards and we played alot of di dee and betting la. michelle lost alot f money and cindy was just doing her stuff. den i did a magic trick on cindy. and jason wanted to do too then he was like..

"six biggest."
me and cindy: HUH??
jason: six biggest
me: (checks the card) HAHAHAHAHA spades ah!
jason: i duno how to say.
cindy: okokk
jason: (drws another card..) two three.
me and cindy: HUH??
jason: the flower one
me and cindy: hahahahaha ok
jason: queen love..
everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHA

his an idiot. then me n serena had alot of fun when his dad fetch us home. it was an open air truck and it was so cool la. i keep joking that we are bangla workers and about to sent to batam. lol

in school i love talking to gino. his damn lame.. i cant believe being first in standard, his such an lame idiot who does crack jokes.

me: eh gino. y u nv make urself "a" cup?
gino: wad u mean "a" cup?
me: coz u r quite built wad. guys nid at least "a" cup to look muscular and hot. go for it la.
gino: i dont have huge breasts but i got big nipples
me: OH MY GOD

hahaha his first in level le! lol.. i love u gino. chen peng is my husband now. love him so much. well there was another day we all went to cindy hs coz erina and cleo wanted to do their cme project while me and michelle had nothing to do. CINDY HAS A DRUM SET AT HOME. but its the quiet ones la. BUT ITS FUN. cleo taught me some beats and i kept practising. now i cant wait to go her hs again. cleo has a jamroom in her hs too! with all sorts of instrument coz her mum plays the bass and dad plays the guitar as their hobby and her brothers are rockers and so she has all sorts of instrument. soooo envious.

anyway trip there was hilarious. bus 14 kinda broke down and cleo blame it all on erina. haha saying everytime 14 breaks down when she sits with her. then meiyun had a bag of alot of yan yan's then

me: why u buy so many?
meiyun: oh coz its very cheap! 2 for 1.65 le!
me: then why get so many?
meiun: cheap wad!
cleo: aiyo u got the singapore spirit sia. u stay here too long alrdy u better go back china.

i went bonkers hearing that. we celebrated ms heng's bday too! went seoul garden on the eve of road run. i ate so much that the next day i felt very nauseous and in the end vomited during road run. ms heng didnt allow us to sing her a song which gives me the conclusion her birthdays always suck. lol.. oh trainings were hilarious and crude. ntballers are always the most unfeminie people coz we play with balls lol.

aaysha: my chih bai pain sia
nasha: ur chih bai hairy

omg i was in absolute shock when i hear it la. two malay girls saying that which left me rolling.. its damn crude la lol.. oh ya yty road run was a bit dull. haiz this year i suck.. i got 5th. last yr was 1st and now.. i was very disappointed in myself.. after vomitting, i couldnt push myself to run. last 100m i just let people pass me while i run.. i cannot la.. but anyway good job to others. next yr i will try to get my 1st again haha. prize presentation when i go collect my prize, i wasnt very happy la as wad marr described but then its over alrdy la. who ask me to eat so much. oh ya i love my netballers very much. although when they say they scream my name out alot and people turn, i nv hear la haha so thx anyway. love u guys alot

after road run i went to bayshore with grace and serena to practise our dance. i was frustrated coz xin yi didnt pick up our calls but wadever la. its a fruitful day as it was a good rehearsal. i think it looks good. michelle rox too. we had fun and i went to settler to meet marr, eileen, shireen (she didnt have tuition!), try and jia hui. played taboo and charoodles and had mega laughs. then dinner at banquet and walk walk in parkway. haha u know wad was next?? we bought DURIAN AND SAT AT MY HS DOWNSTAIRS. like a bunch of criminals sneaking on stolen durian. hahaha i bargain so much with the uncle la in the end we got an extra packet hahhaa. netballers were so embarrassed by my behaviour but then it got them another packet.

oh ya parkway. we four walk one way and eileen went thhe other and i said

me:eileen ure such a loner!
marr: wad?? wad did u say?
me: i said she was a loner
marr: i tot u said she was a longan!

hahaha. then we went to bata and laughed at how bad their shoes were and i said can nv imagine eileen be a salesgirl there. coz she will tell the customer that the shoes in bata no one else will wear in the streets so the customer is special. haha

and so like a bunch of ah lians, we ate durian. so hilarious.. well today.. im very sick. road run very stretch at all and ran 4.3km. non stop going out and durian. i have alot of phlegm and a bad back and leg ache. bless me God.. haha blessings to all

2006-07-16T18:45:00.000+08:00

The Reason To Live!

this is the video that made me cry during cell. im guilty for everything ive done. whatever it is, this really happened. no matter what you guys think or say, this incident really happened. how it has an impact too

yay! i just completed some of my shopping list today and im really proud of myself. thx my dearest amalina who walked through parkway with me as i went on with my shopping spree. love u!

topshop sunglasses ( $13.00 )
square strudded earrings ( $5.00 )
earphones for my mp3 ( $8.00 ) HAHA
developed photos of the singapore idols! ( $3.30 )

we ate lots today.. new zealand ice cream, ice kacang and lunch in banquet. talked alot and laughed alot at silly stuff. enjoyed myself totally with her =)) the mp3 earphones were hilarious. i was looking for one within the budget of 20 bucks coz im such no matter wad earphone i buy it will spoil so we saw a 6 bucks one in best denki and ama was like, buy 3 sets for eighteen dollars la so i dont have to keep coming here and i wanted to strangle her for cursing me that i really will spoil the damn thing.

i was in church this morning and played foosball with the churchies alot. me and beverly OWNED MAN. haha quite surprising la we together can actually win team dunks ( austen and ellery ).. OH YA. this goes to derong.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. YOU'RE REALLY REALLY A SWEET GUY. haha his been saving this caremel soaked and sugar filling donut from sydney for two weeks by not eating mine and so.. thank you! although he forgot to bring it today and that means i will be receiving a 3 weeks old donut, im still very happy that he contained his temptations.

well yty i met with sheena for lunch. we talked some stuff and some things i need to confess to her as she is my cell leader and i wanna stop.. then we had a good talk and i really appreciate all she has done for me la and very lucky to have such a nice person i can rely on. love u sheena! then we were looking at the singapore idols that came to parkway at 2 and serena was on her way. JOHNATHAN I LOVE YOU. hahaha before the idols came, the guy was like "ok later when the idols come, i want you all to put on a big smile and scream all your might out coz u all are in national tv and im sure u dont wanna be seemed frowning or unhappy right?" its like.. SO FAKE.

then when they came everyone kept screaming la. then its like ," WHO'S YOUR FAVOURITE IDOL??" and everyone kept screaming their own one la. u hear screams of johnathan , jasmne, paul and everyone la. then me n sheena just look on and she was like , "what if i shout TAUFIK BATISAH" and i couldnt stop laughing. then serena came and sheena went off first la. me n nana decided to walk around as its pointless to see the idols when they are just signing autographs. then when we decide to rush to church, we were just behind the stage and they were like 5 metres away from us? all 11 and i decided to scream. so i was in charge of calling them and when they turn and smile to me, serena will take the photo. ITS A SUCCESS! coz i shouted for paul, johnathan and mathilda. GOSH my heart melted when johnathan waved to me. i love him. haha then serena got good shots of them and i had them developed!

then the video that made me cry and i went to meet the guys at ulu where they played dota. me and joseph were outside and we had a chat.. i was smoking with him and i told him its gonna be my last puff. =) i wanna quit. wish me luck..

i watched pirates of caribbean with my bvies and it was hella fun hanging out with jason. his the best in making me laugh.. the stupid show had a stupid ending. it means we must watch the next one. lol.. then the stupid show also had a after credits segment that we were unaware of until bro tell me.. well that day i had a showdown with ms chihuahua ( i wont mention the name coz my school reads blogs ) haha that nickname was given by my classmates ah not me. 40 mins taken off from english period coz i contested her. but i guess its cool now so i dont think there will be trouble again..

well i guess i shall write my couples of the month now! sadly i dont have photos of them at all if not it would be perfect!

MODEL COUPLE OF THE MONTH

mariam and keith! aww sorry for betting on your breakup la that each time keith walks past me he will say he breakup with mariam liao. but we all know the love shared between you two is very matured and serious that i know only the hardest test ever will be capable of scarring your relationship but definitely not trivial ones

COUPLE WE SHOULD BE ENVIOUS OF

hadi and hanies! they are having so much fun and laughs together that makes people jealous of how sweet they are together and so much chemistry and all.

CUTEST COUPLE
rachel and paul. but they broke up alrdy before i could announce the winner. but then again, jia you paul!

