nothing will be the same /now that You save me

>> Monday, May 30, 2005

status: utter sadness
song of the moment: im not okay
fave person of the moment: jo..finally.
reason: we just msged..shes still in china
phrase of the day: people change.

haizz..im officially having a war with her..haizz..disappointing..heartbreaking..and unbelievable..things are not going ok..this is so disappointing..we are using our msn nicks to talk back at one another..i wanna just talk to her properly in a conversation but the tone i get is always -off- and definitely will fight..might as well leave it as msn nick..im damn sad now..but still..fighting with her..T.T since p5..i've been giving in to her..she was really cute n fun..T.T but now..she changed alot..shes still cute n fun..but attitude wise has turned to the worst..T.T imee's bday tat day..she kept asking me to ask -her- to come den im like, "imee y dun u ask urself?" haha..she replied saying shes afraid coz -her- always give replies tat will make ppl pissed off..i understood wat imee mean. all of us love her lots..treat her very well..when shes bullied or got scammed by some idiot..i immediately stood up for her..when we go out (rare) i made sure she is not bored n happy n pampered. but..haizz..nvm..devastated enough..den now..before shearen left for china, she told me to put up with -her- and treat -her- like a baby..haha for de past 5 yrs i have been treating her like one..but -she- is spoilt now i guess..her words pierced us. one word replies. heck care tone. haizz..we've been friends for years! why must things be like tat. why must -she- change..i get what jo means now..haizz..i just hope they whld be back soon..-she- is leaving singapore today..T.T wanna tell her to take care..but..talking to her now..she also not replying..whats the use of telling her to take care den..
~ haizz ~
im working now..actually till 9.30..but coz today of infernal affairs! so i work till 8..yty!! aaaahhhh! feng yun! wateva storm raiders la..in english..damn nice!! walau damn play girl sia tat idiot!! cheating on 2 hot guys!!! haha but if me ah..i also dunno who to choose..anyways..eating now..tmr going with nana to buy bg..AGAIN. but tis time is "travelling bag"..lame. tats the prob with girls la! we must buy something nice and attractive n suit us..haizz..im involved. nvm..mel told me something yty..haha something tat he has been worrying about..haha! im not gonna say. a promise is a promise. ^^ anyway by thursday. everyone whld know. ^^ im hinting..now i very optimistic..instead of thing " walau! still got 7 days den they come back!" im thinking.."yay! only 7 days left!" haha..i love them..really missed them lots..5 yrs u noe..haha..well great den..k i gtg..ciaoz

2:09 AM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, May 29, 2005

status: slacking at work
song of the moment: dirt off your shoulder
fave person on the moment: jason
reason: he damn funny..haha
status on hw: whoah..theres alot..ITS HOLIDAYS!
phrase of the day: good things has to come to an end

