nothing will be the same /now that You save me

>> Thursday, March 31, 2005

~ mIsErY ~
i live in a world..where greed, evil, selfishness and many others are dominating the world..yty was one of the most cruel and depressing day of my 14 years..tat morning i had a tiff with maca..not tat it is normal or somthin but ya..we fought..after tat..my mum has this new food stall and i have been insane actually..always going there and help out alot..and i say alot,it means alot. i whld just work non stop..just becoz its for my mother..and a simple wish..tat i request for..is for her to

appreciate

it..well two days ago..i got alot of praises from customers who saw me working si hard..i felt really pleased with myself..but most of all..what does my mum thinks? den she did smile once in a a while for my hard work..which makes me feel tat all of tis r worthwhile..den yty,after netball training..i was pissed with vice cap as usual..the last thing i will ever get out of her is respect but..who cares bout her alrdy..den.very tired but,coz my mum requested me to help her print out the menu for the stall,so i did it right after netball. i went home straight coz i cant go in de lan shop with my uni. i bathed and went to the lan shop straight. have not rested yet. deni did all the designs alrdy..not knowing exactly what my mum wants but i jus do it..den i made this price tags thingy which is really mafan coz its gonna be small and i have to cut them out before laminating them..i walked to roxy square to look for a shop tt laminates stuff..walk lots of rounds..all are closed. very tired. but still..for my mum.
~ what do i get? ~
den finally i found this shop..the lady was pretty busy but she still is gonna laminate for me..i stood there waiting for her to laminate it for me for like an hour..i mean an HOUR. stood there like an idiot..cut the price tags a lot also..waited very long..the lady is just practically busy..i had to even arrange the price tags myself on the laminating paper..but once again..for my mum..im willing to stand the hour. den i called my dad to fetch me..he came bout 30 mins ltr..i waited outside roxy square for him..for tat 30 mins..really tired..fall asleep when he fetched me..den when he stopped my outside the stall,i gave my mum the menu and price tags, hoping tat she whld be pleased of what i have done for her. and den..she said this.."you do this for what?? waste your money! we dont need this!"the tone she gave was like..im acting smart those type..den its depressing..den..i kept quiet..although it stabbed me real hard..but maybe its my fault..i didnt do it the way she wants it..den she left it on the table..i took it and put it in the drawer..it wasnt a big blow den..my aunt consoled me saying tat its the though tat counts.good work rachel..i really appreciated wat she said..it made me feel better despite what my mum said..den i was sick too..havin a bad cough n flu..tats y i didnt help tat much yty coz i did not wanted to contaminate the food or anythin..but i did not wanted to worry my mum tat im sick..guess what..she said this, "you got nothing to do izzit? do this la!"..in a tone like her daughter is a bloody slacker..i noe it sounds childish to get depressed over such things..but my mum means lots to me and everything she says means alot..i hid my tears and worked den..tried not to cough in front of her..
~ and somemore.. ~
den the night ended..i was exhausted..wanted to go home..tats all..it was 11 den..tmr got school..i have not been sleeping well at all..just to help out at the stall..den i went to my mum..she was counting money..den she fling one of the price tags i made onto the table..den i jokinly said tis,"dun do tat! i worked hard for it.." yep..guess what..she said this.."i also nv ask you to do this small things!"..T_T..ouch mum..ouch. i walked away..feeling worthless in her eyes..and tried to not cry.but the tears seemed to overflow and soon drip out. big beads of them actually..i have this thing tat everytime when i cry,my nose turns really red. den when i cried..my aunt and maid asked y..i said i was yawning..tats y there r tears and my nose is red..wat a lie..i so wanna go home..and cry to my pillow..i walked to the toilet..cried alot in the cubicle..den told myself to be strong. and i went out..trying to look normal. but it hurt me alot on what she said. den i sat on the table..kept quiet..and waited patiently..msged maca..but shes asleep..not there when i need her..she left her hp silent..den i really hoped tat someone whld be there for me..to comfort me..i felt really alone tat time. mum doesnt care bout me..den its time to go home..11.20. haizz..i reached home about 11.50..den i bath everything and all quickly and turn in..but i was really sad..i just kept crying at the thought of it..why?..den i rmb tat i have to get my dad to sign my common test results..i gave him..he skim through it and signed. and when to read letters tat we got today. wow dad..thx..for not giving a hoot for my education.or even me..i went to my room..cried so much..to my pillow..feeling unloved. den i wanna sleep and forget everything..den my sis came in.on the lights.the radio.and studied. wow..nice environment to sleep in.den my bro came.talked to my sis alot.i used to be close with my bro and sis alot at diff periods of time in the past..but now it has been really long since i last talked to them for more than 1 min..i feel like i dun even have my sibling's love too..i hide my tears..went out the room..and go to my mum's room.my mum wasnt home tat time..so i cried so much..alone.in a dark room..with only a bolster with me. slept on my baby bro's thin mat.no pillow at all..just me. and the bolster.
~ bed was wet.. ~
i cried to myself..thinkin..am i tat worthless tat no one shld bother about..i felt really lonely and uncared for..no one is there for me..not even jo..den i cried alot..and couldnt sleep..all the way to 1.30am. where i finally fall asleep..my mum just called btw. guess wat she said.."rachel where r u? y r u not here helping? the maid is here helping me and i cant let her go home to open the door for you just because you forgot ur key. u wanna come here first and help me? im really tired and have no energy to talk to you."..i said tat i did not wanted to go..(coz i feel unappreciated)..and tat im tired..of the late nights i return home.she started to shout at me..and i mean shout.."WHERE R YOU NOW?? WHAT YOU DOING?? U DUN WANNA COME DEN YOU STAY OUTSIDE THE HOUSE DEN."..ouch mum. ouch. almost cried while making this blog..she called me while i was typing..den i talked to her back..nicely..seriously..coz i dun wanna start a fight..and i dun wanna feel what i felt yty night..it was horrible..den she tell me to stay outside the house den..and..hung up. =)..great life i lead huh.. i feel so so sorry for myself. if my life was a movie, i whld be crying at the cinema.