IRRITATE ME ALOT COUPLE
shearen and david. definitely. they are like married la and i keep telling shear dont spend her whole youth on him coz its like.. she needs a life la. haha but its good la but.. she's 16 only? haha well as long as ur happy

MOST LOOKALIKE COUPLE
obviously serena and weekian la. we used to say weekian look like joshua ang and serena looks like weekian so that makes serena look like joshua ang indirectly hahaha. well you guys look good together! lol

couples probably coming up-
hanliang + xiangluan
kiang hua + charlotte
chun tuan + ??? (i wont say her name coz its a SECRET)

hahaha coz i saw kiang n char together at the bubble tea shop. two of them only.
hahahaha so i cant help but thinking.. hehehe probably? well guys, sorry if you didnt make it into my award show but try harder next month k?? hahahaha ciaoz

lalala

2006-07-11T19:32:00.000+08:00

haha i saw this photo at the portal just now. hahaha thats me! during sports day when we were announced the champion. LONG ago hahaha

i think i just leaked out something i shouldnt say in imee's blog. shit. hahahaha.. anyways.. ITALY WON! i skip school on monday just to watch and i cooked fried rice for myself for lunch! shut up mum, fajr and jia hui coz hahahaha i'm the master of all predictions! i won 20 from mummy, 15 from jason and 17.01 from fajr. wahahaha im so delighted, i treated xin yi, serena, and my 3 fave people a drink! and of coz my traditional birthday present of 2 siew mais for a birthday girl which was for mariam.

and also, tkp bbq WAS AWESOME. i had so much fun.. grooving to the music. chillin with some of them "in a corner". there was one part where i was sitting with andrew alone and when we go back, everyone was like "rachel gave andrew a blow job!" and i was like wadever. then to make things worse, he started bleeding from his nose and it was like "rachel was too rough!!" and i was even more stun la. anyway it was edward bday and we went to macs (yesh, after a bbq) to prove how fat we are to drink and slack. i love those people. so much fun. we decided to go sentosa on our next outing!

i just reach home from netball which 3 of my favourite people in my life came for. haha i soooo forgot the feeling of laughing out loud and rolling on the floor and i did it today! just that its on court. haha YES! i proved my worth! after the previous match she choose me last, today im like the 4th chosen first! as in like, when she calls out one by one to two teams, normally the "good" ones get chosen first right? its an inprovement kays! so tired now. oh ya i shall tell slowly all the laughs i had today then!

morning serena was very high. keep talking and TALKING although i wasnt really awake. then school was slacky and we had a debate on whether feelings or money is more important in a marriage and before a woman makes her choice during her chinese. EVERYONE took the feelings side which was so predictable. and although i side both, i decided to take the money for the trill and excitement of competition. so i dragged gracie and serena to my side and xin yi and gino joined us! ANYWAY it was quite a screw up coz 4 of us failed chinese and thus our argument had pauses and "uh..err.. ahh.." hahaha..

but it was a good debate as it was brought up that money is an external issue that doesnt affect two people's behaviour and it cant buy love. but we argued that its true it cant buy love but it can be nurtured like how olden days done so and families like "sell" their kids in exchange for benefits. money is involved so that means its important too! and also money is definitely not an external issue as many families often fight over money and quarrel and bla bla and relationships sour due to money. although it was negative but my side was trying to bring out the fact that money is really important in a marriage and it can be a cause of a divorce regardless of the deepest love.

well to proceed i was sitting in the canteen with my 3 favourite people who never fail to bring joy and laughter to me ( i WONDER WHO) and they 3 keep laughing at me! coz i was totally stupid today as i kept making silly pronounciation (is this how its spelled?) like "hamsome" and "pasta sukan" and "saccurracy" haha.. i'm sorry larz. anyway mariam was an angel. she wrote me a postcard when she read my blog bout how coach treats me to encourage me. xD love u mariam! oh ya and others like on court, i was a black wd and eileen was a pink gd and how i forget she is an opposition and yelled for her to pass me the ball and she just threw it to me AHAHA and the rest started yelling and it was then i realised HAHAHA she jus gave me the ball despite me being the opponent.

and me, marr and eileen were slacking in the bus stop with our donuts and talking bout how confident we were that eileen will end up with her uncle who is only 18 but only obstacle is that they are related by blood but me n marr dont care lol. then it drifted to her great grandmother and marr was like
do you have a photo of her?
eileen: i think so.
me: NOW??
eileen: NO. .. WHY WOULD I CARRY MY GREAT-GRAND MOTHER PHOTO AROUND??
me and marr started lol.

well my 3 fave people are shireen (tuition girl who left early for tuition), marr and eileen. love u guys berry much and hope u guys visit me often kays! i know u 3 everytime visit my blog just to see your name PUBLISHED RIGHT and so yala, u deserve it. hahaha see ya everyone!

2006-07-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

3 - 1 Portugal v England World Cup Quarter Final Penalties

today no school again! im really looking forward to the way our school is progressing mwahaha. it means more holidays as events keep being hosted by our school! lol.

the bbq is later. gonna help buy the items later at parkway. past few days were fun haha.. but torturing at the same time coz im more and more convinced that coach hates me. just coz she knows my name.. rachel here and there.. do these and that.. haizz.. and im damn freaking underrated la. the whole juniors know what im made off and it sucks when im defending them yet just coz i hardly go traininjg during holidays and thus coach think im the lousiest player ever. then i badly need to impress her with just one game coz i really dont like being in the sidelines of the team. then yay! court game finally starts and i wanted to play wd. YET, she gave me gs. WAT THE HELL. i just stared blankly la. so much for wanting a breakthrough. then i walked to her and asked for ga coz ga moves alot then she will see more of me and she SCREAMED and said NO. NO CHANGING. i was utterly pissed den.

then heck la.. so i made sure with gs, i be the most active one ever. i ran around with a space of one-third only. and haha! i scored all the goals except for two la. i think it was quite a good number and i was satisfied with my performance. that should shut her up. then when everything is well she suddenly screamed at me again. "RACHEL YOU DONT PLAY NETBALL IF U CANT DEFEND." i was shocked by that comment coz im like a (in my own mind) kickass defender. i think i was consistent in my performances when playing wd when playing for b div and i was amused that someone say i cant defend. i explained that i was just checking for stepping on the line as its the opponents ball and she was so i told her to step back and she threw the ball. then coach tot i was just staring at her and not guarding while she shoots. then coach went ," THATS MY JOB. YOU WORRY BOUT YOUR OWN GAME. AND DONT SHOW ME THAT ATTITUDE." i was stunned la. just coz im teaching my junior how to do a throw-in, i got scolded and she tot i was showing her attitude. its not my fault my face is serious when im on court right! gosh will she stop finding fault with all that i do? i bet she cant even run one round of the court la.

forgetit. anyway juniors have been fun. im like the ONLY b div arnd. the other sec 3s keep skipping it while sec 4s step down alrdy. oh wad the heck.. oh ya chinese rocks now. thx to the new teacher. plz dont come back mdm koh..

mrs jiang: hao, rang wo men de san wei mei nu lang du zhe yi duan ba (ok, now lets make our three pretty girls to read this paragraph)
(me, serena, grace stares on)
me: bu xing la lao shi. wo men bu hui du (cannot la teacher, we donno how to read)
mrs jiang: na hao, wo men da jia yi qi nian ( ok, lets all read together then)
me and grace: orh. niao er jiu xiang...............( we started reading la.)
me: ...... err i dunno the word.
grace:...... ding ding dong dong shang shang
me: HAHAHA wad u doing??
grace: she wants us to read wad so lets just make some noise la
me: HAHAHAHAHA ok shang shen siang hing
grace: haha now we are speaking in tongues
me: hahahahaha

i had so much laughs. then there was this joke that had me crazy too
why does superman seem so uncomfortable with his underwear outside.

coz its size s!

haha ok if its told its funnier. i got it in singapore idol haha. and the blonde that was stuck in the grocery shop and she starved to death tickled me too. well life's great. i ALMOST WON BIG BUCKS IN THE FRANCE MATCH SIA. i bet it to be 2-0 yet it was 1-0. ah damn it. brazil and germany i also won against jason. so was italy against germany. haha im good at supporting underdogs lol. sad that brazil and germany and out but.. SO IT MY HOLLAND AND ARGENTINA RIGHT. anyways i taking the italians to go all the way! they will. anyone wanna bet? haha.. i got this on youtube. to show how dear england got out. lol sad. this was such a anti-climax penalty man! but its damn thrilling

grumble

2006-07-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

2006-07-02T02:51:00.000+08:00

grounded.

