sorry guys! will be published at a later time due to unprectiable circumstances like the internet killing me. haha so u guys take care in the mean while ! =)
1:20 AM
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>> Friday, December 22, 2006
tag replies! :
to rin: haha theres nothing horny about it! its a dare lol..
to aisyah: excuse me, im not F**
to luan: haha im sure u do. HAHA joking joking.. i miss u too
to shearen: go away la! hahaha
to imee: haha thx for tagging
to darren: yo fellow bling bling!
to de rong: eh i dunno how to le.
to jem seng: SHUSH. you are NOT gonna win my man of the year award if u keep calling me fat. you DIEEEEEEEEEEEE
to darren: hahahahaha lame la u.
to dan vai: honestly, other than the fact its a song, i dunno what are u talking about hahahaha
to mann: hey gurl!! yea hope to see u soon too!
to derong: GO AWAY. horrible man
to marr: hahahahaha what did i ask? ohhhhh haha i asked if u broke up with keith alrdy HAHAHA
lol crazy people! well i love every single one of u and as christmas looms, i will try my best to get something for everyone of u guys! HAHAHA darren, jem and de rong shld be laughing their heads off coz they most probably have guessed whats their gift this year. anyways, the current fave song of my band now
Creep
When you were here before,
couldn't look you in the eye.
You're just like an angel,
your skin makes me cry.
You float like a feather,
in a beautiful world
I wish I was special,
you're so f*king special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here.
I don't care if it hurts,
I want to have control.
I want a perfect body,
I want a perfect soul.
I want you to notice,
when I'm not around.
You're so f*king special,
I wish I was special.
But I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?.
I don't belong here
She's running out the door,
she's running,
she run, run, run, run, run.
Whatever makes you happy,
whatever you want.
You're so f*king special,
I wish I was special,
but I'm a creep, I'm a weirdo.
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here,
I don't belong here.
hehe done! dan vai also taught me the chords for this song alrdy so im always playing it that i forgotten every other song i learnt. my mummy is making tang yuan now at 1am and ask me to help her roll the balls and im like.. "what..? now..?"
anyways the past few days have been fun. tuesday i was happily sleeping at home throughout the thunder and rain. then night time i went to meet daniel in orchard and we had a fun time. the sweet guy treated me to vil'age and i in return treated him for starbucks hahahaha. contrast in price. ya and the sweet guy waited with me for bus 36 where the half an hour long wait for the bus kept me repeatedly annoyed and assured that ITS A SCAM. theres no 36 at all going to the bus stop in front california fitness! haha in the end 36 really came after a thousand 164 went pass. haha the poor man had to run through the rain to the mrt =( love u dan!
the next day was AWESOME. it was shopping/ celebration for darren's N LEVELS RESULT! haha he passed 3 subjects which came as a shocker to him therefore we were very pleased for him and decided to hold a celebration! it was very eventful. we went queensway and IKEA. IKEA. IKEA. IKEA. OH MY GOSH. IKEA. the food there was great! the dining experience was wonderful! we had a wonderful time there also with hotdogs. we also got ourselves "makeshift pets for the day". it was this long curly toy snake which we grown very attached to and seriously considered of buying. but its 8 bucks for one so we decided to console ourselves with the hotdogs instead of the snakes haha.
then chinatown to go kbox. k box was awesome as we sang our hearts out again again and again. hehe so fun. but we had a minor bust up with the manager over some money stuff that pissed us off but we didnt allow it to dampen our spirits for long. and then we went to lan! that day there were alot of good quotes that was mentioned haha..
jem seng: i have to control my body temperature.. if not i will burn my whole house down..
me: sorry la.. but my existence causes global warming..
darren: what are u guys talking about? i made the sun.
haha and also..
steph luo: eh why u pierce you mouth.. so disgusting.. do u intend to cover the hole up?
darren: ah? no la i wont.. then u le? when are you gonna cover that hole up? oh sorry thats your mouth.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA..
(on the phone)
me: hello
derong: eh where are you guys?
me: walk towards the construction site there
de rong: what?
me: walk towards the construction site
de rong: praise the lord
me: HUH??
