>> Wednesday, April 26, 2006

monday was funny. so was tuesday. funny thing is i dont really rmb what happened liao. hahaha

yty i played one match on b.net, it took 2 FRIGGING HOURS till 10pm be4 it finally finish? zz such a long match la. well my team won anyway. yty was photo taking! i had to wear my tie for class, peer leader and netball photo. i absolutely love my netballers. but juniors keep bullying me T.T. OH YA MY MAID PLUCKED OUT 36 WHITE HAIR. gross la. i felt so much grief as to all these happening when im only 15. T.T..

it was really fun. had lots of laughs just by sitting down with the b div. oh ya amanda ngiam. eh im so so so so sorry la. dont feel bad plz. u are my dear senior too but then u everytime skip training so its like tat message i put in the notice board was addressing to the seniors. sorry tat i didnt include ur name. u rock too k? well tmr is b div girls outing! so looking forward. but prelims and mid year is simply just on friday! zz wish us luck.

today went to parkway with serena and xiangluan. had laughs and secret missions to see if 77th street is a con shop. and i was doing some stupid stunt with my bag as i wanted to change the shoulder it was slung on and both my bag and umbrella dropped. SHEAREN AND DAVID CAUGHT ME IN THE ACT. T.T so embarrassing. den i got harass by them alot but they looked so sweet tgether! aww really. hold hand here. brush hair there. so sweet! haha until i told them to go far far away from me den i nv see them le. well guys God bless!

>> Saturday, April 22, 2006

walau.. sleepy.. tired..drowsy..

yty was nico's bday. after school i went out with the netballers. original plans was to go SETTLER'S CAFE and stupid shireen and eileen BLACKMAILED tat if we go there, they will go home. they are such horrible personnels. in the bus heading to bedok interchange as all decided to chill out in mariam's house, i was talking and acting "classy" with my hands expressing too on my every words. then my hand move move den it FLING the hair of this lady next to me and i was sooooo embarrassed. all of the girls laughed at me loud in the bus and i apologised. haha it was sooo paiseh.

mariam treat me tau huey! finally my long waited one. den 5 of us squeezed into a cab and we slack there. try joined us shortly and we all had lots of laughs. we fried hashbrowns, fries and nuggets and microwaved pizza. basically all the junk food was in. the girl's main motive of going mar's house is to have free food coz mar's house has lots of frozen food due to the many fridges she has in her hs and the girls were eying on them. haha den we proceeded upstairs where we watched this show called "the stupids". gosh it was really stupid and i kept laughing while eileen slept on her cushion. later she was FULL OF VIBRANCE the moment she saw this dvd that had a synopsis that says ".......as they walk into a nudist campsite". she, shireen, try and jiahui insisted on watching the show, fast forwading to the nude parts. WHAT THE HELL? I WAS SO SHOCKED.

i nv imagined tat my girls were such horny ppl who gets excited over nude scenes. i so didnt dare to look into the screen, neither did mariam. see we are such innocent ppl.. i just feel WRONG watching prono with a bunch of girls. HAHAHA but in the end there was no nude scenes. just "almost" nude scenes much to shireen and eileen's disappointment. haha den all left and i went home to bath. straight away went to meet the guy's and birthday boy nico. initial plans was to go kbox. haha the idea of me alone with 6 guys in a dark room was pretty scary. nico also wanted to go to the beach. lol but i trust this guys although joseph is officially deprived for 2 months+. haha in the end we went settlers' cafe where we did really humilitating stunts again. and also pictionary was hilarious. myron drew three circles and shout "guess all the countries in the world la!" i screamed at him and made fun of his drawing and said YUGOSLAVIA LA! then all of the guys STUNNED. they stun then shout OH MY GOD and started laughing like assholes and i was like huh? it turned out that the word was indeed yugoslavia and myron they all couldnt believe anyone could actually guess it. haha..

we then proceeded to bowling, dota and finally pool. i reached home at 3am with joseph sending me. so tired.. was locked out by grandpa but luckily brother was awake to open the door after 20mins lol. and then woke up very early at 10.. watched freaky friday and then i went to parkway to get a cake for my good friend serena which was her birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENA!

sheena also bought one den during cell sheena's cake came out first. haha after tat the guys, xiangluan, mich k, rachyee, chun, mel and ben came. den i sneaked off and brought out the cake i bought and we celebrated the second time. haha the men went to titans and got their bag, got this nice box and put plasticine inside. HAHA we gave it to serena saying it worth 189 dollars den she was really shocked. but haha she wasnt so after all as she knew that her nike bag was her present too lol. anyways we went settlers' cafe AGAIN and nana got another slice of a cake from oscar who appears to be interested in her. i refused to give neither mine nor her number and so haha its gonna be embarrassing to appear there alrdy. we played taboo and jenga. also had lots of fun. it was 9 plus and we looked for food and most places were cooked in the end we went parkway food court. HAHA birthday celebration in food court. anyways after tat i went to find the guys in lan. had to go home early coz mother was really piss. reached at 12.30 and started behaving lame in front of her lol.. today i woke up at 1.. couldnt drag myself to go service..so horrible..den worked the whole afternoon on my literature project. now den taking a break..wonder if i having dinner with shear and imee or not.. history repeats. k see ya

>> Thursday, April 20, 2006

zz. presents presents and more presents.

