nothing will be the same /now that You save me

>> Saturday, April 30, 2005

~bAcK..~
life has been great..couldnt post for such a long time coz i was busy working on the puppet show along with the girls..stayed up to 8 plus at luan hs 2 days ago..really tired..but the show was yty n it did not really go well but it was fun! hahaha..our classmates laughed alot..den we decided to go for a "feast" after the hard work but we couldnt think of what to eat so we went luan hs n eat canadian pizza..n rent a movie..haha..jo joined us..nv seen her for 6 days..first time le..haha..but nvm..den play play lor..after tat we went bayshore to "study". damn i couldnt focus..i wanna sleeeppp..mich, nana n jo like really study le..no no no,nana was DEcorATIN her book instead..haha..not studying. erm..i workin now..ltr go pp to develope my digicam's photos..den ltr go sim lim coz nowadays my stupid mp3 like sot sot liddat..cannot detect any music..haizz..k..ciaoz..

2:44 AM
; always and forever.

>> Monday, April 25, 2005

i washed my hamster this morning! haha..she so cute..BUT IT IS STILL SHARPENING ITS TEETH WHEN IT SEES ME..T_T..anyway..so many things happened..tats y i not free to blog..haha..fridays was SERENA'S BIRTHDAY!! haha! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENA MAYBELLE TAY MAN LING..haha..if its spelled tat way..we went to celebrate her bday yty at tm seoul garden..lots of fun sia..i brought my digicam which i LOVE alot n the girls met at pp first at about 1..den jalan jalan den we missed 3 31s coz of tat rachel yee hui min..so slow..haha..but we kept taking photos to kill time which was funnnn too..haha..den she came,we went in de bus n continue to take take take more photos..haha..den go meet de guys at tm..walau tat mel,jx n daryl like havin their own party lor..keep on walk their own way..walau..but lucky ltr much better after we scold them..HAHA WE FED THE BOYS SIA. WE WERE SHOCKED TO SEE THEM EATING IT. hahaha xl started it by saying "daryl ahhh" den he really eat lor..den we make lots of noises..made fun of BOBBY N MICH, CHUN N RACH..haha..den..ya..
~ bDaY sONg ~
haha den i tell the guys to sing bday song den haha..very loud in seoul garden..many were starin but WHO CARES..haha..den we did de yam seng thing..hahahahah..all of us eat like wat lor..and im havin a slight cough now coz of yty ..haha..mich say tat birthday girl must always eat 2 eggs for good luck den i peeled the eggs for nana..she looked touched! haha so cute..den all of us went for neos..so hard to pursuade the guys lor..haha..den all chao alrdy..so fun..^^
~ tOdAy ~
today went orchard to go out wif jo..she damn dumb la..make me so angry..but nvm..its over..den shear joined us..den tat NG WEILING lazy to join us..nvm..haha..but only me n jo go out..time past so quick..wanted to watch movie but too late..we ate..shop..ate..neo..ATE. hahaha..tis is always the routine when im wif her..haha..den i took 14 wif her..she was tired then she slept..it was my bus stop den but i couldnt bear to wake her up so i decided to fetch her home den..AND TOOK THE OPP TO TAKE PHOTOS OF HER SLEEPING. muahahaha..anyway..ya..i fetch her home..den i go home..indulge in MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE..reach home n refuse to do my hw so im here now..^^..finally done uploading my pics into the comp..well..gtg den..bye..but lastly..my special dedication to my good fren serena..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENA!!

11:32 AM
; always and forever.

