nothing will be the same /now that You save me

>> Sunday, March 26, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANGLUAN!

haha celebrated it on friday. i nv go school coz *ahem* my leg was injured. ya.. so sad..lol alot hw sia. i met with serena at 2.30 at parkway and we stayed there all the way to 6.30 rotting and shopping for xiangluan's present.. walau. cant take it. den we celebrated it in fish and co with michelle, chun, mel, me, nana and birthday girl! then we decided to walk walk to the beach and bowl there.

haha had fun we went to the arcade first and tried dance dance revolution and para para. LOL. chun tuan damn funny when he play la. i watched them bowl and sneaked in xiangluan's present which was a T630, and HAHA. then we decided to tell her and she broke down and cry when she saw the prezzie. haha we knew u whld love the present. happy birthday once again!

i saw shearen walking with david. HAHAHA I GOT EVIDENCE. but i dun wanna post. hahahahaha

erm yty morning i had lunch with col. then go cell. haha cell was fun and funny. erm melvin came! haha. then i ate with nana all the way to 7.43. hahaha coz its the first time she haha told me things. erm ya. gerald called then i went to meet him. we 197 to paya lebar to find joseph. nabe zu yao and long yao were there la. haha then we 5v5 this 369 ah bengs. lol can pawn them easily but sadly like wad zu yao screams: "THEY USE UNDERHAND METHOD". hahaha then almost fight becozzzzz they not very happy at points when we kill them. but big brother joseph.. is one of the best back up i ever have that God has sent.

he damn protective of me. my good good good brother! i killed naix with sniper and the guy killed was pissed la and he said
ah beng: sniper who?
joseph: girl.
: what u wan.

haha the the guy shut up alrdy.. all scared of joseph. his the best! i went bowling with gerald they all yty and other days. hahaha its fun these days as i spend more time with them now alrdy.. netball is great too. we beat kuo chuan prebyterian 37-30. we were doing well in first two quarters then we got complacent.. but nvm good job girls! netball has been fun. but abit dull these days becoz coach is very serious and we cant really laugh around liao. hehs.. but its good. but then again, lots of disharmony between the sec 2s. its astonishing as to how two close friends appear to be best frens but the next moment bitch about one another. it saddens me alot as i love my netball team very much but the juniors are just demoralising me greatly because of their everyday squabbles.

then theres the mastermind behind all of this. that BITCH. everyone knows who she is. i wont mention your name yet but if u step on my foot again, dont expect me to be nice. im dead serious. everyone knows i wont hold my tongue when i come across backstabbing bitches. and so u watch out. sheesh.. dont tear such a great netball team just because of your selfishness and immaturity.

ok no more unhappy stuff. yty a wasted trip to paya lebar methodist. it started to rain and lightning all.. haha.. on the bus back, we saw two ex bedok viewians holding hands walking. everyone started SCREAMING. why? it was two ex bedok viewians holding hands. they are both girls. haha the netballers kept screaming as they cant believe it lol. yep yep. such things. then we went kfc. me,marr,try and june had a great time laughing and laughing. haha u guys WONT wanna know about what.

oh ya! today is april's fool day! lol i didnt even realise until jo pointed out to me.. i used my logic to crack her "lamity" even though i didnt know its april fools.

jo: ei! have u guys heard? its in the newspaper. tks and tkgs are merging! so is bedok north,view,green and south!
me: (it sounded ridiculous. becoz smartass me know that the schools she mentioned alrdy have a huge population and no nid to merge. and why whld a school merge without telling the students? and so i decided to reply immediately without checking the newspaper) talk shit.. bye

haha quite cool right? then i felt that i shld do something as im RACHEL NG. I WILL ANNOY PPL RIGHT?

me to serena: eh serena. i stead with andy le.
serena: Orh. then i stead with edmund le. happy april fools day! =D

me to melvin: melvin i've a crush on you.
you know wad? he until now haven reply. hahaha no fun sia

me to marr: eh marr! do you know the SCHOOL PORTAL HAS A BIG UGLY PHOTO OF YOU ON THE FRONT PAGE??
marr: how old are you sia to still play april fools day HAHA
me: HAHAHA you rock marr! i failed. GO AWAY LA. bye

haha its been fun. oh ya marr told me something hilarious. she and keith prank call charlotte saying
keith: you just won a bicycle!
charlotte: huh..? why i never win a computer..

WALAU ITS HILARIOUS LA. IMAGINE IF SHE REALLY WON THEN SHE SAY SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO THE FELLOW. WALAU.

well everybody. happy april fools day!