20th is dad's. 21st is nico's. 22nd is serena's. AAAHHHHHH

no money le. =( still have to celebrate den MORE NO MONEY. =( yawns.

yty cried bitterly.
coz we didnt make it to semi finals. wad shit? we were 5-7, losing 1st quarter, den 13-7, up by 6 goals after the 2nd quarter, and then maintaining 21-16 at 3rd quarter before losing it all with a final score of 27-29. it was so tormenting. honestly. i watched as sembawang keep screaming at every goal and it tears down my legs each time. i was very demoralised along with the team when things started to go wrong and the umpire letting every foul off as ours. haizz depressing, undeserving and unjustified. we cant believe we lost. we believed we chld have won and into semifinals and be top 4. sadly we did not make it..

we were first in our grp yet lost to sembawang who was second. raffles girls team A was first in the grp too yet lost to a second. temasek too lost. all the 1st lost to the 2nds. story of the underdogs are over and im damn sad. haizz.. but anyways good job girls! during the mtach alot of things happened.. things were pressurizing tat try blew her top. all the contacts made by opponents were uncalled. nice-on-court mariam turned different one point when her gd argued like crap to the umpire when she said mariam pushed her and mariam said something very cool like "ya but you've been pushing and contacting me ever since the start of this game. life is fair." mariam felt very bad saying tat but just to let her know she is still the person with the most sportsmanship i ever seen k? dont feel bad!

well i guess we got to get over it. everyone broke down after the match. haizz.. still the same, phamilia forever! had training today but den i left early coz i was too tired. slept for a total of an hour during a maths and social studies. because after my match yty i cabbed to serena's house for our literature project and we worked till 11 plus. i reached at 12 and so today im pretty burned out.

thx to the following people: eileen, ms yani, june and shireen! they gave me a dollar to my "help rachel pay cab fare" fund each and i appreciated it haha. u guys rock! ms yani saw us so disappointed and decided to give us a treat at long john's. =) thx to the mother of my godson lol. OH YA. my phone is still confiscated. i was suppose to get it today but mr shah is down with fever and has a mc till tuesday. WHY DOES ALL THIS KEEP HAPPENING? my phone is always confiscated when i need it the most?? tmr after school i will be meeting netballers for settler's cafe and at 6.30 will be kbox to celebrate nico's bday along with the guys. i need the damn phone!! and serena's bday on saturday den have to organise a celebration. T.T the phone.. its always like tat? haizz.. alrights i bought a rusty wallet for dad, shared by me, sis and bro. then a billabong by me and joseph. hope they like it =)

>> Tuesday, April 18, 2006

NETBALL IS THROUGH TO THE NEXT ROUND! whooooohooo!

and because of that, my phone got confiscated liao. mariam msged bout the good news and i forget to put it to silent mode and it rang. den i read it and started screaming and jumping around delighted because we were 1st in our grp for netball! glory to netball all the way! lol lol haha. so glad. den mr shah took it. and sad that plmgs didnt make it due to the rain and all. if not they really had a great chance.. woodlands ring is in. ya them. at least i feel alot more contented tat the ah lians did not make it lol.

well just had training. did circuit and it was very fun but really tiring. mrs lee is picking on me and scolding me for every move i make. lol im used to it. so i better complete her hw. ms pereira gave those talks to me again sadly but used to it too. but i got try my best le.. mug very late for history test which was postponed in the end lol. den bloodied surprise test for chinese which was indeed surprising. me and grace totally could not be bothered. oh ya my nana nv come school le. sad. haha couldnt msg her why coz my hp confiscated lor and i forget her number =P. jason is also away away away. and so.. ya.

after training we went to makan at sumo house with usual greedy ppl aka mariam, try, eileen and jia hui. den we went off to ntuc coz we are the supermarket heroes that always eat alot after trainings zzzzz lol. HAHA we walked past this clinic and this "skin and hair specialist" had the name DR EILEEN TAN which was totally identical to eileen's and i seriously think the job suits eileen herself haha. life is fun but overdemanding demands for hw to be completed. and haha my first spammer made things a little interesting. the thing is tat she sounds intellectual. hmm.. sadly i think i can roughly guess who it is. xiangluan's blog was also hit by a passer-by but anyways life is like tat. i miss shear n imee coz they couldnt go for dinner on sunday. i really scared things turn out like last time where no one makes the first move for dinner. haiyo.. i talked to jo yty night. it sounded a lil neutral.. but im sure things will improve although jo is a saggitarious (wadever the spelling is) and im aquarius and we are like suppose to be bestest friends. lol haha k take care ppl

NETBALL PHAMILIA WILL AIM FOR THE HIGHEST!

