5:55 PM
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yes it took us forever to remove it. and we then went to the resort lobby and played pool and photo hunt which de rong and i RULED in. took us 3 dollars to finally get into the top ten haha. great job rong!
and then sheena suddenly came with a taxi and we were like "can you tell the person next to you that ...." and "can you tell the person in red that...." haha totally not talking to one another. and then she left to meet her "boyfriend" and we all continued what we were doing la. then when it was time to leave, they blindfolded me and brought me around the LONGEST TRIP i ever walked and haha here they go!
5:42 PM
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oh ya before i forget
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GOR.
my stupid elder brother's birthday happens to be close to mine so im pretty guilty about it as i haven got him his present when he alrdy had mine. but he shared it with his gf so no count HAHA. jokin la. later i go buy.
today sucks big time man. i sooo screwed up on e maths and chemistry. i did both papers as fast as i could as i really felt so tired and nauseous that i couldnt be bothered anymore.
sorry sheena, i vomitted out your tang yuans.
zz. this morning i woke up and i alrdy knew it was not going to be a good day. my whole body was aching. THAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU SLEEP SO LATE AND WAKE UP SO EARLY WHILE HAVING A FULL STOMACH STUFFED WITH NUTS IN BALLS.
anyways i had a rough day. glad im feeling better now. almost collaspe a few times in school but its ok la. can take it. im waiting for the guys to call me.. yes the same bunch of goons. really wonder what does serena and they rest have up their sleeves coz today is chun tuan and my birthday celebration part 2 so i hope they really prepared something stupid. im totally depressed that jason will is going for his cousin's birthday instead as that means that melvin and chun are the only guys around for today and all they are gonna talk about is borat. haha..
anyways about yty. i had some of the best times in my life. =) thx to sheena, darren, de rong and jeremy. yty was CNY cum my birthday celebration day and i met the boys at around 6 where we all turned up accurately late. haha then we had a meal in Jin Wee coffeeshop and ordered lots of stuff and we share share. of coz darren and i went off to buy yu sheng and it was pretty embarrassing as we were the only ones going "HUAT AH!" in the coffeeshop and standing and lao-ing the yu sheng. haha but it was fun.
anyway darren then got excited to give me my birthday present so we sat in this corner and i opened up my present. i was DELIGHTED. they got me a my chemical romance shirt, wristband and a Le Coq jacket (orange and brown) and i just couldnt stop screaming for the next 5 minutes. awesome stuff from awesome friends. THANKS GUYS.
then i called sheena cause that stupid woman (then) did not CALL OR MESSAGE me on my birthday, neither did she say ANYTHING when i returned from indonesia. bloody hell i was soooooooooo disappointed when i realised she didnt do any of those stuff that i told darren to message her saying i was never gonna talk to her anymore. then haha i called her just to let her know that.
sheena:hello?
me: IM NOT TALKING TO YOU ANYMORE.
sheena: really ah? then why you calling me right now?
me: I REALLY NOT TALKING TO YOU ALRDY LA BYE BYE
sheena: bye bye
me: GRRRR (hang up)
walau i was going sooooooo crazy that i told darren i was gonna skip cell alrdy. haha but definitely it was a joke la. but i was just angry then. and we walked to cheesecake factory for dessert but unfortunately it was closed so we decided to walk to the beach. GUESS WHAT. i saw mr njoo and some other tkp teachers. then i told jeremy. AND WE DISCOVERED SOMETHING. they were SMOKING. haha naughty teachers. i never expected buff mr njoo to smoke le seriously. jem and i just laughed at the sight of it.
so we took a long walk over to the beach and we decided to go catch prawns coz de rong keeps saying how pro he was. i came SOOOO close to catching 2 prawns but both got away each time i pull. thing was, both of that prawns had their legs stuck to my hook. CRIPPLED PRAWNS NOW HAHA. WHO ASK YOU NEVER GET HOOKED.
anyways we were gonna prawn for one hour only and our hopes dwindled towards the last 5 minutes. then de rong went, "hey i got it." and he drew out this BIG PRAWN and we all started screaming and yelling in rejoice over our first prawn haha! $14 for a damn prawn. but it was hilarious. then came the challenge. which was to pull off that prawn. darn the prawn kept squirming around and it took us ages to finally unhook it! haha
4:55 PM
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its 1am. and i just reached home. and tmr is e maths and pure chem common test. i spent the whole day out not studying.
but. i don't regret at all for missing out on my studies.
SHEENA,
DARREN,
DE RONG,
JEREMY..
words simply cant describe how i feel right now. right this moment.
because what you guys have put together tonight is simply incredible and you guys have given me some of the best memories i could ever have.
and i say thank you to every single one of you from the bottom of my heart, with much love and gratefulness, for making me feel special even though my big day was over 3 days ago. thank you so much. really. you all simply left me in tears and speechless as how wonderful God has been to have given me you 4 such awesome friends who always make me feel a part of everything.
thank you .
will blog what these lovely people have done tomorrow =)
12:52 AM
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>> Wednesday, February 21, 2007
news flash.
that bunch of goons just appeared at my door step 10 mins ago with a happy meal.
