nothing will be the same /now that You save me
>> Saturday, July 22, 2006



i got this from mariam's blog. haha thats me in the book. it was given out during excelfest and me holding the house champion trophy. a very natural and candid shot. thats y i like it.

well first of all, i must mention grace and gino. due to the lack of attention given to them on my blog, they did stuff to make me hate them so i can bog about it. DESPERATE PEOPLE. hahaha joking. grace ure r good dancer k.

many things happen that make me laugh alot. stupid behaviour from my stupid friends. we were studying in bayshore one day and theni took out poker cards and we played alot of di dee and betting la. michelle lost alot f money and cindy was just doing her stuff. den i did a magic trick on cindy. and jason wanted to do too then he was like..

"six biggest."
me and cindy: HUH??
jason: six biggest
me: (checks the card) HAHAHAHAHA spades ah!
jason: i duno how to say.
cindy: okokk
jason: (drws another card..) two three.
me and cindy: HUH??
jason: the flower one
me and cindy: hahahahaha ok
jason: queen love..
everyone: HAHAHAHAHAHA

his an idiot. then me n serena had alot of fun when his dad fetch us home. it was an open air truck and it was so cool la. i keep joking that we are bangla workers and about to sent to batam. lol

in school i love talking to gino. his damn lame.. i cant believe being first in standard, his such an lame idiot who does crack jokes.

me: eh gino. y u nv make urself "a" cup?
gino: wad u mean "a" cup?
me: coz u r quite built wad. guys nid at least "a" cup to look muscular and hot. go for it la.
gino: i dont have huge breasts but i got big nipples
me: OH MY GOD

hahaha his first in level le! lol.. i love u gino. chen peng is my husband now. love him so much. well there was another day we all went to cindy hs coz erina and cleo wanted to do their cme project while me and michelle had nothing to do. CINDY HAS A DRUM SET AT HOME. but its the quiet ones la. BUT ITS FUN. cleo taught me some beats and i kept practising. now i cant wait to go her hs again. cleo has a jamroom in her hs too! with all sorts of instrument coz her mum plays the bass and dad plays the guitar as their hobby and her brothers are rockers and so she has all sorts of instrument. soooo envious.

anyway trip there was hilarious. bus 14 kinda broke down and cleo blame it all on erina. haha saying everytime 14 breaks down when she sits with her. then meiyun had a bag of alot of yan yan's then

me: why u buy so many?
meiyun: oh coz its very cheap! 2 for 1.65 le!
me: then why get so many?
meiun: cheap wad!
cleo: aiyo u got the singapore spirit sia. u stay here too long alrdy u better go back china.

i went bonkers hearing that. we celebrated ms heng's bday too! went seoul garden on the eve of road run. i ate so much that the next day i felt very nauseous and in the end vomited during road run. ms heng didnt allow us to sing her a song which gives me the conclusion her birthdays always suck. lol.. oh trainings were hilarious and crude. ntballers are always the most unfeminie people coz we play with balls lol.

aaysha: my chih bai pain sia
nasha: ur chih bai hairy

omg i was in absolute shock when i hear it la. two malay girls saying that which left me rolling.. its damn crude la lol.. oh ya yty road run was a bit dull. haiz this year i suck.. i got 5th. last yr was 1st and now.. i was very disappointed in myself.. after vomitting, i couldnt push myself to run. last 100m i just let people pass me while i run.. i cannot la.. but anyway good job to others. next yr i will try to get my 1st again haha. prize presentation when i go collect my prize, i wasnt very happy la as wad marr described but then its over alrdy la. who ask me to eat so much. oh ya i love my netballers very much. although when they say they scream my name out alot and people turn, i nv hear la haha so thx anyway. love u guys alot

after road run i went to bayshore with grace and serena to practise our dance. i was frustrated coz xin yi didnt pick up our calls but wadever la. its a fruitful day as it was a good rehearsal. i think it looks good. michelle rox too. we had fun and i went to settler to meet marr, eileen, shireen (she didnt have tuition!), try and jia hui. played taboo and charoodles and had mega laughs. then dinner at banquet and walk walk in parkway. haha u know wad was next?? we bought DURIAN AND SAT AT MY HS DOWNSTAIRS. like a bunch of criminals sneaking on stolen durian. hahaha i bargain so much with the uncle la in the end we got an extra packet hahhaa. netballers were so embarrassed by my behaviour but then it got them another packet.

oh ya parkway. we four walk one way and eileen went thhe other and i said

me:eileen ure such a loner!
marr: wad?? wad did u say?
me: i said she was a loner
marr: i tot u said she was a longan!