11:41 AM
; always and forever.

>> Saturday, March 26, 2005

~ hMmMm ~
i think i spend pratically the WHOLE day with serena..haha..tis morning i woke up late..den went to nana hs straight den we went service together..it was damn long and i was dying of thirst n hunger..den after tat we went to her hs den i ate lunch there.. my gosh!! i choke on the beef thingy sia! nana and i tot i was gonna die lor!! den i keep coughing n coughing n tried to cough it out den i almost vomitted den finally it came out..nana looked shock n tears were in my eyes..lol..i escaped death..den i stayed in her hs quite long coz we gonna go pp buy xl present when her mum is done feeding the baby so she fetch as but its like the baby got alot of things to eat sia!! den i stayed in the hs for like 3 hrs den we left..haha daniel is so so cute! he laughed alot when we played the football in front of him..
~ wHeW ~
den we went around in pp den her mum n daniel went giant..sumthin big happened but i cant say it in case sumone reads it n get upset but..hahaha..nana u noe wat im talking about. *hint hint*..den we "brought" the present..eat dessert and met up wif mum and here i am! oh ya..tat boss of mine..for those hu noes wat he does..he msged me tis morning saying this in chinese.."rachel,its hard to find two people totally in love with each other and its very romantic. i noe u cant accept me coz im married but i will wait. im not so bad not to care bout my family but since the person i like is u and i cant control it. and bla bla bla.." ass hole right??? he has a WIFE AND TWO KIDS for goodness sake..den i replied tis "i only treat u as my boss. plz treat me and ur family wif respect. dun u find urself overboard and a little disgusting? i nv said much bout tis before coz i dun wanna be rude. bye" cant take it lor..den talking to imee now..k i gtg. buh baiz

12:15 PM
; always and forever.