>> Monday, April 17, 2006

today is school. school wwas fun. but i was very tired and fall asleep in english class. i was so lazy to argue with mrs lee tat i just accpeted whatever she said. after school was best! me,chun,nana and mel went pizza hut. laughed there and did truth or dare and haha me and chun tuan went scot free.

the other two did alot of stuff like serena did star jumps and jumping jacks in the middle of the hut in front of ngiam and her graduated friends. den we walk to siglap centre for dessert den we walk walk in cold storage den go upstairs and had a long and juicy talk! we spilled all the beans about everything.. mostly bout the love lives of everyone and HAHA i realised lots of things. i made melvin confess to serena while meanwhile i confessed to melvin. LOL. den got alot alot others but haha it shall be a secret. haha MY HOROSCOPE SAYS

YOUR FRIENDS THINK YOUR COOL.

hahahahahaha tat means people think im cool! hahahahahaha

>> Sunday, April 16, 2006

haha yty bbq was fun! really really. ALL THE FOOD WAS GONE! YAY NO LEFTOVERS! haha.. the water bombs and pushing were fun. WALAU. FIRST IN HISTORY. FOR PAST OCCASIONS I ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE TO PUSH PPL DOWN. ME. RACHEL NG. PUSH PPL DOWN ONE. YTY??

T.T i was the first to get wet in the pool.

BECAUSE? melvin low, tay chenpeng, ng junxian and heng binhan. GANG ME. stupid boys. T.T.. OH YA MELVIN. U CARRY ME, HAND ACROSS MY CHEST LE. GOT TOUCH MY BOOBS LE. i am gonna tell janice. HAHA den she jealous like siao. LOL.stupid boys. T.T chenpeng.. i love u so much.. why u do this to me?? still giggle like wad lor.

everyone went wild with the water bombs. i was dragged across the grass patch and my shorts got really muddy. me and serena did abit of wrestling also and haha amalina wore a bikini! she forget to tell me to wear with her. haiz. the water was really cold. anyways i couldnt stay in the water. after all the running around and pushing and water bombs, i found out my rashes were back. then i realised my dirty fingers and that swimming pool water ere the cause. so i stopped playing when energy level low le. so so so afraid coz my rashes were on my face and i was like having a relapse coz sec 1 also liddat and it was very jialak. keep praying and praying but yay! in an hour it was gone!

did a sneak attack on hadi and hanis who was sitting in one corner. haha wondering if there are together but i suppose not la. security guard kept coming but i settled the job. 2e1's kept running to me asking what happen and if they can still do this or tat.. i simply said. "do whatever u wan. fun first, trouble later. if got trouble i will settle." then all went wild again den guard came again den i told the lads its time to stop if not they sick after being in the cold for so long. me and michelle like babysitting liddat.

got ah bengs and all but who cares. dont intend to fight. just dun walk in their path la. really had fun. 2e1 rocks. after tat go toilet change. me,nana,xl and xinyi stripped to undies and change in the sauna room. haha it was not hot enough so it was pretty useless. slacked in playground den all go off. nico fetched me at bus stop. it was very sweet of u. den walked to parkway and meet joseph they all. all the way 1.30 den go off liao. i sleepy le. nico fetched me home. haha.. myron walk home like loner liddat and he was playing with fire. idiot la he but he very cute.

today went church and its easter! jesus resurrected years ago! celebrate! haha in service when testimonies were said as ppl come out one by one.. i listened and i cant believe i actually teared to myself. its the first time i got so touched by hearing something. i was really grateful to God for being so wonderful and touching all thouse ppl's lives. well God is real! will i get sued on court for saying such things? well i dun care. all to proclaim God's greatness!

den after service went to see what's the menu today. OMG. shepard's pie which was REALLY good and that "goshly" filled with chocolate fudge brownies. my mouth watered along with serena. it was the best. half way thru the brownie i wanted to puke coz its very chocolatey. den i got my second serving of shepard's pie with serena. haha i think im influencing her to my eating habits too much.

haha den got ip and wait for zu yao, myron and nico. played with joseph abit of dota and we went settler's cafe! the boardgame place. GOSH GOSH GOSH. very embarrassing there. laughed my head silly. worse was jenga true or dare. zu yao was the best. but he got all the worst stuff. "zu yao! walk to the uncle on the next table and ask for a sip of his drink" said nico. HAHAHAHA zu yao went and said it, the uncle stunned for 5 seconds. LOL LOL LOL.

zu yao: can i have a sip of your drink?
uncle: huh?
zu yao looks at him
uncle: my drink? (stuns on)