haha..lots of things have happened..really..haha..i cant rmb exactly what happened but i try la..on de 22nd..we keep thinking whats on tat day ah..got something on..and den after tat day we realised it was jun xian's bday..aww we didnt wish him happy birthday..jo was in bible camp..she behaved like an arse..totally ignoring me..just because she's having fun..i cried on tat night coz of her behaviour..cried ALOT. anyway on the 23rd..my eyes were a lil swollen..it sucks..T.T haizz anyway..went to pasir ris with jason,mel,nana n luan..to book the chalet! haha anyways..something happened..tat affected us..i dun wish to say it but..i didnt like what happened..neither do they..tat day jo came back from her camp..but like she bothered to say anything bout it..nv receive a msg at her..basket..pretence. i hate u. anyway i sat on a sharp object in the bus n there was a hole in my pants..haha den i borrowed luan's bag to cover..den bla bla..book alrdy me,mel,jason n nana took a taxi to bugis..where we shop for a bag which i wanna buy..den after tat go home lor..i went mum shop n help alot..den came the moment tat was totally...it almost killed me. T.T my hamster died..T.T i was in total shock n i screamed n cried like a crazy..i dunno how to describe but..i cried so much..tat my eyes were even m,ore swollen..T.T..its alot..i was grieving. den i had no choice but to talk to the person who broke my heart earlier on..coz shes after all my confidant..jo..i told her tat my hamster died..T.T she cried coz she see me grievin..T.T tat night i couldnt sleep at all..i just kept crying n crying..kept thinkin of the hamster..T.T..i took care of it..T.T
~ i love you ~
My tribute to Jo..my treasured Hamster.
i used to sing to u with my guitar..
always bring you to the tv front n talk to u when
i reach home..
u were my listening ear when i fought with josephine..
u were so cute tat lookin at u whld appease all anger in me..
u responded when i called u "jo"..
u no longer sharpen ur teeth when u see me..T.T
u always run in ur wheel..T.T
u were always there to talk to when im down..T.T
im sorry to have not shown you enough love. i blame myself for ur death. i cried so much after it happened. i wanted you back. T.T rest in peace ok..T.T for u will be my only treasured pet. i love you jo..T.T God will let us be reunited in heaven. T.T
~ T.T 23th of May ~
i'll always pray on the 23rd for jo..T.T haiz..grieved alot..but josephine and i patched up after tat day..what a sacrifice..T.T haizz..on the 24th..things were really really hard for me..T.T kept crying and crying..in de bus..eddie was so scared coz i was crying..he didnt noe what to do..i told nigel,imee n mann..T.T den kept crying..imee made me cry most..T.T she was so nice but i was just really hurt..she said i was a good master n i couldnt stop crying after reading it..T.T i suck as a master..T.T i quarreled with mann..i said tat jo was so poor thing to die early....den i kept crying..den mann say with me as the master surely die early..T.T i was so hurt but i dun shift the blame. i dunno why jo died but it must be due to my negligance tat caused it..i dun blame anyone but myself..but i was unstable den i went crazy n blamed myself den i didnt feel like talking to her..T.T still grieving..den nigel comforted me by saying sayang n all..haizz..he helped alot too..thx guys..the moment i went to school..saw serena they all..i cried even more like what..they all comforted me too..they were obviously shocked too..den in science lab mrs tan comforted me coz i cried alot again..haizz..after tat day..nana wanted to buy bag..but i was supposed to go out with jo..den we all went out and mich k also came..den we happened to go in a pet shop n i cried again..haizz..nvm..we went orchard den..haizz..yala..i love my hamster.
~ 25th n 26th ~
i lightened up a bit coz it was my baby bro's bday n imee's bday respectively..i was totally broke so i didnt buy anything for my bro but..haha he had gotten lots from me before..i love u kenneth!

happy birhday!

haha..den celebrated..on the 26th..imee's bday..what a busy but definietly fun day..morning in school, all of us didnt had school n instead we r supposed to go to the beach n read a book there n have a picnic..had fun there definitely..we oso cycled n bowled..im really broke..borrowed lots from nana..anyway after tat, nana,mel,jason,mich k n me went to pp..i was supposed to go to jo's dentist appointment with her but her mum wanted to go with her instead..so..too bad..den shear was with jo..we all celebrating imee's bday ltr at night in pastamania..den i spend the day with the bvies lor..haha it was sooo fuunnnnn! i actually fall off the chair out of laughing..imee saw me coz she was also in pp with nicole. haha i was colouring a figurine with my frens..i felt like a kid..all of us were doing stupid things n childish for our age..walau! embarrassing..haha but it was so so so fun..something tat made me got over jo's death..haizz..den very late alrdy..i meet up with jo they all in pp den we went to look for cakes to buy for imee..den decided to eat first but in the end..we couldnt celebrate coz the next day..they are flying off to china liao..so must go home early..i was wacky as i kept yelling imee's name n its her bday n all tat..her phone number..haha she was embarrassed..anyway had fun on tat day..but cried too..coz they are leaving..really missed them alot..
~ 27th n today ~
they left yty..it was meet the parents day too..i wasnt gonna go school in de morning coz i going tth for a checkup..but i woke up especially early yty coz jo's flight is at 8.00 am so she whld call den yala..i talked to her..den her bat was low..so had to hang up..T.T haizz..cried again la..but..its ok..she had to leave anyway..den now they r in china..will be back at the 5th..i had to carry on life so i went for the checkup liao..me n my dad went to meet the parents session..i think i did ok for my mid year..BUT I FAILED MY ART. T.T walau..haizz..de damn thing tat pulled me down..n many of my classmates..WALAU WE LOST TO 2E2 COZ OF ART LOR. WE DIDNT BOTHER TO PASS UP A SINGLE ART WORK. walau..so we got zero for everything..walau lame la..but my fault coz i nv pass up..but mr tock oso like nv rush us..act like no need to pass up liddat..sucks la..haizz..den my dad was like acting idiotic liddat sia..walau i told him to speak intelligently n act like a well mannered father den he look at me n gave tat witch laughter n slowly put his last finger towards his nose like phua chu kang liddat those type..den my heart skipped a beat n screamed at him..den he laugh..anyway after everything..we had the pw exhibition..bla bla..den in de end we stayed till 4 plus..walau..anyway..me,luan,nana,mel n jason went to storm the salon coz luan n nana getting a haircut..laughed alot sia..den while they cut hair, me,jason n melvin went to mcds to eat..den we chat alot..den finish eating den we go back to the salon,they still not done..den we eat again..finish cutting, we decided to go bowling so me,nana,jason n mel went to the one in katong..walau nana won both rounds..she point the bowl to go where den it really goes lor..lame. haha anyway nowadays we 4 keep going out together..den we went to eat dinner la..den go home..haizz..so now today dunno if going out again..wanna go plaza sing n watch movie..not confirm..anyway im working now..ok ciaoz..