>> Thursday, April 21, 2005

I HAVE A HAMSTER U NOE. hehe..brought it for 40 bucks 3 days ago and everything cost 85..haha..not really i buy one actually..my boss gave me 50 bucks for it. hehe..as a very very late bday gift.two days ago was tuesday,suppose to have a netball match against st anthony but cancelled..anyway i wasnt free..den de girls go my hs to see it..ate there n we let the hamster go round de hs..haha some of them were freakin out..den we go pp den xl n rach stay in pp den me n shear go church..played lots of stuff there..including squash. yesh. squash..lol..did i tell u i have a hamster? I HAVE A HAMSTER. hahaha..den ya..go home lor..today sux pretty hell..NOT INCLUDING THE PART WHERE I GO OUT WITH MANN HOR. mann dun get wrong idea..today sia..someone keep giving me "face" sia..got ap liddat..quite pissed but kept my cool..anyway..big thx to ama,mich n mann..hehe..well..who cares alrdy..
~ oOoOo ~
"SOMEBODY" bday coming liao..got surprises coming up for her..haha dun worry..im sure she knows who she is..rock on girl..*blinks* i spent my day with arh mann..haha..den i blurted out something n she actually agreed with me..i said she tat i think she has "autism". -_-..i noe..im a jerk..hahahaha..den she was like i noe! she is like tat everyday..haha nola mann.i think ure great. stay this way k? love ya..den we went toa payoh and she ah..dun wanna listen to me lor..i tell her tis direction shld be correct den she dun believe den we ended up walking one whole round..-_-..k lor..chung cheng lor..dun listen to me lor..haha jokin ah..but thankfully,if it wasnt for today, i wouldnt have known how to get to the table tennis association! there is a direct bus! yay! i can peacefully compete liao..hopefully i do well..anyways..erm..wonder how the "dumb blonde" girls are doing..haha..they r not blonde but..they r quite sotong..refering to shear, imee n weiling..long time nv talk to them alrdy..i have been busy..well if u happen to read this, i love u guys k?
~ ??? ~
i sound sadist. hmmm..DID I SAY I HAVE A HAMSTER? HAHA. I HAVE A HAMSTER. nigel ignorin me liao coz i keep sayin i have a hamster..lol..haha..nvm. well..mustn't leave my hamster alone for too long..i haven decide on the name..its a girl btw. its about 3 months..i tot of naming it...nvm..i dun wan to bring up the past alrdy..i will forget everything..u guys probably wont get wat im saying but..someone knows..k..well..erm..ya..i just watched shinchan btw..so funnnyyy..haha and oh ya..MY LIFE REVOLVES ROUND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE. IT ROCKS TO THE CORE. EVERYDAY IF I HAVE DE TIME, ITS ALWAYS THEIR SONGS I LISTEN TO. THEY ROCK. k ciao!

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
THEY ROCK. im not okay.

11:09 AM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, April 17, 2005

im boredd...yty just did lots of work..work in cyber in de morning, cell in de afternoon den night is to my mums there..reach home at 2am..haizz..den just when to eat with mum n bro..haizz..i wan a hamster..T_T...den its like,i ask my boss if i can bring to the shop while working den he say,"ok sure. but it will shorten his life." den my jaw drop lor..i was so freaked out..haha..say wat small animals r sensitive to noise..haizz..dunno wat to do now..talk to the girls den its also boring..lol..hw done liao..den kana pang seh n all..

MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
THEY ROCK.

5:02 AM
; always and forever.

>> Saturday, April 16, 2005

~ tiReD ~
finally de puppet theatre is done..i have been going home late n doing lots of work with it for de past few days and now its finally over..for now. everything looks nice actually..and yty morning assembly..haha i was shaking so terribly tat my palm was sweating sia..me n hadi were supposed to go up n say tis no smoking speech..walau..damn nervous lor..but it turn out alright..haha..AT ONE POINT WHILE READING MY LINES. MY HAND WAS SHAKING SO MUCH. I CANT READ MY LINES PROPERLY LOR. COZ I CANT SEE DE PAPER AS IT KEEPS SHAKING. MY FRENS WERE LAUGHING AT ME SIA. gee..den i go out wif jo..den after tat go my mum there..went home at 2.30..very sleepy..den now im here..working for sum extra money..haizz..and i hate de person hu has been messing with weiling..its like no guts to say her name when she dare to say things bout weiling..haizz heck..well den i go liao. bye

2:20 AM
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>> Wednesday, April 13, 2005

