nothing will be the same /now that You save me
>> Monday, August 28, 2006

im officially traumatised now. so much scandals revolving me now.

my msn acct got spammed, all my contact list gone and someone posing as me asked my friend for sex.

the stalker said he posted a video of me on a porn website.

life does not get any more freaked out for me at this point.

well anyway.. my favourite photo. sorry but i will reply tags another time k.. not exactly in the mood to reply now.. sorry..

10:05 PM
; always and forever.

>> Saturday, August 26, 2006

thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
RACHEL I HAD A NIGHTMARE. THAT WE WERE PLAYING NETBALL & ALL THEN ON COURT YOU STARTED YELLING AT ME FOR LIKE TEN MILLION REASONS I DUNNO WHY YOU WERE SO ANGRY NOBODY KNEW WHY YOU WERE LIKE THAT
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
& I CRIED LIKE MAD AFTER THE MATCH I FOUGHT WITH YOU & WE WERE LIKE JUST SHOUTING AT EACH OTHER & YOU PUSHED ME A MILLION TIME & I JUST CRIED MORE & MORE.
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
):
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
wait is this rachel. ya okay it is
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hahahahaahahahahahahahahahaha
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
not funny okay it was all very real !
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
thats fast typing.
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
ohh. awwwww sorry but its not real and it wont happen la k?
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
i damn angry with you seah in the nightmare. like you were really shouting at me scolding me about ten million things & im like just ?! what did i do?!
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
idiot. LOL.
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hahahahahahahahaha
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hey marrrrrrr
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
if we ever have an argument, it wont be cause of something on court
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
next i will never push u coz i got utmost respect for u
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
ok? =)
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
okay ;D HAHA.
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
haha WHAT WAS EILEEN DOING??
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
just sittng there comforting me
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
i remember msyani going up t you scolding you
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
& THEN HAHAHA YOUR HANDPHONE WENT ON FIRE
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hahahahaha
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
like you just left it on the floor then the sun put it on fire.
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
HAHAHAAH
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
... u are a really stupid person.
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
hahahahahaha
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
!!! ): im not stupid oky!
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
okok very smart
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
but yala the dream wont happen
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
mmuch less my hp caught on fire
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
u shld stop thinking about me. ))
i got reminded of that linger you gave says:
*=))
thexanthous@yahoo.com says:
dont wory i hardly do HAHAH

( msn between marr and i )

so much "love".

darn! nasha is not online if not i can post my fave photo up. nvm i post another one which amanda made and its reallyyyyy nice and i saw it on sheena's blog!



haha i was posing as rahimah while sasha was as paul twohill. apparently EVERYONE else forgo their identity and became plainly themselves. lol

ok tag replies!

to bev: heylow!! haha you're sick now right? take good care ok fellow timbakthree? or is it two? haha and fellow baby spice! love ya tooo

to sectwoFAN: aww so sweet. thank you so much for the encouragement! really appreciate it alot. you too jia you for your streaming k? thx alot

to sheena: shee shee na na haha you FOUND me! lol thanks for everything la. you've been the best cell leader ever and so you keep it up too k! lets always hug our mummies!

to nasha: you crazy little person. haha yesh i love you even though you are the most crude person alive hahaha. high school musical always lol!

to sasha: hahaha you gong. u kinda lost your way in sheena's blog while looking for the link to mine right? haha well welcome you here!

to yanjun: YESH i still remember you, you always bullying me junior.

love all these people la. well anyway this week has been very tiring.. cannot complete hw or get started with revisions.. always got netball, peer leader meetings back to back. kinda sick of these hectic life thats why i decided to leave the stall to the sec 2s. sold alot of stuff and i guess we are doing well for the stall la. although i hate the weariness of this week, i got many heartwarming moments of it that i will always cherish. love you guys to bits for contributing to the special moments of my life =))

today is token of appreciation entry! so impt people in my life will be mentioned. everyone is ok but i dun have much time to squeeze all so sorry but i will say yours another day k!

love mrs lai as she has been a very very sweet teacher. always always acting cute and denying it. always pardoning me for my disrupting antics.