4:54 PM
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>> Thursday, March 23, 2006

SULTAN SHOAL WON! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

u know wad? i got 17 points for my L1R5. wth? its so gonna get me to.. a poly?

nvm. today was sports day! whoohooooooooo!

haha God was great. God was good. hahaha..

i officially sack my boss coz he was a bastard. just because i did not want to see him, he said i dont have to come to work anymore. unless i insist. oh HAHA. i have my pride? i wont becoz of money and force myself to put up with u stupid horny old man. U SUCK. tat day he was just wanting to raise my pay because he realise it was wrong of him to cut it in the first place just because i wore a skirt. i told him that i didnt need his extra money. who wants la. ass.

anyway! sports day! my bf looked hot in the cheerleading thing. (serena) haha her team shld win lor!! i feel so sore and sour for them. i nid sweet and sour chicken now! AAAUUUGGGHHH. then horsburgh won in the end coz of their shaking boobs and ass. haha jokin la. but that was the main focus of them la.

0MG. SOCCER WAS SOOOOOO FUNNY. GOSH. b div had only soccer so me,jieying,huijia,surina,jolene and suhaila joined. HAHA we OWN. thx to me la. and good defending surina and running huijia. basket jieying, only got 3 pose. squat. stand like model. jog. HAHAHA basket. i scored 7 goals la.. whoohoo it felt great. WE WON IN THE END! hahaha.. mr shah was like, "rachel you are an excellent player. but there's one thing i don't like about u.. WHY U KEEP SCORING AGAINST RAFFLES?? score la BUT WHY MY HOUSE?? on your conduct, from very good i'll change to fair because u KEEP SCORING AGAINST MY HOUSE. why did u do that for??" haha i adore mr shah. his the BEST form teacher i ever had!

oh ya. back to soccer. at the kickoff, OMG i couldnt play for 5 mins! know why? HAHAHAHAHA there were a total 20 girls on pitch. when the ball were thrown, 19 WERE SCREAMING AFTER THE BALL. HAHAHAHAHA i keep laughing and laughing and laughing on the pitch as they just keep screaming and screaming n screaming on the pitch. hahahahaha.. because 4 teams were playing at one goal so there were 2 balls and which house scores the most win, there was once a ball was with me and a ball was with surina and both of us charged towards the yellow house goalpost. HAHAHA the goalkeeper started screaming as two balls were charging to her and she dunno which one to save. mine was scored but surina almost. hahaha so funny.

today i got 6 medals. 1 gold(soccer) 4 silver and 1 bronze. got a shocker award. i won individual champion 3rd place. i tot it was going to go to amanda seriously. something astonishing happened. its real. gosh. i was sitting down. then it dawned on me..

announcer: FOR B DIV GIRLS CHAMPION. 3rd PLACE GOes to...
and suddenly the announcer voice faded.. i was looking down as i really thought i wont win it and its to amanda.
announcer: FROM SUltan shoal..
i heard it and fade again. i knew it was to amanda. and then suddenly i heard a voice in my head that said "its yours rachel".
announcer: RACHEL NG.
oh my God.

i was so shock. really. i got the award. and walk to amanda. i ask was there a mistake then amanda said she dunno. she won 4 medals. and so.. i dunno. but i will return to her if i think there was somethin wrong. but then again.. gosh. its so.. magical. thank u God ..=)

well its great. nana was 2nd individual champ and cleo was first. nana u rock k! u really did. well i had alot of fun today. i received the BEST THROPHY! haha B DIVISION OVER ALL CHAMPION SULTAN SHOAL, MOST IMPROVED HOUSE SULTAN SHOAL AND HAHA OVERALL CHAMPION SULTAN SHOAL!! WHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. haha words cant express my joy. sadly we cannot like last year win all 4 top trophies again but this is a blessing enuff. haha as house captain i go receive la. but i wanna extend this glory to the following ppl coz u guys are one of the best runners i ever come across : amanda, hui jia, nurlina, ruben, david and khairu. u guys were really great. u helped to win all these big trophies. and of coz to c div fiona and jolene i think if thats her name. well ya. GOOD JOB SULTAN SHOAL!

haha k after everything me, serena and chun tuan made very long trips and probably wasted ones for xiangluan's birthday present. i wont leak more liao. HAHA xiangluan u will be shock at ur prezzie. its really a rotten card. lol .. so tired. well life's good. netballers u all r great. today's sports day is memorable coz haha.. i took the big trophy mah. but definitely it was thx to the ppl i mentioned. coz i know im not the best runner arnd and u guys r really good. haha jeff ure an ass. u did nothing and u keep insisting to take the cup. as much as ure a fren, u were an ass. haha k ppl, SULTAN SHOAL WON! whhhooooohooooooo! God bless! His magnificent.