2006-06-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

grounded. and affected.

school's starting. wait for my suicide tonight. gee im sick of school. anyway i had fun. many fun.. world cup as been annoying. KOREA IS OUT. basket. so undeserving! they worked SOOOO hard lor. so wasted! my cute ann jung hwan! im unable to see him anymore! NOOOOOO

well i cant find a more closer photo but this is good enough i suppose. his yummy! anyways GREAT JOB KOREA! u done asia proud with your obvious efforts! japan too. celebrate for u earned our respect!

well done ghana too. and for serena, i shall pose her favourite boy of the world cup too. fernando torres!

did i mention his only 22? oh ya i saw hanies blog or maybe mariam's, it had kaka and was like whoah his hot too! see! world cup is meant for girls too k haha..
im supporting holland this world cup btw.

well on thursday, i went crazy. me and the guys stayed up till 5am at my coffeshop to watch the match, then me and myron decided to meet again in 9am for dota. oh my gosh la, thats like 2hrs of sleep in the end and i dragged my feet to meet him la. atfer two rounds of dota where we owned these two guys in their early twenties, at 10.30, we went to meet joseph and co for kbox! and i still had energy to survive. coz at 2.30pm i went to meet serena, mel and chun after soooo long like since hols started? slacked at bugis before we all went to temasek poly to support rachyee and xiangluan in their band. 10 bucks gone like tat haha

haha the duet between shah n clee kinda gives me the creeps but good effort still. i took 3 cabs tat day. coz from tp, we cabbed to school. then school to siglap. then siglap to home. walau.. die sia haha. my money.. poof! me and melvin played soccer le! serena was the goalkeeper and she did well. haha melvin was a solo kia but i scored the deciding goal kays! lol. next time i will not have him in my team. lol we saw 3 boys playing basketball with a soccer ball so i asked them. they are quite fit ah.. 45 minutes le we play coz we were waiting for xiangluan for dinner.. then in the end she went with her section for dinner which is right to me. but say earlier le next time.. but haha anyway we played soccer!

siglap had no food and we stoned at this closed shop and called canadian pizza. hahaha it was just down the street. then i met the guys again at coffeeshop downstairs my house.. saturday cell was 3 of us again lol! talk alot of cock throughout lor serena. then me and serena went to eat then i looked for the guys in lan. gosh it was crazy. we played soooo much! 4v4 people coz joseph was in bnet and we owned again. went bnet and owned. then next match, GOSH it was ages since we lost. all of us were so complacent that we let opponent kill us first coz we scared they leave game if we owned early, yet! too late lor. so after we went to coffeeshop for supper after the defeat, we not very happy lor so we went back and played more lan. then go back coffeeshop again for the bread and egg set meal aka sex meal, ass named by the stupid boys i hang out with, we went to ulu to play lan AGAIN and 3v3 with people there. long yao and jo sat out coz they dont like the mouse. we 3 own the 19 year old boys.. augh i demand a rematch for the one we lost in!

well i reached home at 5am again and this time its different.. i got a huge lashing by dad. i accepted it but he came out with false accusations la.. he was like, "who's the one who smoke. how old is he!" and i said 29, my colleague. he went like scrutinising joseph la and even brought in church. i was like, "oh, if ure judging him by the fact he smokes, and his a bad person, so doesnt that make u a criminal and a murderer coz u smoke at least two packets a day? based on your logic." he also poured in tat i was ashamed of him and dont acknowledge him and say i dont dare to answer his calls or msg me. haha that was a huge joke la.. i always answer or reply, even if nv answer in time i will call back la. i also acknowledge him and told everyone instantly his my father la. look dad, just coz ure insecure, dont push it to me. scolding me for coming home at 5am i accept, but dont use false charges to my name to make me more guilty. it will just let me see how ridiculous u are anyhow distorting truths.

and thus, im grounded today. maid will call the moment i step out house. gee.. cant go service lor.. so disappointed.. well high school musical is starting soon.. you guys take care. love all

world cup!

2006-06-22T17:48:00.000+08:00

world cup! reunion! world cup!

haha today i my day off apparently. didnt go out. actually i did but haha for awhile. i went church on sunday! everyone was shocked to see me awake haha.. i love God. but..im still a sinner. yes imee and shearen, im still on the dark side. more and more also finding out alrdy.. i told myron too and he was stumped haha.

i've been engrossed in the world cup these days and having very irregular sleep, downstairs in the coffeshop with the guys shouting over the team we support.. real fun. i watched the england and sweden match with my family that day and owen's injury was HILARIOUS. i couldnt stop laughging as it was the most awkward and embarrassing way of injuring himself, especially when it was only one and a half minutes into the game! lol lol. and we all agreed crouch is a joker. all crosses to him, he heads it away from goal despite being the closest. why cant he be a basketballer instead.. =.=

rooney was a scare to the defence of sweden. one conversation between bro and sis had me laughin to tears..

bro: rooney is your age right?
sis: no.. his younger than me
bro: really? u 20 right?
sis: ya..
bro: yala. his ur age!
sis: ok..
bro: his in the world cup.......... while you're giving tuition.

HAHaHAhA my sis was like "what's the link?" and haha.. it goes to show how different people in the same age can be.. anyway sweden you rock! sweden was awesome but very unlucky. KOREA MUST MAKE IT! GOGOGOGOGO KOREA! i dun wan france!!! wah scary. if korea lose to switzerland.. AAAAHHHH. noooo! togo will prevail! ghana u are too. but im sorry i have to bet on usa. instincts. haha 5 dollars only.. brother keep urging me to buy.. i also take 2-2 for tonight's italy match. come on czech!

this world cup im a netherlands fan, but yty match was disappointing. the guys and i ordered the milo set which had 2 eggs and bread for $1.80 but still bored to tears. not much action in that match against argentina. haha tonight must win!

before meeting the guys was my primary school reunion. as ograniser, it wasnt organised as usual but hahaha at least there were 14 people and 8 that left early lol. seeeeee im good. had lots of laugh with fajr contributing the most of the laughters. jiang yue, liu xing and fan di were like mourners, keeping a solemn face throughout no matter how hard me n fajr tries. tegoeh they all decided not to go with us thinking marina bay is damn far and tze hao was against me throughout. keep irritating me la.. AUGH i almost tried to kill him. the a class girls came at the last moments, arina, fifi, michelle and victoria. haha and they started a FIONA THE BITCH frenzy and keep talking bout her. haha i had so much aughs telling them to cool it..

well life's great. homework is not. school is not. im damn depressed. 4 subjects, 1 month worth of hw. i looked at it today and turned away. im aware of the time wasted and not having it done but.. i simply blank out looking at it. i really dun wan to do! mariam they all have high hopes on me. she will be like , "rachel i really want you to do well you knowwwww". haiz.. i dont have it on myself. me and calvin chung are like the same lor.. both in best class yet.. wasting life in dota, friends and -that-.g fun life but then.. haiyo.. AHHH ms goh yy is gonna kill me too. i miss mrs singh.. oh Lord, let Jesus come soon so i dun have to face the wrath of exams. well guys, dont be like me. take cares

ahhh

2006-06-17T01:00:00.000+08:00

AAAAHHHHHHH i love and miss you guys sooooo much!

its a DISASTER that holidays are over soon. im so disturbed by that fact and terribly affected by the challenges ahead. yesh, stop failing is one of them. i had a HELL load of fun the past few days. hell load. thats why i kinda stop blogging coz theres no time! cant remember exactly what i did but i remember enjoying rotting at home with dear kenneth where we watch "blue's clues" on dvd. i had the "great challenge" in church and my teammates were serena,donna and xiangluan. haha we ruled with our cheers man! when annoucing results i was confident we would win something.. AND THEN. we did not. lol.. haha i guess we were awesome in cheering but not very good in winning the games lol. i screamed at everything. we were called the X girls which is a stupid name but we had the most fun right? X GIRLS UNITED. X GIRLS! lol lol lol

wad else.. there was one night imee was abandoned by her family as they left for china after a day's notice. so i stood by her the night, and left in the morning.. AT 1AM ACTUALLY HAHA. mummy called and scold scold so i left. aiya so sad. wanted to stay at least to 2am.. we watched some funny videos and mr brown's broadcasts. it was the video that made us silly.. it was hilarious. go imee's blog to see it. the quote of that day was stupid serena's idotic behaviour.

on msn

rach: received! eh thank you thank you. got others???
serena: cannot anyhow send! later i get arrested.

=.= i was ashamed of her at that very moment.

well imee left for bali on monday. she and shearen are such angels. shearen msg me in the morning from indonesia and was like, "hey rachel. im going to bali on monday and i just feel that i should let you know. take care!" awww i was so touched. its like her every move should report to me coz she knows i care. so that means she isnt bochap about our friendship! haha lol i love you. then imee in the same day also was like, "rachel im going to bali on monday. i just feel that you should know." i was sooo stunned and like, "u said the same thing as shear! why like u all scared liddat then must tell me haha. ok thx for telling." they did not plot to tell me ok!

well wad was most memorable for the past few days was the "PRIMARY SCHOOL REUNION OUTING" lol lol lol.HHAHAHAHA. it was 14th june. which happened to be after my intensive thinking of why that day is so familiar as its TRYPHOZA CHAN'S BIRTHDAY! haha hapy birthday! sorry fot not going your LoNG AWAItED "SURPRISE" party which is not very surprising coz i had to go out with the people i have not seen for 3 years. wish you all the best try! aka another beloved senior in my life. ^^ also serena and wee kian's anniversary! and it happened to be manfred and phylicia's too! and after much thought, I REALISED IT WAS VELENTINES DAY that both of the couple stead. lol im such a dork. ya well andrew called me and was acting like a delivery man from mcdonalds insisting i ordered something. i replied "fuck up la andrew" right away lol. haha then he said his organising a reunion bla bla

HAHAHA 5 of us turned up only. lol lol lol.. initially there were many names. in the end people like nelson who also a organiser didnt turn up. then andrew and guanzhi keep making excuses while me and widya were like , "ya right.." haha gz was punctual. me and andrew were not. but i reached earlier than he =) gz was alot skinnier and taller thanks to rugby. while waiting for andrew, this BIG GUY SUDDENLY APPEARED and i was like OH MY GOD. haha andrew grew. nv see him for 3 yrs and his so big! oh ya, he was my ex. =) memories. lol..

