nothing will be the same /now that You save me

>> Saturday, January 14, 2006

TRAGEDY. tragedy. TRAGEDY. T.T

after weeks of anticipation whether is our netball team still inside the E zones as ms yani was in mc throughout the whole date to submit the admission forms, we were told we're not in. the whole team went depress n mariam haha went to draft a letter, preparin to send it to the MOE to complain. haizz..

haha den on combust, i was leading my grp of sec1s to the netball stall n mar broke the news to me dat we last MINUTE-LY made it to the E zone coz we send the form on the deadline itself. haha.. but de tragedy is. our grp is horrible.

Tkgs, TKS (im up against my good frens), Kc, SAC, bedok town n one more i cant rmb.. n of coz our team. come to think of it.. i wished tat we stayed withdrawed. but nvm.. mariam's they all last year.. just play our best den. haha.. i hope i get to play la firstly.. coz i scared the seniors will let the seniors take the first team positions just because they are seniors. i believe tats wad tat is gonna happen.

so many overrated ppl. but fine.. life's like tat. life's been great though. on new year's eve me n nana went to prayer n praise. and melvin too. until 10pm den me,jo,nana n xl went to orchard n had alot of fun sprayin foam at strangers. F U BLOODIED F ING B**G****. i dun wanna get sued for makin racist remarks or other sorts. those ppl freakin irritated me alot.

but other than tat, i had lots of fun. and i went to camp.. 3 days 2 nights in bukit timah dairy farm. its de sec one orientation camp n me along with the other peer leaders went along to help out. the instructors behaviour irritated me alot. but soe were good n fun. mine was. Iskandar! haha durin camp lots of wacky stuff happened. let me tell u somethin.. the sec 1s were UNBELIEVABLE.

they r like nv sick of a scolding. they r so.. not sporting n rude n spoilt. in general la.. but seriously.. it was really bad. de camp whld have been great if it wasnt for them. but nvm.. some were ok.. well great things happened to spark off my first day in school.

erms voted house captain for sultan shoal which i feel is a great honour as im sec 3. n.. im a girl. haha.. i almost lost the title.. coz i was in peer leaders meetin den when i went to the AVA, jeffrey was voted house captain alrdy. den too late la.. den i noticed my name was nominated alrdy n i felt a bit.. eer? about it. den ms leong was like rachel's here! den there was a re vote. apparently the crowd loved my speech or somethin n haha ppl like erina n they all garnered votes for me.

n so..yep. de sec 1s came said things like omg, our house captain turned into a girl. haha.. yes tats how childish they are. but nvm.. its pressurizin. but i try to live it up to standards as sultan shoal is really a great house.. i will try den.. den monitor was me for the class. but haha gino is doin most of the work coz his de guy. ure de man! me n nana has this 5metre range thing. apparently durin school we always nv get to step out the range. *OH NO. im stuck with her.

its been clinically proven. serena is hotter than me. HAHA. her temp was 36.6 degrees n mine was 36.3. LOL. durin a maths i said "serena! im hotter than u! lets take out our termometers now n test. im surely hotter than u!" haha den we use our txtbks n covered wad we were doin n all..pretty lame. haha..

spent alot of time with netballers too.. nv see jo for a long time alrdy..miss her so much. yty went bayshore for 2e1 gathering. haha had a blast of time to me. chun tuan rox! his so funny n lame. T.T y he not in my class.. me, nana, jason n melvin went for dinner in lagoon vill after tat. played a prank on jason tat he lost his phone. but got busted still.. hahs.

at lagoon vill we talked a LONG time. sat at 7 or 8, left at 11 plus. where we walked ALL DE WAY to my hs there. i reached home at 12.40am.. wad a long walk.. but fun. we 4 talked alot.. guess wad happened. haha it was a miracle. the four of us were usually frens havin fun but yty night we talked serious stuff. n i believe now tat we 4 will be frens forever! haha coz me n nana were fussin about this girl melvin is msgin through the way she types.

den i say since me n nana are their best frens so got girls must show us first n we see if the girl is suited for them. den jason n mel said those stuff like "haha no no. they not our best frens wad. they r normal. happen to meet n we eat now. nothin to do with us. we dun care bout them bla bla.." those stuff la. n said for a long time. den we 2 keep quiet. i ask nana seriously, "heart pain or not?" coz i was feeling it. den nana nod her head. OH NOOOOO.. i dun wan!! to reach such a lvl in bedok view. imee shear n weiling they all broke my heart enuff alrdy lor.. hahs now mel they all. NOOOO..

den mel n jason say they pain also to say such things to their good frens. haha OH NOOOOO.. lol but its good. den we talked about our likes n dislikes.. things about ourselves. den others too. haha bitchin about other ppl n we were like.. if a video of us were taken n shown to the school of us bitchin bout them.. we enter school in an hr, will get beaten up like wad n sent to a hospital. haha..

anyways blessings to all. God's ever flowing love will always be with everyone! haha.. lets do things His way den. ^^666 bye

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