~ nEtBaLl SuX nOw ~
im dead serious bout this..its so so so darn different from tkp times..i PRAY for trainings during tkp..the best moments in our lives..even if its tough we still love it coz of the ppl around us n our coach..NOW. MY GOSH. nightmare..its so boringg...!! de seniors practically blame c div for every single thing happening in trainings and tell teacher n teacher practically blame us everything too..sux la..and its so boring n unorganised to a stage tat..all of us really wanna quit liao..i hate it..
~ sUkI sUsHi T_T ~
actually wanted to go eat it with mich k n nana..den mich cannot n jo no money den nana say another day lor..den another day la..when i see ms pereira for my speech thingy, she told me tat its quite long and ask if i wanna half it with someone..hahaha..first person tata came to my mind is hadi! hahaha..den he screamed at me when i told him..but ya..act only la..actually his cool with it..hahahaha..thx hadi! ^^..wat else..erm..i think nothing else la..oh ya june!!! im so so so sorry !! just now netball i pass the ball to her den didnt noe she not lookin den hit her specs. it accidentally scratch june face and there was blood! T_T>.im really really sorry..take care k? alright..tats all..k buh baiz

10:08 AM
; always and forever.

>> Tuesday, April 12, 2005

~ tIrEd!! ~
walau..today do pw project lor..we did our stage and its so TIRING!! saw here hammer there..lots of things to do lor..den got hinges and all..walau.. damn tired..i also kana lots of mosquitoe bites..me,xl,nana n mich went to church to do it..collin disturb alot but help alot too..thx ah pa!! ^^..den eunice also helped out..u guys rox..i saw de sawing and others..really tiring..xl also do alot..haha..mich n nana cant help out much but haha they did do a great job out of the hinges and sawing..although they were more of like disturbing collin..lol..but feel used actually..some of us work very hard..others didnt do anything actually..but anyway..tats how life is..den we work for like lots of hours den we just just went to pp to eat n shop for luan's fren bday prezzie..same time i was thinkin of wat to buy for "ahem" n "ahem"...hahaha..den i spend so much money tat i seriously nid to work..so i tried my luck to work in my uniform n i can!! boss was like saying tat the police came alrdy last wk so its ok..
~ hApPeNiNgS ~
today in school got no event as usual but quite fun la..hmm..got caning in de morning coz this guy pulled down the zip of a girl's skirt..asshole right? was hoping the caning is painful coz he damn u noe..bad malay guys those type..den form teacher's period..den history..fathul chose groups to present den mine was chosen..den i presented it along wif hanies,hadi n nana..he complimented our group alot den gonna put up our mind map and all..^^..den art ah..boringg..but mr tock so nice..gave us a plank of wood when we asked him even though we always sleep in his class..den go library den eat den dnt room for more wood..den literature..quite boringg oso den english..mr teo so could not teach. COULD NOT. he nids to learn alot more from ms pereira..den maths! ms heng nv come..haha..everyone very happy..den me,luan,nana,junxian!!,darren played the chinese words game..haha..bobby n sidaru interrupt once in a while..den bobby was wearing this keychain on his ear like an earring. very pain liddat!!! but he like dun feel pain liddat..den all chat chat..and heard some SHOCKING news from darren..gossips and all..T_T..why?? j and p..why?? haha..*hint*
~ nErVoUs ~
after tat assembly..den bla bla..bunch of students talked about their homeland..coz international friendship week..den ya..den during the assembly, ms pereira suddenly call me out to the side of the hall sia..i tot she was gonna scold me or something so i damn scared..coz during the talk, i keep laughing coz daryl n junxian damn funny..den i tot pereira call me like gonna punish me or sumthing..den when i go see her, she told me tat she is planning to let me give a speech on friday morning during assembly which is also speech day..i drop my jaw and like..u noe..tat time also chosen for this type of thing but tat day raining so i nv get to say..good thing though..den now..teachers like purposely wanna sabo me liddat..den tmr must go see pereira during recess to practise..T_T..a little nervous..but not the first time alrdy..support me okays?? i noe u guys will one..haha ^^..augh..netball tmr..must see someone face liao..yty the show naked weapon very nice le!! i watch before liao den channel u censor alot lor!! not nice to watch alrdy!! hahaha..fine fine..k bb

11:40 AM
; always and forever.

