nothing will be the same /now that You save me

>> Saturday, February 25, 2006

heylow.. so stressed out in school these days..broke down many times durin the night.. many times. cried all de way to 3am before.. and morning i lost my double eyelids. haha.. well.. finally there was one day i nv get a lecture from any of my teachers which was yty so i feeling better alrdy.. well. take care.

10:48 AM
; always and forever.

>> Monday, February 20, 2006

I AM 15 YTY! hahahaha

i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens i love my frens. BECAUSE

THEY ARE THE GREATEST!

my bday was spent very nicely. saturday went out with my bv frens. chun tuan was the birthday boy of tat day!
met at 2 for cell. mel, jason n nana went parkway earlier to buy my birthday prezzie.day be4 serena online told me tat 6 of them (xl,rachy,michk,herself,mel,jason) were budget n shared a bata slipper for me. haha ok den.
den go cell, jason n serena were alrdy there n hide in one of the rooms in church n i chldnt open it so i did not bother to know who was inside. sheena conspired with them to give me a bday surprise.
played a "trust" game which we were suppose to be blindfolded n taken to a place. in de end, I WAS THE ONLY ONE BLINDFOLDED. jason played along with me like he is also.
walked all de way outside to cornerstone's the olive branch. andy sneaked attack on me when i was blindfolded n i made a fool of myself screamin next to katong shoppin centre.
den brought me to sit down n when i open my fold, "happy birthday song" was sang! haha i love those guys. choc cake from bengawan solo. REALLY good.
JASON MELVIN SHEENA SERENA, thank u

den still early, i 1v2 mel n jason on dota. haha i won coz jason noob. den next rd 2v1 melvin. haha still won him in 1 on 1 coz he keep feeding on jason. haha anyway den we cab to the mrt where we met the rest.
JUNXIAN DARYL KAR WAI YU JUN thx for the very cool billabong cap.
den xl n mich k were there too. they 5 (rach chldnt make it sadly) gave me the bata slippers( i assumed it was dat) and i was forced not to open it until i go home. den we all ate at marina bay =))
had fun there. jason n mel were really funny.. den many of them left and me, mel, nana, chun n jason went plaza sing wanting to catch a late night movie but the movies are starting TOO late so we forgot about it. we slacked arnd den 14ed back. so sleepy den jason was like "someone depress we got her slippers."
"haha nola"
mel n serena: eh open ur present la
me: its ok la. i go home open
mel: OPEN. just open. we want to see ur reaction.
me: its ok la. i like wadeva u all give la.
mel: OPEN.
i went to open it lor.. den guess wad. inside the bata bag was a styrofoam pack box. OMG. den i was like huh? den serena gave me a billabong sling bag la which was really really cool. =DD thank u so much guys. i love all the prezzies. they r very nice.
JASON MELVIN XIANGLUAN SERENA MICH K RACH YEE, thank u.
so great.. 2 big surprises from them. so special.

19 Feb 2006

i went out with my childhood frens (LOL) imee, jo n shear. it was a very beautiful day. photos photos n photos. we watched pink panther which was absolutely hilarious. only shear did not enjoy it as much as we did coz she was turned off by jo's horrendous laughters.. she literally erm.. laughed loud n awfully in de cinema. jo looked like my auntie btw. she keeps wearing weird looking things tis suited for middle aged women..? errs.. coz her crush is 21 so shes like tat maybe.
well anyway after the show we walked arnd den settled down for yuki yaki. haha den they prayed for me although definitely, they r the worst blessing-givers i ever heard, i still appreciate it. God will bless u guys the way He blessed me k?

haha yuki yaki was fun. we were afraid we got drunk. den got this very friendly waitor called Diego. haha his so nice n i got his photo. HAHA.. next time u go yuki yaki, get him to serve u. his so friendly! den we cabbed home coz imee n shear has a surprise for me n its in imee hs. i waited with jo and looked behind while they prepared. i turned arnd n its " happy birthday song" again! haha a cake n a lovely glass erm vase/bottle erm i dunno thing filled with lots n lots of folded paper stars n i was so touched. the folded roses were so pretty too! i was so touched coz today is their physics test n they neglected it to fold the stars for me n celebrate my birthday.. yty night was the most meaningful night i ever had coz i felt genuine sincerity was my beloved imee n shear. i love u 2 so much.
IMEE N SHEAR, thank u.
jo also.. for fussing that the cadbury chocs she give is imported so its of great value. anyway she owes me my birthday present n i'll be waiting for a month for it. coz shes a lazy insincere idiot. but nvm.. tat is wad happens when ur gf is a bias idiot towards her crush den to her best fren. heavy colour light friend. zhong se qing you

haha after tat i went back home for dinner AGAIN. gosh.. but i totally ate nibbles in order not to hurt my mum's feelings.. haha.. den after tat was my 3rd cake of two days. its been so long since i last celebrated my bday with my family.. i guess i was 5 tat year..10 years passed..=) i was so contented with everything. so happy.. well tats about it. life rocks. God blessed me so greatly. u rock God. u rock. bless everyone k. love u so much. bless the angels which i call my frens too. i love u guys.

6:20 PM
; always and forever.