>> Friday, March 25, 2005

~ LaLaLa ~
haha..today was really fun..i cha bo school today coz its gonna be a half day and there is chinese period during the first half and i nv do my hw so i skip it and my leg muscles were like sore coz of yty's sports day..ya although i skipped the heats,i was allowed to join the team events and i won gold for 4x100m and a silver for medley..and also a supposed gold for telematch but we exchange it wif the horsburgh's for their bronze..coz we noe they were first to us..*hahaha serena!* nana so poor thing..fractured her hand during high jump if not she is so gonna win lots of medals..i met collin for lunch at roxy square 2 den i went church and played table tennis wif him like siao..there was a new board and all and a proper net so its very different..i was waiting for shear, jo and weiling to come so we all go out but things turned out differently..
~ hAiZz ~
i was playing "troy" wif collin..a new game he created den he had to go st hildas sec and jus nice jo n shear were goin katong..i went to meet wif them den they ate and i watch. haha but wif french fries..they got erm.."scolded" for eating food from the "outside" in de "inside"..haha..den they looked erm..piss or pai seh or sumthin..den jo showed me a pic wif her hp den SHEAREN,BEING THE KAYPO HER,WANTED TO SEE,AND ACCIDENTALLY PUSH THE HP WHICH SLIP OFF JO'S HAND AND DROPPED ON JO'S ICE LEMON TEA AND SPILLED THE WHOLE CUP ON JO'S SKIRT.HAHAHA. den shearen was so apologetic and i accompanied jo to the bathroom..hahaha..den shearen ah..keep on defend herself den it turned me and jo off..but haha nvm..it was funny..shear received a call from weiling saying tat she was serving detention n couldnt come..den i was like "walau..kana pang seh by her again.." its like we r not fated to meet wif her lor! always sia..dem sad lor..haizz..we went church and played all sorts of stuff..haha..
~ dAi dI ~
me,jo n shear played troy, uno dominoes and cards..den collin join us n we played dai di..usual rules..loser do pushup..den we crack lots of jokes sia..i was so afraid of jo's "dog hormones" in her whld be active and make the "dog in her appear"..hahahaha..she got a weird behaviour sia!! she can just literally suddenyly bark at u lor!! haha..den shear was going crazy n she kept laughing..collin was so funny oso..den everytime we wanna do pushup when we lose,we cant!! we just keep LAUGHING n LAUGHING..on de floor. hahaha..den jo got to go and all of us stopped playing..i called nana if she want me n shear to visit her den she sounded happy..haha..den we went her hs and talked alot..she wasnt wearing a cast alrdy and she looked active..haha..den we went home lor..but i went to work la..so now im online..btw,yty WALAU..sport's day..was such a happy day lor..untill some BIATCH spoil it all. kau sia..
~ pIsSeD ~
rmb the biatch i said before in my blog..kau..she's done it again! f sia..i was walking wif my fren in a straight line to get my bag coz it was time to go liao..den it was a little sqeezey la as there were ppl goin to the stands n out the stands..den tat biatch,she apparently had a injured leg was hopping from one stair to the other..it was the big one la..not the side one..the one which ppl sit on..den she jump right and step on me sia. not a problem at all..i jus say ouch den u noe wat she say? "OUCH!! F*** YOU LA!" DEN HOP AWAY..kanina sia..jump on me and scold me?? she den F la! den she hop away i was so angry den i shout back say " YOU JUMP ON ME STILL SAY F WORD? U DEN KANINA LA!" of coz cannot tahan la so i scold back..den she say this sia, "F***ER RACHEL!"..WALAU SIA. SHE JUMP ON ME DEN SCOLD ME LIKE WAT SIA. so so so so pissssssseeeeeddddd tat day lor..f f f f f her la..one day she so so so so so so is gonna get whack up..walau..why is she living in tis world when the onlyword she noes how to say is the f word..kau sia..nvm..cant be bothered wif this type of ppl..as long as i enjoyed myself today..^^..asshole biatch..kiss my ass! haha..k ciaoz now..