3:11 AM
; always and forever.

>> Monday, May 23, 2005

status: eating
song of the moment: superman
fave person of the moment: imee again
reason: shes always there
phrase of the day: i love imee.

i have a fren.
who has a name which sounds funny.
I-M-E-E. huh?
haha but like her name. shes really funny
she's my pal, my best fren, my
buddy,my sister,my aunt,my
confidant,my everything.
she's great.
she's pretty.
my 5 yr old bro likes her.
shes always there to make me laugh
when im down.
shes always there to pick me up.
shes always available to talk.
most impt. she's my "bestest" fren.

hey imee..words cant express how i feel
on having a fren like u. really. i cant say
it face to face to u coz its embarrassing
and we can nv get serious in our
conversations. --> we'll end up laughing.

but im really happy to have known u. 5
yrs in de running somemore. haha thx
for everything girl. u'll always be in my
life,my memory,my prayers n my
everything.

tis is my tribute to my best fren who has
a funny name..--> IMEE.

haha. i sound like ure dead or
sumthin..LOL. but i appreciate u lots
dear!

God bless u always. love u..

tis is my friendster testi for her..i mean everything i said..really..love tat girl lots yo..well many things have happened in my life..i thank God for every single angels He sent to be with me..i call them my friends. well im thankful for every angel..and im eating now. and working till 8.30..so..ya talk ltr..love u imee. and everyone..k bye

4:20 AM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, May 22, 2005

~ i lost ~
haizz..just got back from cell..yala just now the match i lost..but i concede defeat. i got thrashed. haha..i had gone through wins n losses before n today's match,i feel tat i deserved the lost. its like..those players probably trained for days for the competition n if i think i can stand a chance n win them after a day of playing could win them..haha its a joke. anyway i nv felt tat way before..wanted to join for experience as everyone noe..im very competitive..haha..well so i lost. im not afraid or embarrassed to say it out. seriously. i alrdy saw it coming..but actually..the thing tat hurts out of today is not the defeat. its the disappointed faces i see. haizz..i really feel "ashamed" over it..ITS SERIOUsLY NOT THE DEFEAT. im serious. when i look at some of their eyes..i chld tell tat they think im having some unhappiness of the lost..but im not. and i did not wanted to say y..coz it hurts alot..its when i was playing..i saw their faces..its like..their..aiya dun wanna say..its just..sad la..i really feel tat i let them down actually..ITS NOT THE DEFEAT. ITS THE DISAPPOINTMENT I SEE. tats wat tat is troubling me now..i just feel..tat they came n support..n to let them see tis..its not exactly gonna be a good ending if u noe wat i mean..i just feel tat i let them down la..i went cell..gave my all in answering questions n thankfully He was with me and i managed to feel Him..thankfully..but i was still burdened n kept thinkin of the eyes i saw..its like..haizz..they dunno wat to say about it. neither do i. i just hope..tat if theres a chance, i make sure i wont disappoint u guys k? i really appreciate u guys for coming..i wouldnt mind nor care tat much if only mann accompanied me..coz i only have to account to her..but when 6 of my good friends were around..i totally dunno how to face them..they say its ok..but i noe they are are not ok about it n nor think im ok about it. jo even called n say dun worry bout the loss and bla bla n i was like.."how long do u noe me? would i? what would rachel do when she had a loss?" haizz..look guys..i just felt i disapppointed u guys n made u go through a wasted trip. its not tat i did not like the fact tat i lost. im explaining to u guys now..coz i dun have the courage to tell to u guys face to face tat i let u guys down coz i noe u guys whld think tat its an excuse tat the fact is im actually sad over the lost instead of sad over letting u guys down. haizz..i hope things stay as it is and the competition did nothing to affect our feelings..im still thankful tat u guys came and..God bless coz i still believe i will do better coz.. phillipians 4:13 I can do everything through Him who gives me strength. hehe okies. once again, i let u guys down..but i promise tat ur support wont go to waste. i love u guys..bye