LOL. den one more was zu yao went to one of the staff and squeezed his ass. LOL. and said "i'm touching his ass now" and the staff gave that look. HAHAHA zu yao very sporty! another was when i got the "tell someone next to you how much you like that person." and zu yao was next to me and the staff was really evil. there were many ppl in the cafe alrdy den he pulled a chair to the middle and called for their attention. and they looked on as i knelt before zu yao who was sitting in the middle and i confess how much i liked him. haha i did it abit dramatic coz i said zu yao looks really hot in red. haha den the staff asked if i deserved a round of applause and the crowd gave! haha i bow and all and it was really nice. oh ya best! was when myron had to do a raspberry on my tummy. i had to lift my shirt to let his do the "bubble thing using his mouth and on my tummy. gentlemenly, zu yao took my place!

haha kept laughing at the sight. well gonna go back there someday coz myron is very excited about the dota match with oscar(one of the staff). HAHA i got the netballer's disease of always knowing the waitor's names! lol lol lol. well its fun. so now we are slacking at ip and bla bla. i dun wanna do hw. im serious. come attack me teachers!

>> Saturday, April 15, 2006

2E1 BBQ TONIGHT!

im mentally exhausted. seriously. but my physical body is defying it really. cant sleep and all.. go out till late at nights. haizz..

on thursday i went home like 1 plus? mum screamed into my ears.. good friday was tiring too. gonna go bedok giant to buy bbq stuff with the 2e1 lads. it was POURING. i had the time of my life sia. i just bath and when i step out, i was drenched again. at katong bridge, meeting serena and rachyee, was like a dead end? the rain was POURINGGGG. haha and guess who i was stuck with?? primary school nemesis mrs lee! haha we were just stoning. i wanted to call nico to come pick me up with an umbrella coz his my manservant anyway but haha. so mean. den i just chiong thru.

BEDOK WAS A KICKASS. serena going bedok herself den me n rachyee sat 32 there. WE HAD THE RIDE OF OUR LIFE. the rain was so heavy, bedok was literally FLOODED! haha den got one taxi very poor thing, the water level was like up to its windowscreen?? hahaha cool. den me and rachyee was just laughing and all. den got one girl who wanted to alight could not becoz the bus stop water level was up the knees? WHOA so cool!

anyways ran to meet them. bought the stuff den went to marinate lor. very productive coz its the second time we did it so we done the job faster. haha jelly and all den we walk to block 85 for dinner. haha den serena left to meet wee kian. chenpeng's chiobu sister came to find him. i drooled over my ah balling peanut soup. but no no its too fattening. hahah

den i had to meet zu yao they all at the bowling alley so we all left lor. i sat in 14 with michelle and we look around to see if we can spot serena and wee kian. den haha

me: eh. im quite sure serena and weekian will board this bus. wanna bet? quite sure..
mich: really meh? ok. but serena no money in ez link
me: aiya wee kian pay lor
( bus alights somewhere. we sitted upper deck.)
PLICK PLIACK. PLICK PIACK --> sounds of slippers
KA CHING--> coins into the thingy
TONG TONG TONG--> going up steps

me n mich: HAHAHAHAHA. AHHHHHHHH
me: its really them! AAAAAAHHHHHH guess correctly!

haha and so they two sat behind us. me n mich did alot stupid stuff. but anyways when mich alight, serena shouted "loner!" across the bus. den i said "better than not able to hold hands with ur stead!" haha i think they did. coz when i left the bus i msg wee kian to do WHAT HIS SUPPOSE TO. i haven ask nana if he did la but i guess so la. so sweet. xiangluan is with jon. rachyee is with paul. haha peer pressure again LOL. imee also liddat.. well nico confessed again to me he still likes me very much. the last time he said tat, i reject him saying its coz he smoke. and i dunno for what reasons he stop alrdy. and now his chasing me again while i behave nonchalent about it. i dunno.. just dun want to embark on so,ething again after that particular incident.. nvm. haha well enjoy ur love lives!

i went to meet them. long yao treat me to drink coz i scored more than half of his score HAHA. i won nico! lol. den yala we went off to find joseph and myron joined us at 11.30. we played dota til 12.30 den this group of guys entered and so we played 5v5 with them. haha we won den mum alrdy called me 6 times so i ran home owing money to the shop. and den realised nico alrdy paid it off for me. haha my manservant is really nice to me. anyways reach home at 2 but still unable to sleep. i know i've been busy doing alot of things but why isnt my physical body tired? i even stayed awake to watch man u against sunderland! but until 3 i slept den i woke up at 9! GOSH. so early. haizz.. now im accompanying brother joseph. 2e1 bbq tonight! haha its gonna be soooo fun! btw melvin is a bastard. k 2E1 ROCKS FOR LIFE! k see u guys tonight! oh ya netball rocks too!

