grounded. and affected.
school's starting. wait for my suicide tonight. gee im sick of school. anyway i had fun. many fun.. world cup as been annoying. KOREA IS OUT. basket. so undeserving! they worked SOOOO hard lor. so wasted! my cute ann jung hwan! im unable to see him anymore! NOOOOOO
well i cant find a more closer photo but this is good enough i suppose. his yummy! anyways GREAT JOB KOREA! u done asia proud with your obvious efforts! japan too. celebrate for u earned our respect!
well done ghana too. and for serena, i shall pose her favourite boy of the world cup too. fernando torres!
did i mention his only 22? oh ya i saw hanies blog or maybe mariam's, it had kaka and was like whoah his hot too! see! world cup is meant for girls too k haha..
im supporting holland this world cup btw.
well on thursday, i went crazy. me and the guys stayed up till 5am at my coffeshop to watch the match, then me and myron decided to meet again in 9am for dota. oh my gosh la, thats like 2hrs of sleep in the end and i dragged my feet to meet him la. atfer two rounds of dota where we owned these two guys in their early twenties, at 10.30, we went to meet joseph and co for kbox! and i still had energy to survive. coz at 2.30pm i went to meet serena, mel and chun after soooo long like since hols started? slacked at bugis before we all went to temasek poly to support rachyee and xiangluan in their band. 10 bucks gone like tat haha
haha the duet between shah n clee kinda gives me the creeps but good effort still. i took 3 cabs tat day. coz from tp, we cabbed to school. then school to siglap. then siglap to home. walau.. die sia haha. my money.. poof! me and melvin played soccer le! serena was the goalkeeper and she did well. haha melvin was a solo kia but i scored the deciding goal kays! lol. next time i will not have him in my team. lol we saw 3 boys playing basketball with a soccer ball so i asked them. they are quite fit ah.. 45 minutes le we play coz we were waiting for xiangluan for dinner.. then in the end she went with her section for dinner which is right to me. but say earlier le next time.. but haha anyway we played soccer!
siglap had no food and we stoned at this closed shop and called canadian pizza. hahaha it was just down the street. then i met the guys again at coffeeshop downstairs my house.. saturday cell was 3 of us again lol! talk alot of cock throughout lor serena. then me and serena went to eat then i looked for the guys in lan. gosh it was crazy. we played soooo much! 4v4 people coz joseph was in bnet and we owned again. went bnet and owned. then next match, GOSH it was ages since we lost. all of us were so complacent that we let opponent kill us first coz we scared they leave game if we owned early, yet! too late lor. so after we went to coffeeshop for supper after the defeat, we not very happy lor so we went back and played more lan. then go back coffeeshop again for the bread and egg set meal aka sex meal, ass named by the stupid boys i hang out with, we went to ulu to play lan AGAIN and 3v3 with people there. long yao and jo sat out coz they dont like the mouse. we 3 own the 19 year old boys.. augh i demand a rematch for the one we lost in!
well i reached home at 5am again and this time its different.. i got a huge lashing by dad. i accepted it but he came out with false accusations la.. he was like, "who's the one who smoke. how old is he!" and i said 29, my colleague. he went like scrutinising joseph la and even brought in church. i was like, "oh, if ure judging him by the fact he smokes, and his a bad person, so doesnt that make u a criminal and a murderer coz u smoke at least two packets a day? based on your logic." he also poured in tat i was ashamed of him and dont acknowledge him and say i dont dare to answer his calls or msg me. haha that was a huge joke la.. i always answer or reply, even if nv answer in time i will call back la. i also acknowledge him and told everyone instantly his my father la. look dad, just coz ure insecure, dont push it to me. scolding me for coming home at 5am i accept, but dont use false charges to my name to make me more guilty. it will just let me see how ridiculous u are anyhow distorting truths.
and thus, im grounded today. maid will call the moment i step out house. gee.. cant go service lor.. so disappointed.. well high school musical is starting soon.. you guys take care. love all
6:04 PM
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>> Thursday, June 22, 2006
world cup! reunion! world cup!
haha today i my day off apparently. didnt go out. actually i did but haha for awhile. i went church on sunday! everyone was shocked to see me awake haha.. i love God. but..im still a sinner. yes imee and shearen, im still on the dark side. more and more also finding out alrdy.. i told myron too and he was stumped haha.