love ms heng. always always showering me with concern like i really am her little sister. haha what a patient teacher

love amalina always. we had one misunderstanding before which left her in tears in sec 1 and sec 2 another one but now that we have made up, we are closer than ever! thx so much for the hugs as it gets more comforting each time and i loveeee the message in the bottle and the bouquet of folded flowers you bought from the peer leaders and my heart goes out to you for the money spent on it. haha hope u like the heart i made with our neoprint on it! girl you rock

love mann aka wee peng for always being so nice and letting me not lose hope of what the root of friendship is about. no one else seems to be able to treasure things like you do anymore and it astonishes me as how humble you can get and enjoy life as it is. your friendship is a gem to me and i will not let it slip away k! thx for the pencil box and souvenir you got for me from gold coast coz its lovely! it seriously is and its motivating me to write things alrdy hahaha.. n also the dreamcatcher. the one which captures all my bad dreams while guiding me to the good ones. so thoughtful of you

love serena, rachyee, xiangluan and michelle. (later say i unfair treatment) haha to serena thx for being a fuse as sometime you go high and it scares the hell outta me but at the same time creating laughs for me. and trying to solve the thing between me and jason now but its very hard as i doubt neither of us is gonna make the first move. to rachel for being so simple too that things dont get too complicated as it seems and that warm smile and greeting i get from you every morning that brightens my day =)) to xiangluan for being the idiot who does stupid things that made me laugh and allowing me to make you the butt of jokes to make me laugh more. haha you've been fun and i appreciated the things you done for me ALTHOUGH sometimes its for another motive hahaha. to michelle, thank you. for simply being you all these while. =)) innocence and all. haha stay that way

to sheena for always being gentle and nice. for always being funny and lame. for always being caring and patient. for always being crazy and stupid. you do whats right at the right time. and i thank you for the love and concern as there is an affinity between the two of us as our similar our fates seem to be and being your disiple simple makes me proud to be what i am. love ya

to collin for being such a dear godfather and guiding me through all the highs and lows in my life. from char siew noodles to frog porridges, thx for feeding me not only in the stomach but also spiritually with God words. you are the best!

to imee and shearen. for being wild and tolerate all the ridiculous things i done. to our friendship which is maintained and still fun and happy encourages me. although we are still far apart, memories of the past always brings us together although we are not physically near each other. you guys be good k!

to MY NETBALLERS. (i know you've been waiting to see your name ) the juniors you all have been a fun and stupid lot. making stupid unpredictable remarks which make me stunned and laugh out loud. to my seniors especially. for never failing to make me smile and be delighted. just at the sight for you guys. i will never fail to roll on the floor literally.

to marr, thx for being caring and generous i everyway which i feel precious and people should appreciate and treasure. for being such a fabulous example as how life should be walked and wonderful icon i can learn form in my life. to the most commited player i ever met and the best all-rounded one, you are great.

to eileen for being my idol. seriously speaking you been my idol for 2 years now. haha although you are always complaining and whining, haha you are always laughing at everything, able to keep yourself happy and real and for being such a great shooter and defender.

to shireen for being you again. stupid and full of sauce HAHAHAHA (ramly) for making things funny as it is despite being simple and totally full of surprises. things i never expect you to say, you said it all. things i never expect you to do, you done it all. what else can i expect from you? oh i know.. more laughs

to try for being one of a kind. so dumb hahahaha.. making me laugh AT you for the stupid things you do and how you fight for food. you've been fun and i hope you do well for your exams ok! distinction for chinese oral siaaa

to timbakone to timbaksix and the other spices, you guys rocked my life!

im sure i missed out alot more but due to time constrain i gotta stop now. haha sorry.. appearently my money was stolen on one peer leader meeting and jesslyn had two hundred dollars gone. it was during the sec 2 peer leader meeting where we had to manufacture stuff and people being busy and all.. and our money is stolen. i wont say more.. but i was utterly disappointed and my trust in them cannot be retrieved anymore as they are.. afterall.. peer leaders.