>> Monday, April 11, 2005

~ i WiLl PrEvAiL !! ~
i will NOT do my chinese compo. i will NOT do my chinese compo..im so bored now..that i feel like finishing all my hw..but i dun wan!! den if i drag..i surely wont do it one..so i must do now! BUT I WILL NOT! T_T..lame..i wanna be a table tennis player.^^ new ambition..haha..workin now so can earn some cash..played gb with shear just now..den i went to shi shi at mcds and haha..guess wat..i walking ah den i saw this girl approaching this blue shirt girl askin her name..i couldnt see the face of the blue shirt one den i walk i turn around, it was abby! hahaha..with a white shirt guy..nv see the face clearly..haha aabbbbyy...lol..den i just go toilet..when i come out abby looked shocked to see me..den i grin to her and say i saw tat and left the place but i heard her say "what did u see?"..hahaha..so im here..talked to xl..AND I WILL NOT. do my chinese compo..T_T..but i feel like doing..haizz..my blogskin sux..wanna change..I WILL NOT. do my chinese compo..haha k..i shall go do it now..bye

6:30 AM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, April 10, 2005

~ bOrEdD ~
cyber is full now..so cant play gb..im really bored now..no one online liddat..this morning i woke up early to go to work..den go meet nana at busstop to meet the girls for our project thingy..hanies once again couldnt come..den tat woman always late..and i had to see bus 12 go past me just liddat..den we took the next one about 15 mins ltr n we went to meet dem..mich damn blur..all of us r supposed to meet at 2 but all arrived at 2.30..haha..tats them..den we all go tm..5 of us..xl,rachyee,mich n nana n me..go spotlight straight den check up on wood stuff for our puppet show stage..so ex sia..den we decided to rely on our papas..hahaha..den rach's dad saved the day by checking out on different places which sells cheap raw wood n we finally got one..7 bucks which is twice the height of rach..hahaha..damn cheap liao..so we went popular to buy cardboards..i think theres gonna be lots of stuff to do..we r oso gonna rent romeo n juliet to watch so we noe how to perform..im excused form it haha coz i watched lots of times liao..
~ mUm'S tHeR ~
mum called me to tell me to go help out at her there..so i went affter all of us r done..so..yeah..help n all..im here..its getting boring..and i dun wanna be so pathetic to resort to runescape..haha..den my book is really cool. borrowed another one from the library..which is the sequel of the one im reading before tis..my gosh..the contents turn me on..hahaha..k bb

12:25 PM
; always and forever.

>> Saturday, April 09, 2005

~ ^^ ~
long time no write liao..quite busy la..hehe..what have i been doing..cant rmb le..two days ago got in trouble with teachers..they against me la..thats the only thing i can say..got one time xl, nana, me n mich were sitting together during cheena lesson den nana talk to xl. she sitting between me and luan. den ms leong saw but nv say much..den she turn and ask me what she has been saying so far den i explain to her la..den ms leong saw and say " now the guys are much more quiet but the girls are slightly noisier now. siew tze an jing." (my chinese name is siew tze and she was telling me to keep quiet..)augh i dun like my cheena name..den i look at her in disbelief but den i just look down la..with a sigh..coz she will think i talkin back to her..den nana raise her hand and say tat she was asking me question..haizz..incident 1. next one..fathul class..history la..i sitting wif NANA again..T_T..my jynx..we got back history test paper which i nv nv nv study but tycoly get 23 out of 25 which was like 2nd in place wif melvin den she was crapping away coz she didnt understand the picture den i just tell her what it was la den walau..fathul was like "rachel u wan me to minus ur marks??" den im like..haizz..sigh and look down..nowadays i lazy to talk back lor..everyone picking on me..den nana again explain tat she was asking..haizz..always me me me..kana scoldin..den after school go for photo taking coz fathul class got this star student thingy for top scorers for the tests n he will place our photos on notice board..just a group photo..den i went home n den went church..
~ dang dang dannnnnggg ~
next day..last period of the day..mrs tan period..she was saying tat the charity tickets must sell at least 5 den she's gonna return to us..if cannot sell den must buy ourself..crap lor! cannot sell den must pay ourself..den when mich go collect her tix,i was next den i tell her say the school damn wat lor..stupid sia..den mre tan heard it and was like.."rachel i want to talk to you"..den im like.."shit she's gonna give me those pet talks again.." *augh*..its like i nv scold her lor..just saying my frustration..den shes like i will offend teachers tat way and i replied saying tat teachers alrdy gave a wrong impression of me and i believe tat wateva i say or do or explain wont help at all..den shes tell me to try explaining to them after lessons den i say its useless..den she say one of the most impt value in humbleness den bla bla bla..den i say i know what she is trying to say but if tats wat u teachers think of me den i cant do much..den shes like "rachel u have leadership qualities in u and ure have a good charisma. but u shouldnt give the teachers de impression tat ure proud den bla bla bla.." den im like if u think tat way den i have nothing to say. coz if im really like tat,i wouldnt have so many friends around me. so ya..she say tat got any probs approach her la..and bla bla bla..ya..den after school go with nana to buy vanguard..some others were around..den bubbletea..den walk to bus stop den home..i go mum shop after tat..so..ya..today go pp meet imee,jo,shear n weiling..den all split and me,weiling,shear n imee went to mcds coz i wanna eat cheesecake..hehe..den me n shear go church..haha..
~ master strategist ~
haha..tats wat we call shear..she damn sarcastic and keep on comment on collin;s way of playing dai dee..haha..so collin fed up and call her tat..haha..den i been "training" in table tennis coz i really like it..im willing to give up being captain of c div netball to be a table tennis player..i wanna achieve things myself..collin supports me..thx pa! den he treat me to frog porridge!! i miss it so much!! damn nice!! aaahhh..haha..damn full oso..den i go bath den come here lor..hehe..k im done..well bb den..