i've been engrossed in the world cup these days and having very irregular sleep, downstairs in the coffeshop with the guys shouting over the team we support.. real fun. i watched the england and sweden match with my family that day and owen's injury was HILARIOUS. i couldnt stop laughging as it was the most awkward and embarrassing way of injuring himself, especially when it was only one and a half minutes into the game! lol lol. and we all agreed crouch is a joker. all crosses to him, he heads it away from goal despite being the closest. why cant he be a basketballer instead.. =.=
rooney was a scare to the defence of sweden. one conversation between bro and sis had me laughin to tears..
bro: rooney is your age right?
sis: no.. his younger than me
bro: really? u 20 right?
sis: ya..
bro: yala. his ur age!
sis: ok..
bro: his in the world cup.......... while you're giving tuition.
HAHaHAhA my sis was like "what's the link?" and haha.. it goes to show how different people in the same age can be.. anyway sweden you rock! sweden was awesome but very unlucky. KOREA MUST MAKE IT! GOGOGOGOGO KOREA! i dun wan france!!! wah scary. if korea lose to switzerland.. AAAAHHHH. noooo! togo will prevail! ghana u are too. but im sorry i have to bet on usa. instincts. haha 5 dollars only.. brother keep urging me to buy.. i also take 2-2 for tonight's italy match. come on czech!
this world cup im a netherlands fan, but yty match was disappointing. the guys and i ordered the milo set which had 2 eggs and bread for $1.80 but still bored to tears. not much action in that match against argentina. haha tonight must win!
before meeting the guys was my primary school reunion. as ograniser, it wasnt organised as usual but hahaha at least there were 14 people and 8 that left early lol. seeeeee im good. had lots of laugh with fajr contributing the most of the laughters. jiang yue, liu xing and fan di were like mourners, keeping a solemn face throughout no matter how hard me n fajr tries. tegoeh they all decided not to go with us thinking marina bay is damn far and tze hao was against me throughout. keep irritating me la.. AUGH i almost tried to kill him. the a class girls came at the last moments, arina, fifi, michelle and victoria. haha and they started a FIONA THE BITCH frenzy and keep talking bout her. haha i had so much aughs telling them to cool it..
well life's great. homework is not. school is not. im damn depressed. 4 subjects, 1 month worth of hw. i looked at it today and turned away. im aware of the time wasted and not having it done but.. i simply blank out looking at it. i really dun wan to do! mariam they all have high hopes on me. she will be like , "rachel i really want you to do well you knowwwww". haiz.. i dont have it on myself. me and calvin chung are like the same lor.. both in best class yet.. wasting life in dota, friends and -that-.g fun life but then.. haiyo.. AHHH ms goh yy is gonna kill me too. i miss mrs singh.. oh Lord, let Jesus come soon so i dun have to face the wrath of exams. well guys, dont be like me. take cares
5:48 PM
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>> Saturday, June 17, 2006
AAAAHHHHHHH i love and miss you guys sooooo much!
its a DISASTER that holidays are over soon. im so disturbed by that fact and terribly affected by the challenges ahead. yesh, stop failing is one of them. i had a HELL load of fun the past few days. hell load. thats why i kinda stop blogging coz theres no time! cant remember exactly what i did but i remember enjoying rotting at home with dear kenneth where we watch "blue's clues" on dvd. i had the "great challenge" in church and my teammates were serena,donna and xiangluan. haha we ruled with our cheers man! when annoucing results i was confident we would win something.. AND THEN. we did not. lol.. haha i guess we were awesome in cheering but not very good in winning the games lol. i screamed at everything. we were called the X girls which is a stupid name but we had the most fun right? X GIRLS UNITED. X GIRLS! lol lol lol
wad else.. there was one night imee was abandoned by her family as they left for china after a day's notice. so i stood by her the night, and left in the morning.. AT 1AM ACTUALLY HAHA. mummy called and scold scold so i left. aiya so sad. wanted to stay at least to 2am.. we watched some funny videos and mr brown's broadcasts. it was the video that made us silly.. it was hilarious. go imee's blog to see it. the quote of that day was stupid serena's idotic behaviour.
on msn
rach: received! eh thank you thank you. got others???
serena: cannot anyhow send! later i get arrested.