thursday was mah match against chung cheng which me and mann arranged. haha results was what i expected. i played centre sia! haha sprained my ankle and got kicked twice and scratched there. haha you rough girls. had lotsa laughs as its my second time there and i alrdy know the girls so it was a lighter occasion. mann is taller than me!!!!! walau. i need to grow badly.

the match that had me and the sec 2s saw us lost to them while me and the seniors who have not played for berry berry long gave us some face as we won. but chung cheng improve alot so they are up a notch compared to us. but we bv netball will still go all the way right! haha later going myron's chalet. its his birthday celebration.. dunno buy wad. haha see ya people

12:44 PM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, August 20, 2006

!
what a productive week.

ok first of all its reply tags time. haha this time round, the tagboard totally had tags i totally expected haha

to frost: haha i will ask around who you are but thx for dropping by.

to ?: heylow and yea its a cool concert and yea planetshakers were all christian songs. haha FYI sorry that i was just mentioning the first moments when me and my church went in and forgotten to add the point that its turnout was great and praising God way in the end. im a very forgetful person and many people can testify that haha.

to anon: hey i guess you are pretty subjective. totally appreciate your tag coz i was expecting a tag that was crude and offensive. but i guess you contained yourself pretty well. haha when i wrote that entry on the peer leaders, i was voicing out my friends's frustration. well its my blog anyway and i believe i can say something out considering my friends read my blog and they agree to what i say as thats what they feel. it might make them feel better that im sharing their woes and that i appreciate their work alot coz we are all friends what.

you see on blogs i understand we also have to consider people's feelings before publishing it out therefore i did not mention names. i respect that too. i read many people's blogs before and they were alot worse, cursing and scolding the person out loud in their blogs and screaming out their dissatisfaction. some agree with them some do not. so its unfair to me if you say i dont respect them blog it out just because you dont agree with what i say and you want me to take it back when others agree to what i say. you wouldnt have said anything if it wasnt that what i said was something you didnt agree with.

and thus people are entitled to their own opinions. you tagging in my blog lashing it out to me is also contradicting as you are telling me your opinion to me too and in public right? haha i love bedok view. i love my friends. i love my peer leaders. we have fun and laughs. but we are all leaders. every single one. i can say the peer leaders, every single one of them are powerful in their own way. what makes us a leader is that we have our own mindset and direction and thus we can lead people into there so differences are bound to appear. thats why my entry said that
things like these happen all the time mah and i was just stating one occasion out.

everything in the world has dark and bright surfaces. everything. sorry if you felt that i tarnished the image of peer leaders but im sure every aspect of life, schools and friends there was definitely once a ugly moment. nothing is perfect ok..? bedokview is a great school. but sorry that i showed a dark side of the peer leaders but nothing can be hidden forever. other schools also have departments that have ugly moments and i heard plenty alrdy. the peer leaders are great but nothing is perfect still and i shouldnt be condemned by you just cause i was frank about it. see even though theres so much love between the netballers, haha there WERE bad moments too.

im not trying to defend myself or anything actually i alrdy expected a "hate" tag but i guess you read too much into the issue. you didnt have to point out that you are not a peer leader coz i wont put much attention into what you just said. in fact i hope after this there are no more hard feelings alrdy. keep your head high for us peer leaders coz we will set aside our differences for the best things ahead for you guys in school and move forward and compromise. lots of things are coming up for the students and hope you participate in it. if you are still uncontented, you can come up to me personally and i will listen to your opinions and see if things get better. but like i said, just cause what i said is not what you think should be, it doesnt mean im wrong. and summary of all these, my entry on the peer leaders was not meant to say how shitty they are but just simply blogging what happened in my daily life! and those are common stuff. ok?