then andrew keep making fun of my height and took revenge on me coz as its a reunion, we keep talking bout the old school days right? then andrew keep bringing up all the trouble i got him into like the canings and bruises he suffered thx to me. we were of the same built then and now his TALLER and BIGGER, he keep banging me around. haha.. 3 of us met in suntec. then travelled to orchard to meet widya. WOW ORGANISERS. SMART MOVE. meet here and go another place. manfred was still sleeping. widya looked punk and she was shocked to see me. i simply explained by saying "i evolved."

we 4 slack and bla bla.. insisted on a neoprint and guan zhi was like "i suffer from shizoor... a sickness that cannot take flashes." i dont really know wad he said but i believed him haha. so we did not take it =(. it was a very fun day. widya left us during 6 plus and left me and the 3 boys. TALL BOYS. basket i got bullied like shit.

outside ticket booth
andrew: EH WAD SHOULD WE WATCH AH MANFRED *runs in front of me and pulling manfred
manfred: OH. over the hedge la!
(i'm caught in between the two man who were at least a head taller than me)
andrew: OH. "OVER" the hedge haha

THEY WERE SO AROUSED BY THE VIDEO "BUTTONS" FROM THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS. and started grooving to it. sheesh the boys i mix with.

we watched garfield 2 in the end. insisted by manfred who was suppose to be beng. haha had lots of laughs and fun before heading home with manfred where he finally meets phylicia to celebrate their anniversary. the organisation was bad as we rotted in two eateries. me and guanzhi shared the BUDDY MEAL in pastamania and then we walked to burger king for widya and andrew to eat lol. manfred you spoiled all planning coz u came hours later. so i told them i will be the organiser then since the guys are so useless. thus, PRIMARY SCHOOL REUNION 2003 TKPS. BBQ/STAYOVER. venue should be the beach haha. EVERY SINGLE 2003 TKPS STUDENT CAN COME. ANYONE. EVEN IF YOU WERE A UNKNOWN DURING THOSE YEARS, U ARE STILL INVITED. SPREAD PEOPLE SPREAD!!

manfred was an ass coz there was once this fiona from primary school too that saw him and was like

fiona: manfred! manfred! don't remember me right? i know la you don't remember me
manfred: .. do i even know you!

haha she also did that to me before but i remembered her. coz she cofessed to andrew before even when she knows he was with me haha. MEMORIES. ok then as i was saying ALL ARE INVITED! a class all the way to h, all come! we remember you or not JUST COME. haha just dont make trouble la hor. damn im organising.. i need manpower! must tell the boys to go giant with me.

i went out with eireneeees too! sooo much fun. watched "she's the man". its a great show! hilarious is the word. people, you guys should watch it k! amanda bynes looked really hot. in the starting la but haha still was. JUSTIN IS OH MY GOSH. OH MY GOSH. after the show i went crazy. his soooooo HOT. we ate in kenny rogers and talked alot. i was the love consultant for jeremy and de rong listened to the advises attentively. haha i love you eireneeeees!

the world cup is simply addictive. holland all the way!

oh ya tribute to myron! who spent most of my nights with me playing dota. =))) love ya!

yawns

2006-06-08T18:56:00.000+08:00

i'm recovering from a ton-ed night.

i love weiling. don' know why i suddenly miss u so much. =)

lol yty was the first time i toned with my bv friends. only 5 of us. serena, luan, chun and jason. had lots of laughs as we sat through the night in east coast. singing L.O.V.E. and Goodbye my lover in the middle of the morning actually. haha coz serena was doing her trademark "head loose" sleep and so i sang such a draggy song. lol chun was going on about his racist jokes and luan at some point stood there.. AND SLEPT. jason kept complaining saying they girls were the ones who suggest toning YET 2 out of 3 of the population was dying when the clock passed 3. lol..

we had 2e1 bbq! AGAIN. yesh i know.. had laughs too and angry moments. boys are such slackers.. all were dying to find our pit. i was talking to peng peng when i saw myron chewing on this corn! then i called out and shengquan and nico were like "rachelllll!". the totally ah beng and such to make people turn style. haha idiots.. they were having a bbq among their ngee ann friends too haha.. it RAINED when we were bbqing. lol.. all carried the uncook chicken and bee hoon and ran to the sheltar.. haha. den mel took an umbrella and ran over to salvage the charcoal. an act i deemed heroic and promised to not scold him until 12am. i couldnt keep it. he keep telling me to shut up and took the advantage of SCOLDING ME when he knew i am not going to SCOLD him until 12. daryl amused himself throughout everything. lol..

well many things happened in the past few days thats why i was unable to blog. like how i skipped two days of chemistry remedial and ms goh called up my parents and said "do you know it is called pontank?" haha i laughed out loud when mum said it. sis made it worse when she was like, " why u so stupid? next time sms a friend or doodle la. dont make so obvious by sleeping in class!" and mum was shocked by that comment. coz it was an advise from a NUS student. lol..

then sunday market! i had one of the most hilarious moments. two days before was my friendly matches in kallang. it was like a free for all to play and my team played against bedok north, dunman sec and anglican high. GOSH i was so freaking rusty. i couldnt even grip the ball! SEE RACHEL. NOT GOOD TO SKIP TRAINING K. haha well we won both of bedok north's teams, lost to dunman sec due to SOME REASONS hahaha and tied with anglican. ridiculous right? i know. coz of SOME PEOPLE LA.. haha yes its u. u read my blog. lol u lousy netballer.

well as i was saying.. i was like "you know.. shireen.. i'm like the 'apple' of the team right.. the cute apple..the only sec 3.. ok got june and wiwin but i hang out most with u all right..so this cute apple is like being sayang by the team right? right? so at sunday market.. u guys have to show support to this cute apple.. im WORRIED for u all k.. so must buy drinks from me or will get dehydrated.. ok??" haha i keep acting cute la but i am HAHA and so.. yep yep. *vomits* is the reaction u guys must be showing now. lol..

well i was so happy to see my netballers indeed came and support sunday market. it was a success for my stall! and huge one! although 3e4 had the auction things of that bouquet of chupa chups, which fetched a ridiculous $170 dollars, LORD OF THE DRINKS PREVAILED ALL! we were very hardworking and the first stall to finish selling and packed out. but we continued for more profits like EVERY PHOTOGRAPH WITH FADHLI THE MASCOT IS WORTH ONE DOLLAR. haha and my shrewd but evil marketing ways of selling the two bottles of unopened chilli. im still very ashamed of myself till now

me: eh shawn! buy chilli sauce for your mother one? haven open le. and very nice. buy le buy le. $2 only!
shawn: huh? $1 can?
me: kk! thank youuuuuu!

.....

me: eh ms tan! i got an unopened chilli sauce bottle! very cheap. i bought it at $2 dollar 30 cents. now i sell to u at $2 only k! must buy! plzzzzz ms tan.
ms tan: really? erm ok. thank you
me: noo i THANK YOU.

mwe and chen peng keep laughing. why? firstly i sold it at one dollar to shawn. secondly the actual price of the chilli sauce is 95 cents! AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. im such an ass. i love u ms tan! well tons of laugh. i resorted to selling serena for extra cash. but haha she never agree.. we walked around begging for extra coupons for people to donate if they have nothing to buy. everyone was like "aiyo no one will donate." but guess what? my megawatt smile and act cute again tactic got our stall at least $110 worth of donations from many many people! hahahahahahahaha

shah was impressed and he got dunked. i saw ms heng's fiance and others. WE WON! its not official but shah said we won. =)) eh shit la. the price is what you know? its a FREAKING 200DOALLARS MACDONALD VOUCHER. omg what shit is this la? nabe. nvm we won! to hafizah and nadia, sorry for having to turn u all away despite coming to support me by buying drinks as my stall ran out of drinks alrdy. to eileen and shireen for being lovely seniors who keep making me laugh and support me too! to mariam and keith for ur generousity for both giving me ur coupons worth $20. haha in the end u all used $10 and i was left with $10. still good enough! and to everyone who worked hard and to customers and esp ms tan, thank you and well done!
me and chen peng did many MORE despicable stuff which should not be mentioned in these blog to protect ourselves.
well life's great. but tiring. haha being a nice friend, after waking up at 5, i rushed to gamers to pick up the icebox that jason left there to return to rach yee and paid the guys membership fee coz they all forgotten. thank you.. i deserve an award. lol and so im slacking here in red hot cafe. later giving joseph a surprise!

i have been leading a double life. to some of my friends i have a nice and fun loving side and all. i still am on the other side. but the other side is a side i will not reveal to my "good" side friends just to keep my image.. only imee and shear knows roughly what i do in my other side.. i feel bad keeping things from u guys. i hope that if u guys ever chanced upon the other side of me, we all will still be friends and not be alarmed by that side. =) coz im always rachel. your friend always.