IDIOTS. walau its a misunderstanding apparently as . didnt know i was coming thats why he wanted me to stay at home. so that means that THEY REALLY WERENT WAITING FOR ME LA. i knew it. i alrdy told ****** that i knew they werent waiting for me yet she say "no! we were waiting for you" . if thats the case how come . didnt know he was waiting for me. idiots.
whatever it is im alright again. coz i just nice was craving for french fries and the bunch of them turned up just like that at 10.45pm like that totally surprised me. im damn sure it was ******'s idea as no one could come up with such an *act cute* method. but it worked la. not so bad after all,good job people. BUT STILL YOU ALL NEVER MESSAGE ME ON MY BIRTHDAY. haha ok la good luck tmr. i shall enjoy my french fries now. see ya
11:12 PM
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rachel you must always set your priorities right
i hear these words so many effing times that i got fed up as i feel i know best what should be first for myself. but now i have come to realised that i was wrong. so FUCKING WRONG. why? because my priority is wrong all these while. my priority was you guys. YOU GUYS. THE ONES I SEE EVERY SINGLE DAY. YES, YOU GUYS. what is it you all want? why cant you all decide on one thing? why cant you all see whats in front of you? fuck i feel so effing shitted out ok.
i just came back from indonesia. had the WORST 16TH BIRTHDAY EVER. where no one cares whether is it 19 feb or not. and my mother being a complete bitch about it still even on that day itself. and had to go through a 2 hour boat trip home, followed by lugging of luggages through customs and into taxi where i can finally rest. then lugging of luggages up home again. then downstairs to rush to a handphone shop to fix my effing phone. then a money changer to exchange my rupiahs. then to an atm to deposit all my money.
and i received a call to go meet some of my friends. despite my weariness from a long day i still decided to go meet them. even though common test is tmr but since those "friends" were studying and said they were waiting for me, therefore i decided to kill two birds with one stone. so i went home and get my books and get changed, argued with my parents quite a bit as i just got home and now leaving to meet my friends at 9 o clock, walked to effing east coast park and looked for effing number 15 bbq pit, walked around somemore and decided to call. WOW those friends have decided to go mcdonalds for a meal.
first of all, my phone rang 20 times when i got it fixed. those 20 rings were from different people wishing me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. how sweet of them. oh my god, my heart broke. NONE of them, YES NONE, were from you guys. YES MY PRIORITY. none of them were wishes from you guys. i had a voicemail from one of them at 11.43pm at 19 feb itself. not 18 feb. 19 feb. thats y i had to wonder WHY.
second, i got false hopes thinking that "wow! i actually had friends waiting for my return at east coast." delightfully yet painfully rejected the moment i got there.
me:eh where you guys?
.: dont tell you le. eh why you not at home studying? go study la
me:quick la. where you all now
.:we in east coast. why you not at home studying?
me:aiya i also in east coast alrdy. how come you all not at pit 15.
.: huh we at mcdonalds
me: why you all in mcdonalds?? i thought you all studying at piy 15?
.: no we go alrdy.
me: huh? but ****** say you all waiting for me in pit 15 while studying. and i go find you all now in mcdonalds to study also the same what.
.: huh nola. we eat in mcdonalds then go home alrdy. aiya you go home study la.
me: ok then i go home alrdy
.: ya ok bye bye
FUCK. firstly you guys called me saying you all waiting for me in pit 15 while studying as my void deck too small to hold you guys. next i rushed there and i get the feeling of "why the hell is he like chasing me off? keep telling me to go home when they said they were waiting for me to reach singapore? if you had the good intention of wanting me to study in the first place at home because of common test, why firstly you call me to say you guys waiting for me, secondly when aware that im coming to meet you guys, you guys go over mcdonalds when i was going over that very minute. thirdly, not apologising yet telling me to go straight home when i have reached. im not a effing robot ok. im tired YET i came to meet you all. then my birthday also not a single message from you all. even darren was going crazy about rushing to indonesia to celebrate my birthday. you guys cant even drop a message. referring to MANY of you guys coz none of you ALL did. you ALL did not. the whole cohort of you.
I ALSO HAVEN HAD MY EFFING DINNER AND I WENT TO MEET YOU ALL. happy go mcdonalds and have your own meal. fuck. tired and depressed. more i think about it, the more i feel like crying. im surprised i have not. i doubt i will. coz all that happened was just me making a mistake. me making a mistake of caring so much about you guys.
if this blog entry has caused myself a birthday celebration to be put to risk, i dont care. you guys celebrate my birthday well and fun every year. it is postponed this year as im away in indonesia. so if this entry has caused some distance between you guys and i, so be it. coz im too depressed to say or worry other stuff now, much less study for social studies test tmr. im just gonna sleep and fail coz i dont care. because you guys, ONCE AGAIN disappointed me greatly. yes thats me, emotional rachel. once again being depressed because her friends have let her down once again. when will she start getting depressed over something else? i wonder.