(sorry to people who read my blog that i spent a few paragraphs on replying to his tag but not writing of exciting moments involving you guys and i in this blog)

to zhaos: hahahahaha you still remember what look i gave ah?? haha anyway good job on ps!

to daniel: haha thx! FANTASTIC JOB TODAY in buying the stuff for sale. its so last minute and in the end only two of us purchase it but in the end! we got it down. whoohoo!

to marr: you know very well youself how much i love you too. HAHA its a GODZILLA size compared to your dinosaur one

ok done with tags! moving on.. ok thursday training was stupid, crude and hilarious once again. nasha once again was CRUDE.

nazreen: hey theres a feather on your shorts!
me: why is there a feather on your shorts? haha
someone: theres a bird
nasha: I F**KED IT.

hahahaha omg la. i was like WHOAH. haha stupid girls. friday was lovely. although i went to anglican high for the workshop and i dozed off almost half of the session, i went to meet jason and melvin as we were going out. tons of laughs which brought back memories of the past and serena met up with us. we then head to lagoon village along with michelle who caught up with us for dinner and we had even more lame and funny moments. i kept pushing michelle to say whether she liked anyone and she said no one seriously and i had the conclusion that she has no hormones. HAHA melvin said that it was simply not strong enough. cabbed home with serena as her blister was swollen and she cant walk.. i tried carrying her as i couldnt take her limping but she was screaming so i didnt dare alrdy.

had result slips back. im like last in class? even though i passed all this time round but chem and a maths.. its ok. work harder la. sorry mariam.. let you down. im going for obs some more la. its from 18 to 22 sep and end of year exams are on 28 sep. sheesh.. but this opportunity is too hard to turn down..

saturday was tiring sia. pesta sukan was on and had to be at kallang netball centre at 7.20. not bad performance by our team.. held st nicholas girls to a tie. we were leading throughout until we slack off for them to come back to a tie. not sure if thats their first team but fair enough that our team was good. other matches were high and low but then again, good job girls in any ways k! st nicks gave a good fight too. nasha did the greatest thing she ever done for me before by taking a candid shot during that match. and when she showed me the photo, i was so delighted that i could carry her on the spot. it was a very natural photo of a good netball game and happen so i was jumping for the ball. its my photo of the year man! will post it up another time.

then i went to find sheena to past her a card i made for her at kampong arang as she was helping out at the national day parade march by our church. was there to sit around and didnt expect myself to be part of the telematch. got ALOT of good stuff from there and the budget this year was surprising high that yea i had a free giordano shirt and lots of other stuff. what a tiring day but had lotsa fun.

we went to macs for dinner and thats where i cried twice. we were eating and talking and i told them a dream i had that morning. it goes like this..

i was in a excursion bus. suddenly i heard people exclaiming that "oh my god.." and "look!". i didnt get to see the faces of the people who said that and i peeked out to ifnd out what they were looking at. there, i saw amidst this bunch of clouds, there was a dark purple heart. it was very dark but i could tell it was purple. and then a voice so clear said, "its the sign of goodwill." and then in the dream i blacked out..

as soon as i blacked out, i immediately rose from my sleep. my heart was pumping so fast that i was close to shivering. the first thing that came to my mind was "oh my god is jesus here?? oh my god oh my god not now. is it the end??" and i uickly turned to my right. whew.. there it was.. my mum sleeping soundly next to me. thats when i realise.. the sense of urgency. i was so afraid and relieved that it was not the end as my mum was still unsaved. i never shared the gospel at all to her and i will blame myself forever if it was too late. i laid back down on my bed trying as hard as possible to calm down and that things were ok alrdy..

in literature class on thursday. i told ms liew i was thinking of getting a job fast and once i have the money, i will do missionary trips to somewhere and preach. i know its only a dream and i try to think that its not anything. but then again.. faith is based on what you cant see too right? so i believe theres a link.

so at macs i broke down coz i was so afraid that my mum would go to hell and thus resolved to bring people to Christ alrdy esp my love ones. people i so desperately wouldnt want to be separated from. so yty was a day i woke from my slumber and laziness and got motivated by the time that is running out. then me,bev,eunice and sheena shared very interesting things of our lives and just praising Him for everything and we decided to pray in macs. haha despite many people around us and when they pray for me i cried more as i love my mother so much i will never wanna see her suffer. i love you mummy. always

today i went to service and during worship i cried again. i was totally afraid once again and totally thankful to God for so many things he has done in my life.. i love you too God. im not a good child. im not a good christian. im not a good disciple. and so i seek your forgiveness and to change me. thanks for everything

i went to meet daniel after service.. gosh. gosh. gosh. in the end no one was able to turn up. serena legs was infected while nicholas relative gave birth. haha so it was me and daniel that was gonna conquer all woodstuff, glitter and chupa chups! we went bras basah and we bought this