10:55 AM
; always and forever.

>> Wednesday, April 06, 2005

~ pIsSeD ~
erm..today there were friendly matches against coral sec n chai chee..kinda pissed wif me n my team's performance..and also damn pissed with u-noe-hu..haizz..its sucks today la..keep on dozing off in class..not much things happen..i nv go for the match against chai chee coz..yala..cant be bothered and got to go home..on the way home wif nana n rach..kinda "quarreled" with stupid nana..i hate u i hate u i hate u. got wings la..can move alrdy la..forget wat i did for u when u were disabled la..haha kiddin..but still i hate u!! haha tmr will be better..i hope..nana dun get angry ah..den come online lor..gonna do the damn powerpoint presentation liao..k bb

10:44 AM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, April 03, 2005

~ oOoOoO ~
hmm..today quite boring le..this morning walau..its finally saturday and i tot its the end of early mornings den when i was sleeping, MY COUSIN CALLED MY HP TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR HIM AT 6.30AM COZ NO ONE WAS AWAKE. T_T..why me..i woke up immediately and look around to see izzit time for school. T_T..den i open the door den go sleep again..den i was late for work! i woke up at 10.15 when it starts at 10.30! i tot i was gonna b damn late but i bath n all n actually made it!! so rush sia..
~ sTrEaMiNg ~
i went to school today coz got some talk on streaming..quite boring la..but its ok..luckily its air conditioned if not i whld have fidget alot..den i went jo hs after tat..had some fun coz i tell her to fetch me to bus stop ah. DEN SHE TOOK DEM LONG TO CHOOSE WAT TO WEAR LOR. FETCH ME TO BUS STOP ALSO MUST HAVE DRESS CODE SIA. haha..on top of it..i keep on make fun of her so she keep on laugh den slow down the process..on changing..den i walk wif her n we saw tis really cute cat..the cat is really friendly and calm! it didnt move when a few dogs barked at her..den we went to the busstop..14 came den jo go..den i sat in it all de way to katong den i change bus coz i goin my mum shop again..den i slept on bus 12 and overshot my busstop sia! i went to bugis instead..den i took a bus to the mrt and went lavender den i walk ther..quite late alrdy..goin 9..den help lor..den now im here..quite tired but..ya..nvm lor..k i wanna go liao,bb

3:28 PM
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>> Saturday, April 02, 2005