9:05 PM
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>> Saturday, February 17, 2007
a group of climbers were on an expedition. an expedition to climb mount everest.
they worked very hard, perspired alot, had injuries but they continued to push themselves on to complete the expedition.
and when they were one step away from the peak, one of the climbers jumped off the mountain and died.
why?
haha should i say the answer out now? the effect wont be there if i say now lol.
IM SOOOO FULL LA. aftermath of a really good steamboat dinner that comprise of chicken, duck, yu sheng, abalone, and many many many more seafood. awesome stuff =))
anyway the answer is the climber got high.
HAHA.
anyway this i met up with melvin, chun tuan and serena and we had a mini part 1 birthday celebration for both chun and me. we ate at swensens and melvin asked the waiter what would we get if it happens to be our friend's birthday and the waiter said we would get a free birthday cake. and so aafter our meal, we had a surprise birthday cake, courtesy of swensens! haha so chun and me happily ate it up along with the other two pigs la.
then chun, mel and me went to katong to play lan. i was surprised that i could still play a little o2jam at hard level. i am of a higher level than chun but that stupid pianist thrashed me in all songs. CHEATER. then we lost in 2 dota matches against these other people which was pretty lame but haha nvm. i have not played a proper game of dota since last december.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUN TUAN! =)
thx people for a lovely today =D
the week had its up and downs for me. valentine's was lovely. the day before valentine's i went out with dear mann and we shopped for valentine's day stuff. and then i went home and had a bath before receiving a call from shearen that she was in parkway so i decided to join her with donna and jo. i created really idiotic moments for those three that they got pretty irritated as its been so long someone amongst them behaved so silly. and i got them on-the-spot chocolates as valentine's gifts so they better be happy.
valentine's i got a big lollipop from jason. haha i doubt i will eat as past experiences had me tortured as my tongue got so tired from licking that i always forget to eat it again after putting it back in the fridge. also got alot of other stuff. boon's strawberry chocolate was really tempting as she made it herself and i really wanted to try it. but i forgot all about it that when i left my bag of goodies on the table for hours, ants were crawling around the strawberry and i had to throw it away =(
haha anyways i met up with darren in parkway before going to suntec to meet de rong. they gave me roses much to my delight but then it was short-lived as the roses died yesterday. SORRY BOYS. i tried my best. haha i guess u guys will only find out after reading this post. then we went to carl's jr. (yes, that place for valentine's) after spending a gazillion years walking around and trying to decide what to eat. initially we walked into country manna and drank a glass of water each but the set dinners were 30++ so we decided to go off. it was such an embarrassing moment and de rong did the explanation to the waitress while darren and i ran off first hahaha
carl's jr was crazy la. we did alot stupid stuff with our leftover food. definitely there will be leftovers. carl's jr. le! then came the most disgusting moment in BlingedOut history. gosh, a stake of 6 dollars for darren if he drinks a cup of ice lemon tea with SAMBAL CHILLI SAUCE, MAYONAISE, SALSA VEGETABLES SAUCE, LOTS OF SALT AND PEPPER, a little cabbage with mayo and THE BUN AND THE PATTY OF MY BURGER. he either drinks the damn gross looking drink which makes me puke at the smell of it or eats the bun or patty that has been soaked with the drink. either ways, i feel like puking at the thought of that.
while we were walking off with the disgusting concoction as darren was afraid he would puke, i bummed into imee and the rest of the tk people at cafe cartel. haha it was great seeing them and im sure they were having a good time. haha of coz i could not let abigail off that easily after seeing her for so long.
me: eh since when your hair so long?
*donna gives a shocked face
abigail: ya its that long what. if not short ah? so long already still short like you
me: ya maybe so. oh abigail. so long already your boobs actually have gone flatter ah.
*all go ha ha ha
anyways darren ate the patty but to my shock. he said it was damn sour and had a really had time chewing it down. i was so close to vomitting coz i think it was really gross. of coz i will hand him the 3 dollars as promised coz it was great entertainment however i had no money so i will pay him another day haha. good job darren! then beverly joine us at topman while shopping for darren's stuff and we had a good talk at the esplanade, talking about past loves. and jeremy joined us. haha so we proceeded to fullerton hotel and had a drink and ate the cake bev brought to celebrate valentines. thx bev! awesome night as i reached home at 2am and was scolded by my mum and she said i will get it from her if i dont wake up in time for school. haha so i HAD to go.
and so i was really tired in school. but guess what, i spent the whole day standing outside the staff room. during a maths period, i made a silly mistake by going "ezekiel, whats for literature common test?" across the classroom and that pretty much infuriated ms goh as i was being rude so i had to stand outside the staff room from 9.30am to the end of school.
i know i was wrong that isnt that too harsh of a punishment? its quite crazy as my other subjects will get affected by this incident. i missed like 3 periods of other subject lessons and recess and subjected to many teacher's questioning. every single teacher that walked passed me asked me what happened and there were like 30 over walking past me that day. i was also not allowed to do anything productive while standing so i felt really useless as i was literally standing around and doing nothing. but of coz i wont allow my fate to go that way so i read my history book when ms goh was in class and kept it when she was coming. anyway the purpose was for me to reflect and i alrdy had realised my fault so i didnt see any wrong in reading my history book.
then mr shah was chatting with me as i was "reflecting" and he made me laugh so hard that i cried. mr angulia was walking past and he went like
mr shah: so rachel. you must always listen in mr angulia's class ok.
mr angulia: she's not even in my class! haha wanna action bede only
mr shah: damn it.
then many teachers said many stuff to me la..
ms ong: rachel.. you are a peer leader you know. and leader of many other things. you must learn how to watch your words. avoid all this things ok.