2 stacks of construction paper.
10 wooden heart on sticks
5 wooden badges
box of glitter
1 piece of glue stick
3 big wooden crafts
5 bags of sand

dont underestimenate the weight of them. i went home and bought 120 chupa chus while he went to buy 100 glass bottles. great job la daniel. we couldnt have done it so quick if not for the co-operation we had and definitely your organisation. ok now dinner time. take care people! love you all

7:27 PM
; always and forever.

>> Wednesday, August 16, 2006

idiots. lol..

its been tiring but fun these days. i stayed up one whole night to think about all the problems i had and decided to stop worrying about it alrdy.. leave things as it is then haha. why does it seek my attention when they didnt bother to look for me so rachel stop worrying.

chemistry with gino is FUN. its like totally lame and i love to irritate him.. re-enactment

gino: ok..heyy. daryl you have long eyelashes.
me: OH MY GOD. why are you looking at daryl'd eyelashes?? (shouts across the room) FARHANISSSS. IT IS WRONG FOR A GUY TO LOOK AT ANOTHER GUY'S EYELASHES RIGHT
farhanis: haha who
gino:don't listen to her se's talking nonsense.
me: im nottttt. haha ok whats the experiment about.........(we continue discussing la)
daryl: OH YA HOR. Why i never thought of that. oh no..
gino: its ok daryl we still love you
me: OH MY GOD. you just said i love you to daryl. which guys does that??
gino: noo. as in a friend. people say that as a nice way..
me: FARHANISSSS. WHY GUY WOULD SAY I LOVE YOU TO ANOTHER GUY??
farhanis: haha gino say to who??
gino: you LOUDHAILER. stop repeating all i say to farhanis!
me: hahaha.. (continues discussion)
me: gino you watched click right?
gino: ya i cried in it.
me: OH MY GOD!
gino: (starts slapping my hand frantically and saying "no! no! no!"
me: FARHANISSSS. GINO CRIED IN CLICK

hahaha im the best irritator in the world. like how i one day suddenly tell EVERYONE to look for serena. i will tell whoever walks past me that someone is looking for them and then when they go look for the person, the person will be like, "huh?" and so thats a classic. haha you shld imagine how irritated mariam was when i told like many netballers that she was looking for them..

anyways today i had peer leader meeting. something i really wanna vent my anger about now and so haha.. SORRY. i love my group la. when ms heng show me the list of people allocated, i look at mine and i was like, I LOVE MS HENG. coz my grp is the best and most "workable" with la. me, daniel, serena, zhi hao, nicholas and salbiah. very nice and co-operative people. im not saying the others are not easy to work with la but these grp overall is well coordinated than the others. i totally love daniel la. im very impressed by him. his my head and im his vice head and we work well together and respect each other's decisions alot.

only certain people will earn my full respect when they are my head and daniel is definitely one that i totally will put my trust and "loyalty" to la. as in whoever of higher position than me will definitely get my full support and co-op but only certain people will get my admiration and respect at the same time that on other occasions even if its not about the same issue that he or she is higher than me la. for daniel its peer leader la. he will get my respect and support too in other issues and situation beside peer leader. LOVE YOU DANIEL. and also to mariam and eileen. you have my utmost respect in and out netball too k =))

ya back to the meeting. after outward bound singapore meeting i went for peer leader meeting. it was very smooth and even though sometime got distractions we immediately realise that its of no link to what we were discussing so we go back to the issue which was really good and productive. good job people! well next block was a TOTALLY different scenario. we heard screams and alot of noises from the other groups and our grp know very well that THEY are DEFINITELY not getting it done on time and NOT even halfway through. very un co-operative. and i was spot on. i went there, it was pretty chaotic and someone even complained and blamed us for walking in and making noise. EAT SHIT LA. for your defence you guys are difnitely tired and want to go off terribly as your meeting was too draggy, unproductive and draggy.