12:55 PM
; always and forever.

>> Wednesday, March 16, 2005

what do i say..trophies..or my ankle..im caught in between..real badly..my ankle is still a little swollen and it still kinda hurts when i touch it but..it doesnt when i run or anything..and tmr's sports heats really mean alot to me coz im sec 2 and its the best year to win. i cant just give it up. im very. seriously. totally competitive..den mann,jo,imee are so so against me on running..im so depress..and scared too tat wat if i really sprain it again tmr..it might be over for my ankle..caught up..tmr really mean alot to me..i dunno..just mixed up..what would you do if you were me? haizz..

11:57 AM
; always and forever.

>> Tuesday, March 15, 2005

today is melvin's bday..den the guys n the girls gang went out together..i didnt go with them to east coast coz i need to see another sinseh for my leg..THIS MORNING IT HURTS BIG TIME. my gosh..it was damn painful sia..i saw a red patch at the back heel like my bone was dislocated to a state that its pushing out and pressing my skin..pain..then my mum..walau lor..i wake up at 9. she at 8.50. i came out the toilet at 9.13 or sumthing den i wait for her..sia la..she take her own sweet time like wat sia..i was screaming out for pain den she still dilly dally..wait for her like 30 mins lor..den she say she bringing the maid for checkup..den i was like more frustrated..like shes neglecting me..i was so depress..after tat,we went to jalan besar where the sinseh is and he was attending to the 9th patient. i was the 20th. fine den..me,my mum,kenneth n de maid went to eat.we slack alot,buy toy for kenneth and blabla..it was 10.30 when we left. den we go back clinic at 11.30. IT WAS ONLY NUMBER 13.
~ dIaO ~
haizz..den i sit there like idiot lor..listen to my mp3..read this cheena book which talked about the history of china..lol..den..haizz..i waited up till 1pm..1 and a half hour..sit there like wat sia..den went in lor..he press so hard on my sprain so hard sia..den he say dun be scared den tell me to look away and when he haven finish his line..*CRACK*..he twist my ankle..OUCH. my gosh..i freaked out..haha..den the chun tuan give wrong info..den i travel all the way to bedok again to meet them and it turns out that all the guys were there and the girls alrdy made their way to plaza sing and i was like the only girl with a bunch of guys..haha..den jun xian was so nice and he carried all my stuff..den melvin talk to me like damn shy liddat sia..always look on the floor and speak soft..i make fun of him like wat lor..but his still a young guy..LOL..den the whole bunch of us went plaza sing..meet the girls den go golden village.den we could not decide on a movie den anyhow and we bought tix for in good company..den me,luan,nana keep on tackle the guys popcorns and drinks..binny was like holding on tight to his popcorn coz of us..the show plain la the show actually..but scarlett johansson is really really chio..haha..
~ sPoTligHt ~
after the movie everyone like had to go home..and me,nana,chun n peng were like "i dunno where to go" so we hang out..nana was like go spotlight and have fun there and im like how can we ever have fun there..but it was really funny la..we made fun of everything..the 2 guys were laughin at wat we were doin..den all of us went to the food court coz i was hungry den i got a great deal for 3 bucks coz the meal i ordered was really good and alot and cheap..den nana was like"i feel cheated"..haha..then the 4 of us were talkin bullshit den we found out tat it was kinda late..den all decided to go home using bus..den we talk talk talk..haha..after tat me n nana alight first..den she go alrdy den i call jo..and there comes the spoiler of the day which determines my mood now..i ask her where she was bla bla bla den she keep on giving me tat stupid and somehow disgusting sound of her giggling which turned me off like wat..and it was like shes ignoring me totally..jus busy laughing coz shes wif abby n shear n she wasnt hearing wat im saying n i was like piss and tell her tat im hanging up..
~ aUgH ~
*hung up*..haizz..heck la..cant be bothered liao..den i msg her dat i didnt like wat she did n she apologised..but i still have tat edgy feeling tat she didnt mean it..and i know shes gonna read this so wat the heck..sorry jo..but..tats wat im feelin now..den me and imee were talkin..den we talked some "deep stuff" tat almost made me cry and shes coming over to visit me coz her mum wants her to go parkway wif her..so im waiting for her now..haizz..