>> Thursday, April 13, 2006

so tired.. 2.4km napha yty. cocked very bad timing. 12.36 mins.. zzzz.. serena owned me again. she 12.09. why is it i won her in 1.5 and she thrash me in 2.4? irritating. but she's really fast man.. haha oh ya btw. SHE AND WEE KIAN ARE OFFICIALLY TOGETHER! she alrdy was but wanted it in the dark. i was in the dark for 1 month then she tell and only today she finally announce it to everyone as tmr is she and wee kian's 2nd month anniversary. jia you ah.. although i still insist serena go for.. LOL nvm.

second good news is I GOT MY I/C LE! haha thank u thank u. i look ok in it. anyway after 2.4km, me, nana, luan, mich k, rach yee went to makan at temasek poly. WHOA ITS CHEAP man. haha go there more often next time k! then i went to lan to find the guys.. joseph is still as funny. zu yao and long yao didnt come. gerald too. and me, myron and nico slack la. it was 8 plus den we left the shop to get bubble tea and we 3 sat like squatters just outside the bubble tea shop and chat chat CHAT.. zzzz. haha many familiar faces passed. worst was when sheena, jeremy and jovin appeared. I DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO HIDE MY FACE. haha coz it was 10 plus liao and we were still sitting outside the shop when our only source of light is the one dollar shop. then sheena told me to go home early lor.

today's netball was fun. reminded me of netball primary school. did alot of games haha.. den we went to makan and mariam made weird lyrics again and eileen told me new stuff of her and her UNCLE who is 18. i think? but haha both insisted i dun mention what happen coz they do not want ppl who read my blog think they are retards or evil ppl. haha kk.. and so then netball is tiring and im with nico they all now still. haha ciaoz ppl.. 2e1 bbq this sat! and oh ya tmr is good friday. let's pray and rejoice that jesus won the devil and successfully washed all our sins with his blood! but also feel grief tat our great saviour has died for sinners like us but once again rejoice! coz his on the right hand of God! haha alrights bb

>> Tuesday, April 11, 2006

haha IM BACK with my second post of the day. this is a very creative one inspired by my brother joseph. we were talking about he and his ex everytime when she's drunk and how he would cater to him. and then she called him "ah jo". i found tat very cute. ah jo ah jo ah jo.. very cute. den i decided to call him tat. then i was like.. walau u same name as the friend i cried for.. later u like her. sometimes i msg joseph, i will accidentally mesg josephine. THEN HAHA GENIUS JOSEPH SAID SOMETHING

joseph: haha! you see. she is JOSEPH and a PHINE.
me: ya ya.
jo: wait u see ah. (he took a piece of paper and write) JOSEPH. FIEND.
me: nola. its spelled as phine.
jo: i know i know. but spell out as how it sounds. JOSEPH. FIEND.
me: HAHAHA
jo: see! u cant put me together with her. coz she's a FIEND. she's not ur friend coz she lacks a R so shes a FIEND.
me: omg ure a genius. i need to blog this coz its so CREATIVE. so she needs me coz im a R or else she will never know what a friend is like.

haha ok la this sound very mean to jo but sorry ah. just fooling around. dont really meant to humiliate u in my blog k. joseph is really interesting and i enjoy his company. dun get offended AGAIN ok? haha k take care everyone!

>>

i did not go school today.. coz i spent the night crying to myself and so i couldnt wake up this morning to go school..

oh ya PLMGS shooter called us SORE LOSERS in her blog. eat shit la. u know how many freaking fouls ur players made on the match? u know how many or not? kau u shld thank God alot for even letting ur team to draw with us la kau. bv netball standard was so much more better that day and a win was more deserved than a draw. but its in the past and we are God's children so i dun wanna say more. apparently there are people scolding her in her blog alrdy so i think thats a thing acceptable alrdy.

anyways i lightened up alot after reading my tagboard. it really feels great to see a team of great girls always cheering and encouraging one another all the time. i love u guys so much. i dread the day where they have to leave.. becoz life is not going well too either for me. they are like the main people i look forward to school each day.. people where i can find laughter and no worries at all. really. with serena, jason they all. the 2e1's.. there was always restrictions to things and busying with own lives and all.. with myron they all is always lan lan and bowling. but haha its boardgame next time. anyway its fun too esp with joseph.. but with jo, imee and shear.. things kinda deterioate between me n jo and i only see shear n imee once a week. and since my relationship with all of them are wavering.. i really dun wanna see the netballers go as i really find comfort when with them. HAHA so emo. i bet the netballers u all nv realise i rank u guys so importantly in my heart right. but anyways.. one of the reasons i cried yty was that everyone im close with is either leaving or just simply turning bad. haiz..