understandable as at the rate you were going, its so obvious its geting on everyone's nerves. but DONT push the blame on us because you guys are the cause of the delay as you guys keep talking and TALKING during the meeting with all the small TALKS among yourselves and bla bla. dear people who read my blog, have you ever get caught in a position when 1) you are up talking, everyone is just talking among themselves and ignoring you. or 2) you are one of the annoyed people who wants the thing done yet always get held back by the disrupting people.. or worse still, 3) you were the distracting lot. things like these happen so no one is to be blamed and expected by me and daniel alrdy so we went there to offer our help.

me, daniel, gino and jason stayed back after gino dismissed the meeting.. i immediately gave gino a consolation hug as i can totally see the weariness on his face as he tries hard to get the meeting going despite people not listening to him and his unstopping pleas for attention. screw you guys la.. me and daniel were there for our dear friends as gino is the 1) while jason is 2). m and dan provided a listening ear for them as they spilled out their emotions and unhappiness. dan and me totally saw it coming.. poor boys la as they suffered so much.. 4 of us spoke very long with me and dan giving suggestions and let the two worn out men pour their hearts out. i love you two la jason and gino. all the way k!

gino was saying that one of them ( i wont mention their names) will like "eh serious la!" then 5 seconds later go back to talking.. one will be like talk talk then sees everyone seem to be serious and discussing and will be like "eh why never discuss with us" when in the first place that person kept talking and didnt bother. another one worked very well but unwilling to have a second opinion to it. zzz.. so sad la. gino worries that if he raises his voice, more agressive or strict the others will turn black and be pissed at him. jason also dont wanna tell them of their behavious as his not a head or vice head and if he say something the others will also not happy.

i feel for them totally.. and its like 4 of us talked seriously as how to improve the situation when me and daniel had no business in it and also the other heads were not around and so.. haizz yala. so we just encourage them la

me and jason then talk alot and we walk to bubble tea shop real slowly and go to bus stop and talk more. both of us had a reallllllyyyy hearty chat. saying each of our problems out and yala. long time since we talk and how things are no longer the same.. =)) friends always.

yty! training ended at 5 and let me tell you.. i had alot of fun. why?? coz of mariam and eileen LA who else. boon and june contributed to the fun coz oh my god la..

(june and i doing passing)
june: eh zhao ying sexy sia
me: huh? (totally stunned by the comment as its sooo random)
june: what? really what zhao ying very sexy
me: huh? (still stared in wonderment)
june: oh nothing nothing she very fat
me: huh?? (why the sudden change)
june: ah no no no im not a pervert!
me: huh?? err.. stay away from me..

haha she panic like siao la. then anyway we and mariam had alot of laughs. tryphoza my dear, the last paragraph of the people whom i love alot is a disappointing lot now wasnt refering to you , lar. dont worry.. that girl wanted mariam to call me and ask if they done anthing wrong and all. i love you guys la and im not angry with you all. its another group that saddens me. and so anyway, the following are whacky moments that occured during the journey to roti prata with my seniors and boon

mariam: rachel.. what shall we eat today.. waffles are at half price today le
me: oh ya hor.. giordano..
mariam: HUH

...

mariam: eileen do you wanna walk to simpang?
me: she surely dont want la
mariam: eileen you want?
eileen: want what?
mariam: walk to simpang
eileen: SIAO AH!

(hahaha)

...

mariam and i looking at the menu

mariam: shoud i have one or two pratas?
me: yes!
mariam:.. YOU STILL HAVEN ANSWER MY QUESTION

haha i love them la. reason y marr,eileen and shireen are my fave coz i nv need to the go an extra mile to make them smile. im always the clown making people to feel happy and smile. always pleases me to see them happy so i always think of way to make them laugh so its tiring sometimes.. as its not appreciated sometimes and its very disappointing as no one has ever been a "rachel ng" for me before.. making lame things and making sure i smile so the appearence of these 3 people totally brighten up my life alot as i cannot simply stop laughing at them and how they make me roll on the floor. these 3 rock my life =))

well im done with the blog. btw the recent singapore idol trailer is just kickass. the one which they highlight that IT IS A SINGING COMPETITION made me laugh alot as they are trying to stop those screaming girls to actually stop screaming and actually listen to the singing of the person they have been screaming for lol. JOHNATHAN LEONG IS VERY DAO. very disappointed in you.. i dont wanna scream for u liao la since you no response at all and keep looking away. haha vote for MATHILDA! buh byes

7:30 PM
; always and forever.