>> Friday, February 17, 2006

wish me happy bday!

u know i was very emo today coz im so depress tat today is our last match of the yr and i really dun wan de seniors to LEAVE..

we won TKSS! 33-22 i think. somewhere there. by 11 points. den today against bdok green we won 38-10 i think. hahas good still. the netballers were such nice ppl coz they sang "u raised me up" for no good reason and "happy birthday" for me. HAHA.. i will be getting 8 siew mai's on monday coz its my birthday prezzie from eileen, suhara, ngiam n shireen. its a tradition. LOL.

anyways my frens r a bunch of idiots. i wan a bag. in de end they r gettin me n card n slippers. LOL. T.T.. haha but nvm. still love them la hor.. worse is i will give them a self made card on THEIR birthdays. haha..

SERENA. not blackmailing la.. but u noe.. i will NOT come to school n MAKE U A loner n wont accompany u to toilet liao.
XIANGLUAN. hehs..nothin la.. i will just take ur txtbks n flush them down the toilets la hor..
MICHELLE K. give me back my pink nike bottle.
RACH YEE. a bit of tickling will solve the problem RIGHT.
MELVIN. do u know exactly how many secrets r lied in me? HAHA.
JASON. u wanna remain as a pig for de rest of ur lives??
i will make u.

tats about it. HAHA. these 6 ah. u better know wad to do. btw valentines was nice. serena got the most out of it. haha she's still an idiot. im so depress.. melvin spent so much on her n he has no money for my birthday. LOL. his not worthy to be called my fren anymore. serena u know wad to do. melvin pissed ur good fren off u know. HAHA

anyways life's good. i wanna thank God most of all. my friendship with mann n imee is going great. spent time with imee more than usual these days. i thank God for her. mann looks very cute with those pony tails when she have her match. lol i thank God for her too. praise the Lord for everything coz he made everything.

prayer of the day:

Father my Lord i thank you for your mercy on me throughout my life. i know i've sinned and i know i did not repent. but i pray u lead me out this hole i fall in and follow the star tat shines in the sky which is Jesus. let me forget my sin and walk out it and lift the yoke tats on me n stand beside me. i thank u Father for all the things u placed in me n i promise i will use them wisely n properly. i thank u for the people arnd me also for they have been so nice n fun in my life. i pray Lord u will let me find my true fren which i can confide in on anything and walk my path with too. let me see u in Heaven n dun close the gates on me n my frens.
and now as my birthday approaches, thank u Father for ur grace to let me live on so long n witness so many beautiful things. i pray Lord you will continue to bless me esp my studies like e maths n a maths, my relationship with everyone and definitely my frens n family. the ones tat have been my supporting pillar in my life like the netballers, 2e1's, mum n primary school frens, churchies n of coz lan shop lards. haha u guys r great. pray Lord u'll watch over this ppl as we continue to seek your face n plz Lord watch over me. Forever Amen n Amen. remember me with favour

9:45 PM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, February 05, 2006

lols. its been a long time since i last blogged.. haha..

aiyshah: rachel! ur blog very nice!
me: grins~
jiahui: it SUCKS la.
me: oie!
jiahui: ya wad. everytime de same post. nv update one

haha tat freakin ah lian. nvms.. life's been great. just yty after cell in de beach, me nana n mel went to delirious concert. its was not bad.. i still LOVE hillsongs. haha.. den after tat we went changi airport for dinner.. had a great time. serena was unusually high yty n it freaked us out.. haha..

WE HAD LOTS OF FUN WITHOUT JASON THIS DAYS! haha.. be jealous u freakin dao pig. on friday we went to watch i not stupid too with mich n chun after our matches. as in.. my netball match n mel n chun's badminton match. mine was against broadrick n we won 32-3. we played pretty bad la so must buckup still.. the badminton lads were against tampiness n they kinda got thrashed. but its ok! we can still win! haha chun tuan is still happy go lucky about it.

i not stupid too is really funny. but i think its overrated.. its not bad la. in terms of funny, M.A.I.D. is still funnier. in terms of sadness perhaps love is still more touching. but the show quite balanced la. not bad. AHHHH. i LIKE SHAWN LEE!! HE SO SHUAI. haha ok not SO la but so cute! haha.. im sorry to all joshua ang fans.

erms wad else.. many things happened la.. donna's n abby's birthday passed. though they wont read my blog but still..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SEX SLAVES!

damn it la. they older than me. i tot i was de most mature one of the lot but apparently.. dates mean something too. hahas.. chinese new year was great. i went batam. the mozzies absolutely LOVED me. literally. hahs.. had a number of clothes tat i loved.

Giordano jeans, 2 polo ralph shirts, freshbox shirt n a white skirt. whoopees! anyways business was really bad. as in my red packets.. haha i was just thinkin tat every 5 hong bao i receive will definitely be uncomparable to every single one jo receives. true enough, she received one hong bao from her grandmother which had a 1000 dollar note inside. T.T its more than ALL the hongbaos i received.

but nvm. who cares.. wad else. training has been fun. oh ya! exchanged presents with mann! haha ok another dedication now

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARH MANN!!! MUACKS * 15 TIMES!

haha.. she got me a very nice myuk pencil box n this furry heart attached to a pen. hah.. i got her 3 items from ice lemon tea, 77th street n one more. shit cant remember.. anyways WHO ASK U DUN WAN ME TO BUY U SHOES DIRECTLY. lol. well hoped u like dem ^^.

well ya. life's been great. so u guys take care too.. God bless

1:57 PM
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