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mr chong: aiyo. avoid all this unnecessary trouble la. all this not good. you need to study for your exams.
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mrs lai: come i give you a hug.
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mr yong: you being punished ah? by who?
me: ms goh
mr yong: HAHA.
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mr zainie: how come you are punished? oh no.. try to keep it down. you are a leader so avoid all this things. im surprised.. it must be one of those days where unfortunate things happen. try not to do it again ok.
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mrs lee: what happened?
me: i was being disrespectful in class as i asked about literature across the room during a maths class
mrs lee: ... too bad.
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ms heng: girl you ok? later i talk to you ok. *pats my head
me: i need a hug..
*ms heng gives me a really warm hug that i almost cry after staying strong for the whole day.
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mr azwan: what you doing here for?
me: haha punished.
mr aazwana: you getting punished? for what? punished for blinking your eye ah
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mr su: hey you are here. thats rare..
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mr angulia: eh you are still here!
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mr i-dunno-who: you speak so well.. try to learn from your mistakes and be careful ok. im sure you didnt mean it so avoid doing so again.
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haha and many many more. but this experience allowed me to see many things. as how the teachers behave. coz apparently.. the teachers do gossip alot. it was quite a big hoo-ha to them in the staff room to see me stand for one whole day and as news spread from one person to another, the story got worst that it becamae "rachel was very disrespectful as she was shouting across the room, disregards the presence of any teacher." ANY TEACHER. zz whatever la. say what you teachers want. you guys are humans anyway. natural for u guys to bitch while trying to teach people about morals. one of them WHOM I WONT NAME wanted to strip me off my emcee role for CNY concert on friday as my actual punishment which is ridiculous as an incident like that got blown up to a point like as though i was smoking in class and shouting vulgarities. what i did was bad in a way but i think i have gotten a really harsh punishment by standing for so long outside staff room and he thinks thats not good of a punishment? 9.30am to 2pm ok. doing NOTHING. you go stand for yourself la. still wanna strip me off my emcee role.
thank god for some teachers who pleaded for my case if not i really would missed another opportunity. once again, i know i was wrong in what i did in class to ms goh. and im not denying it one bit as it was indeed rude of me to ask across the room. but still? think about it la. make me miss my lessons and standing while doing nothing? and still not make me emcee for the concert? walau. to that teacher who wanted that punishment to be added, i lost all respect for you already. i could tell from your face that day you were having a rough day but venting it on me is just stupid.
zz forgetit. anyways CNY concert was pretty much a success. i screwed up a bit in the introduction coz i forgot my lines pretty fast. i wasnt nervous or scared or anything but i was more of.. speechless as i really DONT DO SCRIPTS. i always use my own stuff but apparently that day i focused too much on my script that i made a few blunders
the scripts says: today we have exciting and riveting performances by various performing arts groups lined up for you to enjoy for the next two hours.
what i said on stage: today we have riveting and exciting performances by various performing groups for you to enjoy......today!
stupid la. hahaha.
but i had fun. mr chong is a wonderful and caring teacher. he should get ready for a teacher's day gift. after the concert i met up with 4e1 as we were all going to gino's house for our 4e1 bbq and grace, mrs lai, serena, elizabeth, hanis and i brought our bikinis for tanning. but serena and elize joined us at the later part so the four of us went crazy first.
XINYI EVEN THOUGH YOU COULDN'T COME, OUR HEARTS WERE STILL WITH YOU =)
gino is an awesome but forgetful host. his very caring towards his guests although his quite forgetful as to what to get. stupid boy. oh ya and i heard him running back into the house after seeing us in bikinis going
WESLEY GO OUTSIDE SEE THE GIRLS. MRS LAI VERY SEXY
haha that stupid boy.
had alot of funny moments during the 4e1 bbq. during the afternoon we were tanning and all. ordered canadian pizza. had a fun time talking to fiona and the rest. then gino's younger siblings myra and figo came home and i had a great time trying to talk to them. they are soooo adorable! especially figo.
elize: figo whats your brother's name?
figo: my brother name is figo..
and myra was like : waa you all so sexy. wear bikini.
me and elize: haha
myra: i also have bikini.
we went haha even more.
then myra had swimming lessons. A PERSONAL COACH OK WHEN SHE'S ONLY FOUR. so freaking rich. and figo was wadling in the pool. only fadhli could communicate with figo as his intelligence matches the size of a two year old too. figo just makes my heart melt. his so adorable.
me: figo can you be my boyfriend?