11:40 AM
; always and forever.

>> Saturday, March 12, 2005

my life is full of miseries..just next week is sports heats and i sprained my ankle pretty badly that i cant even walk..it hurts so much this morning that i cant walkproperly so i never go school..crap sia..im so disappointed..its like im gonna have less throphies this year WHEN ITS SEC 2 AND ITS THE BEST YEAR TO WIN ANY TROPHY AS U R GONNA COMPETE AGAINST SEC 1 AND 2 ONLY..darn it..im depressed.
~tHeRs StIlL mOrE~
i cant even run anymore..thats worse..i cant do anything..no netball..no exercise..life sux..first time injured until liddat sia..i shouldnt have bothered to intercept the ball den..i sprained it during netball and i heard a loud "crack" like it snapped..and was so so so afraid thats the end..den ms tan told somian and ling di to send me home wif a cab..so nice sia they..den they go my house..haizz..still im not consoled..stupid jeff is trying to cheer me up but it is not helping coz im really depress..haizz..my sports carrer is gone! i have to depend on studies now..that SUX.
but so many ppl cared for me..i realised that..i love you guys k..except jo..haha..kiddin..shear called..xl serena ,ich n rach were concerned..donna and abby were great..haha..love you guys really..also hanies and ama..haha..but nvm..maybe blessing in disguise? my foot i guess..oh ya,love you mann..haha..i feel crappy now..lazy to give joke of the day..haizz..misery..
~pAiN T_T ~
i was screaming and jumping out of the seat k each time the sinseh give it a press..omg!! pain..den he say like that den recover den i was like about to kick him in the face and ask has he eaten and all..haha he kept on laughing..den i was staring at him when he brought out this boiling water in a a small kettle and i tot he was gonna pour it over my leg or wat den i was about to run out the shop SCREAMING. haha..den he put my leg over it and covered wif a cloth and IT WAS SCORCHING HOT as there was steam!! 100 degress celsius!! T_T..haizz..i need a counseller to get rid of this emotional trauma..T_T..nvm..

11:15 AM
; always and forever.

>> Monday, March 07, 2005

just finished my chinese compo..siao sia..take so long to do..gonna burst..now can relax liao..topic is wo cheng gong le den i go ask imee what have i achieved so far since she knew mre for 4 yrs and two months..haha..sadly..we cant think of anything i have achieved so far..useless. haizz..den anyhow talk bout something lor..now is the 6th hour of my working time..still got 2 more hrs..haizz..not bad la..earn 32 dollars..haizz..so irritating the noise being made in the shop..feel like staring at them..den msg mann,she oso nv reply..haha she taking revenge on me ah..dui bu qi hor..zuo tian mei you reply ni..wo ai ni! :P..haha im so so so dead..jo and shearen sees this ah..*head will roll* haha purposely one..
~wAnNa ChAnGe My bLoGsKiN~
my skin like damn boring liddat..but i dunno how to!! jo offline so cannot do for me..haha..i noe i very bad..tmr going sim lim wif jo again to pick up my mp3..im so so so gonna tease imee..she got totally cheated by buying a 256mb mp3 which cost 400 bucks and it does not have a built in battary..haha..poor thing..den her test papers flew to the sea somemore!! haha..so funny..she and shearen just visited me in the shop..den now they go popular and church den later look for me again..im boredd..hehe..aiya fei hua shao suo..joke of the day.