=.= i was ashamed of her at that very moment.
well imee left for bali on monday. she and shearen are such angels. shearen msg me in the morning from indonesia and was like, "hey rachel. im going to bali on monday and i just feel that i should let you know. take care!" awww i was so touched. its like her every move should report to me coz she knows i care. so that means she isnt bochap about our friendship! haha lol i love you. then imee in the same day also was like, "rachel im going to bali on monday. i just feel that you should know." i was sooo stunned and like, "u said the same thing as shear! why like u all scared liddat then must tell me haha. ok thx for telling." they did not plot to tell me ok!
well wad was most memorable for the past few days was the "PRIMARY SCHOOL REUNION OUTING" lol lol lol.HHAHAHAHA. it was 14th june. which happened to be after my intensive thinking of why that day is so familiar as its TRYPHOZA CHAN'S BIRTHDAY! haha hapy birthday! sorry fot not going your LoNG AWAItED "SURPRISE" party which is not very surprising coz i had to go out with the people i have not seen for 3 years. wish you all the best try! aka another beloved senior in my life. ^^ also serena and wee kian's anniversary! and it happened to be manfred and phylicia's too! and after much thought, I REALISED IT WAS VELENTINES DAY that both of the couple stead. lol im such a dork. ya well andrew called me and was acting like a delivery man from mcdonalds insisting i ordered something. i replied "fuck up la andrew" right away lol. haha then he said his organising a reunion bla bla
HAHAHA 5 of us turned up only. lol lol lol.. initially there were many names. in the end people like nelson who also a organiser didnt turn up. then andrew and guanzhi keep making excuses while me and widya were like , "ya right.." haha gz was punctual. me and andrew were not. but i reached earlier than he =) gz was alot skinnier and taller thanks to rugby. while waiting for andrew, this BIG GUY SUDDENLY APPEARED and i was like OH MY GOD. haha andrew grew. nv see him for 3 yrs and his so big! oh ya, he was my ex. =) memories. lol..
then andrew keep making fun of my height and took revenge on me coz as its a reunion, we keep talking bout the old school days right? then andrew keep bringing up all the trouble i got him into like the canings and bruises he suffered thx to me. we were of the same built then and now his TALLER and BIGGER, he keep banging me around. haha.. 3 of us met in suntec. then travelled to orchard to meet widya. WOW ORGANISERS. SMART MOVE. meet here and go another place. manfred was still sleeping. widya looked punk and she was shocked to see me. i simply explained by saying "i evolved."
we 4 slack and bla bla.. insisted on a neoprint and guan zhi was like "i suffer from shizoor... a sickness that cannot take flashes." i dont really know wad he said but i believed him haha. so we did not take it =(. it was a very fun day. widya left us during 6 plus and left me and the 3 boys. TALL BOYS. basket i got bullied like shit.
outside ticket booth
andrew: EH WAD SHOULD WE WATCH AH MANFRED *runs in front of me and pulling manfred
manfred: OH. over the hedge la!
(i'm caught in between the two man who were at least a head taller than me)
andrew: OH. "OVER" the hedge haha
THEY WERE SO AROUSED BY THE VIDEO "BUTTONS" FROM THE PUSSYCAT DOLLS. and started grooving to it. sheesh the boys i mix with.
we watched garfield 2 in the end. insisted by manfred who was suppose to be beng. haha had lots of laughs and fun before heading home with manfred where he finally meets phylicia to celebrate their anniversary. the organisation was bad as we rotted in two eateries. me and guanzhi shared the BUDDY MEAL in pastamania and then we walked to burger king for widya and andrew to eat lol. manfred you spoiled all planning coz u came hours later. so i told them i will be the organiser then since the guys are so useless. thus, PRIMARY SCHOOL REUNION 2003 TKPS. BBQ/STAYOVER. venue should be the beach haha. EVERY SINGLE 2003 TKPS STUDENT CAN COME. ANYONE. EVEN IF YOU WERE A UNKNOWN DURING THOSE YEARS, U ARE STILL INVITED. SPREAD PEOPLE SPREAD!!
manfred was an ass coz there was once this fiona from primary school too that saw him and was like
fiona: manfred! manfred! don't remember me right? i know la you don't remember me
manfred: .. do i even know you!