6:22 PM
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>> Tuesday, March 21, 2006

firstly, WHO IN THE WORLD WHEN MAKING A APOLOGY WILL PUT A LOL THERE? its so the MOST SINCERE apology i ever gotten. so sure its like.. what? i didnt know of it until my friend told me a apology was made. she told me that its so "what the hell?" when the apology had a lol then. and so, i agree completely too. plz dun make such an important word useless. haha i wont waste my time on talkin bout something like that.

for PEOPLE LIKE ... who always see my blog just to make sure THEIR NAME is written, HI NETBALLERS. I WONT ENTERTAIN SELF LOVE PEOPLE LIKE YOU READING THIS. hahahah *evil* had netball today. A NEW SCARY LOOKING COACH! named Rose. LOL. she's pretty big but i think she's a good coach. very discipline.

shireen: oh! Rose has bloomed!

HAHAHAHAHA. ok great. the FIRST netballer name mentioned. happy right? rest of u, WAIT. erm then we couldnt laugh much at all. today is the first training i yawn so much. T.T i miss the always laughing trainings and i will just literally ROFL. haiz right mariam? WHOOHOO. the next netballer named! =.= lol lol lol.

try is very selfish. she nv let me drink her water. felt so REJECTED. ass. then EILEEN, the one with the weirdest great grandmother in the world made me had the time of my life as i kept laughing and laughing of all the things she encountered. it was SO funny. her msn personal msg even put " haiya.. i cannot go malaysia on a holiday alrdy coz my great grandmother is dying.." HAHAHA WHO WHLD SAY THAT?

well ya. then makan with mariam, hafizah ( the BEST WOMAN to joke with in JJ.) LOL, try, eileen and jia hui. hahahaha i finally laugh during makan. it was so serious during training.. anyways yty was heats. i lost to nana in javelin. AUGH keep losing to her. haha well anyway my results r not so bad. I FINALLY GOT 1 DISTINCTION. hahaha so pathetic. ok 3 more results to go. k ciaoz!

8:08 PM
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>> Sunday, March 19, 2006

and it seems
like a loss somehow my
heart got lost on
the way to my head
and my brain cells are dead,
and the
craziness
shows,
now I start to go when
the green
turns to red and I should be
dead

Butch Walker Best Thing You Never Had

dun worry. im not all lost. im just glad you showed me yourself what a bitch you are. i bet u dont even read my blog alrdy. coz u are all too involved with what u have now and dont give a shit about me. i love God. i love Him so much. but it pains to keep it all in my heart without venting it out and let you know how i feel. THE THING IS EVEN WHEN I TELL U, U HURT IT MORE WITH YOUR IGNORANCE, NEGLIGANCE AND ANNOYANCE YOU SELFISH SHIT. so why should i say more when you dont care and dont bother. the scary thing is you are no longer the same and you act like nothing happened. the scary thing is you are so good at prentending now. the scary thing is you say you care and the next moment you said its normal for you not to do anything. THE MOST SCARY THINGS IS YOU TOLD ME YOU MINE OR YOUR OPINION AND WHEN YOU ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING THAT CONTRADICTS, I CONFRONT YOU ABOUT IT AND IN FRONT OF EVERYONE, YOU ACTED SO WELL THAT YOU SAID NOTHING LIKE THAT BEFORE AND ACTED LIKE THE VICTIM OF MY OWN ASSUMPTIONS. it happened SO MANY TIMES. what the fuck is wrong with you ?? why are you able to be so conniving and put on your sheep's clothings so fast that no one noticed? and why is it ppl believe u than to me.. look i know i ain't that perfect of a friend to begin with. but i think i was a friend who stood with you at ALL times. you werent. i was the fren who knows how to make you happy easily. you werent. i was the fren that appreciated all that you do as i will always tell u in corner or a msg saying i appreciated even if i looked like i did not. you did not appreciate a damn shit. i was the fren that no matter what i was tied up with, i will run to your side whenever you needed me. you SO WERENT. i was that very fren who did every single thing that was filled with sincerity and utmost willingness wanting to make you happy. you suck at this most. last time when it seemed like the world was only bothered with their own business, i made sure that it was my business to make you feel like ur world is not alone. and now u kicked me out of the world i tried so hard to make a better place for us to be in. thx letting me see how heartless and ungrateful you are. UNGRATEFUL. and so when you're world seems to be crumbling and you come running back to me to save it and den shove me aside again, trust me. i won't even fidget. coz this was how u treated me when my world was crumbling. you did not bother to save it. God so loved us and want us to be happy. i hope He sends someone else than you to be with me. thx for all the moments before where i really meant something den. now you just shove me aside. im going to look for a new world den. haha one last thing, you are such a s*u*. whew i feel better now.