hahaha. then we went to bata and laughed at how bad their shoes were and i said can nv imagine eileen be a salesgirl there. coz she will tell the customer that the shoes in bata no one else will wear in the streets so the customer is special. haha

and so like a bunch of ah lians, we ate durian. so hilarious.. well today.. im very sick. road run very stretch at all and ran 4.3km. non stop going out and durian. i have alot of phlegm and a bad back and leg ache. bless me God.. haha blessings to all

1:10 PM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, July 16, 2006

The Reason To Live!

this is the video that made me cry during cell. im guilty for everything ive done. whatever it is, this really happened. no matter what you guys think or say, this incident really happened. how it has an impact too

yay! i just completed some of my shopping list today and im really proud of myself. thx my dearest amalina who walked through parkway with me as i went on with my shopping spree. love u!

topshop sunglasses ( $13.00 )
square strudded earrings ( $5.00 )
earphones for my mp3 ( $8.00 ) HAHA
developed photos of the singapore idols! ( $3.30 )

we ate lots today.. new zealand ice cream, ice kacang and lunch in banquet. talked alot and laughed alot at silly stuff. enjoyed myself totally with her =)) the mp3 earphones were hilarious. i was looking for one within the budget of 20 bucks coz im such no matter wad earphone i buy it will spoil so we saw a 6 bucks one in best denki and ama was like, buy 3 sets for eighteen dollars la so i dont have to keep coming here and i wanted to strangle her for cursing me that i really will spoil the damn thing.

i was in church this morning and played foosball with the churchies alot. me and beverly OWNED MAN. haha quite surprising la we together can actually win team dunks ( austen and ellery ).. OH YA. this goes to derong.. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. YOU'RE REALLY REALLY A SWEET GUY. haha his been saving this caremel soaked and sugar filling donut from sydney for two weeks by not eating mine and so.. thank you! although he forgot to bring it today and that means i will be receiving a 3 weeks old donut, im still very happy that he contained his temptations.

well yty i met with sheena for lunch. we talked some stuff and some things i need to confess to her as she is my cell leader and i wanna stop.. then we had a good talk and i really appreciate all she has done for me la and very lucky to have such a nice person i can rely on. love u sheena! then we were looking at the singapore idols that came to parkway at 2 and serena was on her way. JOHNATHAN I LOVE YOU. hahaha before the idols came, the guy was like "ok later when the idols come, i want you all to put on a big smile and scream all your might out coz u all are in national tv and im sure u dont wanna be seemed frowning or unhappy right?" its like.. SO FAKE.

then when they came everyone kept screaming la. then its like ," WHO'S YOUR FAVOURITE IDOL??" and everyone kept screaming their own one la. u hear screams of johnathan , jasmne, paul and everyone la. then me n sheena just look on and she was like , "what if i shout TAUFIK BATISAH" and i couldnt stop laughing. then serena came and sheena went off first la. me n nana decided to walk around as its pointless to see the idols when they are just signing autographs. then when we decide to rush to church, we were just behind the stage and they were like 5 metres away from us? all 11 and i decided to scream. so i was in charge of calling them and when they turn and smile to me, serena will take the photo. ITS A SUCCESS! coz i shouted for paul, johnathan and mathilda. GOSH my heart melted when johnathan waved to me. i love him. haha then serena got good shots of them and i had them developed!

then the video that made me cry and i went to meet the guys at ulu where they played dota. me and joseph were outside and we had a chat.. i was smoking with him and i told him its gonna be my last puff. =) i wanna quit. wish me luck..

i watched pirates of caribbean with my bvies and it was hella fun hanging out with jason. his the best in making me laugh.. the stupid show had a stupid ending. it means we must watch the next one. lol.. then the stupid show also had a after credits segment that we were unaware of until bro tell me.. well that day i had a showdown with ms chihuahua ( i wont mention the name coz my school reads blogs ) haha that nickname was given by my classmates ah not me. 40 mins taken off from english period coz i contested her. but i guess its cool now so i dont think there will be trouble again..

well i guess i shall write my couples of the month now! sadly i dont have photos of them at all if not it would be perfect!

MODEL COUPLE OF THE MONTH

mariam and keith! aww sorry for betting on your breakup la that each time keith walks past me he will say he breakup with mariam liao. but we all know the love shared between you two is very matured and serious that i know only the hardest test ever will be capable of scarring your relationship but definitely not trivial ones

COUPLE WE SHOULD BE ENVIOUS OF

hadi and hanies! they are having so much fun and laughs together that makes people jealous of how sweet they are together and so much chemistry and all.