9:14 AM
; always and forever.

status: nervous
song of the moment: untitled by simple plan
fave ppl of the moment: those that r coming for my match
reason: they r giving me support
phrase of the day: you're not on your own

~ AAAHHH ~
damn nervous le..ltr is my table tennis match..y am i worrying sia? i just joined it for experience..but now its more of like afraid to embarrass myself..i think its coz the girls are coming n i dun want them to go on a wasted trip all the way to toa payoh n see me lose..i noe they dun care but i just dun wanna..haizz..shouldnt have told them..i was really sick yty..i felt damn uneasy but i really have to go school..so i just heck n go..den while walking to the bus stop to get a taxi as i was late, i vomitted like wat sia..alot lor..can fill up a bucket..gee..den heck la..den in class..feel sick so ask to go home..after all the chalet thing i alrdy annouce over the class so i can dun worry bout it..but what the hell..the "commitee" nv discuss anything bout the chalet lor..den melvin still asked me lots of questions bout it even though i was away from school tat day..haizz..dad fetched me to tan tock seng to get my results in de same time for TB n expectedly..it was negative..im not having it duh. but still im gonna have another injection..den i see a doc in the polyclinic n..bla bla bla..went home and jo n shear visited me..den eat at my hs n watched "army daze" and shear had to go n jo stayed back with me..ltr at 12 im meeting them along with nana,xl n mich k..thx for coming u guys..ill try not to get thrashed so badly..haha..mann will be at the sports hall waiting..k..ciaoz now..

2:40 AM
; always and forever.

>> Friday, May 20, 2005

status: uploading songs into mp3
song of the moment: hollaback girl
fave ppl of the moment: nana,mel n jason
reason: had lotsa fun with them
phrase of the day: there is hope if you find it