~ eXhAuStEd ~
haizz..sleepin like almost 1am every night..so tired..and wake up at 6..den must walk all de way to katong bus stop just to take 12..then tat day(29th) when i was lock out the hs.. me,chun tuan,daryl,nana,xl,michelle,chen peng played bowling..except the disabled nana la who did bowl one time wth her left hand n hit down like 7 pins..haha not bad for a disable..chen peng was so cute lor..everytime jump when he bowl coz he kinda always roll to the "long kou"..lol..den chun was the most pro one..he got like a number of strikes n spare n he can spin the ball! i got a miserable score of 62 and 67 for two rounds..but michelle,i beat u! hahaha..den go makan wif nana n chelle..den went home,no wallet n key inside..so i was like..homeless..den go use the net lor..borrowed money from my boss den go another place to lan..spend 3 hrs there..really tired but i cant go home..my mum la..rmb the blog i wrote two days ago..ya..tat one..den when my money ran out,i went back home..n sat on the stairs..quite sad la..almost fall asleep..den just wait patiently..feel like a homeless begger then..den finally they came..i kept quiet the world time..ignored their questions coz i really didnt feel like talkin coz im depressed..den just went to bath n sleep right away..sad huh?..skipped dinner too..
~ 30 mArCh ~
den drag myself to school..as usual..went out wif jo n shear to orchard..weiling supposed to come but jus nice her fren father got into an accident..poor thing..
den again..not fated to meet..T_T..den we go orchard take neos..before tat shear go see her crush in his HOTEL. haha..nothin happened..me n jo were eating kfc..ya..then they heard quotes like this, " your breasts are so small, that the walls are jealous of you." tat one i laugh alot..den we chao lor..jo gtg coz her brther is her new nanny..den go home la..
~ tOdAy ~
today ah..also went out wif jo, shear, imee n abby..not really go out la..we were supposed to ply bowling but not enough time coz jo got cell at 3..den we just eat lor and go church to play pictionary and we oso played this visionary thingy..abby left..den shortly jo gtg den all of us went bayshore wif her..haha..we were gonna STUDY. i was reading tis book la called "seven up". highly recommended by nana..haha im addicted to it. its "ENGAGING." lol.. den while readin..tired wat..den i dozed off at the sofa in the room next to the billiard..i slept for one hour sia! den imee n shear didnt wake me up n they even brought potato chips!! T_T..nv wake me up..den jo woke me up when she called..den she came..den we had lots of fun..den went for dinner..actually, we had instant noodles from 7-11. haha..sat outside "maybank" and ate there..haha..den i went my mum shop..den..ya..life goes on..and so im here..actually im here coz jo ask me to ply gb wif her but its full..so i cant use..haizz..den msn is not working..so im writing my blog now..
~ aPrIl's FoOl'S dAY ~
walau! i had NO INTENTION to prank anyone lor..den bloody hell kana trick so many times..and wats most humiliating is tat its MICHELLE hu tricked me..T_T..im suppose to be the PRANKSTER hello?? haha..WALAU!! TODAY'S DEBATE!! RUBBISH LA SIDARO!!T_T I THINK HE ANYHOW JUDGE LOR! THE TOPIC WAS ABORTION N there were two teams, pro-choice n pro-life. i choose pro-choice la coz its like..u have a choice lor..and i have many many points..den WALAU. i just had a paper wif me n i wrote down wat the pro-life ppl has to say so i can counter them BUT THE SIDARO N MRS TAN TOT MY POINTS ARE ALL COPIED FROM NOTES. RUBBISH LOR. crapper. den there were 4 judges. my team was like winning abit by every segment then SIDARO'S SEGMENT AH. AUGH. HE MARK US DAMN LOW LOR. ITS LIKE WE DESERVE MORE MARKS AND I DUNNO HOW HE MARK LOR! T_T..I HATE HIM. nvm..den i won the "best speaker" thingy along with hadi n daryl..but i rather we win the thing than the best speaker thing lor!! i really think we deserve to..its like me n daryl are in pro-choice yet we lost?? what?? augh..nvm..den a number of us not happy with results..haizz..i hate him. haha jokin..den weiling fren call me and say weiling in hospital..and i almost fall for it..haha..den shear told me..idiot sia..k gtg..bb

3:11 PM
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