CUTEST COUPLE
rachel and paul. but they broke up alrdy before i could announce the winner. but then again, jia you paul!

IRRITATE ME ALOT COUPLE
shearen and david. definitely. they are like married la and i keep telling shear dont spend her whole youth on him coz its like.. she needs a life la. haha but its good la but.. she's 16 only? haha well as long as ur happy

MOST LOOKALIKE COUPLE
obviously serena and weekian la. we used to say weekian look like joshua ang and serena looks like weekian so that makes serena look like joshua ang indirectly hahaha. well you guys look good together! lol

couples probably coming up-
hanliang + xiangluan
kiang hua + charlotte
chun tuan + ??? (i wont say her name coz its a SECRET)

hahaha coz i saw kiang n char together at the bubble tea shop. two of them only.
hahahaha so i cant help but thinking.. hehehe probably? well guys, sorry if you didnt make it into my award show but try harder next month k?? hahahaha ciaoz

6:45 PM
; always and forever.

>> Tuesday, July 11, 2006



haha i saw this photo at the portal just now. hahaha thats me! during sports day when we were announced the champion. LONG ago hahaha

i think i just leaked out something i shouldnt say in imee's blog. shit. hahahaha.. anyways.. ITALY WON! i skip school on monday just to watch and i cooked fried rice for myself for lunch! shut up mum, fajr and jia hui coz hahahaha i'm the master of all predictions! i won 20 from mummy, 15 from jason and 17.01 from fajr. wahahaha im so delighted, i treated xin yi, serena, and my 3 fave people a drink! and of coz my traditional birthday present of 2 siew mais for a birthday girl which was for mariam.

and also, tkp bbq WAS AWESOME. i had so much fun.. grooving to the music. chillin with some of them "in a corner". there was one part where i was sitting with andrew alone and when we go back, everyone was like "rachel gave andrew a blow job!" and i was like wadever. then to make things worse, he started bleeding from his nose and it was like "rachel was too rough!!" and i was even more stun la. anyway it was edward bday and we went to macs (yesh, after a bbq) to prove how fat we are to drink and slack. i love those people. so much fun. we decided to go sentosa on our next outing!

i just reach home from netball which 3 of my favourite people in my life came for. haha i soooo forgot the feeling of laughing out loud and rolling on the floor and i did it today! just that its on court. haha YES! i proved my worth! after the previous match she choose me last, today im like the 4th chosen first! as in like, when she calls out one by one to two teams, normally the "good" ones get chosen first right? its an inprovement kays! so tired now. oh ya i shall tell slowly all the laughs i had today then!

morning serena was very high. keep talking and TALKING although i wasnt really awake. then school was slacky and we had a debate on whether feelings or money is more important in a marriage and before a woman makes her choice during her chinese. EVERYONE took the feelings side which was so predictable. and although i side both, i decided to take the money for the trill and excitement of competition. so i dragged gracie and serena to my side and xin yi and gino joined us! ANYWAY it was quite a screw up coz 4 of us failed chinese and thus our argument had pauses and "uh..err.. ahh.." hahaha..

but it was a good debate as it was brought up that money is an external issue that doesnt affect two people's behaviour and it cant buy love. but we argued that its true it cant buy love but it can be nurtured like how olden days done so and families like "sell" their kids in exchange for benefits. money is involved so that means its important too! and also money is definitely not an external issue as many families often fight over money and quarrel and bla bla and relationships sour due to money. although it was negative but my side was trying to bring out the fact that money is really important in a marriage and it can be a cause of a divorce regardless of the deepest love.

well to proceed i was sitting in the canteen with my 3 favourite people who never fail to bring joy and laughter to me ( i WONDER WHO) and they 3 keep laughing at me! coz i was totally stupid today as i kept making silly pronounciation (is this how its spelled?) like "hamsome" and "pasta sukan" and "saccurracy" haha.. i'm sorry larz. anyway mariam was an angel. she wrote me a postcard when she read my blog bout how coach treats me to encourage me. xD love u mariam! oh ya and others like on court, i was a black wd and eileen was a pink gd and how i forget she is an opposition and yelled for her to pass me the ball and she just threw it to me AHAHA and the rest started yelling and it was then i realised HAHAHA she jus gave me the ball despite me being the opponent.

and me, marr and eileen were slacking in the bus stop with our donuts and talking bout how confident we were that eileen will end up with her uncle who is only 18 but only obstacle is that they are related by blood but me n marr dont care lol. then it drifted to her great grandmother and marr was like
do you have a photo of her?
eileen: i think so.
me: NOW??
eileen: NO. .. WHY WOULD I CARRY MY GREAT-GRAND MOTHER PHOTO AROUND??
me and marr started lol.

well my 3 fave people are shireen (tuition girl who left early for tuition), marr and eileen. love u guys berry much and hope u guys visit me often kays! i know u 3 everytime visit my blog just to see your name PUBLISHED RIGHT and so yala, u deserve it. hahaha see ya everyone!