*figo looks away
myra: cannot. figo too young.. can i be your girlfriend?
me: cannot. its wrong.
hahaha. then figo's behaviour just keep making me melt as his sooooooooo adorable. ezekiel and i were thinking of keeping him in our bags and bring him home. then i screamed for serena to take a photo of me and figo and when i entered going "figo! take a photo with me!" HE RAN OUT CRYING LA. i was soooooooooo affected by it. sooooooooooo emotional. i sat in the pool being really really sad as i watched figo cry. kiat huei they all were like laughing but also consoling me not to be so sad. but i alrdy was as i sat stoned in the pool, guilty that i scared figo. but fadhli and gino made him happy again by doing some stunts into the pool. then ezekiel was like "figo go kiss jie jie. go go. go kiss jie jie." i was still emotional about it so i just sat going emo. then figo walked slowly towards me.
he reached out his hand, like wanting to pull me out the pool. i sat there really shocked and was like "figo? really? you not scared of me?"
then i held his hand and stood up and he gave me a kiss on the cheeks.
it was such a touching moment. just so beautiful. everyone was like " aww.. "
and figo went to his maid for a shower.
i sat there still stumped over what has happened and got so overwhelmed, i cried.
i was so touched by that little boy's action as earlier on i scared him and i got really sad that i have. and then he came to me, reaching out his hand and gave me a kiss. my god.. i had to cry.
i love kids la. the most wonderful thing God can ever give. thats why i hate to see people in the world actually mistreating them as they are so innocent. so innocent. haha and that was the highlight of my life. figo giving me a kiss. =) how angelic that was.
and then the stupid thing happened. i was walking to grace after some time, and i fell into the drain by the swimming fool. F*** was the worst word that came across my mind when i plunged into the drain. my shin was punctured. against the drain. against my old wound.
it hurt so bad that as hard as i try to hold back the pain my gritting my teeth as tight as possible, tears just keep flowing out lovely and caring people came to attend to me. hanis, gino, ezekiel, elizabeth, michelle, fiona, maria and others were really caring and serena suggested all of them to scream along with me when the ice was pressed against my wound.
but i tried to bear the pain la so went on with the bbq. i kept rejecting elizabeth's offer to wash my wound as i felt that it was needless. i eventually got it washed as maria, fiona and elizabeth was nagging up to my throat to get i washed but to my really really shocked surprise, it felt so much better i went to play soccer with the guys! haha. then during the match jasper's leg kicked into my shin DAMN HARD that i knelt in agony but forgot about it immediately when the ball came rolling to me again. soccer makes you forget everything. kiat huei was like " rachel sit out the match! " and i told her not to worry.
after the match, most of the teachers came already. mrs lai, mr shah, mr angulia, mrs hua and mrs lee reached already. and we were all waiting for ms tan to come to start the yu sheng celebration. haha alot of funny moments as we started the fire at 4.30, but we couldnt get a single flame going at 7.30. mrs lee had to come in do the job and she has done really well. we couldnt have done it without her. mr shah and angulia left at 8.45 and the guys pushed both of them down the pool first before allowing them to leave.
ya it was fun. =) and i will start talking to fiona, maria, michelle, giat kuei and yeon ju more now. because i never knew they were such funny people. last time they were like -nerds-. just plain nerds. and boring. now they are stupid people who are willing to do stupid stuff. yeon ju HAHAHA has been changed by me as she sat next to me during a maths and i keep disturbing her. i keep teasing michelle about her ambition to be a model and maria, for just being a maid. HAHA joke. and kiat huei for looking so much like johnathan leong and fiona being paired up with keith by me. they are so funny and it has been proven on the night everyone had to draw lots to do stupid stuff.
the boys of 4e1 are pathetic. serious. they are really immature. the girls are so much more daring. even fiona they all did whatever stunts laid out. i had so much fun. yeon ju picked out "pour a cup of syrup on yourself". and she agreed to le! omg without much hesitation. walau i was so shocked la. so i poured the orange syrup over her head even though she was dry and all. I LOVE YOU YEONJU. then michelle had to make a love confession and she picked the worst one by going "fadhli i like you" and we all roared with laughter. elize had to "drink something MADE" and i made the worst orange syrup drink ever as i put two spoonful of oil and one spoon of the satay sauce inside along with chunks of butter all mixed and elize drank a spoonful. it was gross but she got my respect for doing it without any violent protest.
fiona ate a marshmallow with fried rice, bee hoon, butter, satay sauce grossly mixed together in one big spoon and she held it in. maria was lousy as she was suppose to "catwalk round the swimming pool" yet ended up WALKING around it. idiot. kiat huei and i just got away with everything as we both picked out "ORANGES!" so that means we got to eat oranges. hahaha so lucky. you girls are awesome and you got my respect. look forward to having more fun with you guys ok! =)
well i have blogged too much. theres alot of hw to do although im gonna be in indonesia doing alot of visitation. God be with me to escape the wrath of teachers who are out to get me.
then again, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
tag replies:
to xinyi: haha congrats for being first!
to darren: lamer la you
to shawn: hello!
to mann: haha happy chinese new year!
to xinyi: dont announce it to the world la!
to shawn: eh im only sec 4 this year. happy chinese new year!
to nana: ok i dont mind. daniel wu is hotter than ronaldo hahaha
to xinyi: happy v day and chinese new year! leave ur hands off my daniel haha
to darren: yes u are lame.
to imee: his such a ladies' man
9:16 PM
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>> Tuesday, February 13, 2007
daniel wu. tmr's valentine's.
be MINE LA
10:55 PM
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>> Saturday, February 10, 2007
"mummy im hungry.." the girl said to her mother with a grumbling stomach.