and this is to weiling. i dunno why, it beats me too. i knw you wont read this, coz we lost our contact since a long time. you never tried. i never wanted to look bothered in front of you. so i left it these way.. cme to think of it.. its partly my fault too. although i spoilt you, but thats what i liked about you too. spoilt brat. lol.. we knew each other in p4. became like best friends in p5. always messaging one another every single day of our lives. you were always angry at me and haha im always giving in to u. every single day. even when everyone else says its not my fault, i still was the first to say sorry. haha we had lots and lots of fun and laughs together. imee,shear and jo are testimonies to the fun. we two shared everything. until it all changed in p6.. i couldnt take u always having a foot in all i do and i started confiding in jo. you turned and speak to shear more about my changing behaviour. although we all still hung out, we hardly msg one another alrdy. you look like you never care, as usual ever since p5. like im the only supporting pillar of our friendship. so i just let it collapse as it appeared too hard to withstand. and the i chanced upon a neoprint we took before.. before you left for thailand without a word. before everything changed. the neoprint. taken in sec 1. when i was still with my specs and you shorter than me.. haha you wrote there "ex.." on the neoprint. it meant ex-best friends. shear was like, "why write like tat. remind of the past like tat".. when she said that i never though much about it. now as i look into that neoprint, i finally realised you cared. i remember what shear said. you did care. but you werent used to talking about our friendship to me tats why so u nv said much. it did bothered you.. and for the change in you. all that booze and all.. im sorry. its partly my fault. coz if the pillar still stayed on, i knew things wont be like this. you wont find another pillar. a different coloured pillar. i was like, "why she like that now?" yet then again.. i gave u up. i regret now too.. not becoz jo has got another pillar then i finally realised how u must have felt but its that damn neoprint la. make me realise all. so when theres a chance to meet u again, =) i just wanna say you will always be a best friend to me and although its been a year plus plus we never met or talked, u will always be remembered. definitely. and im sorry too. =) love you always.

zz

2006-05-28T16:44:00.000+08:00

i tio pang seh by my bf. haha serena la..

she's off to her FIRST EVER JOB with XINYI in tampines interchange. what a flirt. lol coz i said before i was not gonna work during this hols but she didnt know tat im not working COZ i wanna spend time with my friends which means she included and now THAT IDIOT is working too. T.T.. xiangluan.. we are abandoned. things will get worse if michelle goes back to indo as we cant go to her house and play mah jong anymore! then the next house to rot in will be MINE. nooooo

ok on friday (26th) , was my childhood bestie's birthday. in the morning me and mummy collected my lousy report book from mr shah and it was simply embarrassing. me and mummy had lots of laughs as she was like , "WHAT? you feel you have not done well and you ask me to come?? i go back now. i come is to walk to stage and accept awards for you le. so embarrassing. i go home now." haha and when i tol her all girls need to achieve in life is to marry a rich husband, she told everyone she saw, giving them an impression of me as an bimbo. idiot mother.. well ya. when she saw serena's mother, they behaved like longtime friends who lost connection just because they both were Hainanese and began speaking that language that even their daughters were clueless of. and so haha.. tons of laughs.

got a msg from abby to join them from dinner. initial thoughts were if i should really go coz a bit awkward. and another reason which i will not mention in these blog coz she reads it too. its NOT about jo k. why should i be afraid if she comes or not lol.. thus i decided to go ahead and join the boys later after the dinner. marina bay was the venue. YESH my sexy voice is still around. met new people and caught up with oldies. had even more tons of laughs with them.. there were 12 of us and wild moments created. david was plain annoying

dave: what's up? the ceiling.

...

abby: how do we get out of here? (as we were caught in the middle of a very crowded train)
boon: we walk with durians and say excuse me
dave: excuse me. where's the nearest leprosy clinic?

everyone burst out laughing. we also gave the rat that died a minute of silence. THAT RAT. was apparently killed by these group of guys. before being cooked on the grill. WALAU. disgusting la.. oh ya another incident

me: i cant believe i just did something that bimbo
nicole: huh? who called me?

LOL. that night jasmine couldnt stop laughing at all i have to say. nicole, abby and jasmine saw my ic, pass around and hopelessly laughed at it. i was like, "huh? what's so funny? its quite a nice pic what." and they were like.. "COZ ITS YOUR FACE." =/ the world hates me. haha.. i found the guys in pool where i saw fiona. i will not emphasize more.

had cell yty which was only me, liuxing, sheena and serena. coz the other 5 couldnt make it while my jason and melvin are hopeless. but anyways, my cell from 3 increased to 13 alrdy! haha so try to make attendance better kays.. talk talk in dunman food court, me and serena met up with michelle in parkway before heading to play mahjong in bayshore with xiangluan. then 3 of us ate at siglap kfc. WHAT NEXT? me and serena from siglap WALKED ALL THE WAY back home. it was a 30 mins walk. walau tat was pretty crazy. but we had laughs on the way.. like how we stoned outside the toilet in the petrol kiosk to finally realised we needed a key to unlock the door after one guy noticed us looking like idiots.

today! the day SHE PANG SEH ME. stupid woman. im gonna make u guilty..... fine! i DECLARE WAR. i go find job too and we see who earn more. SHEESH. and thus offer me the best spokesperson a job and i will consider kays! well i went to settlers cafe with the churchies like ed,crystal,anne,ben,austen,simon,carol and wendy. damn funny la..

austen: who wants to draw?
crystal: anne la! she seems to be a good drawer
wendy: (starts laughing to herself and creating a motion of pulling out something)

i saw and went hysterical coz that meant a drawer from a cabinet. hahahaha.. well guys, take cares! i WONT give mariam and try a SURPRISE PARTY KAY. hahaha.. eileen, shireen and me also dont have leh! dont see why must you two get HAHAHAHAHA

ps: nicole and abby cabbed all the way to suntec just because there were no cakery nearby. HAHAHAHA

im back

2006-05-25T12:54:00.000+08:00

whoah. many many things happened man. hahaha

well guys welcome me back! got home from camp 2 days ago. had a hell lotta fun over there and its indeed a memorable period of time. my voice is totally lost and bad now and im still nursing it. well today is polling day's holiday for my school and so i meeting the girls later for our cook out. today is cheesecake i think.. =) yum yum. joseph is down with a fever. take good care ok.

wow really lots of things happen and i dunno where to start. ok i go with napfa first den. after our papers, we had our napfa the next day and this year is by far the best i have ever done. really satisfied with my performance and also my dears around me. 100 crutches, 50 push ups and lower arm and stretches really paid off very well. its just 2.4km and shuttle run tats dsiappointing.

me, serena, xl and rach yee got golds. i forgot wad michelle got but anynways great improvement girls!! me and serena achieved perfect 30 and so keep it up kays. i got 50 for sit ups( yay! beat record of 46), 189 for broadjump (yay! improved by 3cm although my height is still 154 for the pst 4 years) , 56 for sit and reach (OH MY GOSH. improved by 10 cm which was very shocking and i was like is tat really me who did it) , 26 for incline pull up (improved by 4. not bad la..) and lastly shuttle run 10.9 (slowed by 0.3) zzzz. but anyways im still happy!

next up is camp! CAMP ROCKS. i didnt expect so but it did. everytime i go camp, i will go in one of the 3 types of me. first- the gungho and excited one. second- slack until the time is needed for me to take leadership when everything seems not gonna be completed. third- antisocial. HAHAHA.. i normally go for the first two but this camp i wanted the third. guess wad, i chldnt take it so i gone for the second. my grp was holland and i had june with me. HAHAHAHA so much laughs right netballers??

(rock climbing)
june: AAHH.WHY THE ROCK KEEP MOVING. AAHH.
me: hahahaha just grab another one LA!!!
june: AAH. STUPID. (STARTS HITTING THE ROCK WITH HER HANDS)

(high rope course work)
june:(at the top of the platform) AAHH.
me:quick go la june hahahahaha!
june: AAAHHH. AAAAHHH. AAAAHHH. (head arch back and helmet hits the pillar.) OOOWWW. (STARTS WHACKING THE PILLAR WITH HER HANDS)

(flying fox)
june: I DUN WAN I DUN WAN I DUN WAN. AAAAHHHH (SHAKES HER HEAD RIGOROUSLY)

oh my gosh. i had sooooo much laughs la. well verything was a thrill! i overcame my fear of heights and kep telling myself i can do it and i did! flying fox was a THRILL MAN. SO EXHILARATING. i managed to complete the cargo net work which is hanged up in the end and i must climb acorss while high up. sheesh its scary. well i had so much fun in camp with all the jokes and the instructors were so funny. and i love HASLINDA AKA HAS! u rock. she wrote a number of us a letter and we all got uncontrollably tearing in the end. i made many ppl crazy with black magic, whats the link, fuzzy wuzzy and whats the time. all courtesy of netball coz it was them who taught me. haha..

has: this is one of the best camps i have.
ifah: ya. this is the best for me too.
has: haha what u talking about. its your first camp!