haha she also did that to me before but i remembered her. coz she cofessed to andrew before even when she knows he was with me haha. MEMORIES. ok then as i was saying ALL ARE INVITED! a class all the way to h, all come! we remember you or not JUST COME. haha just dont make trouble la hor. damn im organising.. i need manpower! must tell the boys to go giant with me.
i went out with eireneeees too! sooo much fun. watched "she's the man". its a great show! hilarious is the word. people, you guys should watch it k! amanda bynes looked really hot. in the starting la but haha still was. JUSTIN IS OH MY GOSH. OH MY GOSH. after the show i went crazy. his soooooo HOT. we ate in kenny rogers and talked alot. i was the love consultant for jeremy and de rong listened to the advises attentively. haha i love you eireneeeees!
the world cup is simply addictive. holland all the way!
oh ya tribute to myron! who spent most of my nights with me playing dota. =))) love ya!
1:00 AM
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>> Thursday, June 08, 2006
i'm recovering from a ton-ed night.
i love weiling. don' know why i suddenly miss u so much. =)
lol yty was the first time i toned with my bv friends. only 5 of us. serena, luan, chun and jason. had lots of laughs as we sat through the night in east coast. singing L.O.V.E. and Goodbye my lover in the middle of the morning actually. haha coz serena was doing her trademark "head loose" sleep and so i sang such a draggy song. lol chun was going on about his racist jokes and luan at some point stood there.. AND SLEPT. jason kept complaining saying they girls were the ones who suggest toning YET 2 out of 3 of the population was dying when the clock passed 3. lol..
we had 2e1 bbq! AGAIN. yesh i know.. had laughs too and angry moments. boys are such slackers.. all were dying to find our pit. i was talking to peng peng when i saw myron chewing on this corn! then i called out and shengquan and nico were like "rachelllll!". the totally ah beng and such to make people turn style. haha idiots.. they were having a bbq among their ngee ann friends too haha.. it RAINED when we were bbqing. lol.. all carried the uncook chicken and bee hoon and ran to the sheltar.. haha. den mel took an umbrella and ran over to salvage the charcoal. an act i deemed heroic and promised to not scold him until 12am. i couldnt keep it. he keep telling me to shut up and took the advantage of SCOLDING ME when he knew i am not going to SCOLD him until 12. daryl amused himself throughout everything. lol..
well many things happened in the past few days thats why i was unable to blog. like how i skipped two days of chemistry remedial and ms goh called up my parents and said "do you know it is called pontank?" haha i laughed out loud when mum said it. sis made it worse when she was like, " why u so stupid? next time sms a friend or doodle la. dont make so obvious by sleeping in class!" and mum was shocked by that comment. coz it was an advise from a NUS student. lol..
then sunday market! i had one of the most hilarious moments. two days before was my friendly matches in kallang. it was like a free for all to play and my team played against bedok north, dunman sec and anglican high. GOSH i was so freaking rusty. i couldnt even grip the ball! SEE RACHEL. NOT GOOD TO SKIP TRAINING K. haha well we won both of bedok north's teams, lost to dunman sec due to SOME REASONS hahaha and tied with anglican. ridiculous right? i know. coz of SOME PEOPLE LA.. haha yes its u. u read my blog. lol u lousy netballer.
well as i was saying.. i was like "you know.. shireen.. i'm like the 'apple' of the team right.. the cute apple..the only sec 3.. ok got june and wiwin but i hang out most with u all right..so this cute apple is like being sayang by the team right? right? so at sunday market.. u guys have to show support to this cute apple.. im WORRIED for u all k.. so must buy drinks from me or will get dehydrated.. ok??" haha i keep acting cute la but i am HAHA and so.. yep yep. *vomits* is the reaction u guys must be showing now. lol..
well i was so happy to see my netballers indeed came and support sunday market. it was a success for my stall! and huge one! although 3e4 had the auction things of that bouquet of chupa chups, which fetched a ridiculous $170 dollars, LORD OF THE DRINKS PREVAILED ALL! we were very hardworking and the first stall to finish selling and packed out. but we continued for more profits like EVERY PHOTOGRAPH WITH FADHLI THE MASCOT IS WORTH ONE DOLLAR. haha and my shrewd but evil marketing ways of selling the two bottles of unopened chilli. im still very ashamed of myself till now
me: eh shawn! buy chilli sauce for your mother one? haven open le. and very nice. buy le buy le. $2 only!
shawn: huh? $1 can?
me: kk! thank youuuuuu!