other than that piece of shit who repeatedly terrorize my life, im quite happy with the way things are. finally managed to go boardgame paradice. it was with donna, imee and shearen. DONNA IS A NEW SISTER OF CHRIST! whoohoo. im suppose to mentor her but. haha she will feel very weird. after a day of acting and pretending to be a huge fan of SUPERSTAR SHEAREN we went to have a meal at roxy square 2 den boardgame paradice. its service is so cool and the person who "served" us was very nice. she's so patient with us la. haha.. yty i did not go sentosa with the guys (gerald they all) yty because I DID NOT TRUST THEM. hahaha jokin la. i got cell that day and there were 3 new faces! yay we are growing! was in a 3v3 match and had to leave coz stupid jeremy left his stupid bag in roxy square 2 with his ipod inside and i went to get it. he owes me a treat. working today. joseph is coming over now to pei wo and entertain me. so thankful for him. he wanted to help me beat up THAT PIECE OF SHIT but i said its ok, i will beat up that person myself. and so lalala.. mariam doest have tissue papaer. so she doesnt wipe her ass. and so, ciaoz!

3:37 PM
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>> Wednesday, March 15, 2006

im currently bloggin in mariam's house. THE FOLLOWING TAGS THAT INCLUDED CASUALTIES LIKE SHIREEN, EILEEN, TRY, JUNE AND HAFIZAH WERE ALL DONE BY MARIAM AND MARIAM ALONE. haha we just barbequed like a million marsh mallows and had a hell time throwing water bombs at one another n stupid hafizah hit the bulleye by throwing DIRECTLY IN BETWEEN MY FREAKING ASS, THUS WETTING MY FREAKING TOPSHOP UNDERWEAR.

well it was fun. we r currently resting from a tired bbq n games in marr's room with twisties n green tea. hahs tats the netball style of slacking. NGIAM U PANG SEH US U IDIOT. I WISH U TODAY SIT IN UR TOILET BOWL N THE NEXT MOMENT U REALISE U TURNED INTO A PIG.

AAAAAAAGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH SHIREEN JUST WALKED OUT THE ROOM. T.T she go meet her BF. hahaha jokes jokes. erm its karaoke singing now, try playing the TOTALLY OUT OF TUNE GUITAR n mariam singing off tune too coz of it. hahahahahaha

and now hafizah, june n eileen are PEEKING INTO THE SCREEN even though they r reading it later. bloody idiots. hahahaha erm.. its been fun. NETBALL FOREVER! june has been the butt of all jokes today. we just keep laughing n laughing bout her. we were suppose to make water bombs n i was just standing n looking at her while barbequing my marshmallow n she was squatting at the tap and filling water. LOL LOL LOL

hahaha ok erm. mariam wants me to proclaim how great she is. WOW. u r great. im forced. ok they dun wish me to proclaim it so nv mind.. oh ya, quote of the day

june: where u all go
hafizah: shireen do big business.
june: oh..
-after some tot..-
june: do alrdy? -very innocently

hahahaha. anyways THE NETBALLERS R GREAT PPL. -forced- HAHAHAHAH ok ciaoz

6:23 PM
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>> Friday, March 10, 2006

life's been great even though im still recovering from a broken friendship. but its alright.. God has been kind..

erm theres lots to blog about but i just simply dunno where to start. results r back n apparently, i failed e maths again. but i will STILL work hard coz ms heng has been very encouraging. n of coz mrs lai..

i sent a msg to ms heng sayin i will still go on n she told me the next day after school tat it sparked off her life n motivated her alot. it touched me so as i can even make a teacher's life a good impact. n so, i love u ms heng!