HAHAHA they are such cute instructors. and this is officially the most racist camp i ever been to. when the instructor (his indian) got his grp to cheer, other group wil fight on and go BANGLA BANGLA BANGLA! serena is also very much disturbed and turned off when i call her bangla too as she turned darker after the camp. ppl called her bangla maybelle tay. haha so cute. kayakking was fun! BUT SOOOO ANNOYING. UP TO NOW PEOPLE HAUNT ME WITH IT. me and jing feng decided to kayak together and during a heated race with jeffrey and franky, me and jing feng capsized! HAHAHA we wrote off the odds of us capsizing first k. walau.. donovan and azza chould stil laugh into our faces. btw, donovan is a really cute and muscled ah beng. =P. his really nice too. my shampoo got kicked away and i told him to get it, he really went to look for it despite people kicking it around. =D haha. made new friends in the camp and had lotsa fun. campfire was hilarious.

well ppl in the world, innotrek is a bunch of fun people and so are the sec 3 k. i won the best female camper and fadhli won the male. mr shah must feel good ah tat both come from his class haha. well i entered camp as the 3rd me. but towards i decided to be the 2nd me coz i could not take it. but on campfire i gave it all out as the 1st me. and it all paid off! people DO notice everything u done and tried. and so press on k! oh ya in the bible i read yty, i saw this verse which got me afraid but amazed. Matthew 24:26-27 "So if anyone tells you, 'there he is, out in the desert,' do not go out; or, ' Here he is, in the inner rooms,' do not believe it. For as lightnin that comes from the east is visible even in the west, so will the coming of the Son of Man." for months i saw the nights flicker alot. i saw lightning but no rain. i thought to myself, its just nothing. yet these verse told me no. i better wake up. as people i love have not been saved and they will not be spared. i dun wan tht to happen. and so brothers and sisters, we gotta pick up our pace kays!

well i love God. but i have been swearing alot. alot. im sorry. haizz.. anyways my results are out. i never got sooo bad before in my entire life. never. i failed 5 out of 8 subjects. all are impt subjects.

10/80 for a maths.
47/100 for e maths.
35.5/100 for physics.
25/100 for chemistry.
36/100 for chinese.

send me your prayers. im doing well in my activities in life but im doing awfully horrendous in my academic life. sheesh gotta wake up.. well today is baby bro's birthday. love u tremendously! we will celebrate tonight!

KENNETH TURNS 6 TODAY !

and imee is tmr!

IMEE TURNS 16 TMR !

well u guys take care k. my heart goes out to everyone! oh ya yty me and serena spend the whole day rotting after doing our class t shirt and buying imee's present, we got xl, mich and rach yee a gift! i will post it the next time. its very cute!

lalala

2006-05-14T17:24:00.000+08:00

life's great. most definitely. =)

mid years are coming to an end.. i really screwed up e maths and chemistry. its serious. im not like people who mug ever since they saw light after being out of their mothers' wombs and actually came out of the examination hall saying "I'M SCREWED!" . i'm the kind who would study just before the paper after months of sleeping through the day. so i'm definitely dead. but anyways.. i choose this path.. slacky path.

well i enjoyed the days of my lives.. if i die the next day, i will be able to proudly say to God, "u gave me enough time to enjoy." i just came back from poseidon with childhoodies aka imee, shear and jo. initially i was like," what do i say?? jo's reaching" and it was pretty nervewrecking as i have nv seen her for so long but later on it was ok. imee is currently HAHA. she will know what im refering. and shearen is the cool quiet one today. anyways.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! to all mothers who have done a good job in raising the girls around me.

had laughs with them as usual but then cabbed back as imee was down with a headache. poor girl.. must be the popcorns. im meeting the guys later.. did i say i am having my maths paper 2 tmr? haha.. im so crappily dead. im a bochap shit. haizz.. yty cell was fun. we played the "don't guess the number" game and out of 3 rounds, MY GRP LOST ALL 3. oh my goshhhhhhhh.. i almost vomited as tears clogged up my eyes as i hold back the gruelly concoctions. becoz the punishment was the person from that grp tat got the number will all be blindfolded as the other grp feed them with what was made. apparently there were ingredients like yogurt, tofu, pudding, bananas and others. all are all soggy and EEW. i really was so turned off as yiying fed me 3 spoonfuls each round of dripping stuff. btw there were french fries inside T.T

den ate and i went to gamers inc, a new cool lan shop to find calvin and co. apparently we wanted to 1v1 each other for a long time and yty was the chosen date. damn i lost to him. but no fret! next time. =) ure dead. haha he brought keith, kiang,jiyang and junkai. long yao and zu yao couldnt join us so it was me and nico with them den. 4v3, i was in the 3 with cal and keith and we won! haha hooray! and now tat keith is such a funny guy.. MARIAM GOGOGO. i support!! haha..

after tat me n nico go find the brothers where we walked to east coast, going to rent bikes to cycle to changi but then every shop was closing and so too bad la.. den we walked around for food before finally deciding on supper at hawker of parkway. yesh we went back.

liverpool won. darn. it was sooooooo unlucky la for west ham. 90th minute gerrard scores a goal. gee.. it must have felt shitty. well life's like tat. i had to reach home by 1am as mum gave a warning as i keep reaching home at 3am.. so i respected her will. happy mothers day =). well on vesak day.. HAHA. was a day with netballies and it was filled with fun joy and laughter. the girls complain that my organisation skills are bad in my blog. WHY? coz i nv like one paragraph say all bout netballers and next paragraph say another thing. WHAT'S WRONG WITH NOT DOING TAT? they have to scan for sentences tat got talk bout them ONLY. yesh, my netballers are indeed so self centred. HAHA i'm dead. ermm.. on the eve of mariam's birthday is my farewell party right?? not celebrating marr's birthday right?? its a day devoted to me right?? i love u guys to the fullest. HAHAHAHA.. im going on sec 3 camp on 19th to 22th next week.. haha celebrating my farewell party on 18th..which is the eve of marr's bday. HAHAHA. who cares marr right.

well friday, try was sick and jiahui nv come so we got pang sehhed again. left me, shi, eil and marr. haha but still tons of fun. go to mariam's blog for more details :P. got alot of my photos. they idolise me.. HAHAHAHA. but i really enjoyed friday.. love my seniors totally. haha we went settlers and then parkway. den yaddle yaddle yaddle.. had so much talk, fun and laughter. love them to the max =D. saw msyani who keeped poking my ass with an umbrella which i did not realise at all. then saw mr shah who went "OH MY GOD." at the sight of us. haha what a whacky day.

parting words with dearest seniors den i went off to lan to meet the lads. nowhere to go and then.. SETTLERS AGAIN. gosh twice k. in vesak day. told marr and she called me a walking gameboard. haha.. it was 12 den we called joseph and we went to play pool.. reached home at 3 as grandpa locked me out. haha.. well wish me luck for tmr! love u guys tremendously. buh byes

lol

2006-05-05T22:19:00.000+08:00

first of all. I LOVE MY SENIORS.

haha.. WALAU. its getting into me alrdy!! the countdown!! T.T o levels coming. i know for my case its next year but MY SENIORS. they are gonna pass with flying colours and leaveeeeeeee.. i've been professing out my love for my senors for the past few days and i delight at the sight of any of them. i give shireen hugs now and mariam and try a big "HELLO!" or each other's name each time we see each other. so heartwarming! evil eileen always give a cool wave though. sucker. hahahahaha im dead..

life is fun. but exams stree is getting into me too. next week is mid years and thus, the truth is revealed! nights of hanging out with the guys is gonna show its negative side on my results and yep. im doomed. aiya but who cares la.. at least i read the Bible more than i study. ms goh is getting on my nerves these days. MS HENG. MRS TONG ROCKS! to the core! went out with her today she she's suppose to "tutor" me maths. in the end had lunch in pizza hut along with serena and xiangluan before proceeding to dessert in siglap centre. haha finally did maths and all of our energy lvl was low from the laughs and chats so we decided to go home le. love ms heng forever! got 2 camps coming up.. gonna be very busy in the next two months. did i say my mid years were next week? lol

funny stuff happened. had me laughing out loud..

grace: MARIA! HOW MUCH U GET? (she shouts out in class during social studies)
mr yong: grace, its maria (mer-ri-a). not maria (maa- ria)
grace: nooooo its maria (maa-ria)! right maria?? (maa-ria)
mr yong: nooo la. maria(maa-ria) is a maid. maria! (mer-ri-a)

...

ms goh: why is air not a compound? good question. name me all the elements first.
fadhli: oxygen.
ms goh: (scribbles on the board). oxygen.
fadhli: nitrogen
ms goh: (scribbles on the board). nitrogen.
fad: argon
goh: (scribbles). argon.
: helium
: (scribbles). helium
: iodine
: ( ??? ) huh?

...

ms heng: (eating her pasta) ehhhh. i want water.
me: there got coke for u wad.
ms heng: this is coke. i wan water..
me: do u know people in africa dont even have coke??
ms heng: i dont know, i never go africa before.

WALAU. SO LAME. hahaha well had lots of fun. gonna play pool again soon i guess. well guys take care k! OH YA. on sunday dinner, HAHAHA. i bought my dear childhood frens to eat bak kut teh in joo chiat. me, imee and shearen realised it was full house. and then i lead them to a longgggg walk to another bak kut teh shop which i was unclear of and HAHAHA we walked so long and.. HAHA it was damn stupid la. the thing is the bak kut teh shop was just down the street of the previous one! yet..