~ wAlAu ~
wow..it has been a rollarcoaster ride for the past few days..im totally BROKE now..so desperate dat i working now..anyway many things happened..go out alot..i shall start with tuesday den..tue was our last ppr for exams..cheena ppr2..i dun think i will do badly in it..after it, the girls n i celebrated my going suki sushi..siao we eat alot n laugh alot sia..made fun of lotsa stuff n chat alot..den went to suntec n wanted to watch movie..but so sad..all the timings were off...nc16 n divergence!! 5pm..T.T haizz den we wanted to go orchard but realised tat we couldnt make it for the next show too..so we decided to go window shopping at raffles link..haha walk alot..HAHA.DEN WE GO ORCHARD. I PIERCED MY EAR AT HEEREN. PAIN LE..HAHA.anyways..its better now..after tat i went to my mums shop..she brought durians n i ate alot..den for dinner i oso eat fried stuff lor..den i was walking to my dads shop ah den somethin was dripping from my nose n i tot it was (yuck) mucus so i just use my hand n rub away..den i walk into my dads shop..keep dripping den i go eat my digicam den i saw red patches on my hand den i quickly go toilet lor..den i realised tat for the first time of my 14 yrs of age..i just had my NOSEBLEEDING. hahah i didnt noe wat to do n i was also happy lor..im NORMAL. haha den luckily mum saved the day den bla bla bla..
~ wEdNeSdAy ~
morning i woke up at 7 even though it was marking day but i had to go tan tock seng to get a blood test coz my ah gong was diagnosed with TB den i needa check la..den the injection ah..WALAU! bluff sia! say wat RED ANT BITE. more like QUEEN ANT BITE. painnnn sia..lucky not swelling now if not tmr i run to the nurse n start screaming at her..den dad fetched me n my bro home..den i went to paya lebar mrt to meet the ppl going orchard..on tat day ama had organinsed n outing coz her bday just passed..so i was forced to go by her..we went la..walau i wait damn long for them sia..some of them were so late lor..much to my "annoyance"..if there is sucha word..den we went orchard la..i was alrdy broke and the movie was coach carter which i alrdy watched so i wanted to go off n meet jo n all but den ama insisted me to stay n paid for my tix..walau she treat me lor..thx ama..love u..den no choice..i got jo n shear to come orchard meet me..after the movie,i left ama they all n meet jo..actually it wasnt all tat fun..the outing was like the ppl were divided into groups..quite "cold" liddat..den i couldnt wait to leave actually..i went to eat burger king..borrowed money..den went to yoshinoya n eat again..must be the injection making my stomach empty..haha..den we went shopping for imee's prezzie!!!! *covers mouth* oops? hehehe..den jo gtg so leave lor..
~ tOdAy ~
this morning was a total devastating moment..i was bathing n getting rdy to go school..coz of the light,my sis who was sleeping was disturbed by the shine..when i was done, she said "what you doing? close the door la!" in a very very irritated voice. den i just walk out n prepared to close den i heard the word "bitch". T.T ouch. look. ouch. i opened the door n couldnt take it n said "wat? early morning scold bad words!" den close the door. after it i immediately cried..T.T i really dun like to fight with her..really..i treat her as my family k..seriously..but she always give me tat attitude n things better go her way or else i'll be called nasty names..i really dun like her but i still hope we could make up..T.T it really sux..cried alot sia..den i realised i was late so i decided to just cool down n go to school..didnt feel like going to school alone so i decided to go nana's bus stop n we went to school together..haizz..den got activities la..i had 56 half for maths n 80 for history..maths,everyone got pretty low..im like middle? or maybe slightly below middle..haha i suck in it tats all. I HATE THE SETTER. anyhow set q..den got free perios n we discussed our class chalet!!! AAAHHH!! so excited for it! but very rush le. coz lots flying off at june holidays..so we needa plan fast. me,nana,jason n mel siao le! today nothing to do so we decided to go lib n find out info on the chalets, n den go check them out! haha we had lots of fun lor..we walked here n there..we went downtown east den like siao liddat..den finally came to the decision on booking a chalet n costa sands resort pasir ris..price affordable..ITS GONNA BE ON NEXT SUNDAY TO TUESDAY! AAAHHHH so chiong sia! hahaha heck alrdy..we cant wait wat..i hope my parents let me stay T.T..haha..den when we going home. it rained like wat sia! n only mel brought a umbrella. haha all of us squeezed den we saw a trolley and we put our bags in n run like idiots sia..haha today was really fun..chalet!!!
~ tAbLe TeNnIs ~
haha i cant believe it. its this sat is my competition! haha..actually i really hate jo..she doesnt seem to care about it..thankfully for my bv frens n mann..they really r giving me support n will come..T.T thx guys..oso not forgettin imee n shear..haha i really appreciated it guys..but wats tat is frightening is tat i scared u all come den i lose my first match..walan not only malu but oso like dui bu qi ni men..T.T haizz..anyway jo..i still love u de same..haizz..well my match is at 1.20pm. mann i haven tell u. sorry! i'll call u tmr k? well love u guys..bye..

11:10 AM
; always and forever.