well yty i msg jo again.. i msg. its always me making first move.. yet again, she didnt reply me shortly or simply scolded me. last time i msg saying tat my frens called her bf ugly in a joking manner but she simply scolded me rude and said bye. haizz.. last time whatever i do, she will take it in a funny way and laugh it off. now its like as long as my name appears in her hp, she finds it irritating.. finding fault with whatever i say or do like im a thorn in her flesh alrdy.. so different from the past.. then i got so affected i started crying to myself.. jo also went "im sleeping now." like telling me to f off.. i dunno why but after all we used to be best frens and i really dun like the way she changed.. maybe she thinks its my fault. im too sensitive.. whatever. upper class people are always like tat.. shearen and imee. im sorry. i tried. i really tried. i dun care whose side u guys taking but anyway im sure u all think its my mostly my fault coz u all might think i have a temper. but really to jo, i dont always flare up only in front of u two i do. i dunno but to me fights are quite funny and thrilling sometimes when we go out together. haha.. but then i really wanna say tat i really tried to contain my anger. i really did. i really really did control and relax.. whatever reply jo gave, i did swallow my pride and relax about it. i really tried. hope we remain friends always and dun let me n jo affect us k.

yty night i cried and cried.. ok dont think i cried like WAAAAAAA SOMEONE DIED but i just simply keep tearing. becoz now tat me and jo are no longer the same, netballers gonna leave at the end of this year and my brother joseph might quit the job in lan shop anytime from now and i dun have anyone to turn to anymore. i dun share stuff with my school frens coz it feels wrong. lol. today i spent the whole day listening to joseph stories and advise and consolation. his really understanding and good. i was telling him bout me and jo and then he explained to me about him and his ex girl. when it rains he will drop a msg telling her to bring an umbrella. when she's sick he makes sure a cup filled with water is next to her so she doesnt have to move around and able to last till he gets back. he will always do her laundry and cook for her without any prompts and do everything willingly.. even though he knows she will nv go back to him. and that whatever he does for her now is actually plain useless and worthless to her. he knows tat. he said that guys and girls are the same. once you heart turn against the person, whatever he or she does its all plain annoying to that person alrdy. i guess tats what jo feels towards me now.. and she did admit it some time ago. haha wad a best fren.

anyway plz dun get the wrong idea of jo. she's really nice too but maybe its just me tat she has a different behaviour towards. jo's a good person.. but a lil bias. but she's really fun and unique to hang out with.. yty night i prayed for angels to camp around her hs for blessings on her and her family. im sure she received it. and so.. i guess i wont do anything for her alrdy.. i'll try.

and so i went shopping to make myself feel better. im out of job but brother joseph provides for me and DONT WORRY. his not my next boss. he really treats me like a sister. i bought a billabong wallet/purse from 77th street worth 27.90. a new pair of new balance sports shoes for 99 dollars. not bad la.. im satisfied. haha and so.. oh ya wanna thank mariam for defending me on court as she told her opponent that she really disliked the way the gs and ga were treating me. haha thx! and also to my netbal team who has been tremendously encouraging. i really appreciated the group hug! and so.. guys take care ^^^^^^

>> Monday, April 10, 2006

firstly, I BOUGHT A NEW NIKE BAG FOR $83 AND I LOVE IT! haha its black and lime green. but what i hate is tat ruben is getting the same one just a different colour after he saw mine. ass. im no longer the different one. HAHA..

just like the bunny in the sun.

HAHAHA. ok i got tat from mariam. she's been coming up with lyrics that dun rhyme nor make sense and sings to herself tat im so embarrassed to even sit next to her.

just like the meat in the meatboat.

HAHAHAHA. today is one memorable day.. BV NETBALL FOREVER! haha. me and serena were late for school and we were uber depress about it. sprinted to school BECAUSE 12 WAS LATE just to let the prefects close the gate on us. haha.. then 3e1 was very united as we keep making fun of everything in class esp during e maths.. mrs lai is getting upbeat about her hiphop lessons that im gettin traumatised by the fact that my e maths teacher is hopping around in class practising her hiphop moves. =.=

nico is staring into my screen. HAHAHA. sucker. READ INTO MY SCREEN HAHA. myron is secretly stealing my heart away coz his been VERY gentle to me this days. such a good listener as i rattled to him about the dark side of freaking PASIR RIS SEC NETBALL GIRLS. GOSH I WISH THEY JUST.. pee on their pants. hahahaha.. they so childish and rowdy la. anyways ya. classes were fun.

the following is about netball again. haha it has been revolving my life these days.

today the atmosphere was awesome. first quarter we had a whole line of supporters who really cheered alot for the team. at 3rd and 4th level. really cool. each time mariam scored a goal, i felt like i was in a stadium. it really felt great but it does get abit too noisy at times that we cant hear the umpires. anyways the shooters of pasir ris sec are the most most most chao ah lians i ever seen. they are so chao, i bet their parents wont recognise them until they finally bath. =.= sheesh they got on my nerves alot.