HAHA thats where i led them. LOL. =p.. well u guys take care! love u all

zz

2006-04-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

monday was funny. so was tuesday. funny thing is i dont really rmb what happened liao. hahaha

yty i played one match on b.net, it took 2 FRIGGING HOURS till 10pm be4 it finally finish? zz such a long match la. well my team won anyway. yty was photo taking! i had to wear my tie for class, peer leader and netball photo. i absolutely love my netballers. but juniors keep bullying me T.T. OH YA MY MAID PLUCKED OUT 36 WHITE HAIR. gross la. i felt so much grief as to all these happening when im only 15. T.T..

it was really fun. had lots of laughs just by sitting down with the b div. oh ya amanda ngiam. eh im so so so so sorry la. dont feel bad plz. u are my dear senior too but then u everytime skip training so its like tat message i put in the notice board was addressing to the seniors. sorry tat i didnt include ur name. u rock too k? well tmr is b div girls outing! so looking forward. but prelims and mid year is simply just on friday! zz wish us luck.

today went to parkway with serena and xiangluan. had laughs and secret missions to see if 77th street is a con shop. and i was doing some stupid stunt with my bag as i wanted to change the shoulder it was slung on and both my bag and umbrella dropped. SHEAREN AND DAVID CAUGHT ME IN THE ACT. T.T so embarrassing. den i got harass by them alot but they looked so sweet tgether! aww really. hold hand here. brush hair there. so sweet! haha until i told them to go far far away from me den i nv see them le. well guys God bless!

lol

2006-04-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

walau.. sleepy.. tired..drowsy..

yty was nico's bday. after school i went out with the netballers. original plans was to go SETTLER'S CAFE and stupid shireen and eileen BLACKMAILED tat if we go there, they will go home. they are such horrible personnels. in the bus heading to bedok interchange as all decided to chill out in mariam's house, i was talking and acting "classy" with my hands expressing too on my every words. then my hand move move den it FLING the hair of this lady next to me and i was sooooo embarrassed. all of the girls laughed at me loud in the bus and i apologised. haha it was sooo paiseh.

mariam treat me tau huey! finally my long waited one. den 5 of us squeezed into a cab and we slack there. try joined us shortly and we all had lots of laughs. we fried hashbrowns, fries and nuggets and microwaved pizza. basically all the junk food was in. the girl's main motive of going mar's house is to have free food coz mar's house has lots of frozen food due to the many fridges she has in her hs and the girls were eying on them. haha den we proceeded upstairs where we watched this show called "the stupids". gosh it was really stupid and i kept laughing while eileen slept on her cushion. later she was FULL OF VIBRANCE the moment she saw this dvd that had a synopsis that says ".......as they walk into a nudist campsite". she, shireen, try and jiahui insisted on watching the show, fast forwading to the nude parts. WHAT THE HELL? I WAS SO SHOCKED.

i nv imagined tat my girls were such horny ppl who gets excited over nude scenes. i so didnt dare to look into the screen, neither did mariam. see we are such innocent ppl.. i just feel WRONG watching prono with a bunch of girls. HAHAHA but in the end there was no nude scenes. just "almost" nude scenes much to shireen and eileen's disappointment. haha den all left and i went home to bath. straight away went to meet the guy's and birthday boy nico. initial plans was to go kbox. haha the idea of me alone with 6 guys in a dark room was pretty scary. nico also wanted to go to the beach. lol but i trust this guys although joseph is officially deprived for 2 months+. haha in the end we went settlers' cafe where we did really humilitating stunts again. and also pictionary was hilarious. myron drew three circles and shout "guess all the countries in the world la!" i screamed at him and made fun of his drawing and said YUGOSLAVIA LA! then all of the guys STUNNED. they stun then shout OH MY GOD and started laughing like assholes and i was like huh? it turned out that the word was indeed yugoslavia and myron they all couldnt believe anyone could actually guess it. haha..

we then proceeded to bowling, dota and finally pool. i reached home at 3am with joseph sending me. so tired.. was locked out by grandpa but luckily brother was awake to open the door after 20mins lol. and then woke up very early at 10.. watched freaky friday and then i went to parkway to get a cake for my good friend serena which was her birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENA!

sheena also bought one den during cell sheena's cake came out first. haha after tat the guys, xiangluan, mich k, rachyee, chun, mel and ben came. den i sneaked off and brought out the cake i bought and we celebrated the second time. haha the men went to titans and got their bag, got this nice box and put plasticine inside. HAHA we gave it to serena saying it worth 189 dollars den she was really shocked. but haha she wasnt so after all as she knew that her nike bag was her present too lol. anyways we went settlers' cafe AGAIN and nana got another slice of a cake from oscar who appears to be interested in her. i refused to give neither mine nor her number and so haha its gonna be embarrassing to appear there alrdy. we played taboo and jenga. also had lots of fun. it was 9 plus and we looked for food and most places were cooked in the end we went parkway food court. HAHA birthday celebration in food court. anyways after tat i went to find the guys in lan. had to go home early coz mother was really piss. reached at 12.30 and started behaving lame in front of her lol.. today i woke up at 1.. couldnt drag myself to go service..so horrible..den worked the whole afternoon on my literature project. now den taking a break..wonder if i having dinner with shear and imee or not.. history repeats. k see ya

wadever

2006-04-20T19:14:00.000+08:00

zz. presents presents and more presents.

20th is dad's. 21st is nico's. 22nd is serena's. AAAHHHHHH

no money le. =( still have to celebrate den MORE NO MONEY. =( yawns.

yty cried bitterly.
coz we didnt make it to semi finals. wad shit? we were 5-7, losing 1st quarter, den 13-7, up by 6 goals after the 2nd quarter, and then maintaining 21-16 at 3rd quarter before losing it all with a final score of 27-29. it was so tormenting. honestly. i watched as sembawang keep screaming at every goal and it tears down my legs each time. i was very demoralised along with the team when things started to go wrong and the umpire letting every foul off as ours. haizz depressing, undeserving and unjustified. we cant believe we lost. we believed we chld have won and into semifinals and be top 4. sadly we did not make it..

we were first in our grp yet lost to sembawang who was second. raffles girls team A was first in the grp too yet lost to a second. temasek too lost. all the 1st lost to the 2nds. story of the underdogs are over and im damn sad. haizz.. but anyways good job girls! during the mtach alot of things happened.. things were pressurizing tat try blew her top. all the contacts made by opponents were uncalled. nice-on-court mariam turned different one point when her gd argued like crap to the umpire when she said mariam pushed her and mariam said something very cool like "ya but you've been pushing and contacting me ever since the start of this game. life is fair." mariam felt very bad saying tat but just to let her know she is still the person with the most sportsmanship i ever seen k? dont feel bad!

well i guess we got to get over it. everyone broke down after the match. haizz.. still the same, phamilia forever! had training today but den i left early coz i was too tired. slept for a total of an hour during a maths and social studies. because after my match yty i cabbed to serena's house for our literature project and we worked till 11 plus. i reached at 12 and so today im pretty burned out.

thx to the following people: eileen, ms yani, june and shireen! they gave me a dollar to my "help rachel pay cab fare" fund each and i appreciated it haha. u guys rock! ms yani saw us so disappointed and decided to give us a treat at long john's. =) thx to the mother of my godson lol. OH YA. my phone is still confiscated. i was suppose to get it today but mr shah is down with fever and has a mc till tuesday. WHY DOES ALL THIS KEEP HAPPENING? my phone is always confiscated when i need it the most?? tmr after school i will be meeting netballers for settler's cafe and at 6.30 will be kbox to celebrate nico's bday along with the guys. i need the damn phone!! and serena's bday on saturday den have to organise a celebration. T.T the phone.. its always like tat? haizz.. alrights i bought a rusty wallet for dad, shared by me, sis and bro. then a billabong by me and joseph. hope they like it =)

yay

2006-04-18T20:37:00.000+08:00

NETBALL IS THROUGH TO THE NEXT ROUND! whooooohooo!

and because of that, my phone got confiscated liao. mariam msged bout the good news and i forget to put it to silent mode and it rang. den i read it and started screaming and jumping around delighted because we were 1st in our grp for netball! glory to netball all the way! lol lol haha. so glad. den mr shah took it. and sad that plmgs didnt make it due to the rain and all. if not they really had a great chance.. woodlands ring is in. ya them. at least i feel alot more contented tat the ah lians did not make it lol.

well just had training. did circuit and it was very fun but really tiring. mrs lee is picking on me and scolding me for every move i make. lol im used to it. so i better complete her hw. ms pereira gave those talks to me again sadly but used to it too. but i got try my best le.. mug very late for history test which was postponed in the end lol. den bloodied surprise test for chinese which was indeed surprising. me and grace totally could not be bothered. oh ya my nana nv come school le. sad. haha couldnt msg her why coz my hp confiscated lor and i forget her number =P. jason is also away away away. and so.. ya.

after training we went to makan at sumo house with usual greedy ppl aka mariam, try, eileen and jia hui. den we went off to ntuc coz we are the supermarket heroes that always eat alot after trainings zzzzz lol. HAHA we walked past this clinic and this "skin and hair specialist" had the name DR EILEEN TAN which was totally identical to eileen's and i seriously think the job suits eileen herself haha. life is fun but overdemanding demands for hw to be completed. and haha my first spammer made things a little interesting. the thing is tat she sounds intellectual. hmm.. sadly i think i can roughly guess who it is. xiangluan's blog was also hit by a passer-by but anyways life is like tat. i miss shear n imee coz they couldnt go for dinner on sunday. i really scared things turn out like last time where no one makes the first move for dinner. haiyo.. i talked to jo yty night. it sounded a lil neutral.. but im sure things will improve although jo is a saggitarious (wadever the spelling is) and im aquarius and we are like suppose to be bestest friends. lol haha k take care ppl

NETBALL PHAMILIA WILL AIM FOR THE HIGHEST!

haizz

2006-04-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

today is school. school wwas fun. but i was very tired and fall asleep in english class. i was so lazy to argue with mrs lee tat i just accpeted whatever she said. after school was best! me,chun,nana and mel went pizza hut. laughed there and did truth or dare and haha me and chun tuan went scot free.

the other two did alot of stuff like serena did star jumps and jumping jacks in the middle of the hut in front of ngiam and her graduated friends. den we walk to siglap centre for dessert den we walk walk in cold storage den go upstairs and had a long and juicy talk! we spilled all the beans about everything.. mostly bout the love lives of everyone and HAHA i realised lots of things. i made melvin confess to serena while meanwhile i confessed to melvin. LOL. den got alot alot others but haha it shall be a secret. haha MY HOROSCOPE SAYS

YOUR FRIENDS THINK YOUR COOL.

hahahahahaha tat means people think im cool! hahahahahaha

lol

2006-04-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

haha yty bbq was fun! really really. ALL THE FOOD WAS GONE! YAY NO LEFTOVERS! haha.. the water bombs and pushing were fun. WALAU. FIRST IN HISTORY. FOR PAST OCCASIONS I ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE TO PUSH PPL DOWN. ME. RACHEL NG. PUSH PPL DOWN ONE. YTY??