>> Saturday, August 12, 2006



this is the song track played in click that made me smitten till now. =))

haha to continue my post.. i have not been blogging much about the funny stuff so i shall now. haha.. i remember the night i slept next to my mum and she tucked me into the blanket when she reached home. i was asleep alrdy then when she put the blanket on me and i was in a daze la and i looked at her and i was like.. "ni shi shui?" .. HAHA my mum was shocked. ni shi shui means who are you..

then another time my sis told my mum my elder bro brought home his gf and my mum started nagging and was like " YOU AH. EIGHTEEN YEARS OLD ONLY SHOULD BE STUDYING. NOT BRINGING GIRLFRIENDS HOME. " and my bro cool-ly said " but you got married at eighteen right." hahaha i burst out laughing.. i have serious family issues.

that time dinner with imee and shearen had me rolling too.. imee told me the "your mother is so fat , when she steps on the weighing scale she sees her phone number" joke. i also couldnt stop laughin.

that national day spent at bev's house was great. you shld see her blog on her description of the cockroach incident. hilarious.. then on planetshakers's ultraviolet concert, it was totally ROCK. i skipped school that day coz i went to the balloting with my mum, sis and baby bro at tao nan primary. TAO NAN. imagine. rachel's brother.. that irritating boy.. TAO NAN. T.T i wanted him in tkps.. my primary.. ala whatever la. we were sitting there as people started drawing out the lots and we sat there for quite awhile la.. it's like 76 out of 107 applicants. \so mummy was pretty confident of her chances coz she remembered that time for me in northland primary there were 300 over applicants and they only give out 10 and she remembered the total shock she was in when i was picked haha among the ten. so kenneth's chances were high..

hopes dwindled by the 37th chosen one.. haha we were like zzzz..then our number finally called out and we 3 cheered out loud and went out the hall lol.. well anyway back to planetshakers. its soooo ROCK. we went for laksa before that and alot of games in the bus. SORRY DEAR NETBALLERS. the burger burger game has been spread tremendously coz i taught my classmates too. well jonk was like "eh play chi ko ba!" and bev was like "okok!" and she looked at him and a moment she said "how to play?" and i burst out too.

ok ultraviolet was really coool. all purple like and they were playing non-christian songs made me wonder if we were at the wrong concert. and we had white lipsticks in our goodie bag and we wrote all sorts of stuff on our hands and faces while i wrote mine on my SHIRT. haha can wash la.. i hope. crossover always! we then all went to airport for popeyes and it was great. me, bev and peiqi also left to take 36 and made a MAD DASH for the bus we saw before realising that it was a 34 in the end! haha then we stood at the bus stop, and two 36 just go past us ignoring our waving hands. so rude! thats when we realise the 36 bus stop was a few metres before the one we were standing. irritating bus uncles.. rude crap. nowadays i have so much conflicts with them that today onwards i wont have any more respect for them.

once with serena and xinyi to pizza hut, i paid 60cents and waited for my ticket to come out. the uncle wanted to see my ezlink and i said it was retained then he insisted and i repeated that it was retained. i was wearing my red t shirt as it was national day celebration and the uncle kept quiet. then i said "i want my ticket uncle" and he said "you answer for yourself". then i just walk off totally pissed coz its like i paid yet he doesnt wanna give me a ticket? losers.. then i just might as well board the bus and dont pay since im gonna ANSWER FOR IT ANYWAY.