my previous post i alrdy promised not to lose my cool on court anymore for the benefit of my beloved netball team. totally for them. today's match i was very controlled and kept my mouth close most of the times. just for the team. but then that two ah lians are so much more WORSE THAN ME. they whine and grumble and argue at everything that happens on court that i really wonder when are they going to shut their big fat smelly mouth up. its really irritatin. one of the ah lians is HYSTERICAl. hahahahaha there were MANY MANY incidents where she suddenly ROARED at suhara. HAHAHAHA. literally ROAR. lioness. it looked ridiculous sia.. they both jump for a ball then that ah lian grab it and turn and OPEN HER MOUTH AND ROAR INTO SUHARA'S FACE LA. hahaha suhara gave tat blur and what she's trying to do look and i cannot stop laughin. shireen also giggled alot about it.

she kept roaring when she did not score or drop the ball that the supporters, 3 malay guys keep mimicking her roaring that she turn and look at them with that bo song face and they still ROARED back to her. haha and when they shooting, they will like "EH ARMPIT HAIR ARMPIT HAIR" hahahahaha then the ah lians shout DIAM LA to them. the guys looked at one another and ROARED to them again. hahahaha.. f u la ah lians. got one part they take so long to shoot, i said "how many seconds you want? 1.. 2.. 3.. 4.." then they finally shot and scored. "EXCUSE ME. THAT IS NOT THE WAY TO COUNT HORRRRR. ITS ONE THOUSAND TWO THOUSAND THREE THOUSAND.." then i stood there and gave a 5 second stare. i really stared at them and the "are you satisfied face" and i said fine to them.

every 3 step i take i will turn back and stare. dun mess with me k. then the poser minahs taking the scores. they were like FUCK LA.. CONTACT. SHIT LA. =.= so noisy sia.. the ball rolled pass them once and i ran to get it. they kau bei alot sia.. "faster get the ball la!" KNNBCCB. i get the ball and i jog to them.. "YOU GET THE BALL YOURSELF LA." then all 4 shut up and look down. f sia. wanna scold me then scold me with more courage la if u wanna scold in the first place. no, in the first place you should have moved ur ass to get the ball! kau posers. haizz today i really controlled myself alot..i did not retaliate alot coz try on court said " come on we are civilised people" and so i decided to let the pasir ris team realise they look retarded on court with their whines.

but then 3 cheers for their wa! which is the one i defended. she showed alot of class and allowed actions to speak louder than words. when the chao ah lians keep squabbling about everything, she tell them to shut up and focus. POWER SIA. then she keep patting on my back and said "im sorry on behalf of my team. they are always like that doing all these things." i felt alot better that even their own teammate also think that way. they keep telling the umpire fouls created, which was their friend then their friend was like "ITS NOT A FOUL AT ALL" and HAHA at least that umpire stand up to her rights to instead of letting a couple of chao ah lians influence the whole game.

haizz thats about today's match. alot of drama mama by pasir ris netball team. bloody piece of shit la those 2. when mariam went to shake one ah lian hand, that bloodied ah lian just gave a light touch on mariam's fingers and look away. nabe they are pushing it la. but ayways im very proud of myself for controlling so much but haha they mess with me i mess back too but STILL i was considerably quiet for this match as i respect my team's wishes alot. nice intercepts also during this game.. i always must make my intercepts fancy fancy one if not i look like a monkey jumping around so i must look glam.. today OUR TEAM ROCKED.

today everyone played well. although if we played payalebar standard that day, which was a match we so deservingly should win if it wasnt for bad umpiring, we would have thrashed pasir ris. but then sadly we did not. final score 27-23. anyway marsiling we had 30-1 and we only played 3 quarters. good job girls!

MARIAM.
EILEEN.
SHIREEN.
TRY.
SUHARA.

all the best for your end of year exams! BV NETBALL FOREVER!!!!! i will always love u guys and rmb u all in my heart for all the times we laughed and enjoyed everything. u guys simply rocked my life.

our team always ROCK but today we continue to rock. haha we had a feast at pizza hut and enjoyed ourselves tremendously. i laughed alot and got one point i choke on my cheese and shoot out a piece of pizza back to the pan, much to everyone's horror. haha and ya i really really enjoy alot when im with my netballers. i broke down and cried after the match when sitting with the girls because i realise it might be my last match with them and I REALLY MISS THEM. haizz.. k take care everyone! once again, i love my phamilia to the core.

>> Saturday, April 08, 2006

today "saddens" me.

anyway international friendship day was not really very friendly. HAHA coz during physics, we laughed at mr gan wearing that weird looking japanese coat thingy and did our a maths hw during his lesson and ended up getting caught by mr shah who confiscated it. lol that was funny.

well me,jason,mich k and serena had a hell of a time laughing at "settler's cafe", the new boardgame paradice for us and at the price of 6 bucks only haha. free flow of drinks! i kept peeing and peeing.. we went to bugis with melvin and chun tuan joining us at six o clock and began shopping for kar wai's bday present! serena bought her dreamed nike handbag while we FINALLY brought chun tuan's birthday present which is this really really cool red nike bag. AND GUESS WHAT. ALL THREE BAGS WERE CHARGED ON ME. FREAKING 200 DOLLARS AND 60 CENTS. chun tuan and kar wai's birthday presents, i will collect from the lads while serena borrowed 80 bucks from me for her bag. T.T 200 dollars gone just like that. but i employed loansharks alrdy who will be collecting the money for me. chun tuan and jason!