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me: eh ms tan! i got an unopened chilli sauce bottle! very cheap. i bought it at $2 dollar 30 cents. now i sell to u at $2 only k! must buy! plzzzzz ms tan.
ms tan: really? erm ok. thank you
me: noo i THANK YOU.
mwe and chen peng keep laughing. why? firstly i sold it at one dollar to shawn. secondly the actual price of the chilli sauce is 95 cents! AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. im such an ass. i love u ms tan! well tons of laugh. i resorted to selling serena for extra cash. but haha she never agree.. we walked around begging for extra coupons for people to donate if they have nothing to buy. everyone was like "aiyo no one will donate." but guess what? my megawatt smile and act cute again tactic got our stall at least $110 worth of donations from many many people! hahahahahahahaha
shah was impressed and he got dunked. i saw ms heng's fiance and others. WE WON! its not official but shah said we won. =)) eh shit la. the price is what you know? its a FREAKING 200DOALLARS MACDONALD VOUCHER. omg what shit is this la? nabe. nvm we won! to hafizah and nadia, sorry for having to turn u all away despite coming to support me by buying drinks as my stall ran out of drinks alrdy. to eileen and shireen for being lovely seniors who keep making me laugh and support me too! to mariam and keith for ur generousity for both giving me ur coupons worth $20. haha in the end u all used $10 and i was left with $10. still good enough! and to everyone who worked hard and to customers and esp ms tan, thank you and well done!
me and chen peng did many MORE despicable stuff which should not be mentioned in these blog to protect ourselves.
well life's great. but tiring. haha being a nice friend, after waking up at 5, i rushed to gamers to pick up the icebox that jason left there to return to rach yee and paid the guys membership fee coz they all forgotten. thank you.. i deserve an award. lol and so im slacking here in red hot cafe. later giving joseph a surprise!
i have been leading a double life. to some of my friends i have a nice and fun loving side and all. i still am on the other side. but the other side is a side i will not reveal to my "good" side friends just to keep my image.. only imee and shear knows roughly what i do in my other side.. i feel bad keeping things from u guys. i hope that if u guys ever chanced upon the other side of me, we all will still be friends and not be alarmed by that side. =) coz im always rachel. your friend always.
and this is to weiling. i dunno why, it beats me too. i knw you wont read this, coz we lost our contact since a long time. you never tried. i never wanted to look bothered in front of you. so i left it these way.. cme to think of it.. its partly my fault too. although i spoilt you, but thats what i liked about you too. spoilt brat. lol.. we knew each other in p4. became like best friends in p5. always messaging one another every single day of our lives. you were always angry at me and haha im always giving in to u. every single day. even when everyone else says its not my fault, i still was the first to say sorry. haha we had lots and lots of fun and laughs together. imee,shear and jo are testimonies to the fun. we two shared everything. until it all changed in p6.. i couldnt take u always having a foot in all i do and i started confiding in jo. you turned and speak to shear more about my changing behaviour. although we all still hung out, we hardly msg one another alrdy. you look like you never care, as usual ever since p5. like im the only supporting pillar of our friendship. so i just let it collapse as it appeared too hard to withstand. and the i chanced upon a neoprint we took before.. before you left for thailand without a word. before everything changed. the neoprint. taken in sec 1. when i was still with my specs and you shorter than me.. haha you wrote there "ex.." on the neoprint. it meant ex-best friends. shear was like, "why write like tat. remind of the past like tat".. when she said that i never though much about it. now as i look into that neoprint, i finally realised you cared. i remember what shear said. you did care. but you werent used to talking about our friendship to me tats why so u nv said much. it did bothered you.. and for the change in you. all that booze and all.. im sorry. its partly my fault. coz if the pillar still stayed on, i knew things wont be like this. you wont find another pillar. a different coloured pillar. i was like, "why she like that now?" yet then again.. i gave u up. i regret now too.. not becoz jo has got another pillar then i finally realised how u must have felt but its that damn neoprint la. make me realise all. so when theres a chance to meet u again, =) i just wanna say you will always be a best friend to me and although its been a year plus plus we never met or talked, u will always be remembered. definitely. and im sorry too. =) love you always.
6:56 PM
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