zz. well i went for the singapore idol thingy at parkway yty. walan johnathan very dao.. T.T me and bev kept screaming la but he nv turn.. then joakim the one we hate was very engaging with the crowd. i believe thats y he gets so much votes although he sucks la.. well rahimah is out a.k.a. my lookalike. SEE SINGAPORE. tone-deaf. she's not like very good la but then again she's better than some others who are still in the competition right.. well wadever. tired to blog..gonna play dota now. see ya

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to marr : i know. im irresistable la.. haha so im not surprised. what you mean what shireen said?

to aisyah : maybe its coz YOU NEVER LEAVE YOUR LINK?

to imee : HEYLOW

to shireen : all i can say is i wasnt refering to you la =))

to luan : yaya. that time you sms me all that crap. "rachel!.. dunno y suddenly miss you. wednesday no school then you friday also never come! stupid girl.. why you never come? anyways.. i accepted hanliang." and then i replied " i think you message is not coz you miss me la haha i think its just you wanna tell me you accepted hanliang regardless i ALIVE OR NOT LA haha. well no matter how much i HATE him, its your choice and i will just support it la =)" and then you stupid woman replied " ooohhh.. okays love you lots! okays!" see! WHAT A GOOD FRIEND. that means you really dun care i alive or not la. T.T idiot

to shearen : haha whatever you call it.

11:17 PM
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>> Thursday, August 10, 2006

i failed chemistry again. i was very disappointed.. but delighted for e maths. haha.. and thus, to coincide with my previous post, whatever!

WE WON THE COMPETITION!

haha we are the coolest 3e1 ever la.. win all sorts of competition.. i was darn nervous la when me and wesley have to sing in front of the school and i had to dance with the girls.. thats qite alot to do. haha had very nice comments after emerging winners and i like to thank everyone single one of them.

it happens that my register number is 7 and mrs lai made her jersey number 77 coz its like God's number so when we go collect our prize, we turn around and show "77" and "7" like giving glory to him la with 777. lol ya very pleased that day.

watched click yty. very nice.. sheena and serena cried. its a really good show as its typical adam sandler's jokes but the dog scenes very unnecessary sia haha.. and kate beckinsale is gorgeous. we watched in cine and i saw junting. wave here and there then we go watch the movie. after the movie i was stretching and so was this girl in front of me and she turned and i realised it was junting! haha so all the while she was sitting in front of me la..

then we went bev's house where i had a really fun time in.. we screamed after flying helicopters going across us and i love the choc fondue.. we watched two dvds, "hot chicks" and "50 first dates" and so its like three times adam sandler for the day. haha all were hilarious. the crowd went off at bout 12 plus where me, de rong ,sheena ,jeremy, jovin,nick and beverly la. got one part made me "err".. de rong had to give a pet talk to him la coz his like ranting about like a spoilt kid that he wants to go out instead of slacking in bev house when all of us had not much intention on leaving.. then keep complaining his going home soon and all and jovin was like "it wont be the same without you" and i thought to myself that it would be better.

well he went off and the rest of us crammed in bev's room and watched 50 first dates where halfway through, de rong saw this thing crawl past him and he started yelling cockroach along with nick and jo switched the light. HAHAHA me, sheena and bev were screaming and screaming while the guys were like ," WHOAH" and ran off. its damn hilarious la coz its like 7v1 and yet we are still afraid. lol.. in the end the cockroach was annihilated by de rong. his went bangkok this morning! take care

well anyway thx sheena for the lift home with the cab. i was left with two bucks lol.. reached home mum screamed like wad to me and haizz.. wadever la.. today im grounded. zz..

ps. im starting to dislike you guys alrdy. you guys are so ****** , that its so disappointing. the people whom i used to love alot, you guys are starting to make my life suck. if you think its not you im talking about, think again.

1:26 PM
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>> Saturday, August 05, 2006

im gettin shearen's sickness. IM LAZY TO BLOG ALRDY!

hahaha common tests are OVERRRRR. i kept screaming and jumping around after a maths was gone. even though i lost 14 marks for it as i didnt had enough time but who cares la. and i didnt fill in 30 words for my chinese compo.. i dont care la. hahaha ok im done with my blog. LOL

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