T.T i was the first to get wet in the pool.

BECAUSE? melvin low, tay chenpeng, ng junxian and heng binhan. GANG ME. stupid boys. T.T.. OH YA MELVIN. U CARRY ME, HAND ACROSS MY CHEST LE. GOT TOUCH MY BOOBS LE. i am gonna tell janice. HAHA den she jealous like siao. LOL.stupid boys. T.T chenpeng.. i love u so much.. why u do this to me?? still giggle like wad lor.

everyone went wild with the water bombs. i was dragged across the grass patch and my shorts got really muddy. me and serena did abit of wrestling also and haha amalina wore a bikini! she forget to tell me to wear with her. haiz. the water was really cold. anyways i couldnt stay in the water. after all the running around and pushing and water bombs, i found out my rashes were back. then i realised my dirty fingers and that swimming pool water ere the cause. so i stopped playing when energy level low le. so so so afraid coz my rashes were on my face and i was like having a relapse coz sec 1 also liddat and it was very jialak. keep praying and praying but yay! in an hour it was gone!

did a sneak attack on hadi and hanis who was sitting in one corner. haha wondering if there are together but i suppose not la. security guard kept coming but i settled the job. 2e1's kept running to me asking what happen and if they can still do this or tat.. i simply said. "do whatever u wan. fun first, trouble later. if got trouble i will settle." then all went wild again den guard came again den i told the lads its time to stop if not they sick after being in the cold for so long. me and michelle like babysitting liddat.

got ah bengs and all but who cares. dont intend to fight. just dun walk in their path la. really had fun. 2e1 rocks. after tat go toilet change. me,nana,xl and xinyi stripped to undies and change in the sauna room. haha it was not hot enough so it was pretty useless. slacked in playground den all go off. nico fetched me at bus stop. it was very sweet of u. den walked to parkway and meet joseph they all. all the way 1.30 den go off liao. i sleepy le. nico fetched me home. haha.. myron walk home like loner liddat and he was playing with fire. idiot la he but he very cute.

today went church and its easter! jesus resurrected years ago! celebrate! haha in service when testimonies were said as ppl come out one by one.. i listened and i cant believe i actually teared to myself. its the first time i got so touched by hearing something. i was really grateful to God for being so wonderful and touching all thouse ppl's lives. well God is real! will i get sued on court for saying such things? well i dun care. all to proclaim God's greatness!

den after service went to see what's the menu today. OMG. shepard's pie which was REALLY good and that "goshly" filled with chocolate fudge brownies. my mouth watered along with serena. it was the best. half way thru the brownie i wanted to puke coz its very chocolatey. den i got my second serving of shepard's pie with serena. haha i think im influencing her to my eating habits too much.

haha den got ip and wait for zu yao, myron and nico. played with joseph abit of dota and we went settler's cafe! the boardgame place. GOSH GOSH GOSH. very embarrassing there. laughed my head silly. worse was jenga true or dare. zu yao was the best. but he got all the worst stuff. "zu yao! walk to the uncle on the next table and ask for a sip of his drink" said nico. HAHAHAHA zu yao went and said it, the uncle stunned for 5 seconds. LOL LOL LOL.

zu yao: can i have a sip of your drink?
uncle: huh?
zu yao looks at him
uncle: my drink? (stuns on)

LOL. den one more was zu yao went to one of the staff and squeezed his ass. LOL. and said "i'm touching his ass now" and the staff gave that look. HAHAHA zu yao very sporty! another was when i got the "tell someone next to you how much you like that person." and zu yao was next to me and the staff was really evil. there were many ppl in the cafe alrdy den he pulled a chair to the middle and called for their attention. and they looked on as i knelt before zu yao who was sitting in the middle and i confess how much i liked him. haha i did it abit dramatic coz i said zu yao looks really hot in red. haha den the staff asked if i deserved a round of applause and the crowd gave! haha i bow and all and it was really nice. oh ya best! was when myron had to do a raspberry on my tummy. i had to lift my shirt to let his do the "bubble thing using his mouth and on my tummy. gentlemenly, zu yao took my place!

haha kept laughing at the sight. well gonna go back there someday coz myron is very excited about the dota match with oscar(one of the staff). HAHA i got the netballer's disease of always knowing the waitor's names! lol lol lol. well its fun. so now we are slacking at ip and bla bla. i dun wanna do hw. im serious. come attack me teachers!

lala

2006-04-15T13:44:00.000+08:00

2E1 BBQ TONIGHT!

im mentally exhausted. seriously. but my physical body is defying it really. cant sleep and all.. go out till late at nights. haizz..

on thursday i went home like 1 plus? mum screamed into my ears.. good friday was tiring too. gonna go bedok giant to buy bbq stuff with the 2e1 lads. it was POURING. i had the time of my life sia. i just bath and when i step out, i was drenched again. at katong bridge, meeting serena and rachyee, was like a dead end? the rain was POURINGGGG. haha and guess who i was stuck with?? primary school nemesis mrs lee! haha we were just stoning. i wanted to call nico to come pick me up with an umbrella coz his my manservant anyway but haha. so mean. den i just chiong thru.

BEDOK WAS A KICKASS. serena going bedok herself den me n rachyee sat 32 there. WE HAD THE RIDE OF OUR LIFE. the rain was so heavy, bedok was literally FLOODED! haha den got one taxi very poor thing, the water level was like up to its windowscreen?? hahaha cool. den me and rachyee was just laughing and all. den got one girl who wanted to alight could not becoz the bus stop water level was up the knees? WHOA so cool!

anyways ran to meet them. bought the stuff den went to marinate lor. very productive coz its the second time we did it so we done the job faster. haha jelly and all den we walk to block 85 for dinner. haha den serena left to meet wee kian. chenpeng's chiobu sister came to find him. i drooled over my ah balling peanut soup. but no no its too fattening. hahah

den i had to meet zu yao they all at the bowling alley so we all left lor. i sat in 14 with michelle and we look around to see if we can spot serena and wee kian. den haha

me: eh. im quite sure serena and weekian will board this bus. wanna bet? quite sure..
mich: really meh? ok. but serena no money in ez link
me: aiya wee kian pay lor
( bus alights somewhere. we sitted upper deck.)
PLICK PLIACK. PLICK PIACK --> sounds of slippers
KA CHING--> coins into the thingy
TONG TONG TONG--> going up steps

me n mich: HAHAHAHAHA. AHHHHHHHH
me: its really them! AAAAAAHHHHHH guess correctly!

haha and so they two sat behind us. me n mich did alot stupid stuff. but anyways when mich alight, serena shouted "loner!" across the bus. den i said "better than not able to hold hands with ur stead!" haha i think they did. coz when i left the bus i msg wee kian to do WHAT HIS SUPPOSE TO. i haven ask nana if he did la but i guess so la. so sweet. xiangluan is with jon. rachyee is with paul. haha peer pressure again LOL. imee also liddat.. well nico confessed again to me he still likes me very much. the last time he said tat, i reject him saying its coz he smoke. and i dunno for what reasons he stop alrdy. and now his chasing me again while i behave nonchalent about it. i dunno.. just dun want to embark on so,ething again after that particular incident.. nvm. haha well enjoy ur love lives!

i went to meet them. long yao treat me to drink coz i scored more than half of his score HAHA. i won nico! lol. den yala we went off to find joseph and myron joined us at 11.30. we played dota til 12.30 den this group of guys entered and so we played 5v5 with them. haha we won den mum alrdy called me 6 times so i ran home owing money to the shop. and den realised nico alrdy paid it off for me. haha my manservant is really nice to me. anyways reach home at 2 but still unable to sleep. i know i've been busy doing alot of things but why isnt my physical body tired? i even stayed awake to watch man u against sunderland! but until 3 i slept den i woke up at 9! GOSH. so early. haizz.. now im accompanying brother joseph. 2e1 bbq tonight! haha its gonna be soooo fun! btw melvin is a bastard. k 2E1 ROCKS FOR LIFE! k see u guys tonight! oh ya netball rocks too!