"ask the maid to cook for you la," replied the mother while they were in the kitchen.
the girl then went to the toilet and relieved herself.
she came out and saw her mother frying some rice, with the intention of making fried rice.
"who you cooking for?" the girl asked.
"your gor gor is hungry," you're brother is hungry, replied the mother as she beated the eggs.
the girl then walked away, filled with disappointment.
yea. mum treats me like that now.
i should stop crying over my mum. even if she insists on having an argument with me. i need to hold on
well anyways i decided to blog today as many of my friends have been complaining that my blog entries are very accumulative so the entries are very long whenever i post and it gets really hard for them to read. haha well friday was a great day. i had so much fun coz its the first time this year we all hang out after school so i was looking forward to it.
initial plans were to catch a movie. then as i was hanging out with very random people, the idea immediately shifted to something else like settlers cafe. anad while we were in the bus the idea switched to thai express in siglap. then back to settlers cafe. so when we reach katong, we were standing around at the bus stop wondering once again where to go. jason as usual was a pig by going " eh will you STOP TALKING AND DECIDE WHERE TO GO NEXT??" and then after 3 seconds of silence, he will come up with a new topic to digress. such a pig ahaha.
then in the end we had a high tea buffet at this thai restaurant in parkway next to mini toons. it was pretty cheap, $7.80 for students. we ate alot. it was pretty good for its price. we stayed there all the way till 5.30pm and had alot of laughs. i was the "judge" for the red ruby dessert contest which serena, jason, melvin and chun tuan took part in. haha serena's first attempt tasted very bland as she didnt add the sugar syrup so all there was was coconut milk. but it improved alot at her second attempt. melvin and chun's were alright but their ice shavings were a lil coarse. jason's one ah.. WAS THE WORSE. his bowl was like bloodied la. it not only contained alot of red ruby and all, he added sugar syrup AND rose syrup that was meant for ice kachang as he wanted to use it as colouring! walau i almost spat it out.
FAIL. haha oh ya and i learnt something new that day. that TAF was a better way of catergorising those in need to be trim and fit compared to calling them FAT. haha TAF is the inverted way of the word FAT. sorry im slow and i only realised it now. but i never stopped laughing after hearing it.. anyways back to the buffet. due to melvin' ridiculously high sensitivity towards serena and her every ways, jason and i had a good laugh at his wacky paranoia.
melvin sits down next to serena and places his plate of tunghun on the table.
jason and i were just stoning right opposite looking at them
melvin takes serena's chopstick
"yours ah? i use ah."
serena nodded her head a little. anyways it meant ok
melvin then went " don't want to use. its dirty " with a smirk on his face that he said it cause serena used it therefore it was dirty. and he pushed himself off the couch
"then don't use la" serena retorted nicely
melvin stood up and goes "EH WHATS YOUR PROBLEM"
jason and i looked at it with much annoyance and goes "YOU THEN WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM LA MELVIN."
haha we laughed like mad at his madness and keep teasing about it. that day was of so much fun. chun went home and we 4 ended up downstairs my house chatting our way through the night. we seriously talked alot and were negotiating how many secrets must serena and i tell the two of them in order to get the secret of who does jason like. the whole night was just crazy and we had a good dinner in the coffeeshop. it was late so they decided to go home and i went off to meet de rong and jeremy. had some laughs before heading home as rong rong gotta be home. small boy..
yea. today was alright. i brought kenneth to church and everyone was very sweet to him. thx vanessa for babysitting him. =) oh ya.. the cat died. as in the 3 kittens. they died on the ceiling. something i was so expecting of. the stench was unbearable but i doubt its going to be removed anytime soon. gross. well cell was stupid in a good way and i had frustrating moments with my mum after that and i cant be bothered to blog about it.
well o'level results are out. i was so excited. now i feel equally sad as those who didnt do so well. but it has however encouraged me greatly to do well for my own paper this year to avoid the disappointment and regret i have seen so far from my friends. dont be discouraged my friends! im sure there will be light at the end of the tunnel for you guys! hang on there! and to those who have done really surprising well, (tim john had 12 OMG. leona, kester and elliot i think had 11! leon had 10. good job church!) congrats! well life goes on and i hope you guys will always be doing great and i wish all the best for you guys. love you all
tag replies:
to shireen: hahaha ya i alrdy kept my fingers crossed for you. dont be disappointed over your results k. you've done your best tuition girl. =)
to darren: thx.
to other senior: not bad.. you found out your own identify real quick. haha i love you so be happy ok.
to xinyi: haha here you go!