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA apparently he said something else n i heard wrongly. but i couldnt stop laughing on the phone coz i couldnt believe he said something like that.
anyway today me and jem decided to go through what darren goes every day.. we decided to go his house haha. it was a horrible 1 hour and a half journey and me n jem's butt were aching badly and we couldnt walk properly after getting off. darren took us around the west area and we had fun n i had a very very productive shopping spree for christmas! haha my list has alot of cancelled names now mwahahaha.
then we bought stuff from giant so to cook dinner in his house and we watched Green Mile acted by tom hanks and it was a very touching n awesome show. definitely in my top ten movies this year. dinner was good too and darren was a very good host. then it was 10 plus and we headed home coz it takes another one and a half hour back so me n jem kept ourselves occupied with his guitar! =) great day and great people. tmr the BlingedOuts will reunite and de rong shall stand in as the drummer! we will walk around with our bigass metal cross which is our lastest bling n i wish everyone an advance MERRY CHRISTMAS!
1:04 AM
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>> Monday, December 18, 2006
time has past so fast that im not even sure this 2 year old blog can keep my memories intact..
Well when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way
When after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay
When after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"
Well come on, come on
When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
My Chemical Romance's I Don't Love You
im not exactly pleased now coz the thought of me turning 16 next year just brings me back to fear and uneasiness.. being older means a whole new different thing that needs to be explored.. im afraid of taking the O levels next year.. afraid to leave bedok view after 4 years in it when it feels like only 1 year has past.. afraid to leave lovely childhood memories as i rise up to challenges in work and the future thats due to come.. afraid of unable to make time for myself, together with family and friends that can be spent carefree-ly like now.. haizz.. God, i need you now.
wow this past month has been filled with events. from bbqs, to outings with my good friends, to lots of outings with my church friends, to lots and lots of music pract in preparation for church camp, to church camp, to more outings with church, to RACHEL YEE'S BIRTHDAY in her house, and to more shopping with church friends coz of christmas! wass this year ah.. terrible sia.. im buying stuff that are of huge difference to wat i brought last year man..
last year i only took 2 hours to get everyone something and its all hershey choc bars.. this year, WALAU. jia lak.. im spending for then 50 for 3 person today.. zz. anyways me, jeremy, matthew and darren wanted to have band pract today and met at 11 to jam. to our disappointment once again, all jam studios were closed so we spent the time lan-ning.. haizz so sad. but we will prevail someday! haha wanted to sing creep today..
then jonk, steph joined us and we went on shopping spree again in bugis to buy stuff for others for christmas.. lots of stuff happen, lots of stuff bought bla bla bla. then dinner together and two gentlemen send me home once again (aka hot guys jeremy and darren HAHA) which was very nice of them. however i suspect that jeremy is just doing it to gain points from me so that he will be my man-of-the-year for the upcoming Rachel's Annual Awards where he is met up with strong competition.
ANDRE TONG DE RONG IS CURRENTLY LOSING THE BATTLE. he is very very nice to me BUT a few mins ago he didnt wannt disclose something to me so im using his christmas gift as hostage now. never stand in the way of the wrath of women! jeremy also. u better stop calling me short and fat or ELSE. you DIEEEEEEEEEEEE
church camp was AWESOME too. i had a ball of a time and i really have to praise the committee for creating such a wonderful and eventful camp this year that wins hands down on all i been through. i really wanna say of my experience in it but its such an fun filled 5 days 4 nights camp that i dun even wanna bother coz it will take a staggering 2 hours to just complete talking about it. haha..
but this camp apparently allowed me to see another side of life.. actually.. another sight of crossover ministry.. i made close frens.. but i also made frens i ought to be precautious of.. in anyways, who doesnt have them? its just that i learnt that not everyone is as nice as they seems. but i still love crossover very much and God above all =)
rachel's birthday party was fun too. only like her close frens n band frens invited so we felt privilleged haha. made a heart out of fireworks again! and many others haha. oh no.. i feel an ache in my wisdom tooth area. DAMN. and i gonna have it plucked out??? oh nooooooooooo. sadded.
well anyways im gonnaq start talking crap soon coz im quite disappointed man u lost to west ham. and im starting to lose interest in ozzy alrdy coz he from super, has fallen down to mild. whatever that means.. coz he almost fell for parvati's flirtations! zzzz yul all the way. whatever it is, the show is just awesome la. survivor.. anyways
RACHEL'S ANNUAL AWARDS 2006 WILL BE SHOWCAST WILL BE PUBLISHED AFTER CHRISTMAS AND SHE WISHES ALL THE BEST TO THE NOMINEES! haha this year there will be videos and special effects. I HOPE. haha and phone recordings (probably) from winners. yea so stay tuned!
11:35 PM
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