well a maths i did not bad but i so chld have done a lot better. 31/50. walau chen peng got 49 becoz he forget to fill in the answer tat he "liquid" away n thus.. OH MAN! chemistry i was happy coz i got 32/50 as i won power house elizabeth. jia you lizard! physics was 33 n haha.. not so bad la. but i have to say this to my bf a.k.a. serena maybelle tay. DUN LOSE HEART K!! JIA YOU!!! COMMON TEST ONLY! I LOVE U!

hahaha. de rest of the papers i haven get back coz teachers were busy marking sec 4 paper only.. well wednesday was sports heats n so was today. today's result is alot better than wednesday. my bf was really great. she got 2 silver n 2 bronze now. Cleo is DOMINATING. all event she take part she got first. lol. i only have 2 silver n 1 bronze. HIGH JUMP WAS SOOOOO TYCO. haha i got 2nd for it. sooooo tyco. many funny things happened during sports heats. for long jump, ppl jump n legs touch first. for me, my hands touch first coz i dive. LOL. tats wad they said la.. but i purposely la coz i scared my ankle snap again.

myron, nico are off for their sec 3 camp. T.T yty.. so sad la. no one to lame with me in lan shop liao.. den arh mann go off for a camp which she is helping out in. come back monday.. T.T.. my good frens go. i got shoved aside by my best fren. haiyooooo.. sad. but God's been helping me to get over it. there were many times i felt tat God doesnt seem to love me anymore.. but its all wrong when he proved me wrong today. he gave me 2 silvers. i love u God!

NETBALL HAS BEEN A KICKASS MAN. i still rmb sec 1 i hated netball to the core n as to y i did not join.. ok not so serious but i get irritated almost every training. but now tat "she" has left, life in netball is SOOOO great. honestly. i just look forward n have very great times in it. becoz..

SENIORS U GUYS R GREAT N ROCK TO THE CORE!!!

really. T.T i really dun wan them to leave.. i absolutely love them. but i wish them all the best for their o levels coz they r such fun ppl n i wish tat they will be happy. last minute decision, all of us decided to have a upper sec netball bbq. lol its gonna be soooooo fun. coz retards like.. ehem will be there!

yty we went to Lilliputt. its an absolutely whacky place to be in. hahah it was a netball excursion yty n all of us went to this indoor mini golf course. i had such a great time becoz my grp is made up of monkeys who hits the balls from the course we r in to another course which the rest of the grps were playin on. i had MARIAM, TRY n JUNE. LOL how can things get any better?

the course was like, only 4 of us laughing hysterically. me n mariam promised tat no matter wad happens we must nv laugh n roll on the floor. we broke tat promise in like 5 mins? tat promise was made coz on wednesday, nasha did one of the most hilarious fall i ever seen in my entire life tat me n mariam spent like 10 mins laughing on the floor. tat serious. she caught the ball n was like losing balance, den she twirl arnd with it n made like a thousand steppings before finally realising tat the ball was in her hands n she went to a shock n threw the ball down before falling to the ground. omg.. classic.

and so.. the mini golf was worse. everyone was so concentrated n had like 3 3 4 4 1 4 5 3 in their score cards while we had like 8 8 8 8 3 8 5 4 or somethin. haha.. but it was the fun that was the best. not the score.. its in east coast so u guys shld really go try coz the courses r really fun n stupid. june was so frustrated at one point y the golf ball couldnt go through this narrow hole tat she literally squat n use the club to shove the ball through. i immediately rolled on the floor.

it was really fun. den we all slack in the beach while waiting for bus to come. HAHA AMANDA NGIAM, U WERE NOT THERE.

den we all had a meal at bk where "teacher" (unable to disclose) gave information bout the teachers n some comments. lol i heard alot of new gossips sia. oh ya! vp mdm tan is gonna leave us n she choked with tears on stage while annoucing tat. I ALMOST CRIED TOO. coz she's absolutely such a wonderful vp.. although the only time we talked was when she told me to wake when i was sleeping in history class. haha but she's awesome!

im gonna miss u. well.. holidays r here! PARTY! haha hope all reading this will have a blessed holiday n have as much fun as possible. n so, take care! byeeeee

7:31 PM
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>> Friday, March 03, 2006

COMMON TEST IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

finally. but apparently. im slotted to fail two subjects alrdy. honestly. e maths was shit. i had no idea wad the question is saying.

a maths was crap. study so hard. know all formula. yet? wrong answer due to carelessness. many of them. demoralising is the word.

well anyway. ITS OVERRRRR! whew. feel so relieved. well love u guys who read my blog. God plz continue to bless us.. bye.

7:36 PM
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