then i went to find mummy and gave her a early mother's day gift although its just a free gift from seiyu for spending for than 80 dollars. haha quite productive after all.. dinner with imee and shearen was fun as usual but last week we had a special guest, edward who joined us and i was an ass as usual to him.

me: yaya and u lost your first kiss alrdy
shear: haha SHE HASNT (pointing to imee)
imee looks down and edward laughs at her
me: laugh wad laugh? you worse right? never even touch a girl right?
everyone laughs.
me: hah sorry la edward..who ask u to be weiling's ex.
JAW DROPS AND THEY TWO LOOKS AT ME. haha then imee n shear started laughing hysterically.

lol lol lol. erm wad else.. ok the following things im gonna say about is netball le.. one of the reasons why today saddens me..

firstly THREE CHEERS FOR OUR NETBALL TEAM! WHOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO. match against woodlands secondary at their school, we had 7-6, 13-16, 16-24 and then 29-31. HORRIBLE RIGHT? although we won, we were having a lead and got complacent and in the end won by 2 balls only. WALAU. this always happens. but first 2 quarters were really good. good job team! mariam and eileen are honestly one of the most credible shooters i ever seen. yep. cant survive without them. especially mariam.
suhara is improving greatly each day and as i see her play, it encourages me tremendously as how she gets fitter and jumps higher each time. haha.. shireen u are awesome too. how you give commands within the semi circle ALTHOUGH WE ALWAYS CANT HEAR YOUR SHOUTS ON COURT really helps when you wanna communicate with suhara as to defending the opponents. and u always make me laugh on court no matter how piss i am at the moment. try is getting more confident each day and her passes are getting better too especially when she is pressurized. its not easy at all being a centre but you are doing a great job in it. wiwin you too! you maintain the standards of our team and position yourself well but as long as you work out those butterfingers, you will be perfect too! well and also to june who always support the team. i realy love this team. you guys really made fond memories for me as to how underdogs are also a threat as long as they are passionate about it.
woodlands sec is ONE SCHOOL I NEVER WANNA STEP IN AGAIN. honestly. it left such a horrible impression on me that i dun wanna have anything to do with them anymore. its the first school who made me feel so strongly against. their team is so freakin racist and the poor only chinese was the target of all critisism even if shes doing a great job. and the teacher in charge was also a bitch. thankfully we managed to win and so..haha good job team! and also shellyn who supported us all the way.

but then again.. not everything is perfect at times. today's match against PLMGS showed everything. haizz.. we drew against them. honestly, i think we won. i was very confident that we won when the whistle was blown.. but then..haizz. the score did not tally with one another and it actually showed we lost? by one point. 29-30. me and wiwin broke down upon hearing the score. then again, we decided to fight for our points. we spent a long time arguing with PLMGS for the draw.. really long. although to me, we shld win.

firstly today's match was really unfair. umpire was really bad.. my wa broke the line many many times every quarter yet umpire never foul her. first few times i keep quiet.. then she actually said " haha i take such a big step they also nv see" and thats when i decided to be serious and tell the umpire liao.. its like still can laugh about it la.. we played really really well today. one of the best. wiwin was however often blamed even though sometimes i know its not her fault but they still scream at her.. but all only in the spur of moment. den pooor shellyn also as umpire.. got one period everyone lashed out at her too..
haizz.. but it showed how much we really wanted to win it. june also got blamed during the end of the game because of the uncertainty between the scores. haizz.. so tired.. and the grudge against me which i always suspected was accurate as she confessed it today. aiya today alot of things happen la.. but everything is nice and calm now.
i dunno la..it feels damn weird.. i know i seem to look very bo song on court especially against umpires when they dont blow for obvious fouls.. if ppl got the wrong idea that im simply pissed and cant control my temper then leave it like tat la.. i just want ppl to be intimidated of me then dont dare to guard against me all.. and also tell umpires its time for them to straighten up and do their jobs. but ya i admit i might go overboard sometimes and for the benefit of my team i will try not to look so obvious and change alrdy k.. but haha to my own defense, i believe that 75.999999999% of my shoutings did get us the fouls we deserved. seriously. haha.. well ya.

and so i wanna say sorry to my team. for everything. and also praise my team on today's performance becoz u guys r really great. i also wont trade this team for any other better teams in the world simply becoz.. T.T i love this team on how the way they work. or how bout i love them for simply being them, not the best but excel for the best. thats the purpose of life right? i really love you guys! and im tearing now HAHA. first time sia.. nv expect this before.. haha.. i really dun wan the seniors to leave la.. BV NETBALL ROCKS FOREVER. phamilia.

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