10:52 PM
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>> Thursday, February 08, 2007
weiling, i f-king miss you like hell. thing is, you didnt exactly treat me very nice after our "fallout". but you are still very much in my life coz u were such a rare friend. and i blame myself for the fallout and now. sheesh i haven seen you like 2 years and we are leading our own lives still. me in singapore and you in thailand. sheesh i hope theres a chance for us to meet again. once again, i just got flashbacks on all the awesome times we had. if you see this, bear in my mind that you are still in my mind. the one great friend i had. one great f-king fun friend.
hmm i have not blogged for days once again. lol..
i went to shireen's blog and she wrote really nice stuff about missing netball and all. what was depressing was i WASNT IN IT. haha honestly speaking i was disappointed la but i didnt thought much of it. i just sent her a msg "scolding" her but all in a joking manner. the poor girl thought i was angry and msg me the next day with a apology and a list of things on all i had done for/to her that she also misses me alot. i laughed like siao when i read the msg as she was really panicky about it and also had blogged to say sorry to me. its just an "honest mistake" that she forgot to write my name.
my dear shireen, yes we known each other "long" and well. haha you stupid ramly burger. you are the senior i never had, the one that always never fails to make me laugh. and you know that you and the rest of the seniors mean a great deal to me so im glad that you sincerely feel happy at my presence too. haha i was just joking but im glad that this incident allowed me to know what you feel and at the same time feel happy and strong too for this tightly bonded team where i can always be proud to say "i love my seniors". i do not like want it to be a case of "i love my seniors but.. we have problems with one another" therefore TRYPHOZA CHAN I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TOO.
haha whatever it is, shireen i "forgive" you and haha i really pray that you will always be having that great smile on your face coz you are really one of the best minahs i ever met. HAHA. joking. and so my fingers are crossed for your results tmr!
to my other senior, i told you before you have always been my role model. it breaks my heart to see you cry. it takes tons and tons of strength to break a strong woman like you down and it must be really difficult for you now. i just want you to know that whatever it is, the rest and i will always be there for you to make you laugh whenever you want and i hope i never have the chance again to see you cry coz your eyes are meant to light someone's life up and not for tears. you've been great and i just wanna let you know you are greatly loved by me and im sure many others too. pull it through ok?
to my family/mother, i cant bring myself to talk to you guys anymore. mum you break my heart every single time you speak. i love you very much because you always show me your love through your actions and im able to interpret them very well. but there are too many instance where you had to just be "over-loving" and say things purposely to hurt me, so that i may learn. but i dont want that. i dont want those words out of your mouth. you love me through your actions but seem to detest me with your words. and its always the words that pierce my fragile heart.
mummy, you once in a while will cook the family's favourite herbal chicken which is stuffed with cashew nuts and stuff and steamed for long hours so that the chicken would be tender and all. each time you put it on the table, we all would excitedly reach out and fight for the most valuable part of the chicken. the drumstick. you never fail to put one on my plate. i have a granddad, dad, two bro and a sis. so theres 7 people for two drumstick. always daddy and i get one. and i always love you mummy for a small incident like that.
so plz dont ruin that image everytime you scold me. that night which you caned me was one painful night. i had to endure you sarcasms and ventings as i was too tired to argue because you were stubborn and putting words in my mouth and would not listen to my explanation at all. you hit me so hard that i lost all my love for you. i cried to myself, grit my teeth, unwilling to make any noise of pain as you hit me. because what was more painful was that you werent the mother i loved, the one that i always picture of. that night, you were like a monster.
dont blame me for not talking to you mum. deep down i love you. and i know i will have to talk to you eventually. but.. not now mum. not now. coz i need to pick up the pieces where you last broke..
to the brother and sister i once loved very much, you three just changed with time and i no longer feel attached to you all. we are all individuals now and have our own lifestyles now that its weird to even talk to one another now. why cant we make things better? why must it always be so practical between us. i hate the state we are in but.. i also dont have the courage to change it coz it has been a long time..
to darren and de rong, thank you so much. =) you make me feel like a very close family and sister. i love you two very much and you guys have brightened up my life very very much and you two know it. haha you two really made my life alot sweeter and nicer to go through now. thx for always flowing me money unconditionally and generously without qualms each time i do not have. thx for being unselfish towards everyone and helping in whatever way you guys can for me. thx for always being there for me, through my matches and through my life and problems.
thx for washing up the dishes that night after a night of movies where i was just too tired to help you guys out and dozed off at the couch. thx for letting me have the bed which you guys slept on the couch or floor. thx for respecting my every decision and always giving me priority in whatever i want. you two are perfect gentlemen and im sure whoever you end up with, the girl must be truly blessed as my two great friends are simply heavenly. love you two always.
lol the other night where i led you guys through orchard towers was hilarious! those transvestite just made me laugh so much as the horrified look on you two faces just crack me up tremendously. remember the one with bulging boobs that her/his nipples could be seen? lol
the same night at regents hotel was awesome too. the hotel bar was great and the jazz music was awesome. the atmosphere was just superb and i never felt some comfortable in my life before. it was a wonderful place and the best chilling one i ever had gone. the house wine was bad though, Black Label. its so.. not to my liking. the choc martini was strong but i like while darren's Swing was good too but the vodka aint that strong. haha what to do when we are broke.
then it was really late and i had to cab home but the problem is, i do not wish to spend more than seven on cab fare. haha something im really confident about that i will most definitely be capable of getting. POWERS OF BEING A GIRL. THE ADVANTAGES OF BEING ONE. i told darren to do it for me first coz i was lazy and he hailed like 4 cabs and all turned it down saying its too cheap. haha so i decided to step forward and do the talking. true enough, my first try along with a bit of "sound sweet" voice got me such a cab that was willing to take me home for seven bucks.