7:32 PM
; always and forever.

>> Friday, July 07, 2006

3 - 1 Portugal v England World Cup Quarter Final Penalties

today no school again! im really looking forward to the way our school is progressing mwahaha. it means more holidays as events keep being hosted by our school! lol.

the bbq is later. gonna help buy the items later at parkway. past few days were fun haha.. but torturing at the same time coz im more and more convinced that coach hates me. just coz she knows my name.. rachel here and there.. do these and that.. haizz.. and im damn freaking underrated la. the whole juniors know what im made off and it sucks when im defending them yet just coz i hardly go traininjg during holidays and thus coach think im the lousiest player ever. then i badly need to impress her with just one game coz i really dont like being in the sidelines of the team. then yay! court game finally starts and i wanted to play wd. YET, she gave me gs. WAT THE HELL. i just stared blankly la. so much for wanting a breakthrough. then i walked to her and asked for ga coz ga moves alot then she will see more of me and she SCREAMED and said NO. NO CHANGING. i was utterly pissed den.

then heck la.. so i made sure with gs, i be the most active one ever. i ran around with a space of one-third only. and haha! i scored all the goals except for two la. i think it was quite a good number and i was satisfied with my performance. that should shut her up. then when everything is well she suddenly screamed at me again. "RACHEL YOU DONT PLAY NETBALL IF U CANT DEFEND." i was shocked by that comment coz im like a (in my own mind) kickass defender. i think i was consistent in my performances when playing wd when playing for b div and i was amused that someone say i cant defend. i explained that i was just checking for stepping on the line as its the opponents ball and she was so i told her to step back and she threw the ball. then coach tot i was just staring at her and not guarding while she shoots. then coach went ," THATS MY JOB. YOU WORRY BOUT YOUR OWN GAME. AND DONT SHOW ME THAT ATTITUDE." i was stunned la. just coz im teaching my junior how to do a throw-in, i got scolded and she tot i was showing her attitude. its not my fault my face is serious when im on court right! gosh will she stop finding fault with all that i do? i bet she cant even run one round of the court la.

forgetit. anyway juniors have been fun. im like the ONLY b div arnd. the other sec 3s keep skipping it while sec 4s step down alrdy. oh wad the heck.. oh ya chinese rocks now. thx to the new teacher. plz dont come back mdm koh..

mrs jiang: hao, rang wo men de san wei mei nu lang du zhe yi duan ba (ok, now lets make our three pretty girls to read this paragraph)
(me, serena, grace stares on)
me: bu xing la lao shi. wo men bu hui du (cannot la teacher, we donno how to read)
mrs jiang: na hao, wo men da jia yi qi nian ( ok, lets all read together then)
me and grace: orh. niao er jiu xiang...............( we started reading la.)
me: ...... err i dunno the word.
grace:...... ding ding dong dong shang shang
me: HAHAHA wad u doing??
grace: she wants us to read wad so lets just make some noise la
me: HAHAHAHAHA ok shang shen siang hing
grace: haha now we are speaking in tongues
me: hahahahaha

i had so much laughs. then there was this joke that had me crazy too
why does superman seem so uncomfortable with his underwear outside.



coz its size s!

haha ok if its told its funnier. i got it in singapore idol haha. and the blonde that was stuck in the grocery shop and she starved to death tickled me too. well life's great. i ALMOST WON BIG BUCKS IN THE FRANCE MATCH SIA. i bet it to be 2-0 yet it was 1-0. ah damn it. brazil and germany i also won against jason. so was italy against germany. haha im good at supporting underdogs lol. sad that brazil and germany and out but.. SO IT MY HOLLAND AND ARGENTINA RIGHT. anyways i taking the italians to go all the way! they will. anyone wanna bet? haha.. i got this on youtube. to show how dear england got out. lol sad. this was such a anti-climax penalty man! but its damn thrilling


3:40 PM
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>> Sunday, July 02, 2006








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