a snail went up to this bartender one day and asked
for a drink. there was a rule in the bar tat says "
no snails alllowed" so the bartender kicked the snail
out. a year later, the same snail went up to the
bartender and said," Why did u do tat for?? "

10:40 AM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, March 06, 2005

haizz..jus went to sim lim square wif jo..to look for mp3 player..haizz..i brought the creative's dunn dunno wat la..1 giga..12 hrs..but $270 le..dunno worth it or not..now to think of it..ipod mini like better le..haizz..but this one also good..and mine looks nice too..haha..hope mum doesnt scold or sumthing..work so hard for this money and spend it liddat..better worth it..
~ hAiZz ~
now working..spend the night yty up to 11 searching for infor to help me in todays cell grioup..im leading..haizz..so wat sia..im afraid tat i said sumthin wrong..haizz..den got time, we played the tumbling monkeys..haha so cute! den watch the guys play soccer..i dun intend to sweat so i nv join..instead i took a chair and played the guitar and watched..haha nigel made fun and sing " i'm so loonneellyyy" in a *srtrumming guitar and off tune way*..im bored.
~ nOtHiN tO dO ~
so now im eating..boss treated me to zha chai fan..haizz..miserable life..haha..well..lazy to talk. let me proceed to the joke of the day!

a group of sheep were crossing this river which were filled wif crocodiles. den the crocs ate them.
den a group of goat were crossing the river den the crocs ate them up.
why didnt the crocs eat them when a group of pig crossed the river??

the crocs were muslim.

10:10 AM
; always and forever.

>> Friday, March 04, 2005

haizz..so bored..why did i offer to look after the shop while my boss goes out..haha..but nvm..at least i can use the internet in peace..been bloggin everyday..so wierd liddat..today quite slack..den i slept during history lesson as usual..and its damn super lame today! haha..i was tellin a lot of ppl jokes which was really lame but its damnnn fuunnnyyy...haha..many ppl were like staring at me and prepared to call woodbrige..haha..ama was like going crazy coz i got so many and she cant seem to answer! tell u guys one of the jokes ah..
~ hEhEhE..lAme~

//what did no 1 say to no 7?//

"nice hair"..

//5 men walking in a sraight line den a
signboard dropped on dem. why only 3 of dem died?//

it was a mcdonald's sign..hehe

//there was a man in a plane. den he suddenly threw
a toilet bowl out while on air. why?//

he was crazy.

//there was a young prince who was very healthy and
had everything he wanted. why did he die early?//

the toilet bowl landed on him.

~hAhAhA~
i noe la..dem lame..but got laugh right?? i got alot more..another time den write..dem lame i noe..haha..den ltr slack alot in class..den there was THUNDER..LIGHTNING..RAIN..*perfect*. den netball was cancelled..haha..lots of sec 1 quiting anyway..they say its boring..haha i not there wat..den i got the interview thinggy..KAU. SO CHIME N LOTS OF QUESTIONS SIA. walau..but nvm..dun care..still got hw summore..gonna faint..den go meet abby,shear n maca..a.k.a. jo..den go maca hs n eat indomee..den abby gtg to we all go..haizz..chat alot den bla bla bla..haha..and now im here..haha..lazy to blog liao..ciaoz

11:50 AM
; always and forever.