"uncle sorry to bother you but theres no bus around now and i only have seven dollars with me. you thinks its possible to take me to Marine Parade with that amount?"
"your two boyfriends there no money ah?"
"no uncle. we three can only fork out seven."
"... seven ah? ok then"
haha the boys faces were stunned la. the trip most probably cost twenty bucks so i was really satisfied getting it at seven. anyways moving on, the netball season is pretty much over for me. im not gonna be play for the netball challenge league as im suppose to be stepping down alrdy so i guess i just had my last touch of a competitive game i will ever have again. =) after 7 worthy years, its time to take a break. good job rachel..
teamsek secondary netball team's jacqueline aka GD, trash talk you another time at any given opportunity ok, haha im rachel and i will never bite my tongue to say something.
like today. xiangluan and i were ordering chocolate ice blended from the cafe and this guy called Hafiz was really loud and rowdy. kept talking and yelling to his friends as he made our drink. i got irritated by it but i didt give much thought. i looked at the colour of our drink and i knew it was not gonna be good alrdy coz it looked really diluted. we waited long for our order and when it finally came, it sucked big time coz it was indeed diluted. me, along with yvonne, randy, erwin and xiangluan were unhappy over the drink. and they keep grumbling about it. randy was damn act about it seriously. he was like " walau! so diluted how to drink! go refund la!" and swing his hands about. then when we walk there he just stood behind us like waiting for something to happen. so i was like "zzz.."
so i just went over to the counter and asked for an explanation or a possible change for a better one. the girl looked at me innocently and pointed to Hafiz as his the one who made the drink. then Hafiz looked at us and walk off. i was jus pissed at that attitude but i didnt wanna blow the matter up as elizabeth alrdy tell me not to pursue it but the thing was i didnt exactly mind what was going on. its because xiangluan they all keep talking about it and were pissed so i decided to do something about it to make them satisfied if not it will always be bugging them. but none of them were gonna make the first move of coz
so i stopped when elize told me too so i walked off with xiangluan and we all throw our drinks. but xiangluan was still talking about Hafiz's lousy attitude and i could hear randy they all still talking about it as i walk off so i stopped in my tracks and asked if xiangluan wants to do anything about it. coz i dont want her to keep thinking about such lousy service and affect her day so i decided to walk back and seek an apology from that guy. yes, randy talk like his gonna beat the guy up but.. lol?
Hafiz was no longer high and mighty like he looked earlier on. he was pretty much afraid when i spoke to him and he kinda argued alot but i was putting on a very stern front and tell him that he was giving really bad service and should never behave like that again. but haha no worries i didnt frighten the guy coz i said "hey we are cool ok? we are cool. just dont ever do it again. walking off like that." and i was like "and now for a situation and time like this, whats the most appropriate thing to say now?" and he was like "what, you all want a refund or.." and i interrupted saying " no thats not what we want. the point is what should be said now after all this has happened?" and he was like " im sorry."
then i looked to yvonne and xiangluan and asked if thats good enough and they nodded their head so i guess they wont be bothered over it anymore alrdy. anyways my neighbour aka Mr Zaldy hasnt been to school for two days and it seems like 3 periods of physics have been missed for 4e1 and thats terrible i supppose. jia you 4e1! today was a very united day for 4e1. pe was of great fun as quite a number of us came because we were gonna play soccer! had so much fun and grace, hanis , xinyi and esp serena were screaming their way thru. good job girls anyway!
my team lost and had to do ten push-ups and such love from grace and the rest insited that we all share the punishment, in the end the whole 4e1 girls did 5 push ups each only. love you girls. then for the first time, the whole class of 4e1 decided to delay ms Goh lesson ten minutes by "hiding" in the lockers. what a hilarious moment. and as a class, we walked to her homeroom in single file according to register number. the classes that we past by were like " what are they doing.. "
its my last year alrdy and i will be going towards another level of my life soon so im trying to cherish every single moment i have in school. great moments and i just wish time will just stay as it is. take care all =)
tag replies:
to LOL: i love you too.
to darren: haha stop being lame in my blog
to R: you are rico right. zz
to ZHAO: haha you sound so lame in my blog! lol no worries. i love you very much little twin sister and your senior can pull through anything
to try: LOL. hahahahaha you are right. look4rach9@hotmail.com
to xinyi: love you too siao cha bo
to serena: go blog la
to darren : yes im alright dear.
to shireen: haha die girl! joking.. the show rocks la
6:56 PM
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