>> Monday, May 16, 2005

status: eating
song of the moment: chemical romance
fave person for de moment: shearen
reason: shes gonna teach me maths ltr coz of my exams
phrase of the day: there is always someone u can rely on

~ !!! ~
yty i reached home at 11..be4 tat i spent the whole day with jo..first she came to my shop..till 2.30 den i have to go cell den she got to go home n fetch her grandma n bro to pp..den i after cell go meet her..den along with the bro n grandma,we went sing ho n ate chicken rice..walau the bro damn spoilt lor..i would slap him alrdy if he is my brother..but nvm..patience..patience..den i went her hs den played monopoly with them..haha..I WON. anyway..dad came n fetch..tot it was gonna be a happy day with a happy ending..but ltr when i reach home..we talked and den once again an arguement sparked off..haizz..inevitable..anyway..i msged shearen asking for help den she agreed! den shes gonna come ltr to ppp when i knock off n we go somewhere n she teach me..haha..cool..appreciate it..thx..love u shear..oh ya! i received a big big white envelope yty n it was my table tennis fixtures!! for the benefit of those somehow " interested to come " or mann!..well mine is on the 21st. not 22. saturday..1.20pm.ok? hehe..alright den..continue eating liao..bye

3:35 AM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, May 15, 2005

status: chattin..
song of the moment: only one..
fave person of the moment: no one
reason: im angry now
status on hw: dun have still..exams suck
phrase of de day: ur closest frens r de ones hu hurt u most

~ T.T ~
nvm..cant be bothered liao..exams are still on now..nv blog coz of them..good luck every one havin their exams k..well quite stressed out sometimes..but rachel nv gets stressed. haha..heck about it coz God's around helping me..did alot of stuff for de past few days..yty after art exam(my drawing suck.) we went pp..the bv girls n i..we went yoshinoya n ate there..den decided to buy ama's present..i brought alrdy but de girls haven..haha den my n mich k keep on insist on buy the clay model which we r allowed to paint it ourselves..haha den we went to buy a card n went giant coz xl wanna buy straws..den we went the shop n start painting..LOL we took such a long time sia..paint here paint there..we choose a clay model tat was a grandmother..haha! but the uncle ah..keep giving us S.H.E. models..diaoo..but we still take the grandma one which goes along wif ama's name..den paint here n there,we wanted to make it a trendy ama..den imee called out my name..she was also there to cut her fringe den she saw me..i got shocked but haha..wanted to hug her den i saw de mother den i dun dare liao..lol..
~ cHuRch ~
when painting,nana say she was bleeding n it hurts den her hand got one red line cut..haha i didnt believe it despite her "acting" was good or she really think she was bleeding..den i made a bet with her tat ots not n if its not,she treat me oreo bubble tea! den i wash her hand n haha its just the paint..den we took hours to finish it..den walk to katong alrdy lor..hehe nana just gave me the cash..den i went church..T>T nooo guitar! walau..den no choice lor..de moment i enter,tat collin want me t ply soccer alrdy..haha den i go ply with them..walau sweat alot sia..den finish i played lots of table tennis..den managed to chase jovin off the comp n i played wif xihe..den again table tennis mania..wt to do..competition on sunday 22nd..must chiong alrdy..but i dun think im good enough..but aiya got mann zai..can console me..dunno if imee whld be there too..den collin n i go eat dinner..walau after tat,i wait for jo den we go eat dinner again sia..i this morning wake up at 6.45 coz got stomachache..oh ya! 2 or 3 days ago, me,jo,shear,imee n wei oso went orchard..fun sia..saw my baby weiling! haha as cute as ever..haiz workin now..ciaoz..

3:15 AM
; always and forever.

>> Sunday, May 08, 2005

status: finding guitar chords
song of the moment: mungkin nanti
fave person for the moment: not yet.
reason:its too early..
status on homework: dun have coz of EXAMS. T.T
phrase of the day: exams sux.

haizz haizz haizz..have not blogged for 5 days coz ive been mugging for exams..*or not*..walau i have so much difficulties in maths sia..tot i could do it but when ms heng give the practice paper for us to do..i needed help in every single question..tats when i started to pull up my socks alrdy..lots of thx to mich n shear..T.T i wouldnt have do it without u..thx. den worse off i lost my exam time table shedule..die sia..scared i read wrong topics for the next day's paper..gee..now working now..still nid cash after all..monday is tat stupid chinese paper 1..n erm..literature..yep..haizz..chinese sux..anyway yty i went home bout 9.20..spend almost whole day at maca's hs..walau!!! the 9 oclock show!! such a BIG TWIST sia!!! walau..can nv expect it lor!! soap opera! hahaha..fann wong is actually the bad person sia..LOL..cant believe it..
~ jEsUs YoU r My BeSt FrEn ~
lol..so is jo..but u suck. hahaha..as a best fren..just kiddin la..love u lots..i just read weiling's blog..walau!! so big sia my face over there..T.T but at least..she got still think of us..T.T love u forever weiling..JYNX. haha well my mp3 is working now..^^ yay..ermm..cant think of any new songs to input..i found my chords! yay..den gonna go cell ltr on at 2.30..but i believe it will start late..coz always got ppl late..so..wateva..i nid to change my blogskin liao..gettin bored of it..hmm..k bye den

2:25 AM
; always and forever.