>> Thursday, March 03, 2005

haha..workin now to earn some extra cash..totally broke after yty..no cash..nid to borrow money from nana and mich k jus to eat during recess and luch..haizz..starving again..haiz..it rained in the morning jus now and thank God my dad was awake so he can send me to school..hehe..lessons were boring..but during pe,mr saidil was really serious lor..asked the class whether they noe bout his conversion..gee..some ppl have negative reactions to it..so poor thing..but its all for God..haha..
~ LaLaLa ~
den go run around during recess..and slept like wat during art period..there was this HUGE hornet flying around above me and darren was like afraid of it coz he got dengue fever before..haha..den we managed to leave early from pc period to go for break before the drama thingyy starts..i tot it was gonna be a complete bore but it really really was great sia..haha..damn funny..i love my group sia..me,nana,xl,mich k,chun tuan n melvin..haha we finished everything first..and i seriously have a better impression of melvin liao coz he really changed alot..haha..even becum more shuai liao..lol..den came the SHOCK..farhan said tat he hear one of the students in my class was rude to a teacher like rolling her eyes in front of her and now mrs tan(our form teacher) was told of it..and serena and xin yi were like rachel ng is the only person who whld *roll eyes* to a teacher and i was like *WAT??* coz i seriously nv did tat to a teacher..only behind or wat..but nv in front..SERIOUS..haizz..the thing is tat as long any bad thing happens,its ALWAYS rachel ng who gets the blame..nv others..ALWAYS. even tat time recess, des was eating den serena shake the table..den des say,"rachel stop it la!"..den im like KAU not me den she still look at me..walau..T_T..haha..but other times..other acts and all,its normally me..lol
~ aCcUsEd ~
God gave me this face tat ppl either love it or hate it..haizz..i either give someone a friendly and cute feeling or its definitely a *u have such a bitchy face* feeling..tat sux..haizz..but i hope its the first option..if u really noe me,u will definitely have fun all the time wif me coz i like to see smiles on ppl face..but if tat day i quarrel wif jo or wat ah..dun come near me la..most probably i whld be ignoring u or sumthin..haha..blame HER. my back hurts..got to do hw again..*aww man!* haizz..buh bye

12:00 PM
; always and forever.

>> Wednesday, March 02, 2005

sia la!! im so freakin piss now..coz of tis biatch hu totally turned me off in school..so crappy sia..i was dancing wif nana jus now in recess den xl was talkin to tis group of sec 1. me n nana stopped and my hand was at her backk den tis biatch..hu is known for staring at me whenever i pass by her..so called "accidentally" bang into me and poured her drink on me..luckily kana my hand and serena's shirt aliitle but wats most BITCHY WAS TAT SHE SAID "SORRY" (if u call tat a apology) IN A HECK CARE TONE, WITHOUT EVEN LOOKING AT ME AND WALK AWAY. damn B.I.T.C.H.Y. sia..gosh..how does she survive outside sia..most probably ppl whould have beaten her up..crappy..look at her face and its a *arbish!* liaoz..i sooooo had to stare back at her..she NIDS HELP. asshole
~aUgHhhhh~
but nvm..forgive and forget..but next time..she's gonna get it..another thing..haha..me and ah di,mian n june went to tampiness mall jus now and we saw the st hildas netball team..lol! so coincidence..me and ah di alrdy had a gut feelin tat we were gonna meet them..and yes. we did..tat time we had a match against them and one of their player fall on court and accused ah di tat she pushed her when she tripped over her own foot..*gosh* den the seniors were so pissed tat they diao at us like wat..den jus now at tm,there was some staring incident as the neoprint shop was small and there were like a few others and the st hilda group and my group were like having eye contact..lol! so exciting! i love such stuff..juz kiddin..haha..im not a ah lian..really.
~tHe fIgHt eNdS~
aww man..nothing happened after tat..haha but im sure tat there were some serious bad mouthing after we two groups walked away..lol..but hu cares..tis type of thing nv ends..den we went makan and i went totally broke..haizz..0 dollars in my wallet..lousy! :p..haizz..and im seriously boredd..today's pratical exam on pizza was a TOTAL MESS. im so gonna fail..i forgot to put my freakin cheese first den ruined my pizza's decorations coz i had to put the cheese on top of it and as it melts..ITS ALL CHEESE. but its delicious though..jus tat we r only marked on appearence..haizz..so screwed up..T_T..hmm..i think tats all tat happened today..shit! not done wif my hw..

12:47 PM
; always and forever.

>> Tuesday, March 01, 2005

12:18 PM
; always and forever.

>> walk in the light

>> running after

>> how great is

>> look back

>> stand before You now

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