>> Tuesday, May 03, 2005

~ ToDaY rOx ~
status: formatting mp3 player
song for the moment: still akon.
favourite person of the moment: weiling
reason: i love her!
status on homework:everything done!
phrase of the day: im not lonely

yay..so full..today has been great..had so much fun..yty i slept at 2.30 but was able to wake up at 10.30 tis morning..den i took de shuttle bus to go jo hs n reach there like 11.30.haha jo was very grumpy as i woke her up..she kept..erm..like pms liddat la..very funny..felt anew today..den ya played gb n ate at her her hs..hehe..den we were supposed to have a GROUP STUDY with wei,shear n mich at 1.30..guess wat..everyone turned up at 2.30..ahaha..WEILING HAD HER NAVAL PIERCED LOR. walau i was so shocked..shear was with her..jo didnt take it well with her..shes against this stuff..just like how i want to get a tattoo..i love u jo..muack..anyway we brought tennis rackets..wanting to play tennis but the courts were full..too bad..IT WAS BORING. I COULDNT STUDY AT ALL!!haha..funny ah..den i keep taking pictures of them with my BELOVED camera..^^ den ya..went photo crazy..den after the group study..when mich left..we went to the playground n kept taking more photos..siao la..but shiok. hehe..anyway..we decided to go for dinner..but too bad jo cant join..T.T..we had fun anyway..went to pizza hut..food there was really good..den it was sooo funn..kept laughing and laughing..den got tis waitress keep on look at weiling..hahah..dem funny..we were damn full lor..cannot finish..i was struggling..anyway took even more photos..we arranged the leftovers n weiling took a photo of it..we send it to jo saying wish she was here n recorded my voice along..haha..den all went home..i just came from pp to develope the pix..im sure they will turn out well..anyway..ciaozz

12:38 PM
; always and forever.

>> Monday, May 02, 2005

~wOrKiNg~
status:eating french fries now
song for the moment: akon-mr lonely
favourite person for the moment(n for some time..haha):imee
reason:she rox!
status on homework:english comprehension check
how many hours left to knock off:5 hrs..damn.
phrase of the day: always think that life is great.

hehe..bo liao now..talking to imee only..she so nice..used adobe photoshop n made a nice pic of us..really appreciate it..something tat no matter how much u scold me,im still unable to do..haha..im a nutcase at such stuff..jo is coming to play cs..hehe..waiting for her..listening to akon now,eating french fries..just complete english compre hw..haha im enjoying life's every moment..MY HAMSTER STILL SHARPENS IT TEETH WHEN IT SEES ME..T.T..forgetit..i wont touch her..erm..quite a queue in lan shop now..eddie just left to meet his frens..he gave me a maths question and said tat he would treat me to lunch if i solve it n im like..IM AN IDIOT IN MATHS.u noe how easy the question is n i just forget how to do it?? ok its a triangle,one side 3cm,one side 4cm, he wants me to find the other side. im an idiot. if u noe,TEACH ME. i must have tat treat..den..erm..nothing else la..
~ tHe pHoToS rOcK ~
did i say anything bout the photos tat have been developed from my digicam? MY GOD. SO SHARP. SO CLEAR. SO NICE. AAAHHH...haha cant wait to show the gals..its really really nice..i just realised something. my tie is with a senior.shit.ehhh..TOMORROW IS LABOUR DAY!! NO SCHOOL!! MUAHAHAHA. eh wait. labour day..shouldnt it be a day to work? *huh* y are we having a holiday..? anyways..i have nothing to say liao..ciaozzzz liao..

6:45 AM
; always and forever.

>> walk in the light

>> running after

>> how great is

>> look back

>> stand before You now

>> pictures!